In any case, that sudden memory has changed Li Zimu's originally positive and humble personality, but now it brings him a greater problem: doubting life.

In the water moon and Sichuan flavor hot pot restaurant in Vientiane City, Li Zimu sat alone in front of the hot pot, unconsciously holding his hairy belly in his hands. It's past nine o'clock in the evening, and there are not many people here.

He left his job smoothly in the afternoon, and no one saw anything unusual about him.

But he knew in his heart that he was still in a state of confusion, and he would still be unable to control the sudden flashing of a certain post-apocalyptic picture in his mind, especially some fierce battle scenes. He still couldn't control his mind, a bit like when he was drunk.

After slapping Director Yu in the office today, he was not held accountable.

In fact, he didn't take a photo, but he acted too naturally, and Director Yu didn't dare to gamble, so he believed it.

Li Zimu didn't go too far, and the two quickly reached a tacit understanding.

After Li Zimu successfully took last month's salary and left this month, he turned off his mobile phone and wandered aimlessly in this bustling big city, and he didn't know how long he walked until the swelling pain in his mind subsided a little.

I used to read novels and see that after the protagonist was reborn, he was ambitious to start his new choice and new life.

It wasn't until he was reborn that he realized that he was first tired and confused.

When the sky was dark and the lights were up, I found myself walking to the Vientiane Square at the end of the commercial street. He suddenly remembered that he hadn't eaten a good meal for an unknown amount of time, not after the end of the world, not before the end of the world.

It's good to be reborn, so seize the opportunity to enjoy it. He thought so.

"Little brother, why do you eat the moon in the well alone, is it okay to let the little bear eat with you?" A sweet and lovely voice sounded on the side.

Why do I have to share the hot pot I pay? Li Zimu secretly complained in his heart, and when he turned his head to see which girl surnamed Xiong had such a big face, he was instantly stunned.

She looks like the dawn!

No, it's not like, it's just dawn!

Although the girl in front of her looked thinner and darker than the morning light in her impression, her eyes under the cap had two faint dark circles. The style is not as beautiful as the goddess of dawn. But she is still a beautiful and youthful girl. She was holding a bear toy on her chest. looked at Li Zimu with a bright smile.

......

When Chen Xi felt that the corners of his mouth were a little sour from maintaining a professional smirk, the somewhat gloomy boy opposite replied softly: "No, thank you, it's good for me to eat alone." ”

"If you don't like it, little brother, then I'll help you cook。。。。。。"

"I said no, don't let me say it a third time." The boy on the other side raised his voice slightly, and his tone was already a little cold.

Chen Xi's smile stiffened when she choked on him, and when she saw that the other party's eyes were full of disgust that she couldn't hide, she felt even more aggrieved. Then he squeezed out a polite smile and mumbled. Back to your post.

Working in the well month, the service attitude must be good, the customer must be happy and satisfied, some customers just like to be quiet, nothing. She silently explained to herself in her heart.

It's just why, obviously ignorant of life, the boy named Li Zimu, looks at his eyes, so disgusted and hateful? How have you sinned against him?

Well, it must be that I'm too beautiful, he thinks I'm like an Internet celebrity who shoots videos on a short video platform to sensationalize, and wants to take the opportunity to secretly photograph him? It must be so.

Thinking about it, she was happy again.

Li Zimu couldn't be happy at all, looking at the slender figure wearing the clothes of the service staff in the well moon, his eyes became more and more gloomy.

This thin girl will be the ninth-level powerhouse of the human race in the future, the Dawn Goddess, and she was also his comrade-in-arms.

It may be a bit high to say that his comrades-in-arms are a little high, after all, in Li Zimu's memory, he himself is only level 6. It is a full Sage stall away from a level 9 powerhouse.

Now that he has gradually calmed down, his memories tell him that he did not kill the zombie king at that time, but instead became an outcast because of the departure of Dawn and the other two level 9 powerhouses at the critical moment.

Li Zimu can still understand the abandonment of others, the key is that he desperately helped her harvest the treasure in that battle. In the end, everyone still led the team to evacuate, leaving him alone, facing the anger of the zombie king, he was cut into two by a sword.

Is it because you are too weak?

A small role at level 6 is really worthless.

I struggled to survive in the last days, and after 7 years of fighting, I thought I was tenacious enough to sweat hard. In the end, it is still a dispensable pawn on the chessboard.

But if he dies, he is dead, he has already lost everything in the last days, and he has no worries, and now fate is teasing him to reincarnate, is it to let him experience this weak feeling of powerlessness again?

No, I don't want to experience that feeling of powerlessness again. This time, I'm going to be strong and become the one who plays on the chessboard.

Li Zimu's hand holding the chopsticks protruded because of the clenching, he picked up a large mouthful of fat cow, and viciously stuffed the sauce directly into his mouth.

"Ahh

I seem to have forgotten that I am weaker after being reborn......

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Chen Xi stood next to the bus stop, leaning sideways, staring anxiously in the direction of the incoming bus.

She has to get on the bus at this stop every night, and this time is basically the last bus. Sometimes she couldn't wait for the bus because of the slightest deviation in time, and she had to walk four stops back to the school dormitory.

She was reluctant to take taxis and ride-hailing.

Chen Xi's parents died in a car accident when he was very young, and he took turns to foster care among his parents' relatives for a period of time. grew up eating hundreds of family meals, but when every relative first received her, they were still happy from time to time and said that this baby was so well-behaved and cute. From time to time, I said with red eyes and distressed that this baby is really not easy, your parents are really unlucky. But after a long time, he began to have a cold attitude, and then gradually disliked it.

The reasons for dislike are also varied, causing Chen Xi to seriously reflect on whether he was not good enough and obedient when he was a child.

As I grew up, I gradually understood that there are some things that cannot be asked for unconditionally just by being well-behaved. For some people, no matter how obedient they are, all they can provide is obedience.

Chen Xi never complained about those relatives.

So when she was in high school, she moved to boarding school and did odd jobs every weekend. In her sophomore year of high school, after she was admitted to Shushan University, a top university in China, with the second place in the mathematics national competition, she basically did not worry about living expenses and tuition fees.

It's just that she still keeps working two jobs in addition to the summer vacation, and occasionally receives online auctions from clothing stores on online shopping platforms. When the money in the card is saved to more than 50,000 yuan, she will buy some practical daily necessities, electrical appliances and furniture, and the delivery address will be directly written on the relatives who have adopted her before.

In any case, she believes that gratitude makes people happier than complaining.

"The beauty is waiting for the bus alone, there will be no bus at such a late hour, where are you going? We'll give you a ride~"

A flirtatious and arrogant voice came.

Chen Xi turned around and looked at the two cool sports cars parked directly in front of her with some vigilance.