Chapter 403: It hurts
"I met her in Yingguo."
It was late at night, and the corridor of the hospital was much less crowded, so it was naturally quieter.
Su Yan's voice was also extraordinarily clear, "It was on an ordinary street at the time, but do you know what the temperature was that day?"
"It's more than 10 degrees below zero." Su Yan said, "When I came out of the café and walked to the car, I felt too cold to walk, but do you know what she was wearing?"
"Just a very thin, thin garment, and barefoot."
"I thought she was a madman until she grabbed my hand and asked me to save her."
"Last time you said that you found out that Xi Zhi married another woman shortly after he met abroad, right? Do you know where he stuffed Xin Yi in order to marry that woman?"
"Psychiatric hospitals."
"That's where she came out the day I met."
"And Xi Zhiyu also erased her information and changed her name and information in order to prevent others from finding her, if it weren't for the fact that she happened to run out, if it weren't for the Chinese she said caught my attention, she might have been locked up there for the rest of her life."
"You'll probably never see her in your life."
"All these wounds on her body, including her unrecoverable vision, were left at that time."
"You must know she used to be a photographer, right? Until then, she is expected to become a world-renowned photographer."
"But now, she doesn't even have glasses to tell who is in front of her, and the glasses are just enough for her to maintain a normal life."
Su Yan finished speaking.
His explanation was very calm, including the encounter with Jiang Xinyi just now, and there were only a few words.
But these few words are enough to make Tan Jin feel piercing!
Tan Jin remembers very well that she used to ...... He's a person who is very afraid of pain.
Even if you are scratched by paper, you need to scream twice exaggeratedly.
But her entire back just now was mottled with scars, one by one.
Obviously, she rarely had scars on her body before.
Even if it is injured, after a period of time, the skin will become white and flawless.
But now, all this time has passed.
The scars are still there.
So at that time, how much damage did she have to bear?
She's got ...... How much does it hurt?
Tan Jin originally lit a cigarette in his hand.
But from the time Su Yan started to say that the last word fell, he didn't raise his hand to take a sip.
The ash fell, and even his fingers were burned behind it, and he looked down as if he had finally come to his senses.
But he didn't move.
Just let the spark burn your fingertips.
Does it hurt?
It seems to have a little bit of a feeling.
But it's not so obvious.
Because it hurts more...... Unseen.
In the heart, in the mind, in the internal organs, everywhere the blood flows, it hurts.
Tan Jin couldn't help but reach out and grab his collar, and his teeth clenched a little.
"What's wrong with you?"
Su Yan was a little surprised, frowned and asked him, "Not feeling well?" Do you want me to call a doctor for you?"
Tan opened his lips, but he couldn't say a word, so he could only shake his head stiffly.
Su Yan seemed to understand something, and continued, "Do you know why she married me?"
Tan Jin raised his eyes to look at him.
"Because only then can she regain her identity." Su Yan said, "It's also thanks to Xi Zhiyu that when she was sent to a mental hospital, her identity information was fabricated, otherwise she wouldn't have escaped like this."
"She couldn't prove her identity alone, and it was ...... Lily is still young
I didn't know how to take care of her, so I proposed to marry me."
"But you also know that my marriage to her is only a formality, so you don't have to mind my existence at all."
After Su Yan's words were finished, Tan Jin still didn't answer, and his eyes seemed to be even redder.
"So I'm actually angry today."
Su Yan said.
"I'm sorry."
Let's talk about answers.
This quick sentence made Su Yan stunned.
After a while, he waved his hand, "No, I'm not angry about my business, I'm angry because of ......."
"I know, but I should have told you I'm sorry." Tan Jin's voice was low and hoarse, "I shouldn't have said anything like that to you, really...... I'm sorry."
"I have ...... It's too late."
He could have asked earlier.
He clearly sensed that something was wrong.
But when he saw the scene where she was with Su Yan, and when he heard her say that those things had nothing to do with him, he flinched again.
He didn't like her indifferent eyes, so he chose to run away.
Even knowing that it was impossible, she was still accused of being for the Su family's money.
It's just to make yourself not look too embarrassed.
For his ridiculous pride.
Thinking about it, Tan Jin couldn't help but raise his hand and smash it against the wall in front of him!
The flesh and skin collided with the hard wall, and the blood immediately flowed out, and Su Yan next to him shouted directly, "I'll go!" What are you doing?"
Tan Jin did not answer his words.
I also turned around and walked inside.
Xin Yi's medicine has been lost.
But she hadn't woken up yet.
Lying on the hospital bed, his body curled up, the back of his exposed hand was covered with obvious green tendons, and his brows were tightly furrowed.
Tan Jin lowered his eyes and looked at her.
His fingers trembled, trying to touch her, but he was afraid that the blood on his hands would stain her, and he was afraid that it would wake her up.
In the end, he could only hang down weakly.
Su Yan quickly followed, and before he could speak, Tan Qin opened his mouth first, "You let me accompany her again...... A little while, is that okay?"
Tan Jin's voice was harsh, with a bit of humble pleading.
Su Yan was stunned for a moment, and then quickly nodded, "Of course you can, why don't I go back first?" I'll pick her up tomorrow morning."
I don't talk anymore.
Su Yan originally thought that he didn't agree, but the next moment he talked about it and said softly, "Thank you."
Su Yan didn't say anything more, just nodded simply, "Okay, then I'll go out first."
A night passed quickly.
Xin Yi didn't know when he slept last night, but he remembered that Su Yan seemed to come back in the back, and then his tense nerves also relaxed.
When I woke up, it was already dawn outside.
Her sleeping place was separated from each other, so it was quieter.
Xin Yi didn't wear glasses yet, so he could only see a person sitting next to him, but he couldn't see him clearly.
Just as she fumbled for her glasses, the curtain suddenly opened.
With Lily's crisp voice, "Mom!"