Part 3: The Pain of a Life (4)

The streets of the capital are really lively, with a lot of traffic and people coming and going. In the past, there were purple beads to accompany him, but today he was alone, and the lord of Huaishu felt very comfortable, looking left and right, it seemed that today's street was extraordinary.

When she passed through a small alley, she saw a gray-haired old woman beckoning to her. Lord Huai Shu was surprised, because she didn't know the old woman at all. I didn't want to pay attention, but the old woman kept beckoning. He looked quite pitiful, so he stopped.

When the old woman saw Lord Huaishu stop, she nodded hurriedly and motioned for her to hurry up. Lord Huaishu was a little confused, but when he saw that it was just an old woman, he didn't think much about it, and slowly approached her.

Coming to her side, Lord Huai Shu asked, "Old woman, is there anything wrong with you?" Before the old woman could reply, she rushed out from behind her, grabbed the arm of Lord Huai Shu with her left hand, and covered her mouth with a towel with her right hand.

Lord Huaishu was stunned by this sudden action, and wanted to shout loudly, but his mouth was covered, and he felt dizzy for a while, and fell headlong. It turned out that the towel was drugged.

I don't know how long it took, but Lord Huaishu woke up slowly. When she opened her eyes, she saw five ugly faces smiling lewdly at her. The first man was about thirty, with a black mole the size of elm money at the corner of his mouth, wearing a turban and a gray straight jacket, and the four people around him were dressed in the same way.

Lord Huaishu screamed, "Who are you? Where am I? She looked around, and it was dusk, and although it was rather gloomy, she could see that it was a ruined temple. One of the men with a black mole on the corner of his mouth said, "Boss Meng, who are we when the little girl asks?" ”

Meng Lao laughed and said, "Brother Kang, why don't you go and tell her." Be gentle and don't scare her. The rest burst into laughter. The man surnamed Kang rubbed his hands together, bared a mouthful of big yellow teeth, and walked towards the county lord of Huaishu with a smile.

As soon as the county lord Huaishu woke up, he sat on the ground, and when he saw this yin stick coming towards her, he was so frightened that he lost his face, and hurriedly leaned back, until he reached the corner of the wall, and shouted: "Don't come, don't come!" ”

The man surnamed Kang would not stop, until he walked to the side of Lord Huaishu, squatted down, leaned his face over, and said, "Little beauty, let me kiss it." "A breath of bad breath came out of his mouth, disgusting. Lord Huai Shu dodged while covering his mouth.

The man surnamed Kang sneered: "Little beauty, don't be afraid, I will be very gentle." Wrap you up comfortably! Come! Kiss it! "Lord Huai Shu is still dodging. The people behind him laughed and said, "Brother Kang, people think your mouth is too stinky!" I don't want you to kiss, so let's go back and rinse my mouth! ”

The man surnamed Kang heard his companions laughing at him, and he was a little annoyed and angry, grabbed the hands of the county lord of Huaishu, and stretched out a stinky mouth to kiss him.

Lord Huaishu hissed, "Stop! Do you know who I am? Meng Lao Dao: "You are just a woman, it is difficult to be a man, don't be mistaken, Brother Kang touched his chest to see if it was really a woman." The man surnamed Kang cheered: "I am the best at this!" The county lord of Huaishu shouted: "I am the county lord!" I'm the county lord! ”

Boss Meng walked in front of the county lord of Huai Shu with an arrow, pinched her chin with his hand, and said with a cruel smile: "What about the county lord!" What's the difference between stripped naked and other women. Today I will strip you of your noble garment, and make you a slut who is reviled by all people. ”

Lord Huaishu's head "buzzed", not only did they know their identity, but they also did it intentionally, who gave them such courage.

Seeing Lord Huaishu's face of despair, helplessness and confusion, Boss Meng touched her snow-white cheeks and said, "As long as you are obedient, we will never embarrass you." If you dare to resist, hum! Don't blame us for destroying flowers with our hot hands, so that you are worse off than dead. ”

Lord Huaishu had already shed two lines of tears and wept: "Who instructed you? Boss Meng didn't smile and said, "You are so beautiful, you will be tempted by a man." We call it lustful. After saying that, everyone laughed.

The man surnamed Kang seemed to be a little impatient, and said, "Boss Meng, it's useless to talk more, let's go!" With that, he went to pick up the clothes of the county lord of Huaishu. Lord Huaishu shouted miserably: "Help! Help me! Boss Meng opened his bow left and right, and hit Lord Huaishu on the ground. The man surnamed Kang pounced on him like a hungry wolf.

The entire ruined temple was filled with the helpless screams of Lord Huai Shu and the shameless lewd laughter of all the villains. How could a flower-like girl who was weak and couldn't help the wind could withstand the ravages of five wolf-like men, and soon passed out.

After the ravages of the storm, Lord Huaishu slowly opened his eyes. I saw a delicate face. Lord Huaishu said weakly: "Where am I?" I only heard the girl's voice: "Mother! She's awake! ”

Soon, a lady with a beautiful face came in. She walked over and touched the forehead of Lord Huai Shu and said, "It's a little hot!" Tears, go get a warm towel for her. The girl named Tear agreed.

Lord Huai Shu slowly closed his eyes again. After being in a coma for a day, Lord Huaishu woke up in the evening. She opened her eyes, looked at the beams of the roof and whispered, "Am I dead?" The girl who sat next to her and called for tears said, "You are still alive, we saved you!" Huaishu County Lord Huo Ran sat up, shook the girl vigorously, and shouted, "Why do you want to save me? Let me die! Let me die! The girl was taken aback when she saw that Lord Huaishu was so emotional, and hurriedly shouted, "Mother! Come on! ”

After a while, an eldest lady came over, held the shoulder of Lord Huaishu, and said softly: "Girl, don't be like this! If you have something to say, don't think about dying! Lord Huaishu shook his head and said, "You don't understand! You don't understand! ”

The lady said: "I understand, I am the only one in the world who understands your feelings." This feeling of pain is not something that everyone can withstand. When the eldest lady said this, she looked quite excited, her eyes were slightly red, and she slowly hugged Lord Huaishu into her arms.

He said softly: "Silly child, death can't solve everything, only by living well can you be worthy of your parents, yourself, and everyone who cares about you." As the saying goes, 'It's better to die than to live', so why be yourself? I used to think that way of you, but I survived. Being alive is the beginning of a better world. ”

When Lord Huaishu heard the words of the eldest mother, the shame he had suffered before came to his heart like a tide, and he couldn't help crying loudly. The lady patted her on the back and said, "Cry! Maybe it's better to cry! Crying and crying, the county lord of Huaishu slammed his head against the wall, so frightened that the eldest mother hugged her desperately, and the girl blocked the county lord Huaishu with her body.

Lord Huaishu yelled like crazy and said, "Do I still have a face? Let me die, let me die! Seeing that their mother and daughter were desperately trying to stop each other, they shouted, "Please let me die!" I really don't want to live anymore! ”

The eldest lady hugged the county lord of Huaishu and said, "Girl, don't do stupid things, people can't be resurrected after death." Why bother! Lord Huaishu cried: "I don't have the courage to live, let me die!" Please! The eldest lady choked up and said, "Girl, don't be in a hurry to die, listen to my story before making a decision!" ”

After a pause, he said, "My name is Yang Yinfeng, and I have lived in Baishiling for generations. Until the age of nineteen, it is a carefree life. But one thing changed my life and made me hate for nineteen years. I vividly remember that the good day when I would marry a neighbor village was not far off. Once I brought food to my father as usual, it was really a clear sky, and there were red flowers and green leaves everywhere, so beautiful! ”

When Yang Yinfeng said this, she glanced at her daughter, and then said, "But such a beautiful thing was broken by a dirty person. Yang Yinfeng trembled, bit his lip, and said in a deep voice: "The most shameless and despicable person in the world took me hostage to the mountain and humiliated me for three days and three nights in a row. ”

At this time, Yang Yinfeng couldn't help crying. Then she wiped away her tears and said, "By the time my parents found me, I was unconscious. And the dog thief is gone. Don't I want to die, you say? When I was found, I was naked, and it wasn't my father who put the only clothes he had put on for me, and he himself carried me almost naked.

I wanted to kill myself hundreds of times that day, but my mother stayed by my side because she was afraid that I would do something stupid. I remember my mother saying that if I have any longs and shorts, she doesn't want to live. Did I hurt my parents because I was so happy? I struggled and rationally chose to survive. ”

"Later, when the news of my insult came out, the man in the neighboring village dissolved the marriage, and all the villagers looked at me sideways, thinking that I should die, but I would live well if I didn't die, and repay my parents for their nurturing kindness. However, after a while, I became pregnant with a child, and gave birth to the child at the risk of being scolded by thousands of people. Tears, that's why my mother called you Yang Tears. You are the most humiliating witness of my mother's life. ”

Yang Tear didn't speak for a while, it turned out that there was a story of blood and tears hidden behind his name. Over the years, her mother has worked hard to raise her as an adult, and she never mentioned it. When she was scolded as a wild seed in her childhood, she once cried and asked her mother why, but her mother didn't say a word, even when she grew up.

If it weren't for Lord Huaishu's death, I'm afraid I wouldn't say it. Thinking that my mother has been burdened with humiliation all these years, she must have endured great pain and knew nothing, and she couldn't share a little sorrow for her mother.

Yang Tear couldn't hold back any longer, and cried loudly into Yang Yinfeng's arms, and said, "Mother, why don't you say it!" It's the daughter who is not filial, it's the daughter who is not filial! The three of them hugged each other and wept bitterly.