Xu Dayuan smiled, turned his head and looked at Lou Sanfeng with a somewhat hideous expression on his face, throwing his hat on the table on the side, and supporting the interrogation chair with both hands to look at Lou Sanfeng.

"Why should I shut up? Speaking of your sore spots?

It's no secret that your mother gave birth to your two older brothers, and she conceived you without recovering physically, because your mother's body collapsed and deteriorated, and your father didn't care about it, and he was still messing with flowers and grass, and someone came to look for it.

Feeling ashamed? Don't you feel worth it for your mother? Your mother died, your father was away from home all the year round, you became an existence that no one cared about, and you had to face the disdain, pity, or disgust of everyone in the compound, and your inferiority complex made you unable to see kindness.

In your eyes, these people avoid you, and even think that you are a broom star, maybe their help and kindness have become another way of mocking in your eyes, and growing up in such an environment, you hate your father very much.

For your various training, you also feel that it is abuse of you, of course, there must be beatings and scolding, you turned into hatred but kept it in your heart, in order to escape from all this, you didn't go to college to run for a good future like the children in other compounds, and went directly to become a soldier.

By chance, following the activities of helping families in need, you met Chen Gang, we found a photo of Chen Gang, and compared it with when you were seventeen or eighteen years old, the two of you look almost exactly the same except for your height, so when you see Chen Gang, you know that it has something to do with you.

Then you start to investigate, it's not easy to find out, right, we spent a lot of time investigating to confirm the existence of him and his mother, and it was such an experience of being abandoned by his mother and being given up for adoption, which makes you feel that he is very similar to you, so lonely and helpless, and from time to time you start to contact him.

Just before the Spring Festival in 2000, you heard Chen Gang inadvertently mention that the wholesale department where he worked had so much cash transactions, maybe you were greedy, and it happened to be not long after you changed jobs, you had time, a car, and information, but I don't know how you persuaded Chen Gang.

He took the child out, and then you found someone to send a ransom note, that triangular army thorn is your most precious thing, I don't know what you thought when you cut off the child's finger, are you panicking? Seeing the child crying and so much blood, Chen Gang flinched.

The two of you had a big quarrel, and even moved your hands, both of you were injured on your hands, so you left bloodstains, you can't convince Chen Gang to kill your mouth, and you are angry that you left with the money, I'm afraid you haven't gone far yet, you heard gunshots, I think this voice is not unfamiliar to you, isn't it?

Chen Gang died, he was killed by you, I don't know if you ever felt guilty?

After that, you fell silent, but in this year, your father's affair happened, and he was forced to change jobs and retire, everything was so fast, and the word spread among the people he knew in the compound, and you were pointed at.

You changed your father's medicine, maybe you still watched him die of illness, but I don't understand a little, how did the real estate and land in the South Island fall into Yu Xiulian's name?

Could it be that your father wants to make amends, or is it the back road you have prepared for Chen Gang? Or if you feel guilty about Chen Gang, use this way to compensate, let's talk about it, if you don't say it, I'm afraid I really won't have a chance to say it. ”

Lou Sanfeng is no longer in the rage just now, and when the fig leaf is still there, you will try your best to stop it.

But once it was revealed, there seemed to be no need to cover it up, but instead he wanted to show it, and Lou Sanfeng at this time had no previous look on his face.

He closed his eyes and didn't speak for a long time.

Xu Dayuan was not in a hurry, he stood in front of the interrogation chair, his fingers kept turning over the cigarette case, and the sound of popping sounded rhythmically.

Liu Yufei's eyes kept circulating on Xu Dayuan and Lou Sanfeng, and she didn't want to miss any details, after all, Xu Dayuan's interrogation, ordinary people can't reach this level, and in controlling the psychology of criminal suspects, although there is no theoretical knowledge, no one can match the practical experience.

I don't know how long it took, Lou Sanfeng opened his eyes and stretched out two fingers towards Xu Dayuan.

"Can you give me a cigarette?"

Xu Dayuan took out a cigarette, tapped it on the cigarette case with a cigarette butt, and then sent it to Lou Sanfeng's mouth to help him light it.

After taking two sips, Lou Sanfeng was choked and coughed continuously, tears and snot came down, but he still didn't throw away the cigarette, just coughed and smoked until it burned out, and Xu Dayuan handed over the paper cup that was used as an ashtray.

The cigarette butt was thrown in, and it turned into a trace of white smoke with a loud sound, as if the last trace of resistance dissipated, Lou Sanfeng looked at Xu Dayuan and said thank you.

"Yufei, pour a glass of water for Lou Sanfeng."

Liu Yufei didn't say anything, got up and handed over a bottle of mineral water to Lou Sanfeng, twisted off the cap, and gave him a water bottle directly, this is the rule of the criminal police team, the bottle cap is a dangerous product, if you swallow it, it will be an interrogation accident.

Lou Sanfeng didn't refuse this time, took it and drank half a bottle in one go, holding the water bottle and said slowly.

"When do I need to start?"

"You are free, you can start from when you were a child, you can start from knowing Chen Qiang, or from knowing Fang Yue, any time node is fine!"

Lou Sanfeng nodded and spoke slowly.

"I don't remember my father until I was seven years old, when I was five years old, my mother died, she was not in good health, and the most I can remember is complaining, complaining about my father's mistreatment, complaining about the early death of my two older brothers, complaining that her body collapsed because of my birth.

If the happiest time of my childhood was after her death, I was sent to my grandfather's house for two years, and my grandfather liked calligraphy very much, so I wrote with him, although I was also told, but I knew that he was very good to me.

When I was seven years old when I was in school, my grandfather died unexpectedly, and I found that everyone close to me could not get a good death, and I was sent back to the compound, and the environment was foreign to me.

The kids either gave me nicknames or bullied me, and once I got into a fight, just in time for my father to come back.

He beat me with a belt, broke two ribs, I lay down for two months, his disgust was not hidden, but if he found any excuse, he beat me violently, I knew that he was because my mother hated me, but it was not an option for me, and even I could not escape.

It was also at that time that I found out that I had another 'me' in my heart, that 'me' was irritable and irritable, constantly scolding me, even calling me a waste, asking me why I didn't resist, since I hated him, then kill him, I was frightened by this 'me' in my head at that time.

After I went to school on sick leave, the only person in the class who cared about me was Fang Yue, she was so beautiful, both boys and girls liked to play with her, but I knew that we were not people of the same world.

They go to school happily every day, either thinking about how to play or how to study, while I think about how not to be beaten or do something every day, stagger the time to go home with my father, and reduce the number of meetings.

For six years, I looked at Fang Yue silently like that, even if I spoke ill of him, she just smiled, that smile could be imprinted into my heart, but the 'I' in my heart wanted to destroy that face and let her no longer show it to anyone, I was shocked by this idea, so I didn't choose a school with Fang Yue in junior high school.

After that, I became a soldier, not to become the same person as my father, I just wanted to escape from his control and torture, I lived happily in those years, and my performance was also appreciated by the leaders, I also learned to drive, and the 'me' in my heart didn't come out to make trouble, and when I went out to help the target's home visit, I saw Chen Gang.

Just like you said, I found at a glance that this kid looks exactly like me, and our leaders also joked, saying that this is not your long-lost brother, looking at Chen Gang's panicked expression, and understanding his situation, I expressed my attitude at the time, and I personally bear his help.

After that, I began to investigate, everything did not go well, after all, Chen Gang had very little information, and I couldn't always come out, until I changed jobs, I didn't confirm his identity, but during this period, the 'I' in my heart almost hurt someone, and I gradually found that I couldn't control him.

As for Chen Gang's mother, I also remembered that the time I was broken in the ribs back then, it was not just because I fought, but that woman went to my father, she wanted her mother to be my father's wife, but he refused directly, he was always cold-blooded and ruthless, and he didn't recognize people when he lifted his pants.

After changing jobs, I went to see Chen Gang and found that he had changed a lot, he was no longer the only boy, he also had a smile on his face, and even told me that he was very busy, especially around the Chinese New Year, when he was the busiest, and he might not have time to contact me.

I suddenly felt that I was disliked, as if he had a life of his own and no longer needed my protection, which made me panic, but I still went to see him before the Spring Festival, and he talked to me endlessly, telling me how good his boss was to him, and how much he paid him more than anyone else.

In an instant, I was controlled by the 'me' in my heart, and the 'I' asked him, how much money did he have on his account? He was stunned, and then said, almost tens of thousands of yuan a day, recently recovered a large amount of money, sometimes hundreds of thousands, and the money is not saved every day, after all, running the bank also delays time.

'I' asked him, there were nearly one million in a few days, but your salary was less than 3,000, do you still think it is too much? He didn't know how to refute, 'I' said I could let you get hundreds of thousands at a time, and you don't have to live in that dilapidated house that was about to collapse, and he asked me how to do it?

'I' laughed, greed can destroy anyone, and sure enough, he did the same, I asked him to take his boss's youngest son out, don't let people find out, and he will hold it tomorrow, as for what to do I will tell him, the next day I was waiting for him in the back street, and he did carry the child out.

On the first day, 'I' scouted it, there was a pear orchard behind their village, where a deaf and dumb old man played a shift in winter, I took them to Chen Gang's house first, Chen Gang took some things, he regretted a little, 'I' dropped a porcelain basin in his house, he was frightened and didn't dare to talk nonsense.

'I' didn't care if he wanted to take something or not, he carried the child into the car, he quickly followed, I placed them in an abandoned room in the pear orchard, carried the child and cut off a finger, Chen Gang went crazy, came up to stop me, we both argued, we both scratched. ”

Speaking of this, Lou Sanfeng stopped, Xu Dayuan was a little puzzled, why didn't he say it?