Chapter 34 Get through those hardships and forget them
Gu Mushi clenched his palms tightly, and his hands hesitated in front of the door, wanting to knock, but he still retracted.
He remembered that after the door was closed just now, his shy and timid little Ning Ning collapsed!
She hugged herself tightly, didn't even want to move, and broke down and cried.
"Gu Sea Turtle! What to do! What to do! We're getting laid! And then it was seen! ”
Xia Xining's heart was full of remorse! I regret why I want to sleep here for Gu Mushi! Shouldn't it be to go home and sleep again!!
Gu Mushi's heart was originally in extreme satisfaction, and his own condensation was going to give her to himself! But at the critical moment, it was interrupted!
Gu Mushi felt that Lu Jingnian must be holding a grudge and deliberately manipulating him!
But his angry heart was instantly pulled back by Xia Xining, and then listening to her words, he suddenly felt very funny.
"Ningning, you say, what were we going to do just now?" He really thought she was so blunt that he was so funny that he just said that they were going to bed.
Xia Xi listened to Gu Mushi's puzzled voice, looked up at him, and explained this serious matter to him very seriously.
"Gu Mushi! I will be responsible for you, don't worry! ”
Gu Mushi was amused by her sudden change of attitude.
"Ning Ning, why do I think that after giving you money, you are willing to be responsible for me?"
Xia Xining did not deny this, and nodded heavily.
"Because businessmen value profit over separation! You're willing to give me the money! You must love me! ”
Gu Mushi listened to Xia Xining's words and nodded.
"Condensation! You're right, I can give you anything, I love you! ”
He felt that this sentence should not sound like a good thing, but... How can you say it out of her mouth and let yourself admit it unconsciously???
Xia Xining appreciated Gu Mushi's approach very much and nodded.
Gu Mushi saw that she really accepted her love this time, and suddenly hugged her tightly.
"Ning Ning~ I want you, now."
He was glad that she accepted herself so quickly, along with her body, so he turned over with his arms in his arms, and pressed against her body, and his hands walked under her clothes.
Xia Xining clearly felt Gu Mushi's fiery palm against his body, and his body froze with nervousness.
"Your friend will come in again!"
She was scared to do it later, but people came in again! That's even worse!
But Gu Mushi can guarantee that it will not.
"Ning Ning~ No, he doesn't dare, be good~ Don't be distracted." He coaxed her in a hoarse voice, rubbing firmly on her lower abdomen, desperately wanting her accommodation, her tolerance.
He felt that it wasn't Lu Jingnian's interruption just now, he must have been combined with Ning Ning!
But no!
So!
I can't get my damn desires out all the time! It made him even more uncomfortable.
Xia Xining felt Gu Mushi's kiss, which kept falling on her neck, and even bit her.
His kiss was thin, warm, moist, and he felt his tongue running against his skin. But as soon as he bit it, his body trembled, and he wanted to separate his legs at all.
Xia Xi felt a change in her feelings, and quickly pushed Gu Mushi away.
"Don't! I don't want it! ”
She was afraid that her instinctive desires would be aroused later, and then she would lose control in such a situation where she could be spied on at any time!
Gu Mushi thought that Xia Xining's eager resistance was because he thought of what had happened, and quickly stopped to appease her.
"Ning Ning~ Don't be afraid."
Xia Xining kept shaking her head.
"Nope! I'm afraid! ”
She doesn't want to be seen!
Gu Mushi watched her resistance getting deeper and deeper, and he was reluctant to force her, so he sat up with her in his arms and pulled her neckline well.
"I won't touch you, okay, don't be afraid, good ~"
He felt so sorry for her that even those who had already loved themselves honestly would be afraid.
Xia Xining nervously ran off the bed and hid directly in the bathroom.
Gu Mushi got up and stood by the door, very nervous about what was wrong with her.
"Condensation! Condensation! His voice was full of concern and distress.
Xia Xining looked at herself with messy hair in the mirror, pulled down her collar, and saw that her neck was really full of kiss marks and bite marks, she wanted to boil water to wash her face and tidy herself up, but she heard Gu Mushi nervously calling herself by the door.
She was a little surprised, Gu Mushi didn't understand that she was shy!
If you want to appease yourself, don't be afraid!
It seems that the misunderstanding is still there!
She reluctantly opened the door a little and looked at Gu Mushi with worry in her eyes.
"Gu Haigui, I'm fine, I'm just quiet, you go out first."
Gu Mushi looked at Xia Xining, felt her bright eyes, nodded, turned his back and signaled that he would not force her, and was willing to give her time to relieve.
He wondered if the shadow of the past was really too deep.
made her retreat after admitting that she loved herself and wanted to love herself.
Gu Mushi thought about it, standing in front of the door for a long time, and at the moment when Xia Xining opened the door, his thoughts returned.
"Huh?" The moment Xia Xining opened the door, she saw Gu Mushi's eyes out of focus, raised her hand and gently waved it in front of him.
The moment Gu Mushi's thoughts returned, he raised his hand to hold Xia Xi's hand in front of him, and looked at her with distress in his eyes.
"Ning Ning~" His voice was so gentle that it was not like words.
But...
Xia Xi listened in, how did she feel distressed and sympathetic??
She wanted to ask, but the next second she was hugged into Gu Mushi's arms.
His hand hugged her, comforted her, and spoke softly.
"Ning Ning~ Don't be afraid, I won't force you in the future, I will wait for you to accept me slowly."
Gu Mushi's words made the puzzled Xia Xining instantly shocked.
She didn't know that Gu Mushi would take care of her like this, obviously he took the initiative to give it to him, but he said that he would not force himself again.
He is really gentle, really affectionate.
It's like what kind of baby you want to take care of.
Gu Mu couldn't wait for Xia Xining's answer for a long time, and looked down at Xia Xining, only to find that she was staring at her with disbelief in her eyes.
"Condensation?" He felt that his words should be able to warm her.
Xia Xi looked at Gu Mushi in front of him, and after his affectionate call, he raised his hand and hugged him tightly.
"Gu Sea Turtle! You're really too standard! It's simply the standard line of the male protagonist of the novel! ”
Her voice was full of excitement and excitement, which made Gu Mushi's heart, which had always been cautious, instantly relaxed, and she was very happy that the innocence and naivety of the little girl had always existed.
Her words are still so strange and so cute.
"Ning Ning~ Then will you fall in love with me like a heroine loves a hero? Without hesitation, he has loved me all his life. ”
He tried his best to suppress the excitement and pleasure that was gradually getting stronger in his heart, and wanted Xia Xining, who was really getting closer to himself and his heart, to say a word of love for himself.
But the answer he longed for, between men and women, is a very natural question of love, and in Xia Xining's world, it is the most ridiculous thing.
After Gu Mushi's words fell, she had already pushed him away, and her eyes instantly turned cold.
"I hate the word love!" Her voice was high-pitched, not the excitement she had just had, it was anger.
Why did she keep forcing herself to say her love when she was angry with Gu Mushi!
He said that she could understand his habit of being good at expressing himself at that time because of his character.
But yourself, no!
I hate to say my love.
Gu Mushi was caught off guard by Xia Xining, stunned in place, looking at Xia Xining, who was suddenly full of anger, a little puzzled.
"Ning Ning~ What's wrong?" He couldn't figure out why her mood had changed so quickly.
He didn't understand why she hated the word love?
He thought, but he knew how to comfort her and be considerate of her when she was sensitive.
Xia Xi held her hand tightly, trying to suppress the disgust in her heart, ignoring the things that kept coming to her heart, but she watched Gu Mushi approach her, and subconsciously retreated.
"I... I... I don't want to be like that. "She doesn't, don't let words blind her heart.
She doesn't talk about love!
She felt that then she would really be the same as that person!
Gu Mushi listened to Xia Xining's flustered voice, and was very afraid that he had caused her fear.
"Ningning," he hoped that his gentleness could dispel her fears.
"What don't you want to become? Tell me if it's okay, and then I'll accompany you through those hardships and forget those hardships. He wanted her to face those sad pasts, and wanted her to come out of those pasts.
But Xia Xining can't do it.
"You can't know that!" She frowned tightly and shouted angrily at him, because of the anger that was ignited in her heart, she felt that Gu Mushi was snooping into her heart again and again, forcing herself to admit that she loved him!
Gu Mushi was instantly shocked by Xia Xining's words that excluded her from her world, and her footsteps that kept closing the distance between the two of them froze in place.
For a moment, he felt that his condensation still didn't fall in love with him.
That's why I reject myself so much.
Although it is the first time that I feel the emotion of loving someone, it is precisely because I feel that I feel that my love for her is so deep that I can always humbly coax her, praying for her to accept herself and fall in love with herself.
However, she didn't.
She said she couldn't know about her.
"Why?"
He didn't understand, didn't she feel his love?
Then why, he couldn't know about her.
Xia Xining looked at Gu Mushi's stiff face, the tenderness that could no longer be maintained, became sad, and asked herself why, and suddenly felt that she was ridiculous, and Gu Mushi was pitiful.
I have a knot in my heart that I can't untie, and I have a humiliation that I can't grind and forget.
And Gu Mushi, because he loved himself, was implicated and tortured by himself.
"Gu Mushi, do you want to know why? Why, that's because I don't love you! She suddenly felt that she didn't want to accept Gu Mushi! I don't want to be with Gu Mushi anymore!
Gu Mushi shouldn't be with a mentally ill person!
Gu Mushi had been glad that Xia Xining was tolerant of him and had a good impression of him, but he was suddenly crushed by Xia Xining's words!
He froze in place, unable to feel anything, but he clearly felt that his heart ached.
"Condensation... You.... Let's all calm down first, okay, let's not talk yet. He didn't want her to be triggered to something sad and say something like this to negate the love she had for each other.
Xia Xining collapsed when he looked at Gu Mu, who had to tolerate himself like this every time.