Chapter 646 The heart is like a knife
Ning Rongzhi was favored and was given the title of promise, and this matter soon spread throughout the palace. Everyone in the palace naturally talked about it.
Everyone knows that Ning Rongzhi is just a little medicine girl, and it is this little medicine girl who actually climbed to the position that others have worked hard to climb up, which makes everyone in the palace, how can they not be jealous and resentful?
Not to mention that Shen Huo also let Ning Rongzhi live alone in the Bamboo Palace, which can be regarded as a supreme grace. You must know that even Concubine Yin, who is pregnant with a dragon son these days and is in the limelight, still lives in the Hehuan Palace with several other people. This proves even more that Shen Huo attaches great importance to Ning Rongzhi.
On the other side, Xu Xunyi in the Tai Hospital felt a panic for no reason. However, he said that Xu Xunyi was in the Tai Hospital as usual today, doing some things like sorting out medicinal materials, and suddenly he felt a little panicked.
He shook his head, as if trying to dispel the feeling, but the panic grew stronger. Xu Xunyi suddenly discovered another thing-Ning Rongzhi hadn't been in the hospital for several days.
This should have been discovered a long time ago, but he had been studying medicine these days, so he didn't even notice it. With his current state of mind, there will be no long or short time here, Xu Xunyi simply walked out of the Tai Hospital, and took a breath of fresh air, which could be regarded as relieving his mood.
It happened that Xu Xunyi had just left the hospital when he bumped into a medical girl. Xu Xunyi stopped the medical girl with his hand, frowned and asked, "Do you know where Miss Ning has gone these days, why she hasn't come to the hospital for so long."
"Healer." The medicine girl first bowed to Xu Xunyi, and when she heard his words, the medicine girl raised her head and showed a somewhat strange gaze, "Don't you know about that matter?" ”
"Something." Xu Xunyi only felt that the feeling of panic was getting worse, he shook his head, trying to dispel that feeling, and vowed to ask for the best of his life today.
"It's Miss Ning's business. The slave and maid thought that the two of you were masters and apprentices, and they already knew about it. The medicine girl said, her eyes unconsciously revealing a little envy and jealousy, "Not long ago, Miss Ning was fortunate to receive the emperor's favor, and now she has promised Ning to live in Yizhu Palace, most likely she will not come back to the Tai Hospital." ”
Hearing this news, Xu Xunyi only felt like he had been struck by lightning. Some of the things in front of him seemed to be blurred, and only the sentence remained, constantly circulating in his mind.
So it's obviously a very short sentence, and Xu Xunyi knows every word in it, and after connecting it together, Xu Xunyi doesn't seem to understand this sentence, and it took a long time before he understood the meaning.
"I see." Xu Xunyi smiled bitterly, and said almost in despair, "Thank you, there's nothing to do, you can go and do your own work." ”
"Yes." After the medicine girl answered, she raised her head and glanced at Xu Xunyi, revealing a somewhat worried look, "Are you okay with the doctor saint?" The slave doesn't seem to look very good at you. ”
Xu Xunyi didn't speak, and after being silent for a while, it seemed that he came back to his senses, but his voice was also very low: "It's nothing." Just go back and rest for a while, don't worry, you can go down. ”
Since he said so, the medicine girl didn't want to say anything, but just bowed respectfully to Xu Xunyi again, and then went down. Xu Xunyi was left alone to stand in place, with obvious confusion in his eyes.
After Xu Xunyi learned about it, he naturally felt uncomfortable, and even his heart ached. But at this time, when he had just learned the news, all he could have was deep confusion.
Xu Xunyi only felt as if someone had dug a big hole out of his body with a knife, his whole heart was empty, and he almost didn't know where to go.
I don't know how long it took, Xu Xunyi laughed at himself: "I should have thought of it a long time ago." Wasn't that supposed to be expected? It's ridiculous that I've always been delusional, always thinking ......"
After saying this, the remaining unspoken sentences were swallowed in Xu Xunyi's stomach and did not speak. He staggered, walked back to the Tai Hospital in a trance, and returned to the place where he and Ning Rongzhi studied medicine together on weekdays.
As far as the eye can see, it is full of memories. As if it was yesterday, Ning Rongzhi held a medical book and asked him some questions with a smile, his eyes full of reverence; And he answered her in a gentle voice, and did his best to answer her.
The past is scene after scene, as if it is still in front of him, but Xu Xunyi knows that he will never go back. Although the beauty is still there, it has become the beauty of other people. Things are people, but a sentence "If you want to buy osmanthus and carry wine, it will not be the same in the end, and you will travel as a teenager." "That's it.
If he stays in this place in front of him, Xu Xunyi is only afraid that he will cry. He shook his head, went straight out of the palace, and randomly found a tavern near the palace gate to get drunk.
Along the way, Xu Xunyi staggered. After arriving at the tavern, Xu Xunyi didn't say anything else, but just said to the boss: "Boss, I'm tired to come to ten jars of pear blossoms to get drunk."
The boss looked at him with an extraordinary bearing, and this is near the gate of the palace, and there are naturally many dignitaries and nobles, so he didn't dare to ask anything, but he just prepared ten jars of pear blossoms and put them on Xu Xunyi's table.
After the boss personally put the wine on the table, he raised his eyes and happened to bump into Xu Xunyi's dejected eyes, and couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, and asked, "Guest officer, this wine ...... That's a lot, right? Two jars are enough to get drunk. ”
"I just hate myself for not being able to get drunk thoroughly." Xu Xunyi shook his head and laughed at himself, "Thank you boss for your kindness, I have my own measure, and I won't make too ugly trouble." ”
Since Xu Xunyi said so, the boss naturally didn't want to say anything more, so he had to leave. But not long after leaving, he brought a bowl of hot noodles and put it in front of Xu Xunyi.
At this time, Xu Xunyi had already opened a wine jar, and was pouring it into his mouth without a match, and suddenly it was steaming in front of him, Xu Xunyi was a little stunned, raised his head, but saw the boss's somewhat embarrassed face.
"Guest officer, this small tavern is broken, and there is nothing good. This Yangchun noodles are small and made by yourself, don't dislike it, eat some to warm your stomach. Otherwise, just drinking, before getting drunk, the stomach hurts first. The boss scratched his head, "I don't know if you have anything sad, but let's eat noodles, just eat noodles." ”
The kind face of the boss in front of him was mixed with all the things that happened today, and Xu Xunyi suddenly felt a sour look in his eyes. He whispered a word of thanks, almost as if to hide it, buried his whole face in the steaming heat, and hurriedly ate it.
The noodles are very strong, but Xu Xunyi only eats full of bitterness. He took a sip of noodles and wine, and after a while, a jar of pear blossoms was empty, and Xu Xunyi at this time was also half drunk.
When Xu Xunyi was half-asleep, he suddenly heard the voice of his best friend in disbelief: "Xunyi, why are you here?"
At first, Xu Xunyi thought it was his own delusion. How could he be here? But when he raised his head and opened his hazy drunken eyes to look over, he was really his friend in front of him-Lin Qingyuan. Xu Xunyi couldn't help but smile bitterly and said, "Qingyuan, are you here?" Drink with me. ”
Lin Qingyuan originally had something to say to Shen Huoyan today, so he just went to the palace. When he left the palace, as if he had a heart, Lin Qingyuan looked at a tavern near the palace gate, and didn't want to, but saw Xu Xunyi's figure.
At first, Lin Qingyuan thought that he was wrong. Xu Xunyi should have been in the palace at this time, how could he appear in this place? Besides, his situation really doesn't look good.
With a sense of worry, Lin Qingyuan hurriedly entered the tavern. After entering, Xu Xunyi's appearance became more and more clear, and he really didn't look very good.
——I saw several wine jars scattered in front of Xu Xunyi, one of which had been opened, and it looked as if it had been drunk and emptied. His face was a little flushed with drunkenness, but his eyes looked as if he had cried, and he looked extremely sad and sad.
didn't care to ask Xu Xunyi what happened, Lin Qingyuan was pulled by Xu Xunyi to his side, and after pouring a few glasses of wine, he heard Xu Xunyi's almost trance-like voice: "Do you know? Rong Zhi was sealed and agreed. Since then, we have had nothing to do with each other. ”
When he said this, Xu Xunyi hung his head slightly, but Lin Qingyuan clearly saw his reddish eyes. Suddenly, Lin Qingyuan also felt a little sad.
Xu Xunyi likes Ning Rongzhi, which Lin Qingyuan has always known. And Ning Rongzhi likes Shen Huo, which is very clear to both Lin Qingyuan and Xu Xunyi. Xu Xunyi always said that he would wait for Ning Rongzhi to dislike Shen Huo one day, and he might be able to have a chance. Unexpectedly, in the end, it ushered in such an ending.
Thinking of this, Lin Qingyuan couldn't help but feel a little sad. looked at Xu Xunyi's face, but he didn't know where to start, so he had to say: "Xunyi, don't be too sad."
When these words came out, Lin Qingyuan also knew that these words were really pale and weak. After experiencing such a thing, how can Xu Xunyi not be sad?
For a while, Lin Qingyuan didn't know what to say, so he had to say, "Drink." Get drunk and relieve a thousand sorrows, don't be too sad. ”
Listening to Lin Qingyuan's words, Xu Xunyi also pulled out an extremely bitter smile on his face: "Okay, let's drink and get drunk to relieve a thousand sorrows." If you are drunk, you will not be sad. ”