365. Nelly Lester

Nelly left the gym where she used to train.

Coach Snee didn't show up for the past two days, and she asked the gym staff, who said that the coach had taken a leave of absence, but he was supposed to come over today to give Nelly a lesson, but he didn't show up.

Although it was a class, but nowadays, it is more like a sparring technique, and Nelly used her best to fight with Coach Snee at first, but she found that her physical strength increased at a rapid rate with each fight, much faster than she usually did.

Fortunately, she found out quickly, so she could try to control her strength, but even so, she almost hit the coach with a heavy hand several times.

Actually, what Nelly really wants to learn is how to use an axe, but it is not easy to find a teacher who is good at it and can teach others how to use an axe.

It is impossible for her mother to arrange for someone to teach her how to practice an axe, and her mother will not agree.

If her mother knew that she was addicted to this strange axe, she would have asked Nelly to return it.

Even if Nelly told her mother that Herwin had said things about "choices" and "qualifications", it would be of no use.

She had given this to Nelly so that Motawi's Axe would protect her daughter, at least that's what Rebecca thought she had.

But after listening to Hevin's words and recalling this time with Motawi's Axe, Nelie inexplicably felt that Rebecca would give him the axe because Motawi's Axe made a choice, and in its own way, informed Rebecca of her choice.

It was also because she was unwilling to let her mother turn her attention back to the axe again, so she chose to practice hand-to-hand combat first, and also took the opportunity to exercise her body.

Nelly is now on her way to Taylor's Mansion, where she is now home.

One thing Nelly always remembers is that she hasn't always lived here.

In the past, she did not dare to forget.

So she didn't want to forget what Herwin had done for them.

She wanted to go to Herwin and tell him:

"My mother wants me to stay away from you because she's afraid you're putting me in danger, but I don't really mind at all, and I'm grateful for everything you've done for me. ”

But even if he understood exactly what he meant, he would still choose to respect his mother's decision in order not to embarrass himself.

But that's not fair.

She can't throw the pressure on Herwin, her mother's opinion should be borne by her, Herwin just needs to make the choice she wants, whether it is to have no contact with them, ask for the due payment, or take a few steps to them as usual, it is his right.

He shouldn't have done these things with shackles.

But life is never easy.

Nelly knew that her mother was only worried about herself, in many ways, about being in danger, about going down her path.

Nelly could understand, but never agree.

Life has never been easy, but there are some things that cannot be overcome, and it is precisely because people have to abide by these things that life is so difficult.

Jimmy struggles with the shadow of his father's death, Rebecca hovers with the fear of losing a loved one, and Nelly can't do anything to cross her boundaries.

Her standards of right and wrong have always fluctuated with her perception of the world, but there is no doubt that she now thinks it is wrong to drive away those who are kind with indifference, as her mother did.

Now that power has become Rebecca's confidence, she can look at Hervin with a more rational and lofty gaze, thank him rationally for his kindness, and rationally let him stay away.

Nelly couldn't do it.

If you can't do it, you just can't do it.

It's not that she wants to blame her mother's actions, she has already given too much for this family, Rebecca has never been the kind of woman who covets wealth, otherwise she would not have eloped with Ogden back then.

And so many years of not being rich have never made Rebecca complain, but when Ogden died, she had no choice but to return to Wharton.

The old Marquis Taylor had been waiting.

He waited for his daughter to change her mind all these years, and in the end, he did win.

If Rebecca were on her own, she would never have returned to this place even after Ogden's death, but Nellie needed to go to college, and Jimmy needed a good education.

The money Ogden left behind may be able to sustain it for a while, but in the end, she will definitely not survive.

For the sake of her own children, Rebecca came here.

When Nelly first met Marquis Taylor, the atmosphere was a little awkward.

But soon, the old man smiled, took Nelly and Jimmy's hands and greeted him, like an ordinary kind old man, chatting kindly with his loved ones.

Finally, the old marquis also took his mother's hand.

The two of them talked a lot, from their lives over the years, from the anecdotes of their childhood, to their unspeakable thoughts.

And where they couldn't see, the two also talked about a lot of things.

Since then, my mother has changed a lot.

That's what people are. It's always changing, adapting to new environments.

My mother smiled more often, but she smiled less genuinely than before.

She had a lot more to worry about, how to maintain decency in front of the other nobles, so that they would not laugh at her for finally returning to the family.

When a person does what everyone wants to do but dare not do, it will inevitably "offend" some people.

Those who have been conditioned by the rules, even over time, because they know they cannot stand against the rules, and who regard the rules as the truth, will hate those who break the rules.

for she despised their truth by her deeds.

The more Nelly knew that her mother had paid for her, the more reluctant she was to hurt her.

She didn't want to disappoint her mother, and she couldn't do it to be sorry for Herwen.

Nelly couldn't see a clear path forward.

This is the reality, sometimes the two sides of the conflict are not wrong in principle, they are just independent individuals who will act on their own.

Herwin and Rebecca, both of whom are very important to Nelly, most of them will choose to sacrifice half of them when they encounter conflict.

That's the less important half.

But Nellie couldn't.

She's a very weak person, and there are many things she can't do.

She can't live up to her mother, she can't be sorry for Hewen, and she can't choose to give up in the face of problems.

The road ahead remains murky.

But she had to move forward.

Even if there are many difficulties and gloom, she will only continue to move forward against the sandstorm.

She was Nelly Lester, Ogden Lester's daughter