Chapter 743 I feel sad in my heart
Spring goes to autumn, and in the blink of an eye, another year has passed in a hurry. Time flies like a white horse, almost just a blink of an eye, and the passing years pass in a moment, another moment, which makes people unable to catch it.
He Suoyi always felt that this time passed too quickly, and in her memory, she still seemed to be the cardamom girl who had just entered the palace and didn't understand anything. However, in the blink of an eye, he has become the master of the harem, and he is used to seeing the cold of the floating world.
At this time, it was barely the height of summer. The leaves are falling, the eyes are full of green, and the scenery is good. He Suoyi sat by the window of Fengyi Palace, looking out through the window, thinking about his past years, and for a while, he couldn't help but feel a little trance.
She looked a little confused, and after a long time, she sighed abruptly: "Is it time that is unforgiving...... I used to feel that I was still young, but if I think about it, I am already old. ”
After hearing this, Jinyu on the side was suddenly a little anxious, and hurriedly persuaded: "Niangniang, don't say that." You are still young, it is the time when you are in your prime, where you are old, and you look like a peerless beauty. ”
"You little mouth is sweet, you can say something to make this palace happy, but this palace doesn't believe you." He Suoyi smiled, scolded with a coquettish smile, and didn't use much effort, "The Xuan'er of this palace will soon be three years old, and he looks like a big child, so I can't help this palace to disobey the old." ”
After saying this, she also knew that Jinyu would probably not believe what she said, so she didn't dwell too much on this topic.
After all, although her appearance has not changed much, this heart is already full of holes and is old. The miscellaneous things in this palace are really too annoying. However, there are still many concubines eyeing her, even for the sake of her own children, she must work hard to find a good future.
Thinking of this, He Suoyi couldn't hold back, and sighed quietly. Suddenly, she thought of something again, turned her head and asked Jinyu, "Speaking of which, Concubine Jiang's child is about to give birth, right?"
For Concubine Jiang, He Suoyi didn't have much bad feelings, and even had a faint hint of goodwill. Concubine Jiang looks like she is gentle and elegant, knowledgeable, and usually in the palace, she doesn't fight or grab. With such a gentle temperament, it is no wonder that people like it.
After hearing He Suoyi's question, Jinyu frowned and thought about it carefully, and then nodded suddenly with a big understanding: "Niangniang, counting the days, it is indeed fast, about around the time of the mangs."
"Mangzhong, that's really fast." He Suoyi sighed again, thought for a moment, and then ordered, "Since this is the case, go and get some good medicinal materials for recuperating the body and give them to Concubine Jiang." Concubine Jiang's body is a little weak, so it is not wrong to take care of her body before giving birth. ”
When she said this, she really cared. It's just that because of her identity, as the master of the harem, she dared to meet a concubine, which is always a bit eye-catching and suspicious. In order to avoid trouble, I still kept the rules and just asked Jinyu to take a look.
Jinyu has been following He Suoyi for so many years, and she can be regarded as understanding her intentions, so she didn't say anything, just nodded, and replied respectfully: "Don't worry, the slave will do it, and it will definitely satisfy the mother."
After saying this, Jin Yu saluted He Suoyi respectfully, and then turned to leave. He Suoyi looked at Jin Yu's departing figure, and didn't know what she thought, and suddenly called her again: "Wait."
Jin Yu stopped as she said, but He Suoyi hesitated a little again. She hesitated for a moment, and then said softly: "Jinyu, do you blame Bengong?"
Hearing this, it was obvious that Jinyu was stunned for a moment. She was confused for a moment, and then replied, "Niangniang, what kind of stupid thing is this." You are very good to the slave, what is the slave to blame for you? ”
"But this palace has let you stay by this palace all the time, and you have exhausted your youth in vain......" He Suoyi sighed, looking a little regretful.
As she got older, she saw more and more things. Gradually, I am more able to consider the people around me. The two closest palace maids around her, in He Suoyi's opinion, are not slaves, but closer than sisters.
Zijin already has a home, and although the king of the southwest has no real power, he has nothing to say about her. It is not easy for the two to fall in love, and she is relieved to watch from the side, so she doesn't have to worry too much, she only occasionally thinks of Zijin, and she also has a smile on her face.
Only Jinyu, for so many years, Jinyu has been quietly following He Zhiyi. She is not as lively as Zijin, she is much calmer in life, and correspondingly, she is not willing to easily reveal what she thinks, and she hides it silently in her heart. Over the years, I have never heard her clearly express her affection for anyone.
Even if she was reluctant, He Suoyi couldn't watch Jinyu follow her for the rest of her life. While Jinyu is still young, it is the right thing to find a like-minded home for her as soon as possible.
Therefore, He Suoyi said: "Zijin sees that he has a home, and this palace can barely rest assured. Seeing that you are getting older and older, but there is still no place to go, this palace is really relieved. How, there are eye-catching candidates around you, or, this palace will help you arrange a family whose character is acceptable, personally prepare a dowry for you, and arrange for you to marry out in a beautiful way, and this palace can be regarded as a matter of heart. ”
originally thought that after saying this, Jin Yu would not say that she was moved, but she would be able to think about it carefully and think about her future. After all, what He Suoyi said was telling the truth. If Jinyu is still young, it is nothing to spend more time with her in this palace. But she is already old, so she has to think about herself.
Unexpectedly, after hearing this, Jin Yu's eyes were a little incredulous, and then tears flowed out all of a sudden: "Niangniang, according to this meaning, don't you plan to ask for slaves and maids anymore?"
After finishing speaking, Jinyu closed her mouth tightly. In her eyes, panic, pain, and anxiety were mixed together, but there was not a trace of joy.
He Suoyi obviously didn't expect that she would have such a big reaction, and for a while, she didn't make any response. After a while, she regained her strength, forced a laugh, and replied, "What is this, how can this attack not want you?"
It was only at this time that He Suoyi realized that he seemed to be in a bit of a hurry and used the wrong method. She just thought about it, now Jinyu was helpless and a little difficult, but she didn't seriously think about what Jinyu herself thought.
Jinyu is no better than Zijin, her mind has always been heavier, no matter how many thoughts she has, she is just stuffy in her heart, and she is unwilling to talk to others. Such a person, if she talks to her these things directly, it is hard to guarantee that she will not think about it much. He Suoyi gradually began to regret it, regretting his directness.
It's just that the wood has already been completed, and if you say it, it's like spilled water, and there is absolutely no reason to take it back. He Suoyi had no choice but to remedy in a hurry: "This palace doesn't mean anything else, so naturally I still want yours." But if you have someone you like, you must bring it over to meet with the main palace. ”
After hearing this, Jin Yu's face darkened for a moment. This time she didn't answer much, just whispered, "Got it." It was not early, and the slave maid went to prepare a gift for Concubine Jiang first, and hoped that the mother would understand. ”
After saying this, she turned around and hurried away. Looking at Jinyu's appearance, He Suoyi didn't have time to say the words in his heart, and he held back to the bottom of his heart, and couldn't help but sigh.
On the other side, Jin Yu rushed out recklessly, only to feel the blood surging, suffocating in her heart, but she couldn't say anything. She knew that He Suoyi was doing it for her good, but she couldn't help but feel resentful, and she couldn't slow it down. Jinyu couldn't tell what she was thinking at the moment, but she was instinctively unwilling to leave this world, unwilling to leave this environment that she had been familiar with for a long time.
After a long while, Jin Yu reluctantly recovered, and recalled what He had just explained to her, knowing that she couldn't delay, she hurriedly left in three steps and two steps.
Although Jinyu felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, after all, she was still very proper, and it didn't take long for her to get things done. The gifts she chose for Concubine Jiang were all valuable and useful.
In this way, it will not let He Suoyi lose his identity, but also reflect He Suoyi's concern for Concubine Jiang. After choosing, Jin Yu looked at it carefully, and then ordered the little eunuch to pretend, and she personally carried it over.
After a while, Jin Yu came to Concubine Jiang's palace and met Concubine Jiang. Seeing that she was about to give birth, Concubine Jiang's belly was obviously very round, and she looked a little haggard without powder on her face.
However, she gently stroked her stomach with one hand, held a book in the other, and leaned against a soft couch, her expression was soft, and it was clearly gentle and heartwarming. This feeling has nothing to do with beauty, it's just a natural motherhood, and when people look at her, they feel like a spring breeze, very comfortable.
Looking at Concubine Jiang's appearance, Jin Yu bowed in a proper manner and said softly: "The slave maid asks Concubine Jiang for peace."
"Excuse me, get up." Concubine Jiang smiled and said, watched her carefully identify for a moment, and then laughed, "You are from the queen's palace." Why, is there something going on in the search for the main palace? ”
"It's not a big deal, so you don't have to worry about it." Jin Yu replied respectfully, "It's just that the queen mother counted the days, and saw that you were about to give birth, so she specially prepared a dry medicinal herb for you to recuperate, and by the way, I wish you a smooth birth." ”