Chapter 32 Leave sorrow, don't complain
Su Yiwan, even if she never loved him, hating could make him have a little room in her heart.
"Don't forgive me, don't forgive me until I've settled everything."
But please don't forget me.
The place was in a mess, the papers scattered on the table, the cigarette butts piled up in the ashtray, the messy clothes, and his face full of fatigue, where was there still a trace of the high-spirited temperament of the head of the Ye family.
On the computer screen was the surveillance at the door of 601, the place where he had lived for nearly a year, the home he could never go back to.
"Su Xiaobao, you can't be like this, the person who tosses yourself is not a ghost or a ghost, what do you want?"
Mo Ran also hated iron and steel, for nearly two months, she was basically like this heart, all maintained by nutrient solution, and her life could be hanged, but all aspects of her body's functions were already in a state of frequent collapse, she really felt sorry for her, but she was powerless.
But no matter what she said, Su Yiwan still looked indifferent. Ye Hanxiu's deception and the disappearance of the little obedient, she directly went to half her life.
"If, the little girl knows that you are like this, do you think she needs such a mother?"
Little girl, yes, her little girl, what kind of mother does she need? She didn't even know where her little boy was, and she didn't know what they were going to do to her.
"Mo Ran, do you think the little boy will be?"
She was really afraid of what kind of toss such a young child could withstand.
"Bah, Su Xiaobao, you have to believe in Xiao Liang, no, don't think about it."
She also trembled in her heart, they didn't know much about Ye Hanxiu, and she didn't know what would happen, but she would rather do the best plan, so that she might be able to help Su Xiaobao carry it over.
Ye Hanxiu, if there is a chance, even if it is a catastrophe, I will pull you, the man at the top of the food chain, off the horse. There is a little good between her and him, and there is only a little good between her and him.
"Mo Ran, I want to sell this house."
She always felt that there was Ye Hanxiu's breath in this room, the clothes and shoes he bought for her, the two goldfish on the balcony, and the air purification system he was responsible for installing, all reminded her that the hypocritical man had lived with her.
"As long as you can shoot as soon as possible, you can have as much as you want."
She needs to get out of this suffocating environment as soon as possible so that she can start again.
"Okay, I'll help you."
As long as she doesn't stay depressed like this, no matter what, she'll help her.
He didn't dare to relax for a day, the monitoring was 24 hours a day, but he just didn't see Su Yi go out late, only her good friend came in and out from time to time, and occasionally brought a man with glasses who looked like Sven, what the hell were they doing? Could it be that something happened to her?
One day half a month later, he saw that the originally quiet 601 had a few strange people, and a few people were discussing communication with Mo Ran at the door, and then everyone shook hands with each other with a smile on their faces, said goodbye politely and left.
"Mr. Ye, Miss Su from 601 has already sold the house yesterday."
That was when he specially ordered someone to help him pay attention to Su Yiwan's movements, but he didn't expect that she actually sold the house, how much she didn't want to stay in that place, or how much she hated that house, was it because she had something to do with him?
The man's palm holding the phone unconsciously tightened and tightened and tightened, it is an indisputable fact that he hurt her in the end.
"Okay, thank you, the money will be sent to you later."
No matter how rich he is, he can control Su Yiwan's every move abroad, but what about her heart? How is he going to control it, how is it going to be repaired? The child she brought with her life was taken as a sacrifice by him, and I wondered, in this world, who would forgive an executioner, or an executioner who killed his own child.
It's just a day later, when he checked the surveillance again, he saw Su Yiwan, who was dressed in black clothes and black pants, holding the two goldfish he bought for her before, one black and one red, extremely dazzling, fortunately, there are still some things he has touched can be left.
"I'm just, used to it. I'm used to holding him in my heart, and I'm used to thinking about him but not seeing him. The fragrance of red wine in her mouth is no longer there, perhaps it is a habit that has been cultivated for many years, resulting in no matter what kind of wine is now tasteless in her mouth.
Mo Ran, who was just trying to ask questions, was surprised by her answer. Wanwan's dedication, she knows, it's only been five years, she is still so affectionate, after all, that person is not worthy.
Brushing the hair from the girl's ears and looking at her slightly reddened eyes, Mo Ran blamed herself a little, she was too hasty and shouldn't have asked knowingly.
"Oh, look at my mouth, let's not talk about this, drink, don't you want to celebrate the end of your new book, drink, yes, drink."
"I wish my family's warm new books to sell well and make a lot of money, cheers."
"Cheers."
He patted his mouth, and then raised the cup in his hand and touched it in Su Yiwan's hand, trying to break the current atmosphere, and the sound of tinkling and ding echoed back and forth in the empty room.
The two chatted like this, probably only they would have red wine with fried chicken, this is a way of eating invented by Su Yiwan, simple fast food with romantic red wine in Allure, giving people a concise and mellow experience.
After the celebration, Su Yiwan sent Mo Ran into the elevator, and when he turned around, he found that there seemed to be someone hiding behind the door of the safety staircase. The shadow was cast on the ground, tall and thin, with a peaked cap. didn't stop long, opened the door and entered the house, and when the ticking sound sounded, he was paralyzed and slid to the ground along the entrance door. This is the top floor, except for her, basically no one will come up, the design of two households on the first floor, the other one, no one has been there for five years, because she has the key. She was sure it was him.
The strength of the red wine was too great, and I gently shook my head that was a little swollen, touched my stomach that was aching, and realized that I had fallen asleep on the ground.
I got up and went into the kitchen, took a glass of warm water and drank it, and the stomach pain was relieved.
On the sofa, her eyes were staring at the TV series without sound, and her mind went back to the past.
She is an orphan, helpless, and it is not easy to live a stable and ordinary life like now. Especially, she can be regarded as having a career, although she is in the online literature world, but she has a rich life and is chic.
But to be more precise, before she was 15 years old, she had parents and brothers.
"Her father, why don't you let the baby go on, the baby studies well, maybe there will be a big future in the future."
The peasant woman who was sewing worn-out clothes in the dim light in the house said, her eyes glanced at the wooden door that creaked when the wind blew from time to time, and on the wooden pier at the door was Su Yiwan when she was a teenager, no, it was still Su Xiaobao at that time.
"Why don't you want her to go to school? My old Su family has been mud legs for several generations, and our family has produced two champions, so we must have the ability in the future. But Dabao's illness can also be cured, heyγγγγγγ "My daughter has been sensible since she was a child, well-behaved, and good at studying, but the conditions at home are really not available. The family's money has to be kept for Dabao's treatment, it is the incense of his Su family, and he can't be cut off here, I'm sorry for the ancestors. can only smoke the dry smoke rolled by himself in a muffled voice, and the clouds and fog may be able to offset the powerlessness in his heart a little.
"Pack up and go to bed, we have to catch an early train tomorrow morning."
From time to time, the pond outside the house heard the croaking of frogs, and the summer cicada was not to be outdone in squeaking in response, and in the quiet night, the boring temperature, only the girl bent over and sat at the door.
The house is not big, just a dilapidated house, and I can hear all the conversations between my parents word for word. But she didn't say anything, and continued to tease the ants who were struggling to carry food scraps with the dog's tail grass in her hand. No matter how sensible and understanding she is, she will not take the initiative to tell them, "I won't go to school anymore, and the family's money will be used for my brother's treatment." She knew very well that if she wanted to change the fate of her family and change her own destiny, going to school was the only way out.
Looking up at the sky, I silently said "Brother, I'm sorry". His elder brother has heart disease, which was discovered during the physical examination two years ago, but fortunately, there is no big abnormality in his body now, and it does not affect his school for the time being. But it's hard to say, the doctor recommends going to a big city for a check-up as soon as possible.
She didn't blame the parents who left the car without saying a word the next day, they just wanted to take their son to see a doctor, what was wrong. It's just that this time, she completely lost her loved ones, she was still resentful in her heart, and there was a car accident on the way back from picking up her son to see a doctor, and the three of them disappeared directly on the spot. When the village party secretary came to inform her in a panic, she was directly stunned, fainted on the spot, and when she woke up, it was a week later.
"Girl, you have been with a high fever for the past few days, the weather is too hot, and you can't leave it for too long, so we will take care of the aftermath, this is what they left behind." Touching the bloodstained cloth bag in her hand and hugging it tightly to her chest, she couldn't breathe in her heart. It was the bag they used to pack their things the night before they left, and the only 20,000 yuan in the family was in it, which was originally used to treat his brother's illness, but he didn't expect that everything would come to naught.
High fever and severe dehydration, skin on the lips, foaming in the mouth, sunken eyes, red blood at the corners of the eyes, and white like a ghost. She opened her mouth several times, but she couldn't open it, as if she was stuck with glue, and when she tried the fourth time, she barely managed to squeeze out two sentences.
"Thanks, I want to go back to school." Looking at the branch secretary in front of her almost pleadingly, this was her last chance.
"Alas, you girlγγγγγγ" The voice was full of helplessness and sympathy, at a young age, I experienced this, and no one could stand it.
Just when she looked at the branch secretary walking around the room, one hand on her waist, and the other hand kept scratching the top of the half-bald head, she lost hope, she could feel the other party's strange embarrassment.
"I try." Half an hour later, just when she was about to give up, she heard the branch secretary throw down these words and ran away in a hurry.
A week later, she was discharged from the hospital and went directly to the grave, looking at the newly piled up of soil and scattered paper money in front of her, she still couldn't accept it, it was her loved ones lying inside, no one around, and she could finally cry loudly, venting all the grievances, fears, and helplessness of these days. β