At that moment, his heart was in his throat, and he had already foreseen her crying in his mind, but in the end, he thought too much. Well, grandpa is right, she does sleep very well.

Helping the young master cover the young lady with the quilt and adjust the temperature in the room, a few nannies quit with interest.

The pink-style princess room, from the wallpaper to the small comb that ties the hair, is all imported, and the material specifications are also excellent.

Late in the evening, the child is well taken care of,

"I'm just, used to it. I'm used to holding him in my heart, and I'm used to thinking about him but not seeing him. The fragrance of red wine in her mouth is no longer there, perhaps it is a habit that has been cultivated for many years, resulting in no matter what kind of wine is now tasteless in her mouth.

Mo Ran, who was just trying to ask questions, was surprised by her answer. Wanwan's dedication, she knows, it's only been five years, she is still so affectionate, after all, that person is not worthy.

Brushing the hair from the girl's ears and looking at her slightly reddened eyes, Mo Ran blamed herself a little, she was too hasty and shouldn't have asked knowingly.

"Oh, look at my mouth, let's not talk about this, drink, don't you want to celebrate the end of your new book, drink, yes, drink."

"I wish my family's warm new books to sell well and make a lot of money, cheers."

"Cheers."

He patted his mouth, and then raised the cup in his hand and touched it in Su Yiwan's hand, trying to break the current atmosphere, and the sound of tinkling and ding echoed back and forth in the empty room.

The two chatted like this, probably only they would have red wine with fried chicken, this is a way of eating invented by Su Yiwan, simple fast food with romantic red wine in Allure, giving people a concise and mellow experience.

After the celebration, Su Yiwan sent Mo Ran into the elevator, and when he turned around, he found that there seemed to be someone hiding behind the door of the safety staircase. The shadow was cast on the ground, tall and thin, with a peaked cap. didn't stop long, opened the door and entered the house, and when the ticking sound sounded, he was paralyzed and slid to the ground along the entrance door. This is the top floor, except for her, basically no one will come up, the design of two households on the first floor, the other one, no one has been there for five years, because she has the key. She was sure it was him.

The strength of the red wine was too great, and I gently shook my head that was a little swollen, touched my stomach that was aching, and realized that I had fallen asleep on the ground.

I got up and went into the kitchen, took a glass of warm water and drank it, and the stomach pain was relieved.

On the sofa, her eyes were staring at the TV series without sound, and her mind went back to the past.

She is an orphan, helpless, and it is not easy to live a stable and ordinary life like now. Especially, she can be regarded as having a career, although she is in the online literature world, but she has a rich life and is chic.

But to be more precise, before she was 15 years old, she had parents and brothers.

"Her father, why don't you let the baby go on, the baby studies well, maybe there will be a big future in the future."

The peasant woman who was sewing worn-out clothes in the dim light in the house said, her eyes glanced at the wooden door that creaked when the wind blew from time to time, and on the wooden pier at the door was Su Yiwan when she was a teenager, no, it was still Su Xiaobao at that time.

"Why don't you want her to go to school? My old Su family has been mud legs for several generations, and our family has produced two champions, so we must have the ability in the future. But Dabao's illness can also be cured, hey。。。。。。 "My daughter has been sensible since she was a child, well-behaved, and good at studying, but the conditions at home are really not available. The family's money has to be kept for Dabao's treatment, it is the incense of his Su family, and he can't be cut off here, I'm sorry for the ancestors. can only smoke the dry smoke rolled by himself in a muffled voice, and the clouds and fog may be able to offset the powerlessness in his heart a little.

"Pack up and go to bed, we have to catch an early train tomorrow morning."

From time to time, the pond outside the house heard the croaking of frogs, and the summer cicada was not to be outdone in squeaking in response, and in the quiet night, the boring temperature, only the girl bent over and sat at the door.

The house is not big, just a dilapidated house, and I can hear all the conversations between my parents word for word. But she didn't say anything, and continued to tease the ants who were struggling to carry food scraps with the dog's tail grass in her hand. No matter how sensible and understanding she is, she will not take the initiative to tell them, "I won't go to school anymore, and the family's money will be used for my brother's treatment." She knew very well that if she wanted to change the fate of her family and change her own destiny, going to school was the only way out.

Looking up at the sky, I silently said "Brother, I'm sorry". His elder brother has heart disease, which was discovered during the physical examination two years ago, but fortunately, there is no big abnormality in his body now, and it does not affect his school for the time being. But it's hard to say, the doctor recommends going to a big city for a check-up as soon as possible.

She didn't blame the parents who left the car without saying a word the next day, they just wanted to take their son to see a doctor, what was wrong. It's just that this time, she completely lost her loved ones, she was still resentful in her heart, and there was a car accident on the way back from picking up her son to see a doctor, and the three of them disappeared directly on the spot. When the village party secretary came to inform her in a panic, she was directly stunned, fainted on the spot, and when she woke up, it was a week later.

"Girl, you have been with a high fever for the past few days, the weather is too hot, and you can't leave it for too long, so we will take care of the aftermath, this is what they left behind." Touching the bloodstained cloth bag in her hand and hugging it tightly to her chest, she couldn't breathe in her heart. It was the bag they used to pack their things the night before they left, and the only 20,000 yuan in the family was in it, which was originally used to treat his brother's illness, but he didn't expect that everything would come to naught.

High fever and severe dehydration, skin on the lips, foaming in the mouth, sunken eyes, red blood at the corners of the eyes, and white like a ghost. She opened her mouth several times, but she couldn't open it, as if she was stuck with glue, and when she tried the fourth time, she barely managed to squeeze out two sentences.

"Thanks, I want to go back to school." Looking at the branch secretary in front of her almost pleadingly, this was her last chance.

"Alas, you girl。。。。。。" The voice was full of helplessness and sympathy, at a young age, I experienced this, and no one could stand it.

Just when she looked at the branch secretary walking around the room, one hand on her waist, and the other hand kept scratching the top of the half-bald head, she lost hope, she could feel the other party's strange embarrassment.

"I try." Half an hour later, just when she was about to give up, she heard the branch secretary throw down these words and ran away in a hurry.

A week later, she was discharged from the hospital and went directly to the grave, looking at the newly piled up of soil and scattered paper money in front of her, she still couldn't accept it, it was her loved ones lying inside, no one around, and she could finally cry loudly, venting all the grievances, fears, and helplessness of these days. ”

"Didn't you take your brother to see a doctor? How。。。。。。 ”

"I still have to go to school, you left me behind, what should I do, Mom, what should I do if I'm afraid of the dark at night, it's just me, you are so ruthless."

"Don't leave me... She stayed there all night, went to sleep when she was tired of crying, and woke up and continued to cry.

Until the sun rose the next day, he swallowed his saliva, bit his lip, knelt straight, kowtowed to his family three times, grabbed a few handfuls of soil and covered the top of the mound, and resolutely turned around and walked away without looking back.

"Mom, Dad, brother, I'll be fine, you guys will be fine over there."

In the three years of high school, she never dared to stop, kept learning, and played her only hole card to the fullest, except to study hard, she had no other choice. The hard work paid off, and before the college entrance examination, he was sent to H University. In the past three years, she has not been back, afraid of remembering those painful things, but every time the New Year is celebrated, she will sneak out quietly, find a secluded place to burn some paper money for her family, talk, and kowtow to the place at home.

After four years of college, she worked and studied part-time, and by chance she began to try to write, and edited the words that she couldn't say in her heart in the form of words, posted them on the Internet, and earned her first pot of gold. Since then, he has been writing for many years.

For so many years, I didn't dare to make friends, I didn't want to communicate with people, and even the major I chose in college was an unpopular bioengineering major. There are very few, and among the few students there is her best friend Mo Ran, the two met because they are the protagonists of the old-fashioned and cheesy love triangle, of course, Su Yiwan is Mo Ran's imaginary junior, just because she said a word to her boyfriend, she was innocently shot.

She is her best friend and her loyal book fan, and she is also a scumbag who applied for bioengineering because her college entrance examination scores were not enough.

"Wanwan, how did you write, I eagerly want to know if they are together, and whether the female protagonist has forgiven the male protagonist." A lot of Balabala, trying to go through the back door and let her girlfriend give her spoilers.

"What's the hurry, can't you take your time, besides, you know in advance how boring it is, it's better to be the same as everyone else, just wait." The little girl is good anywhere, but she is acute and frizzy.

I don't raise my head to focus on the code words, because there are more readers, the editor asks to add more now, 10,000 words a day, I don't have a good rest at night, and I am suddenly ridiculed when I stare at the dark circles every day.

"It took me a lot of effort to get Liu Anhao to agree to change the dormitory, don't you even have this privilege?"

That girl is even more eccentric than her, very sensitive, she doesn't let the slightest movement after nine o'clock in the evening, and every time she sees Su Yiwan, she snorts coldly at her, which makes people's hearts furious. Not to mention, she stayed up late to turn on the lights and codewords, so she could only go to the library to live day after day, but she was also scared when she came back at two or three o'clock in the morning every day. I complained to Mo Ran by chance, but I didn't expect her to be too powerful, so she directly changed herself here, and now the two can stick together 24 hours a day.

"Okay, knowing that you have worked hard, I'll tell you later, this will be in full bloom, don't dare to disturb." Turning his head and giving Mo Ran a big smile, it was reassuring.

"Uh-huh, that's good."

After putting away the computer, I stretched my stiff body and realized that the man had fallen asleep. After a brief wash, I turned off the lights and climbed into bed.