Chapter 1148: Everything is in the past
Qin Zhao, who was in the main hall, heard the conversation between Cui Jieyu's master and servant, and felt that Cui Jieyu was better than Empress Dowager Guo.
At least Cui Jieyu is not as flamboyant as Empress Dowager Guo, and since she has lived in Jinyang Palace, she has not deliberately come to trouble her, let alone said bad things about her behind her back.
That's a lot of money.
"Niangniang, Mama Li is here." The sound of the orb awakened Qin Zhao's thoughts.
"Come in, please." Qin Zhao said busily.
She rarely went to Shoukang Palace to ask the Empress Dowager for peace recently, because she was afraid that the Empress Dowager would nag.
After Mama Li asked Qin Zhao for peace, she explained her intention to Qin Zhao: "The Empress Dowager has a discordant phoenix body, and always has a poor appetite, and the Empress Dowager has always liked the concubine Niangniang the most, so the old slave cheekily came over to invite the concubine Niangniang to go and accompany the Empress Dowager to relieve her boredom." ”
As soon as Qin Zhao heard that the Empress Dowager's phoenix body was disobedient, his face changed: "Go and take a look at this palace." ”
She said and said to Baozhu: "You go and call Baoyu over and go to Shoukang Palace with the main palace." ”
Baoyu is a good cook, maybe she can make some hors d'oeuvres for the Queen Mother.
If you don't eat well and sleep well, the elderly are even less likely to be well.
Baozhu took the order, and soon met with Qin Zhao with Baoyu, and the group went to Shoukang Palace.
When Qin Zhao saw the Empress Dowager, the Empress Dowager was lying on a recliner and pretending to sleep.
Qin Zhao felt that the old man seemed to be a little older than before, she felt sour in her heart, she felt that she was too selfish, she only cared about herself, but she never thought that the empress dowager was old and needed the younger generation to take her knees.
"Baoyu, you go to the small kitchen and make some appetizers." Qin Zhao said to Baoyu.
Baoyu answered.
The Empress Dowager got up with the support of Mama Li and said with a smile: "The mourning family is fine, probably because people are old, and they always don't have the spirit of their youth, and they are sleepy as soon as they sit down." ”
"Mama said that the mother has a poor appetite, and the mother's body is important, even if she is not hungry, she has to eat something." Qin Zhao stepped forward to help.
"Girl, you have a heart, it's okay to mourn the family, it's just that you don't have a good appetite, it's nothing, so Cui Wei made a fuss and actually invited you over." Cuiwei is Mama Li's name.
"Girl, you accompany the mourning family to the corridor."
Qin Zhao stepped forward to help him and asked with concern, "Have you invited the imperial doctor to come and have a look?" ”
"Every day, the imperial doctor comes to ask for peace and well, and everything is fine with the mourning family, but the appetite is not good, and it is not a big deal......
While the Empress Dowager was speaking, Qin Zhao heard Xiao Ce's footsteps approaching, but she didn't pay attention to this, she was very calm.
This is not that she deliberately came to create a chance encounter with Xiao Ce, but that she came to Shoukang Palace one step earlier than Xiao Ce.
"I heard that you girl made Ace angry again, and I haven't seen you for half a month. The mourning family is a person who has come over, and women should be weak when they should be weak, and it is not good to be too strong. The Empress Dowager persuaded earnestly: "In the past, when the Emperor Taishang was alive, as long as there was an awkward scene, the mourning family would bow his head first, and the Emperor Taishang would go down the stairs if he loved face." ”
The first time Qin Zhao heard the Empress Dowager mention the Empress Dowager, she asked curiously, "Was Niangniang favored when she was in the previous dynasty?" ”
The Empress Dowager was the queen during the period of the Empress Dowager, and her status was respected, and she was superior. But she always felt that the Empress Dowager might not have been smooth sailing at that time.
"The mourning family was the queen at that time, and the emperor respected each other like guests, in the heart of the emperor, the mourning family and him were just husband and wife. The emperor favors him, and there are other people......"
When Xiao Ce came over, he happened to hear the Empress Dowager mention the Empress Dowager.
The imperial grandmother had never mentioned the imperial grandfather to him, and he probably knew that the imperial grandmother had hated the imperial grandfather.
And the imperial grandmother is the elder he respects and values the most in this harem.
It was only at this time that Qin Zhao knew that the Empress Dowager was also a strong woman. When he was young, he fell in love with the Emperor, but the Emperor didn't know about it until the moment he died.
"At the beginning, the mourning family also wanted to get the heart of the emperor, and later with more and more experiences, there were always so many flower-like women around the emperor, and the thoughts of the mourning family gradually faded. The Emperor Taishang once asked the mourning family before he died, did he also like him, do you guess how the mourning family answered? The Empress Dowager mentioned the person who had long since disappeared, and her eyebrows and eyes became extremely gentle.
"The concubine is stupid and can't guess the answer." Qin Zhao listened attentively, and became more and more sure of his conjecture.
"The mourning family is going to be strong for a lifetime, so naturally I replied to him, no." Speaking of this, the Empress Dowager let out a almost inaudible sigh.
Qin Zhao looked at the Empress Dowager in distraction, and asked in a dumb voice, "Does that lady regret it?" ”
"Nothing to regret. What if there was one, the mourning family kept his duty, he was very competent as a mother, and he was also competent as an emperor, the emperor was also a good king, he had a lot of confidants, and one less mourning family had red sleeves to add fragrance, and he had no regrets in his life. The Empress Dowager replied lightly.
Qin Zhao understood.
Because the Empress Dowager has already let go, once being happy only means that everything is in the past, as for whether the Empress Dowager knows that the Empress Dowager has been moved, it cannot change the result that the Empress Dowager has let go.
"If you give Niangniang another choice, go back in time, will Niangniang choose to show her heart to the Emperor?" Qin Zhao listened too attentively, and didn't realize that Xiao Ce had already arrived.
"The mourning family is too strong, and if you come again, you should still try to let go." The Empress Dowager said, suddenly grabbed Qin Zhao's hand and asked, "Girl, if you are a mourner, what choice will you make?" ”
Qin Zhao hesitated for a moment before saying, "If the concubine is in the same position as the mother, she should be like the mother and choose not to be trapped by love." Otherwise, you will be cocooned and self-bound, suffering yourself and affecting others. ”
So she can understand the Empress Dowager and admire the Empress Dowager.
The Emperor had favored concubines at that time, how could there be so much love to share with the queen?
With her character, if she can't get all the love of a man, then she will definitely fight to the end, just like she couldn't bear the existence of other women around Xiao Ce in her previous life.
Love can be hateful at times.
"When I first dealt with you, the mourning family felt that your personality was somewhat similar to the mourning family." The Empress Dowager looked up at Xiao Ce, who was standing not far away, and smiled: "Ace is here." ”
Qin Zhao looked back and saw Xiao Ce standing around the corner. He was dressed in a dragon robe, and the afterglow of the sun fell on him, looking dazzling and noble.
In her previous life, as soon as he appeared in her sight, her heart would be like a deer, but now she is very calm.
She felt that she could start her life all over again, and it was God who gave her the opportunity to choose again. Even when facing Xiao Ce, who she loved so much in her previous life, she could become very calm, which showed that she had grown up.
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