Chapter 1235: I can't forget, and I don't want to forget
Zhao Yu's throat rolled, and for a moment he thought it was Qin Zhao sitting under the lamp, waiting for him to return.
He looked at it in a daze, as if petrified.
Yueqing sensed Zhao Yu's gaze and found that he was looking at himself. To be precise, he was actually looking at another noble woman through her.
That one is the person Zhao Yu has longed for in his life, and he can only find a stand-in to hide the darkest desire in his heart.
Even the stand-in he found couldn't be similar to that person in terms of facial features, how sad should this be?
"Childe is back?" Yueqing's voice was gentle, and she suddenly felt that Zhao Yu was very pitiful.
He obviously once owned Qin Zhao, but he also let Qin Zhao go with his own hands.
She had heard about Qin Zhao's past in the Zhao Mansion.
When he heard that Qin Zhao was in Zhao's mansion, Zhao Yu disdained Qin Zhao, and he had never had a house after two years of marriage.
is obviously a disdainful woman, why did Zhao Yu move her heart later?
Is this love genuine love from the heart, or is it because of the unwillingness to get it but let go?
Yueqing has no answer to this, and the answer may only be known to Zhao Yu himself.
Zhao Yu dragged his aching legs and sat down beside Yueqing, obviously he hadn't eaten all day, but he wasn't hungry at all.
He lowered his eyes to look at Yueqing, his eyes focused, "Are you better?"
"Childe, Concubine Fang is thinking about one thing, but she can't figure it out." Yueqing was facing Zhao Yu's cold eyebrows, leaning into Zhao Yu's arms, and answered the question.
"What?" Zhao Yu was also a little absent-minded.
Yueqing murmured almost silently: "Is the concubine body really similar to the concubine Niangniang? Obviously, the beauty of the concubine is not as good as that person, in case ......."
Before Yueqing finished speaking, she sensed that Zhao Yu's chest became stiff in an instant.
"The concubine knows everything. However, the concubine did not hate it at all, on the contrary, the concubine felt honored. The concubine just couldn't understand why the son was disdainful of her when he didn't leave, and why couldn't he forget her later?" Yueqing was pure bewilderment.
Zhao Yu was in a trance for a moment, and finally someone asked about it, and he suddenly had the desire to pour out.
"I didn't care, but on my way to Changzhou that year, one day she suddenly appeared in my carriage, so caught off guard, she was already the prince Liangdi at that time......
It was clear that so much time had passed, but he remembered all the details clearly.
"In the two years she married into the Zhao Mansion, I looked down on her. She was the daughter of a merchant, and I thought she was vulgar. It's just that trip to Changzhou, I know that she values love and righteousness. With her help, the South Dam burst and stopped; Later, a child drowned and was dying, and she did her best to save it. In the days I spent with her, I could always find her unknown side. Even when I was arguing with her, I felt very happy......
Yueqing listened attentively, and when she saw that Zhao Yu didn't say anything, she asked curiously, "What happened later?"
"Later, the emperor chased her to Changzhou and took her away one morning without my knowledge. I didn't notice anything unusual on the first day she left Changzhou, but at night, I couldn't sleep, so I went to the east where she lived, and stood there for the night. I know that this is not right, and I also know that she is already the emperor's person, and my dark thoughts that can't see the light should be stopped in time. Until one day I met you, and found that you had a side like her, and I sent you into the house." Zhao Yu's tone was ordinary but also sad.
It was he who made a cocoon and bound himself, which led to all the later things.
"Yueqing, I'm sorry for you." After a long time, Zhao Yu said in a low voice: "I shouldn't look for her shadow in you, I shouldn't indulge myself......
"Childe is serious. A concubine who is fortunate enough to become a son is the creation of a concubine. I just hate myself for not being the person Childe really wants." Yueqing hugged Zhao Yu's neck and imprinted his lips deeply.
Zhao Yu pushed Yue Qing away a little, "You are not in good health, take care of it."
Yueqing's beautiful eyes were like water, leaning into Zhao Yu's arms: "It's been a few years, can't the son forget her?"
Knowing that it is impossible to have any intersection with Qin Zhao in this life, why is Childe still suffering in pain?
Zhao Yu looked at the candle flame jumping not far away, "I can't forget it, and I don't want to forget it."
"Have you ever thought that in fact, Childe's attachment to her is only because of regret and unwillingness to miss? It's the same reason that when the lady was not with the son, the son couldn't let go of the lady?" Yueqing whispered silently.
Maybe it's just a man's bad nature, it's not affectionate, it's just amorous.
"I've thought about it too, but I'm still thinking about her day and night. Even today, when the emperor punished me, I felt so good that I felt that I deserved to be punished, because I knew that I had indeed blasphemed her." Zhao Yu closed his eyes in pain.
He likes to be with Yueqing, and whenever he is closest to Yueqing, he thinks of her as Qin Zhao, as if this way he will get the woman he will never get.
He didn't feel anything in the face of Wu Xiyu, except for the time when he first got married, and now he is tired of seeing Wu Xiyu's face.
How long does it take to go from love to rejection? It was only a few years of time, and his heart could never return to Wu Xiyu.
"Childe must know that this is not good for her, Childe needs to let her go, otherwise it will only harm her." The moon is clear.
How did Zhao Yu not know that Yueqing's words were right? But if he could, he wouldn't be as miserable as he is today.
"Perhaps, in this way, the prince will accept a few more concubines, so as to dispel the emperor's doubts." Yueqing suddenly felt that this was a good idea.
Zhao Yu didn't expect Yueqing to make such a proposal, he looked at Yueqing with complicated eyes.
Yueqing only said that he didn't want to take a concubine, but she still persuaded: "As long as there are a few more newcomers in the mansion, the emperor's suspicion of the prince will naturally be reduced a little, and the concubine is afraid that the emperor will embarrass the prince again, and something like kneeling in the Taihe Hall will happen again......
Yueqing said something, but Zhao Yu didn't listen to a word.
In fact, he had murderous intentions towards Yueqing, just because he had a weak heart, and he couldn't let Xiao Ce discover his dark secret that couldn't see the light of day.
As my grandfather said, only when Yueqing dies will this matter be dusted over.
He stayed in Pear Flower Garden all night, just to arouse Wu Xiyu's resentment, so that Wu Xiyu could attack Yueqing, so that he could be unaware and unaware.
Yue Qing didn't know about his calculations, and this woman was still trying to help him cover up.
"This matter is put on hold for the time being, there is no hurry, you can recuperate." Zhao Yu put Yueqing back in place.
Yueqing saw Zhao Yu's slightly gloomy eyes, and only said that he had been punished for kneeling all day, and he was in a bad mood, so she didn't think much about it.
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