Chapter 9: The Reason to Live
In this world, there are always people who have to live, even if there is no hope, they must try their best to survive and survive from desperate situations. Or for friends, or for wives and daughters, and more for parents. For this reason, even if you screw yourself into the soil, you must be like a weed in the spring, and it is difficult to drill out of the mud the shoots that have to be raised and accept a new round of baptism. Lu Yangsheng is this kind of person.
In fact, his parents died early, and the young Lu Yangsheng may be the most unfettered group of people, after all, for Lu Yangsheng at that time, life was just an instinct.
In that year, when his mother had just died, the young Lu Yangsheng was kicked out of the house by the creditor, and Lu Yangsheng's sixth birthday had not yet passed, and his young body was only dressed in a single coat, not even a pair of straw sandals, just wandering on the street every day, aimless, muddy, only when he was hungry, he would rely on his instinct to find something to eat, at that time, as long as he could eat, Lu Yangsheng would stuff it into his stomach.
At that time, the people in the town were not particularly resistant to Lu Yangsheng, after all, a little baby, his father died, his mother fell ill, and the things at home were... Alas. But even so, Lu Yangsheng still took care of his mother for nearly a year, such a filial child, it is really hard not to like it, plus it is summer, not long after the busy farming, every household still has some surplus food, so Lu Yangsheng can always receive some food, and he barely survived that summer. Until one day, Lu Yangsheng's second uncle found Lu Yangsheng, and he scolded him angrily.
"Lu Yangsheng, the little rabbit cub is a loser, you have saved for generations for I don't know how many generations, and you have such a little family business, and you have lost it all in just one year? My dead ghost sister is taking medicine for a year, and she can't eat more than your real estate family deed, but now it's so inexplicably cheap to outsiders? ”
Lu Yangsheng's second uncle was very angry and distressed at the time, but this distress was not directed at Lu Yangsheng.
"I heard the old immortal in the family say, your grandfather was the root of the disease that fell for a blind bear in front of him, and the bear's paw bear meat was used as a dowry to the family, but your grandfather didn't give anyone the best bear skin, I bah, no wonder I didn't live a few years back, the stingy old ghost, the family shouldn't have married my dead ghost sister to your short-lived father. A short-lived family, you won't live for a few years. Bearskin, there's just one in the whole town, and that bearskin alone is enough for your mother's medicine for a year. ”
The second uncle scolded a lot at that time, and he scolded for a long time, and finally scolded his grandparents and grandmothers, one by one, he was immortal, and he scolded for a long time, Lu Yangsheng still remembers the expression of the second uncle, which is a distorted expression that people can't bear to look at directly. In the end, the second uncle pointed at Lu Yangsheng and scolded a paragraph, and broke the words that made Lu Yangsheng sweat for a moment.
"Little rabbit cub, you are now a broken little beggar, I don't know how long you can live, I can't say that I have to go to see your dead ghost parents tomorrow, just right, you can still get a family reunion, and go to Huangquan together neatly, how good, there is no money to pass the ghost gate, your whole family will be a lonely ghost outside the ghost gate, ha, there is no sacrificial blood food, starve your family, no, you have already died, and you can't even be a starving ghost." Hahaha... ”
"Little rabbit cub, when you die, see how many people in this world can remember your whole family, ha, forget it all, let you die cleanly, and at that time, you will accompany your dead ghost father and mother to slowly stink underground. If you give your family property to Lao Tzu, Lao Tzu can still remember you for a while longer, and I can't say that I can be merciful and give you some blood food, and I can't say that I can't give you some paper money, so that you can pass the ghost gate, but now you are a loser and give it to others, I'm a rabbit cub, even if you give it, you have to give it to me, I am your uncle, you can only give it to me. ”
The second uncle was already a little crazy at that time, and he pulled Lu Yangsheng to find someone to get the family property back and transfer it to the second uncle's name, but the result can be imagined, the two were driven out, Lu Yangsheng was angry with the second uncle, and he was beaten by someone, but someone broke a leg.
When Lu Yangsheng sent his second uncle home, the relationship with his grandfather's family was completely broken, and there was originally a place for his mother in his grandfather's house, which was left by his grandmother, but was smashed by his grandmother herself on that day. It was on that day that Lu Yangsheng knew that no one in this world would ever think about his father and mother except himself.
Not long after the second uncle went home, he heard that the wound had deteriorated, and the person left directly, went to find the theory of the beater, and was beaten back again, and then the foreign family successively removed a lot of things, and in less than a year, the foreign family also dispersed, and there were rumors in the town that Lu Yangsheng was born to the lonely star, and the people in the town have no one to help Lu Yangsheng since then.
After no one helped, Lu Yangsheng never ate a decent meal again, but Lu Yangsheng also had the idea of living at that time, and living was no longer instinct, but a belief that he had to live.
Everyone can forget their parents, but they can't.
It was also the day when Lu Yangsheng began to catch up with the mountain, it was also autumn at that time, and he could only catch up with the last round of mountain goods, and the six-year-old Lu Yangsheng began to recall little by little that his father took his own skills to drive the mountain, and went deep into the mountains little by little, seeking a way to live for himself.
That winter, Lu Yangsheng didn't know how he spent it, he only remembered that it was long and cold, but every time he was about to freeze, Lu Yangsheng always struggled to survive with a lot of faith.
Anyway, Lu Yangsheng survived the first winter, and in the spring of the age of seven, Lu Yangsheng, who had tasted the cold, spent a year building his own small thatched hut in the last small piece of his house, which was originally his own vegetable patch. This was originally the place where his father mined it himself, and it was round and remote in the town, and it was originally an abandoned place, so it could stay and become Lu Yangsheng's last home.
Alive, you must live, once you die, the last trace of your father and mother in this world will disappear, and there will be nothing left.
After learning that he might be dead, black blood began to seep out of Lu Yangsheng's eyes, and black mist began to seep out of Lu Yangsheng's transparent body, and the whole person began to go crazy.
"Ding~" A crisp voice sounded, and Lu Yangsheng, who was originally a little crazy, woke up. Let Lu Yangsheng just hear the next words.
"You little ghost is really interesting, you almost became a ghost when you still have vitality, and the most important thing is that your vitality is still so strong in an instant, how afraid of death are you." The voice rang out again, with undisguised mockery. "I've seen people who are afraid of death, it's the first time I've seen someone who is so afraid of death, let's not say you're not dead yet, just like you, if you die, I'm afraid you won't have to become a ghost directly, tsk, it's really the first time I've seen someone who is afraid of death to such a point."
"Me, still alive?" Lu Yangsheng looked at his body in disbelief and raised his head and asked.
"Nonsense, who said that you are dead, and your vitality is so strong, it means that you are just a soul out of your body, as long as you find your body before it decays, you will have nothing at all, but, hehe... If you accidentally can't find your way back and your body is rotten, you can't even think about dying. The voice replied angrily, and at the end with a little schadenfreude.
"Alive, there's a chance to live." I didn't hear the words behind the voice clearly, and the hope of being able to live filled Lu Yangsheng's soul at this time.