Chapter 42: State of Mind

After Lu Yangsheng fell asleep, ripples suddenly appeared in the heart lake, as if a breeze was blowing, but he himself didn't know anything about it.

In Lu Yangsheng's Heart Lake, a person suddenly appeared on the meditation platform where there should be nothing, and it was that Taoist Jiang Guining. It's just that Jiang Guining is no longer dressed as a Taoist priest, but has been replaced with a neat and tight decoration, just like the swordsman who walks the rivers and lakes in the world, romantic and chic. Standing there, he was like an unsheathed sword, sharp but not domineering.

Where he is, where is the sword path in the world, this is Jiang Guining, or rather, this is the sword saint in the world - Jiang Shuqing.

The world can't bear the true name of a sword saint, so in the world, he can only be Jiang Guining.

Just like swimming in the lake and enjoying the scenery, Jiang Guining walked freely in Luyangsheng's Heart Lake, although there were countless sword intent and sword qi around him, he could not cause any harm to the owner of the heart lake. You must know that the most arrogant monk in the world is sword cultivation, because sword cultivation is famous for its arrogance and recklessness in both sword intent and sword qi. Not to mention how difficult it is to enter and exit other people's hearts at will, just controlling so much sword qi and sword intent in other people's hearts can't hurt others in the slightest, it's not something that ordinary saints can do.

Perhaps, in this world, only he Jiang Guining can do it.

At this time, Jiang Guining lit a drop of water from Lu Yangsheng's heart lake from time to time, and the water droplet was Lu Yangsheng's memory.

Truth be told, what's so nice about a child's memory, especially an orphan, what else is there besides suffering? To know. The least valuable thing in this world is suffering.

Jiang Guining, who has experienced thousands of years of cultivation, has seen countless bitter and poor people, and it stands to reason that he should have been numb a long time ago, but now he is looking at the memory of an orphan with relish.

Lu Yangsheng's state of mind was very strange.

The state of mind of ordinary people is generally a complete heart lake, but Lu Yangsheng's state of mind is broken, pieces of fragments condensed into a huge ball, but the core in the middle is very small, and it is tightly protected by the broken state of mind.

Walking in such a state of mind made Jiang Guining a little uncomfortable, but it seemed to be a little interesting, similar to the playing grid when he was a child.

It seems that the master was still there at that time, right? There seems to be a big stupid man, but the big stupid guy is really a bit silly.

Thinking of his former master and brother, Jiang Guining was a little happy and a little sad. For thousands of years, the things of the past have been intermittent, indelible, and unforgettable, but they will always jump out inadvertently, making people happy and sad.

At this time, Jiang Guining, who was walking in the heart lake, was a little strange, he didn't have the usual temperament, and he was no longer a rotten drunkard who guarded the city wall alone.

Jumping on the fragments of his mood, he strolled casually, or playfully danced a small game that only children played, and the corners of his mouth inadvertently showed a sweet smile.

Suave and unparalleled.

This is a man who guards the saints and can't ask for it.

He is the most perfect noble son in the world, and he is the only one in the world for thousands of years. In the next ten thousand years, there will be no more.

Childe is unparalleled in the world!

These are the words of a Peide sword, the ancestor of the six arts.

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Finally reaching the core of the heart lake, Jiang Guining stroked the small round ball that was only one person high, and whispered, "Little guy, can I come in?" ”

Like a ball of huge water droplets, ripples appeared on the surface, and a somewhat naughty child's voice sounded, the voice was milky, but it revealed a lively and agile atmosphere, which made people can't help but feel pity.

"No, my mother said that you can't open the door to strangers."

Jiang Guining smiled and patted the ball lightly.

"People are small and ghosts are big."

A bell-like laugh rang out, and it seemed a little proud.

He didn't break the droplets like he did with the outer barrier, which was actually very simple for him, and he was guaranteed that there would be no sequelae, but it was not good, it was not good.

The strong must learn to restrain themselves, and they can't do whatever they want just because they have no influence. In other people's places, Jiang Guining doesn't know what it looks like, and he can't care about it, but here he Jiang Guining is, it's not right, it's not right.

So Jiang Guining sat on the ground instead, patted his side, and seemed to be inviting a guest.

"Little one, can you talk?"

A small, only three or four-year-old child poked his head out of the water droplet, bit his finger and thought for a long time, and finally chose to walk out and sit next to Jiang Guining.

The child wore a small tiger head hat, sat there, slowly took off a pair of tiger shoes, put them beside him, and then shook his feet, like a child playing in the water, with ripples under his feet.

"Is he okay?"

After the child sat down, he lowered his head and asked softly.

Jiang Guining knew who the child was asking, so he touched the child's head and said softly, "It's okay." ”

All right? Is it bad? No one is qualified to answer for Lu Yangsheng.

"I don't want to grow up."

The child seemed a little lost.

Jiang Guining didn't answer, and he couldn't answer.

No one wants to grow up, although Lu Yangsheng is not an adult yet, but if possible, he may only be willing to stay before the age of six.

"He's protecting you well."

Jiang Guining replied to the question and gave a plausible answer.

"yes, I'm amazing."

The child raised his head, a little proud, expecting the praise of the stranger in front of him.

In fact, the child and Lu Yangsheng don't look like each other at all, but he is Lu Yangsheng, just Lu Yangsheng in his memory.

Looking at such a child, Jiang Guining smiled happily, making the little children stupid.

That's right, that's what a kid should look like, much more likable than the little guy outside.

Lu Yangsheng rubbed the little guy's head again, and said with a smile: "It's very powerful." ”

The child laughed again.

It's just that the child laughs and laughs, and tears flow.

The child tried to raise the corners of his mouth, but the tears still flowed uncontrollably.

The child pouted.

"I know, he comes often, but he never comes to see me, I know, he doesn't dare to see me, but I don't want that."

A little child, crying so sadly.

Jiang Guining didn't know how to comfort the little child, and there was no way to comfort him.

"The first two times, I almost died, and then a bad guy took something from me, and I got through that, but I don't like that bad guy."

"It's okay, he won't dare to come in the future."

"Really?"

"Of course it's true."

"Brother, can you beat that bad guy?"

"Yes, my brother is amazing, if you brush it, that bad guy will die."

The child's mouth grew up, and the tears were stopped in fright, as if stunned.

The child suddenly seemed to think of something, grabbed Jiang Guining's arm, and said in a panic: "Brother, this can't be done, you can't kill people casually, my brother will be spanked." Brother, can you help me beat him, just like my father and mother beat me, just beat him, don't kill people, you will become a bad child. ”

Looking at the child's sparkling eyes, Jiang Guining suddenly felt a little guilty.

"No, Xiao Yangsheng, my brother can't just shoot it."

"Why?"

"You'll understand later."

Xiao Yangsheng was a little lost, and said softly, "That's it."

However, the child quickly cheered up again, waved his hand to Jiang Guining, and said, "It's okay."

Maybe he didn't want the big brother in front of him to be unhappy, Xiao Yangsheng took the initiative to talk about Lu Yangsheng's childhood, and when it came to happy places, the two laughed together.

In the end, the two seemed to have become good friends who said everything, and Jiang Guining didn't say anything about the things there, because he couldn't say it. However, Jiang Guining and Xiao Yangsheng talked a lot about him when he was a child. Like an old-fashioned master, he likes to spank himself the most, and there is a stupid senior brother, who doesn't know how to help himself, so he knows that he is giggling on the side. But the master hurt himself the most, once he poked a hornet's nest and was stung by a wasp, the master was frightened, and went up the mountain overnight to find herbs, there was a big fool who went with the senior brother, and when he came back, the senior brother was bruised and purple, and there was no piece of good meat.

The two talked and laughed and talked for a long time.

In the end, the child suddenly became very sad and said to the big brother who was not bad in front of him: "He doesn't believe you, but I know that you are a good person, and I want to tell him, but he doesn't come to see me, and he can't hear what I say." ”

Looking at the heartbroken child, Jiang Guining smiled and said, "It's okay, he doesn't believe I'm right." ”

The child looked at the not bad big brother in front of him in confusion, but Jiang Guining did not answer.

The child suddenly stopped talking.

Jiang Guining didn't look back, but sighed softly.

"You're here anyway."

An older Lu Yangsheng appeared far away, holding a firewood knife, wearing a straw hat, a real straw woven hat, the young man only had a tattered linen coat all over his body, he didn't even wear shoes on his feet, and his hands and feet were scarred and calloused.

"Stay away from him."

The boy shouted hoarsely, like a beast in a desperate situation.

This sentence was not only said to Xiao Yangsheng, but also to Jiang Guining.

Xiao Yangsheng cried and said to the young man Lu Yangsheng with a whimper.

"My brother is a good person."

But the young man Lu Yangsheng didn't listen, but clenched the firewood knife and prepared to attack.

Xiao Yangsheng was frightened, looking at the big brother in front of him and himself not far away, not knowing what to do.

Jiang Guining picked up the child's small, cute tiger shoes, gently handed them to the child, and motioned the child to go back.

Xiao Yangsheng reluctantly turned around three times, slowly walked back to the water droplets, and then the child suddenly poked his head out again, and said uneasily: "No fighting." ”

The child's milk voice was milky, and Jiang Guining suddenly laughed.

"Don't worry, don't fight."

"The hook."

"Retractor."

"Hang yourself on the hook for a hundred years, don't cheat. Well, my father and mother said, whoever lies after the hook is a puppy. ”

"Got it, little clever ghost, go back quickly."

Xiao Yangsheng slowly sank into the water droplets and turned into a part of many memories.

The young man Lu Yangsheng in the distance looked at himself and the uninvited guest Jiang Guining when he was a child, his hands and feet were tense, ready to break the net at any time, and after Xiao Yangsheng went back, he slowly relaxed, but he still looked at Jiang Guining vigilantly.

"You don't believe me like that?"

Jiang Guining frowned and looked at the young man Lu Yangsheng.

After waiting for a long time, the young man Lu Yangsheng spoke hoarsely.

"I don't trust anyone."

"Including that Ninth Master, your patriarch, and that Li Rou?"

The young man Lu Yangsheng's face turned pale, and he became more ugly, but he nodded in the end.

This is the state of mind, and no one can lie about their state of mind.

"Why?"

Jiang Guining's brows furrowed even tighter.

"You can come here, you're also an immortal, right? I can't fight you, I don't know how strong you are, so I can't make a mistake. ”

Lu Yangsheng said this, his eyes were firm.

"I want to live, I have to live."

Jiang Guining stepped out in one step, and the sword intent all over his body skyrocketed, making Lu Yangsheng's bones squeak, but the young man was already struggling to support him, and he didn't retreat a step.

"Why do you have to live? What's the point of living for you now? What's the point of living so hard? I'm telling you, you don't know anything about immortals, what you think is right, is it really right? How do you know, how can you be sure that the path you are taking is not the path that the immortals have prepared for you? ”

Jiang Guining didn't have the gentleness he had with Lu Yangsheng when he was a child, he was so aggressive at this time, like a high god questioning ants lying in the world.

"Did you know that your life is a big joke in the eyes of others? Do you know what will happen to you? Let me tell you, you are just a living medicine raised by others, and in the future, you will be nothing more than the delicacy of the immortals, and the ladder for the strong to climb to the top. ”

Jiang Guining took another step.

"Why do you live? Why do you think that you can have the strength to fight against the immortals in the future? ”

Facing Jiang Guining's sword intent, Lu Yangsheng showed a fierce expression like a hungry wolf, his body did not retreat, but advanced, and after taking a step forward, he straightened his waist and said fiercely: "I must live, only if I live, can I prove that I exist, only if I live, can I prove that my father and mother existed." I need to live, ask that person, why me? Since I am medicine, why is it my father and mother who are hurt. ”

"Is that all?"

Jiang Guining seemed to be very dissatisfied, and the sword intent in his state of mind seemed to be heavier.

Lu Yangsheng raised his head and looked directly at Jiang Guining.

"Isn't it enough? Yes, it doesn't seem enough for you immortals, but it's enough for me. ”

The boy looked up, tears streaming down his face.

"I'm my father's child, and I'm going to tell the world that they existed, and they taught a child, a good child. I want to tell them that they once existed, not the weeds in the field that were plucked and thrown away, and they could be forgotten at will. ”

The sword qi and sword intent that almost crushed the entire state of mind were suddenly put away by Jiang Gui Ning and compressed into a small sword pill.

Without pressure, Lu Yangsheng sat on the ground all over.

Jiang Guining suddenly smiled evilly, the cheap Taoist priest in the world seemed to have come back suddenly, and he was no longer the gentle and elegant noble son.

This sudden change made Lu Yangsheng very uncomfortable.

"Boy, this is a good thing, do you want it? Come, shout that Senior Brother is yours. ”

Lu Yangsheng shook his head stubbornly.

"No, I'll have it myself."

didn't expect this kid to answer like this, Jiang Guining looked at Lu Yangsheng again, and said seriously: "Boy, it's difficult." ”

"So what?"

Lu Yangsheng raised his head stubbornly.

"I'll have it, and someday, I can."

Jiang Guining smiled happily and patted Lu Yangsheng's head. I said something I just said a while ago.

"People are small and ghosts are big."

was slapped by Jiang Guining like this, and Lu Yangsheng, who was already at the end of the crossbow, suddenly fainted.

After taking a final look at this broken state of mind, Jiang Guining threw the sword pill in his hand into the water droplet that was the core of the state of mind, turning it into a cradle, and a small Lu Yangsheng fell asleep in the cradle.

That's good, that's good!

This is qualified to be my little junior brother.

In the real world, Lu Yangsheng was still asleep and didn't know anything about the things in his state of mind.

Jiang Guining opened his eyes.

Master, who are you? Did you pass away back then? And stupid, why were you so stupid back then?