"Oh." Chu Zihang didn't know how to answer, but it sounded ...... It's kind of like him.

"I don't understand why my brother suddenly asked this kind of little girl topic...... Feed! Xia Mi jumped up as if she had dug up a treasure, jumped in front of Chu Zihang and stared at him in the eyes,

"So, senior brother, are you in love with a certain girl? That's why you want to ask about the horoscope? Yes, yes, right? Chu Zihang turned his head to avoid the cool, familiar smell on her body,

"I don't have a favorite girl."

"Really, not?" Xia Mi looked suspicious,

"Actually, even if you have a crush on someone, it doesn't matter if you speak out boldly."

"I suddenly remembered one thing, when I was in high school at Shilan, there was a boy who had a crush on me and decided not to marry me."

"And what's the funniest part? Taking advantage of the fact that there was no one at night, he wrote the big words 'I want to marry Xia Mi' on the blackboard hahahaha, and the whole school knew about it the next day. ”

"What kind of person is it?" Chu Zihang asked seriously, he didn't know what was going on, and he felt a little awkward in his heart for some reason.

"Why are you so careful, are you jealous, senior brother?" Xia Mi narrowed his eyes, with a wicked smile, and the little tiger teeth were exposed.

"No ......" Chu Zihang looked away a little embarrassed,

"I'm just curious."

"Actually, it didn't happen later, this kind of boy is generally very cowardly, he only dares to do this kind of sneaky confession, and he doesn't dare to say it boldly in front of the girl he likes."

"If he dares to show up, he still needs to write secretly at night?" Natsumi pouted,

"If he had the guts, he might as well give him a chance, but the principal took a picture of the blackboard and posted it at the school gate to report criticism, causing all the boys who liked me to walk around me."

"What do you mean? If that boy really stands up, you will think about it......" Chu Zihang suddenly couldn't find the right words, and the awkwardness in his heart became bigger and bigger.

"You're going to consider giving him a try?" He hesitated.

"Please! Can you not be so old-fashioned? According to the Japanese drama, it is dating, and the Hong Kong saying is procrastination, the old-fashioned one is called 'together', and the more old-fashioned one is called 'falling in love', what kind of rhetoric is your 'give it a try'? ”

"Okay," Chu Zihang nodded,

"Together."

"It's corny enough." Xia Mi spit out first.

"It's weird to be together! Am I such a casual person? She grimaced at Chu Zihang,

"This girl wants to have a figure, a face, and a bad word, who can be civil and martial, and there are more people who want to be with me, if I 'give it a try' with them? Senior brother, will you set up a shed for me to give porridge? ”

"Got it." Chu Zihang nodded, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and the awkwardness in his heart disappeared again,

"But...... Is it good to talk badly? ”

"Count, why not?" Xia Mi suddenly pointed at Lu Mingfei,

"You see that Senior Brother Lu talks bad things every day, and he still found a beautiful girlfriend like Sister Nuo Nuo."

"Hey, you guys just chat, why did you suddenly attack me?" Lu Ming raised his hands innocently,

"I feel hurt!"

"I praise you." Xia Mile hehehe, turned his head to Chu Zihang again,

"So senior brother, you're jealous of me, right?"

"Nope." Chu Zihang denied it quickly, and said surgingly,

"I'm just wondering what kind of guy is that guy who likes you."

"Senior brother, you're really boring." Natsumi puffed out her mouth in dissatisfaction. Chu Zihang was still talking to himself,

"How much courage does he need to sneak into the classroom in the middle of the night, and in what mood does he write on the blackboard that he wants to marry you?" He looked at Natsumi,

"Of course you won't take it. But for the entire three years of high school, he was silently watching you in the corner of the class. ”

"Like a mole, a mole is a lightless animal that dies after a few hours in the sun. The mole can't come out of the darkness, it just looks at you secretly. Is that wrong? ”

"Hell, he won't appear in front of me, why should I care about him?"

"How about love, anyway, I only leave him with a chic back." Natsumi smirked and sat back in his place,

"So, senior brother, if you like someone, you have to say it quickly, otherwise she will run away."

"There are some things that have to be said to count. If you don't say it, you will guess and guess. In the end, I guessed it. ”

"......" Chu Zihang looked at the girl's pair of shining eyes, a little stunned. He lowered his head and did not speak.

"So what do you want to ask, senior brother?" Natsumi collapsed on the seat like a deflated ball,

"I chatted for a long time, and I didn't talk about any key points at all, which was super boring." Chu Zihang turned his head and looked at the scenery speeding by outside the window, those trees from dark green to golden to reddish-brown, like the four seasons, and like a person's life.

He thought for a long time, organizing language. Whenever he wants to explain something important, he will first prepare the words and sentences in his mind and rehearse them, just like when he was a student representative in middle school.

He is such a rigid person, when he prepares the speech in his mind, he will read it word by word, like an arrow that has gone off the string and will not change direction.

"I think everyone will meet someone in their life and fall in love with her. Some people meet at the right time, like meeting flowers in the spring, so everything is fine, they fall in love, they get engaged, they get married, they live together. ”

"And some people encounter it at the wrong time, just like in winter, they see a fish floating up through the ice to breathe, so they can only watch, and after the fish is ventilated, they sink into the water, and they can't see it, and there is no follow-up."

"But can we say that it's right to meet flowers in the spring and fish in the winter? If you meet at the wrong time, can you restrain yourself from disliking that person? ”

"Will you still try your best to get closer, try your best to disguise yourself, or even disguise yourself as another fish?" Chu Zihang said softly.

"Hmm...... It's rare for a senior brother to say so much......" Xia Mi scratched her long chestnut hair, rolled her eyes and looked at the ceiling of the train and thought about it.

"I just wanted to ask...... Fish and hunters, will there really be a follow-up? Chu Zihang muttered to himself.

"There is a follow-up! You see fish floating up on the ice to breathe, and if you're waiting there next winter, you'll still see fish float up for breathing. Xia Mi snapped his fingers,

"When we meet again, you can bring an ice axe, smash the ice and catch the fish and go home to make fish soup to drink! That's the follow-up! ”

"......" Chu Zihang was silent, he felt that Xia Mi's answer was too abstract.

"Don't put on an expression that you don't understand anything, hey! I'm serious about answering your questions, brother. Natsu said nonchalantly,

"Treat this with emotion, emotion, you know?"

"Because that's what I think, even if you meet the right person at the wrong time and in the wrong place, you can jump out of those worldly rules and pull her into your arms, and then love happily."

"Do you love happily once? It doesn't matter if there is no ending? Chu Zihang asked. In fact, he didn't want to ask anymore, damn it, he suddenly realized that he wasn't asking any emotional questions at all, but thinking of the man.

The memories of that man were always like an imprint, burning some nerve in his head, and he couldn't help but shudder.

The picture of the broken hard drive almost demagnetized ran towards him like a galloping horse, trampling him by, and the sun outside the two bungalows, and the beautiful woman sitting in front of the stove of the steam kettle.

The child rides on the man's neck, and the man crawls all over the ground...... And that damn glass of milk, with a sugar cube and a warm white steam in the depths of memory.

It may be that one person's liking for another person is completely wrong, because the time is wrong, or the identity is wrong, so they can't give the other person a good life at all.

But is that kind of liking wrong? So what kind of liking is right? Should the seeds of hope that have not blossomed be buried in the ground?

Not even a spring allows them to sprout. Must have the right time, status, and a good life?

Like mom and

"Daddy" like that? So what is the right liking in the end?

"Like", still

Time,

"Identity" and

"Life"?

"Is there an ending or not, and does it have a lot to do with love itself?" Xia Mi tilted her head and said,

"I don't think there is anything necessarily related to the two, you have at least loved it, and you at least don't regret it."

"I want to ...... It doesn't matter if there is no ending. "There is no ending...... It doesn't matter? Chu Zihang suddenly felt that he seemed to understand the man's thoughts a little.

Lu Mingfei had been listening quietly beside him and did not interject. In fact, Chu Tianjiao had already taught Chu Zihang all about how to love someone at the wrong time and in the wrong place, he just needed someone to give him a little reminder and help him see clearly.

It is difficult to change people's concepts, and Lu Mingfei didn't expect Chu Zihang to understand his mind all at once, so he could only rely on time to grind slowly.

When the shadow that was in Chu Zihang's heart was worn away by the passing years, he would naturally understand why his father made such a decision back then.

But how to make do with Chu Zihang and Xia Mi, Lu Mingfei had some immature ideas in his heart, and more details had to be added slowly back to school.

"What are you planning again?" Nono squeezed his hand,

"I hear all voices."

"How can you plan to do it?" Lu Mingfei sighed and whispered to Nuo Nuo,

"It's just that someone is too wooden, and I'll help him meditate on it."

"Speaking of which," Xia Mi suddenly turned the topic to Lu Mingfei,

"Why does Senior Brother Lu like Sister Nuo Nuo?"

"Because I met her when I was most unlucky, and she was so good, super stylish." He looked out the window and remembered the moment Nono had stormed his world in the dark hall of the movie theater that night.

"What's the wind, you've taken advantage of someone." Nono's eyes bent into crescents and tapped on his head.

"Then how can it be called taking advantage?" Lu Mingfei's hippie smile,

"It's clear that you're throwing yourself into the net, senior sister."

"And one last question." Chu Zihang interjected. He stared at Lu Mingfei's eyes, his expression was very serious, if there was a notebook next to him, he would definitely take it and start taking notes.

"Under what circumstances would you be sure you like a girl?" Lu Mingfei raised his head, thought for a long time, and glanced at Nuo Nuo again,

"If there's someone who thinks of her name when you ask me these questions, you just like her." Thinking of someone's name?

Chu Zihang was silent for a long time, nodded slightly,

"I see."

"So, senior brother, who are you thinking?" Xia Mi put her face in front of Chu Zihang and asked softly.

"I don't know." Chu Zihang lowered his eyes and didn't look at Xia Mi. But a name inexplicably appeared in his heart, it was the girl sitting next to him.

"It's a tough mouth." Xia Mi showed a disappointed look,

"It seems that I talked to my senior brother so much before, and I was basically playing the piano to the cow."

"I really don't know who I like." Chu Zihang explained.

"I don't know who I like, will I ask so much?" Xia Mi pressed her hands on her legs, and her slender body swayed left and right, as if she said casually,

"Maybe you've fallen in love with her, but you don't want to admit it in your heart, because you're always weighed down by some kind of burden, and you're afraid that you won't be able to give her everything she wants."

"......" Chu Zihang stopped talking. There was an eerie silence in the carriage. Xia Mi hummed a song quietly, Chu Zihang always looked down at his hands, and Nuo Nuo turned his head to look out the window and didn't know what he was thinking...... Only Lu Mingfei felt like he was on pins and needles at this time.

Feed? What's going on now? Why is it embarrassing that no one speaks all of a sudden......

"I'll go to the bathroom." Lu Mingfei stood up and said. Looking at Lu Mingfei's back walking towards the toilet, Chu Zihang's eyes flickered.

Suddenly he also stood up,

"I'll go to the bathroom."

“？？” Natsumi seemed to be frightened, and she quietly moved to sit next to Nono.

"Sister Nuo Nuo, Senior Brother and Senior Brother Lu, the two of them won't ......" She suddenly slapped her thigh, with a look of wanting to cry without tears,

"Holy! It can't be true, right? Could it be that Senior Brother just asked me about a lot of them, Senior Brother Lu? Isn't there something abnormal about their sexual orientation? ”

"No wonder I usually see that the two of them don't get along well in their daily lives, how can there be so ambiguous between a boy and a boy? If you weren't here, Sister Nuo, maybe the two of them would have already been in adultery! ”

"What do you want?" Nono glanced at Natsumi,

"Although I feel that way too...... But don't worry, the sexual orientation of the two of them is definitely normal. ”

"That's good, that's good." Natsumi gently patted her chest and let out a sigh of relief.

"Why are you so nervous?" Nuo Nuo took a sip of black tea and said lightly,

"Do you like Chu Zihang?"