"Because that thing must be sent away, sacrifice Yamahiko for this may not be able to kill it." "Now that it's safe, I'll come back and ask you for my friend's life, that's the way we've always been, you have to get used to it." ”

"I want to get used to it?"

"Because I know it's hard to kill you completely, so you'll be resurrected countless times in the future, and then there will be a group called the Lionhearts to kill you, and their style will be a bit like us." "We are the Lionhearts, a group of humans. ”

"Human power?"

"Yes, I can last about an hour after the outburst, but I'm too tired now, I'm afraid I'm not going to be able to do it anymore, so let's start as soon as possible," Meneke said, "and before I begin, I'd like to ask your name." ”

"The name of the Foggy Moon, or...... Li Wuyue. ”

"Wei Ming and Li are both surnames of the Western Xia Kingdom, do you know Li Yuanhao? Or...... The name is Wuzhu. ”

"He's my brother." The dragons looked up in silence at the rain in the sky.

"Where's your dragon's name?" Menek asked.

"Forgotten, forgotten for many years," the dragon whispered, "for me, the name doesn't matter. ”

"Aren't you curious why I'm not going to try to capture the Black King's Egg and wait for you here?" He asked.

"It's curious."

"Because it doesn't matter at all in whose hands it is, the Black King Nidhogg, he is the supreme and powerful being, and his awakening can be advanced or postponed, and he cannot be destroyed. One day you will understand this, all struggles are in vain, and the only one who can kill the Black King is the new Black King...... Or the Black King himself. “

The wind and rain were raging, and behind the dragons and Menek, the same iron-blue membrane wings opened like open fans, and the ancient dragons and the strongest humans roared and collided in the air.

……

……

"Do you want to live for yourself?" Lu Mang asked.

"......" Chu Zihang was silent.

"Why burst blood."

"Only then can I be myself."

"Can't you be yourself without bursting blood?"

"If I hadn't come to Kassel, I would have nothing, and I would only feel alive if I kept killing dragons."

"What about them?" Lu Mang stretched out his hand and pointed at the people around him, "With them, how can you say that there is nothing?" ”

"......" Chu Zihang was silent.

"It's alienation again, isn't it?" Lu Mang sighed, "Actually, it's just your wishful thinking, if you think you are out of step with this world, then you will be out of step with this world." ”

"Are you happy that you killed dragons by bursting blood, and you were praised by the academy?"

"Have fun." Chu Zihang thought about it and said, "But I'm not happy." ”

"So which side is the real feeling?" Lu Mang asked.

"I don't know, either side is true to me."

"That's why you keep bleeding, don't you?"

"Hmm." Chu Zihang nodded.

"Do you know you're going to die?"

"Hmm." Chu Zihang nodded again, "But only when there is blood, can I feel myself." ”

"But your bloodline will gradually spiral out of control, and you will no longer be you." Lu Mang's face was full of seriousness, "The real you will disappear without a trace." ”

"It doesn't matter......" Chu Zihang said softly.

"After listening to what I told you before, do you still think it's okay?" Lu Mang frowned, his expression was the same as Chu Zihang's, "So many people care about you." ”

"yes." Chu Zihang said.

"What are you afraid of?"

"It's raining."

"What do you like?"

"Stay with friends."

"If you don't burst into blood, you'll lose everything around you?"

"Hmm."

"At the end of the day, you're still living for someone else." Lumang didn't seem to want to go any further.

"What the hell do you do to live for yourself?" Chu Zihang asked softly.

"Before you ask this question, you have to figure out what you are."

"What am I?"

"Didn't I tell you before? The perception of you by the people around you constitutes you and Chu Zihang. ”

"But they don't really know me."

"Don't I know you?" Lu Mingfei said.

"I know you very well, senior brother, if there is anyone in this world who knows you best, it can only be me." Xia Mi said with a smile.

"Why do I still feel ...... enough," Chu Zihang lowered his head.

"Of course it won't be enough, and rightfully so." Lu Mang patted him on the shoulder, "Because you are the only one who knows you best, and no one else can know you all." ”

"You are the only one who can comfort and understand you."

"So cherish yourself."

"What should I do?" Chu Zihang asked.

"Be reconciled with the world." Lumang said, "Reconcile with yourself." ”

"Why reconcile with the world?"

"Because if there is no existence outside of you, you will not know your own form, and the people of the world can help you see yourself clearly,"

"Do you know your own form only when you see someone else's form......"

"Yes, you can imagine your own form when you see the barrier between yourself and others, or the "mourning of blood", and you can't see yourself without others."

"Is Blood Mourning a part of me?"

"Yes, so you have to accept the "mourning of blood."

"Because the half-race has the "blood mourning", the half-race itself can exist, right, if there is no "blood mourning", the half-race cannot be called a half-blood, then a person is still a person no matter where he goes."

"Yes, only by truly understanding the gap between hybrids and humans can we shape ourselves."

"But isn't the essence of "Bloody Sorrow" loneliness?"

"That's up to you to characterize it." "From a human point of view, it is indeed lonely, but from a half-blood's point of view, the Sorrow of Blood brings the half-bloods together, and it is not an exaggeration to call it a bond between half-bloods. ”

"So I'm half-blood."

"So you're half-blood."

"Why do I feel pain, because I always think of myself as a human being."

"It's not that you can't think of yourself as a human being, but you have to understand that you and humans are not the same species anymore."

"And what can I have as a half-blood? What can you have as a human being? ”

"There are many, many of them." Lu Mang turned, and a large light emanated from the darkness.

……

The four women of the aunt generation giggled, each wearing a silk nightdress, with the hangover from last night, getting up and drinking black tea to relieve the hangover, all of them were unkempt, their heads were not combed or removed, and the makeup was in a ball on their faces.

"Ah, Zihang is here!" Aunt Anne screamed, and then the three women gathered him in a ball.

Glancing at his mother curled up in the corner of the sofa wrapped in a thin blanket, Chu Zihang shook his head, "The air conditioner is turned on too much, the indoor temperature is about 20 degrees, no wonder you feel cold." ”

He grabbed the remote control of the air conditioner and began to adjust, "Dry in the air-conditioned room, drink more water." ”

Then he walked to a window and closed the curtains, "This side faces the public walkway outside, and you are dressed like this for the people outside." ”

"Zihang is getting more and more verbose now." Su Xiaoyan jumped up from the sofa and messed up Chu Zihang's hair with both hands.

Is it verbose? Maybe it's the man's genetic inheritance, right? Chu Zihang let her finish it and then jumped back into the sofa and curled up, combing her hair with both hands.

Now, he probably understands why the man is always thinking about the trivial matter of "drinking milk", probably because he knows that he won't get back what he lost, and he doesn't dare to ask for it, he just wants to do something to show that the past is not illusory, and he still has a connection with the past, right?

It is a dense and long silk thread that leads to the memories of the past, and it seems that as long as it continues, there is no despair, and there is still no death.

Chu Zihang gently closed the door behind his back, separating the hustle and bustle of the woman from himself.

……

"The best ending doesn't belong to ordinary people, you always have to fight your way through the armies, the last dog, through the cannon fire of countless dragoons, and when there is the last drop of blood left, swing a claw that changes the tide of battle! If you die halfway through, it's natural. But a dog that doesn't rush into artillery fire is not a good dog! ”

In the Six Flags Amusement Park, Lu Mingfei's face was full of righteousness and awe.

"I haven't played StarCraft." Chu Zihang said.

"Dizzy." Lu Ming didn't hold his forehead, "I'm just making an analogy, it doesn't matter if you've played StarCraft or not." ”

"I see." Chu Zihang nodded, "But I really don't like Xia Mi...... I just feel ashamed. ”

"Oh, it doesn't care if it's guilty." Lu Mingfei pushed Chu Zihang forward hard, "Let's go first!" ”

Sitting on the wooden horse, the lights of the merry-go-round reflect Natsumi's body in a beautiful rose red, and her hair rises and falls in the wind, like a butterfly flying.

Chu Zihang stared at the front without moving, sitting up straight, and the girl hugged Chu Zihang tightly behind him, putting her face against his broad back.

Now, he seems to understand what Lu Mingfei meant by what he said at the beginning.

It is a courageous thing to love someone.

Chu Zihang jumped off the wooden horse and gently held the camera floating in the air, which was a group photo of them.

……

Chu Zihang ran aimlessly, and before he knew it, he ran near the girls' dormitory, he wiped the rain from his face, and just wanted to call Xia Mi again.

"Senior brother!" Someone shouted.

He looked at the source of the sound like an electric shock, and the girl was wearing a small suspender, and her hands had made a small pergola above her head, and she was running towards him with slippers on her feet.

Chu Zihang shook his head slightly, and also pulled his legs and ran towards her.

The two hugged each other in the pouring rain, and he bowed his head, "Where have you been?" ”

The girl didn't speak, but looked up at him with those watery eyes.

What to do at this time? The girl you like tilts her head and looks at you in your arms, her eyes are like a stream of autumn water, and like the raindrops that are pouring down beside the two of you at this time.

The junior brother said that this is the girl asking for a kiss.

In fact, Xia Mi didn't need Chu Zihang to come over at all, Chu Zihang just showed his eyes that he was ready to come up, and Xia Mi kissed him lightly on the lips.

The girl's lips were slightly cold, as if a cold wind was blowing on the way back, and her breath carried a fluttering body fragrance, covering him overwhelmingly.

When the kiss ended, the rain somehow stopped, leaving only small droplets of water, and they looked at each other soaking wet.

"I'm sleeping in my dorm." The girl stuck out her tongue and said with a smile, "I'm sorry, senior brother, for making you anxious." ”

"I slept so deeply......," Chu Zihang muttered to himself.

"That'...... I'll go back if there's nothing to do? Natsumi took a few steps back.

"Hmm." Chu Zihang said.

Xia Mi suddenly remembered something, walked forward quickly, stood on tiptoe and kissed him lightly on the face, "Good night, senior brother." ”

After doing all this, she ran away as fast as she could.

Chu Zihang stood in place, watching Xia Mi disappear into the dormitory building, and then touching the place where she had just been kissed.

"Good night." He turned and walked back.

……

"Isn't it good?" Lu Mang asked.

"It's beautiful."

"Do you want to protect these moments?"

"Yes."

"Do you see your own heart?"

"Different ways of accepting can lead to completely different results." Chu Zihang said surgingly.

"That's right." Lu Mang sighed, "If you don't accept the "blood sorrow", then you are a human being, and if you accept the "blood sorrow", then you are a half-blood. ”

"The truth of human beings is nothing more than that, so I want to know the deeper truth, that is, the truth of the heart."

"You as a human and you as a half-breed exist at the same time."

"I ...... Seems to understand. ”

"Let Chu Zihang be you, not you Chu Zihang."

"I am Lu Mingfei's senior brother, Fingal's junior brother, Professor Schneider's student, Principal Ange's junior, Chu Tianjiao's and Su Xiaoyan's son, Xia Mi's lover."

"I'm Chu Zihang, I want to be myself." Chu Zihang and Lu Mang said together.

The darkness dispersed, and Chu Zihang stood in a blue sky and white clouds, surrounded by everyone, and applause rang out.

"Congratulations." Everyone said in unison.

"I can do anything now." Chu Zihang clenched his fists, "I want to live for myself, I want to move forward for my own wishes, not the wishes imposed on me by the outside world." ”

"No longer be good to my mother for the sake of guilt, no longer live to kill Odin, and no longer promise Xia Mi for the so-called sense of responsibility."

"I want to give you a great future, from the bottom of my heart, from my heart, my own wishes."

"So you can do anything now." Lu Mang smiled and applauded, "This is ...... The power of the mind. ”

"Can I go out?" Chu Zihang asked.

"Of course."

……

……

"What is this fluctuating ......," muttered the dragons in the fight with Menec? ”

"Don't dragons know that they can't just look at each other when they're fighting?" Menek seized the opportunity, and the Atcan blade cracked, cutting a bloody streak through the scale armor on the dragon's chest.

"Fuck off! I don't have time to play with you bug! The dragon roared angrily, and the severed wings on his back instantly grew, and he flapped his wings, and the cross figure stood in the air with his back to the moon.

"Did you keep your strength before......?" Menek looked up and muttered to himself.

"Is that half-blood?!" The dragon looked at Chu Zihang who was lying on the ground, and the golden boy actually showed a trace of horror, "No, we have to deal with him!" ”

It swooped down towards Chu Zihang at high speed.

But he was stopped.

The dragon looked at the figure standing in front of Chu Zihang suspiciously.

"Did you ask me before you moved my boyfriend?"