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It's time for the girls' tea party again.

Sunset Red and Red Bean glanced at each other and said, "Isn't that great?" ”

"Yes, he officially confessed."

But Qi Mu Qian still covered her face, lowered her head and said nothing.

“…… Wow, Akane, you're really ......" Sunset Red said with some tears and laughter: "Standard first love? ”

"Huh?" Red Bean asked curiously, "What's the saying?" ”

"That's it...... Once the relationship is formalized, there is no way to treat it with a normal heart. Sunset Hong said helplessly: "It's okay to disappear directly after being confessed, right?" Madder? ”

But Hongdou obviously still couldn't understand: "You can't treat it with a normal heart anymore...... What does it feel like? ”

"Come, Akane," Sunset Red made an inviting gesture, "Tell me what you think." Don't be frustrated – we need to know what you're thinking before we can help you. ”

Qi Mu Qian finally moved.

She looked up in frustration, as if she didn't know what to do.

"That's it...... He said that the moment he wanted to officially date me, I suddenly realized ......"

Red Bean repeated: "Suddenly realized? ”

"Suddenly I realized that he was real, and he was different from everyone else. For me, in the world, there is a ...... Such a different person. I didn't know what to do, I felt panicked, like ......"

She paused, "After graduating from ninja school at the age of 5, I went on my first high-level mission, and I was separated from my teacher and companions on the way, and I was seriously injured and stepped into a trap, and I felt that I might be killed if I was not careful." ”

Red Bean: "...... Ha? ”

“…… This question is out of the box for me. She rolled her eyes and looked at Sunset Red without hesitation, but smiled helplessly when she seemed to understand. And then you feel overwhelmed and run away, don't you? ”

"Because...... It's really ......" Akane Qimu looked like she didn't know how to describe it, and struggled to find the words, "There is a feeling that something is wrong!" ”

"Hello??" Hongdou said unhappily: "Is there anyone who can take care of me and explain to me?" ”

"It's hard to explain, Red Bean," Sunset Red said with a look of embarrassment, "What do you say...... One day, you realize that there is a person who is different from anyone else in the world, and to him, you are the most unique in the world. In the world that has always belonged to him, another person has appeared. You don't know if you should allow him to move on, but you can't help kicking him out. ”

Hongdou was slightly stunned and said, "...... Is that a good thing, or a bad thing? ”

"It's hard to say...... But it will lead to a huge change in your perception of yourself, your perception of him, your perception of the world, and even make people have huge doubts and fierce shakes about the way you have always existed. I was ...... at that time It was the same when I first got along with Asma...... More ...... than wanting to be with him I don't want to see him......"

"Huh? Why? ”

“…… Because I'm embarrassed. When you see his face, you feel like your mind is in a mess, you don't know how to speak at all, and you always feel embarrassed...... And then at the thought of being seen by him, I felt - wow, that's terrible! So as soon as they saw him, they immediately turned around and ran, and even if they met him on the road, they would even forcibly pretend to be out of sight. ”

"Is that an exaggeration??" Hongdou's eyes widened, "But before Akane, didn't she get along well with that person?" ”

"Because at that time, my mind was full of 'I want him to accept me', so I didn't have time to think about anything else." Qimu Qian covered her forehead in distress, "But after he really accepted it, I was completely panicked." ”

"It's amazing...... Hongdou was stunned: "I can't imagine that 'Writing Wheel Eye Qimu Qian' can panic like this." ”

"The Point Guard Is Here"

Qimu Qian sighed and lay down on the table, "So, Hong...... How did you reconcile with Asma? ”

"Well, it didn't reconcile. We broke up once. ”

"Huh?!!??" Qimu Akane and Hongdou widened their eyes at the same time. "I've never heard of anything like this!?"

“…… Because it didn't take long to be separated, they got back together. Sunset Red sighed and said, "The first time we were together, it was like a disaster...... Before, I could get along very naturally, but after we were really together, I wouldn't talk in front of him, my mind was full of, what did he think of me? Does he think I'm stupid when I say this, doesn't he think it's ugly when I laugh, doesn't he think I'm unruly when I'm fighting with my friends, and doesn't his expression look ugly and weird when I talk to him......? Then I was in front of him, and I kept suppressing myself, not daring to show my true self at all, and in the end I was really tired. ”

"Asma seemed to see it, and he asked me, 'Are you ...... Don't like me? When you're around me, you look so reluctant that you can't even laugh sincerely. If that's the case, don't be hard for yourself. ’”

Xi Rihong remembered what happened at that time, and still felt very funny: "He, it seems that I thought that I agreed to his confession because I didn't want to destroy the friendship with him who grew up with him, and I didn't want to hurt him, so I reluctantly agreed." Hahaha, stupid, right? I liked him so much, but I couldn't convey my thoughts to him. ”

Red Bean blinked and said, "Akane is like this now, right?" ”

Red shrugged his shoulders, "It should be." ”

She joked: "It seems that even if you are twenty-six years old, your first love will not be as easy as when you were a teenager." ”

Qi Mu Qian didn't have time to care about her teasing, she asked seriously, "Then later, how did you overcome it?" ”

"Because I was sad after the breakup. But at that time, there were not many people around me who could discuss, so I went to ask Xiyan. Xiyan said to me, 'Just show yourself as you really are, there's nothing to be afraid of, Asma likes you because of the way you are, right?' And then I just, ah, what to say, all at once. Xiyan also said, 'Isn't the worst outcome to be a breakup, no matter how bad the situation is, it won't be worse than what you are now, right?' ’。 I thought about it, and I really wanted to be with Asma instead of breaking up, so I went to him and said I liked him. ”

"Huh! Reverse confession!! Hongdou covered his mouth in surprise and asked excitedly, "Asma agreed?" ”

"I definitely agreed." Akane said, "Asma also likes red." ”

"Hahahaha, yes. So I plucked up the courage not to disguise myself, and then I found that Asma didn't think I was bad, but as natural as before. It wasn't as terrible as I had imagined, but rather it wasn't going to happen like what I feared, and then it was going to be smooth with Asma until today. ”

"Damn, this feeling of being a sure lover loves him so much that he has no suspicion at all - it's so annoying!"

"Because Aima hasn't met that person yet."

This sentence seems to be full of compassion for 'a single dog is so pitiful'? Red? ”

"No, it's the red beans that you're too sensitive." Hong Mingzhi didn't entangle with Hongdou anymore, she looked at Qian and said: "So, Qian, it's okay, I like a person, the first time I'm with someone, maybe because I don't have any experience and no guidance, so I will be overwhelmed, I will feel that I don't like myself anymore, I won't know what to do, I will be afraid because I don't want to lose each other and feel that my every move may lead to the worst result...... But it's not that scary. Because, you're not alone anymore. You have to believe that while you like that person so much, the other party also cherishes you the same. ”

"Let's talk to Masumi-kun. Otherwise, it would be the real harm to him. Asma later told me that when he thought I didn't like him, he was so sad that he was about to cry, and finally made up his mind that he didn't want to embarrass me anymore, and after telling me about breaking up, he really cried when he went back. ”

"Don't make Masumi-kun so sad." Sunset Red said softly, "That's the most important person you're now, isn't it?" ”