Chapter 056: Weakness

Sang Yan: "......"

Okay.

The emperor has a love word every day.

She was numb: "The emperor should copy the Buddhist scriptures well." ”

I hope that the four major Buddhist doors are empty, which can cure his love brain.

Sang Yan said goodbye and left and went to the cold palace.

She was worried about Concubine Xuan's body and wanted to take a look.

No one stood in the way.

But the guards followed a lot.

Sang Yan ignored it, and after entering, he asked Qiu Zhi to serve Xiao Guizi closely, and the other guards stayed outside.

"Master Sang is here."

Yun Qiao saw her, smiled and saluted, and then reported the situation of Concubine Xuan: "Niangniang just drank the medicine and fell asleep." Do you want to wake her up? ”

Sang Yan waved his hand, lowered his voice and said, "No." I'll sit and wait. ”

But Xuan Guifei didn't sleep soundly, and she had already heard the movement: "Yun Qiao, who's coming?" Is it Miss Sang? ”

Yun Qiao replied: "Yes." Empress. Master Sang has come to see you. ”

Sang Yan entered the bedroom at this time.

Concubine Xuan was helped up by Yun Qiao, her face was haggard but with a smile: "You are here." ”

This sentence is inexplicably a bit familiar for a long time.

Is it because of her resemblance to her best friend?

Sang Yan wanted to get close to her, and said with a smile: "Hmm." How are you today? ”

Xuan Guifei said: "It's much better." I just don't have much strength. Ahem, ahemβ€”"

Sang Yan saw that she was still coughing badly, so she said to Yun Qiao: "You ask the imperial dining room to cook some rock sugar pears for her." Moistens the throat and nourishes the lungs. ”

Yun Qiao hurriedly responded: "Thank you, Master Sang." I'll go. ”

She left in a gust of wind.

Sang Yan found a seat, sat down, and didn't speak.

One is that I don't know what to say, and the other is that I have been salted fish for a long time, and I am somewhat afraid of society.

Concubine Xuan was talkative, and started the topic with a smile: "You are really different from others." ”

Sang Yan didn't know what he meant, so he asked, "What do you say?" ”

Xuan Guifei explained with a smile: "You are deeply favored by the emperor, but you are not arrogant or indulgent, and you still maintain your original intention." This is really rare in the palace. Come to think of it, this is also the reason why the emperor favors you alone. ”

Sang Yan: "......"

Is that so?

In fact, she had no idea why the emperor liked her.

She felt that she was sensitive, melancholy, cowardly, and insecure, and there was really nothing to please except the face of the original owner.

And these, it seems, there are people who can speak.

"I've always been self-aware."

She is an ordinary social animal in the original world, she looks average, her talent is average, she is not loved, she doesn't love others, she is busy enough to make a living every day, and she really doesn't have the heart to think about this.

Therefore, I suddenly came to this world and got the emperor's love again, and I was really frightened.

It's like pie falling from the sky, and the first reaction is not to pick it up, but to quickly dodge.

After all, she didn't have the confidence to catch the pie, let alone keep it.

"You're right, people are self-aware. If I had understood this, I wouldn't have ended up like this. ”

Concubine Xuan laughed at herself, but said, "But if the emperor is really favored, I don't care about this thing." In just a few decades, people naturally want to be happy. ”

Sang Yan was noncommittal.

She has been a social animal for a long time, and she really can't do unscrupulous squandering and pleasure.

Xuan Guifei continued: "You are my savior, I have nothing to repay, I can only tell you a truth that I mistakenly came out of the cold palace." ”

Sang Yan asked cooperatively: "What is the truth?" ”

Concubine Xuan coughed a few times and said with a smile: "It's not a reason, it's just a personal feeling." In my opinion, fame and fortune are like floating clouds, and freedom is the most valuable. Of course, this freedom, ahem, is not personal freedom, but the freedom of the heart. ”

Sang Yan listened and thought, and suddenly found that she had been pursuing personal freedom all along, but she had forgotten the freedom of her heart.

"The heart is free, and the heaven and the earth are wide."

"A lot of times, if you don't ask for trouble, others won't be able to trouble you."

"Everything is the practice of the mind."

Concubine Xuan was still talking about her feelings.

She has been in the cold palace for many years, and she is still so sober, which shows that her inner cultivation is very strong.

Sang Yan likes such a woman with a strong heart.

And it is always beneficial to communicate with such a woman.

"You have a point."

She was honest with her advice: "My heart is not free at all. I also like to ask for trouble. I always think too much, and I don't want others to be burdened by me. ”

Xuan Guifei nodded in understanding: "There is nothing wrong with kindness itself, but if you are too kind, you are stupid." Everyone has a limited capacity. A lot of things, don't take it on yourself. Do your best, obey the destiny of heaven, and have no complaints. ”

Sang Yan pondered her words and nodded from time to time.

The two chatted for a morning.

When leaving, Sang Yan looked around, looking at the dim and closed environment, the shabby and desolate furnishings, and still took one thing on his body - in the end, it was a cold palace, not suitable for recuperation.

So, she went to Qingning Hall to find the emperor.

The main hall of Qingning Palace

He Ying is still copying Buddhist scriptures.

One writes one morning.

Not only is my wrist sore, but my neck is also unbearable.

He asked Pei Duyang to help him pinch his shoulder.

"Why did the emperor do it himself?"

Pei Duyang showed a very distressed look, pinching his shoulders and beating his back, while persuading: "I think back then, after He Taizu ascended the throne, he went to Longchan Temple to worship the Buddha." The abbot asked Taizu to kneel. How mighty is Taizu? I am the present Buddha, how can there be a reason for the present Buddha to kneel down to the past Buddha? ”

He Ying also knows this ancestral allusion.

When he went to Longchan Temple, he may not have emulated the intention of his ancestors.

It's justβ€”

"Although I am the current Buddha, it is a pity that now the Buddha has a weakness, and I can only kneel for a while."

"The emperor is amorous, comparable to Taizu."

Pei Duyang wants to say even more - this He royal family is used to being in love!

He Ying withdrew his hand, held his forehead, and his eyes were momentarily confused: "Pei Duyang, do you say that it is better to be affectionate or ruthless?" ”

Pei Duyang didn't dare to say it.

This person must be referring to the emperor!

He Ying didn't seem to need him to answer, and said to himself, "I don't think I've changed like me. It is probably because the Taiping Emperor has been sitting for a long time, and it is inevitable that he will be contaminated with some children's affection. ”

Deep in his heart, the ambition to conquer the world burns.

All along, only on the battlefield, can I feel alive.

But I like mulberry smoke and seem to have such feelings.

Restrain violence, be careful to plunder, to possess.

She is his most beautiful city, and once she gets it, it will be the glory of a lifetime.

"Your Majesty, Master Sang is hereβ€”"

The little eunuch hurried in to deliver the message.

He Ying felt that he was in a good mood, and looked out of the hall with a smile-

Sang Yan came in a hurry.

She was wearing a hibiscus-colored palace skirt, with a flowing tassel tied around her waist, and the skirt fell to the ground, and when she walked, the skirt rolled like ripples.

"Be careful. Beware of falling. ”

He really can't get enough of her.

"What's wrong? What's going on, going in such a hurry? ”

He inquired and got up to meet him.

Sang Yan took a breath, shook his head and said, "It's nothing, it's Concubine Xuan, the emperor, let her out of the cold palace." ”

She just felt that the cold palace was desolate and not suitable for cultivating her body, and Concubine Xuan was also worthy of living in a better place.

But He Ying misunderstood.

His face changed on the spot: "You want to push a woman next to me again?" ”