Chapter 198: Chen Xueru was sad and wept
Chen Xueru is very good and strong.
It's reflected in every way.
career, relationships, etc., she hopes to be in control of everything.
Jiang Ping'an once hooked up with her for two years, and almost got married.
But after careful consideration, he felt that he couldn't stand Chen Xueru having to arrange himself in everything.
So one day three years ago, I left a letter and stopped looking for her.
Chen Xueru naturally went to find Jiang Ping'an to stay.
But Jiang Ping'an was resolute, saying that he needed time to slow down.
Before relieving himself, Chen Xueru was not allowed to disturb his life again.
This delay is a three-year delay.
Jiang Ping'an didn't expect that this woman really didn't dare to look for him again.
looked at Chen Xueru, who was squatting on the ground, with her arms resting on her legs, and her eyebrows were low.
Jiang Ping'an's mood is complicated.
At the beginning, Chen Xueru only had to restrain a little bit and arrange him for everything.
He really married Chen Xueru.
Jiang Ping'an is a casual character, how can he stand her character?
So in the end, he followed his heart, but to say that he has no feelings for Chen Xueru is false.
"Know it's wrong?" Jiang Ping'an looked at her and asked softly.
Chen Xueru held her face, blinked her watery eyes, and said pitifully:
"It's really wrong, I won't care about you anymore in the future, I'll listen to you."
Jiang Ping'an didn't believe this at all, but he didn't argue with her anymore.
Jiang Ping'an pondered for a moment and asked, "Over the years, haven't you looked for another one?" ”
"I can't look at it, there are a lot of pursuits for me, and when I compare with you, I'm not interested." Chen Xueru sighed.
Jiang Ping'an smiled, patted her forehead, and said, "It's all good!" ”
"Don't squat, when your legs are numb, you'll be called again!"
Chen Xueru said with a mouth: "It's already numb, you help me up." ”
Jiang Ping'an smiled, put his arm around her waist, and helped her up.
The surging perfume smell lingers on the nose, which is particularly soft and good.
"It's still the one you like to smell, I've been using it."
Chen Xueru saw him sniffing with his head buried in his neck, his face was slightly red, and he said softly.
After a pause, he said shyly: "The smell on your body is still so familiar." ”
"The surging tobacco, but with a hint of incomparably fresh scent, is very unique."
"I've been nostalgic for this smell for the past few years, and I can't forget it."
"Peace, I'll speak to you from my heart, hiss...... Hey, young! You're biting me again! Woohoo......"
Jiang Ping'an raised his head and said with a smile: "Don't pour me ecstasy soup." ”
"I listened to your rhetoric at the beginning, and I almost planted it in your hands for the rest of my life."
Chen Xueru stomped her feet, gritted her teeth and said hurriedly: "I really told you what I was talking to!" ”
"Okay, let's eat later, let's come with real knives and guns, it will work better than anything!"
Chen Xueru's face was overjoyed, and she said happily: "You're not leaving tonight?" ”
"You still have to go, you can accompany you more!" Jiang Ping'an said with a smile.
Chen Xueru's eyes darkened, and she sighed and said, "Now even keeping you overnight has become a luxury." ”
Jiang Ping'an smiled but said nothing, Chen Xueru suppressed her emotions and said with a smile:
"How have you been working in the past few years? Married? ”
Jiang Ping'an said truthfully: "I just became the head of the procurement section last year, and I haven't gotten married yet. ”
"But it's coming soon, my childhood sweetheart's neighbor will be old next year."
"As soon as the age is up, I will argue with her, this matter has been decided."
Chen Xueru hugged him tightly, weeping and crying:
"What about me? What should I do? Woohoo......"
"If you say slow down, I'll let you slow down."
"Now you're giving me relief, woo......"
"If you don't bully people like this, am I not good to you?"
"Ping, we've been fine for two years, and I've been waiting for you for another three years!"
"You can't do without me, you've ignored me for three years, woo woo......"
"Do you know how I've been here for the past three years?
? I miss you every day......"
"Until last night, I dreamed of you, so I'm very happy today."
"Who would have thought, I waited and waited, just waiting for such a result!"
Jiang Ping'an patted her on the back and didn't speak.
He can't give Chen Xueru any promises, so he won't promise easily.
Chen Xueru's temperament is too strong, her ideas are too right, and her personality is like this, she can't change it.
She can't adapt to others, so others can only adapt to her.
Jiang Ping'an couldn't adapt to it, so he chose to leave at the beginning, which was the result of careful consideration.
Come and have a look today on a whim.
It was also Xu Damao's recollection of the tavern here before, which reminded him of the past.
He wanted to stop for a moment, take a look from afar, and leave.
I didn't expect to come, but I couldn't help but say a few words to her.
Jiang Ping'an didn't like this kind of mud and water, and after thinking about it, he said:
"Don't howl, I'll leave now, never again!"
Chen Xueru's crying stopped abruptly, raised her delicate face with pear blossoms and rain, and said in a panic:
"Don't cry, I don't cry, don't go, I'll wait until you come back."
As he spoke, he wiped his tears with his hands, but he knew that the tears just couldn't be stopped, and the more he wiped them, the more he wiped them.
"I don't cry, I really don't cry...... Woohoo......"
Chen Xueru was afraid that Jiang Ping'an would be impatient, and the more she wiped her tears, the more anxious she became, and she cried even more fiercely.
Jiang Ping'an sighed, hugged her into his arms, and said softly:
"Hey, I really can't help you, cry if you want to!"
"Whew......"
Chen Xueru couldn't hold back her crying anymore, tearing her heart out, so she didn't feel sad.
She seems to be crying out all the waiting and grievances she has been waiting for in the past few years.
The more I cried, the more sad I became, the more I cried, the more sad I became, and I cried so much that I was dizzy.
Fortunately, the food delivery came, and she stopped crying.
In front of outsiders, this woman still pays great attention to her image.
"I know you love Sichuan food, so I order all Sichuan food."
Chen Xueru said with a smile while serving Jiang Ping'an vegetables.
If it weren't for the fact that her eyes were still red, she wouldn't have seen that she had cried just now.
Dry-roasted rock carp, mapo tofu, pickled pepper and phoenix feet, sweet and sour yam, Sichuan-style wolf tooth potato, sauerkraut vermicelli soup.
The staple food is white rice, and the wine is Moutai.
Jiang Ping'an took a bite of food and asked, "Do you often buy food outside?" ”
"Almost, I don't know what to eat." Chen Xueru nodded.
"Speaking of food, in the past year or two, at least half of the restaurants on our street have closed their doors."
"The main reason is that the food ration is insufficient, and the share is reduced from time to time, and it is difficult for a good woman to cook without rice."
"Of course, it has been difficult in the past few years, and there are not one out of ten people who eat in restaurants, so it has an impact!"
Jiang Ping'an nodded and said, "Your silk shop should also be affected, right?" ”
"There must be, I can't eat enough, and it's inevitable to cut back on food and clothing." Chen Xueru nodded.
"My shop was just around the end of the Chinese New Year, and the business was better, but it hasn't opened since the beginning of the year."
"This worker's wages have to be paid, and all kinds of expenses must not be less, and the longer he drives, the more he loses."
"I'm going to open it for another month, and if it's not getting better, I'll just close it."
"I've been holding on for the past two years, mainly to wait for you."
"Otherwise, with my savings, I would have closed the door and lived comfortably, and I would have opened it when I was older."
"Now that you're here, I don't plan to stick to it, I've been particularly tired these years......"