Chapter 240: Secret Love, Bright Love
Huang Bai took Mozart Lisi home and asked her to live in the room that was originally Zhou Zixuan and Huang Shaojun.
Now the two women basically don't come to live here, either they go to the house in the Leya community on Changhe Road, which is close to the company, or go back to the villa by the Moon Lake directly.
Huang Bai himself will only come back to live here when he goes back to school, relatively speaking, this is closer to the company than living in a villa.
On the way back, Mozart Lis, like a curious baby, asked Huang Bai about going to the TV station today, and Huang Bai had already told her a brief story.
Huang Bai asked her to put her luggage away, and then said to her, "Miss Lisi, you can stay here for one night tonight, and tomorrow, I will arrange another place for you, or if you want to stay in a hotel."
"Besides......" Huang Bai thought about it, but still said to her seriously, "Miss Lisi, I want to say to you, if you really want to learn music composition from me, I don't think you will gain much. After all, the systematic study of music and the mastery of the basic knowledge of music are deeper and better than mine. I think you can learn more from studying with Teacher Nie Xinghe, or from some music masters, than I do. So I don't think you have to waste too much time on me."
Mozart Liss sat in front of Cork, picked up a bottle of drink that Cork had placed on the table earlier, wrung the lid, blinked his blue eyes, and looked at Cork with a wink and said: "I know, the foundation of music, I also think it is no worse than anyone else, after all, I have really started learning since I was a child, whether it is piano, violin, guitar, percussion, etc., I can say that I am proficient, especially piano, I have passed the ninth grade assessment, the same age as me, I dare say there aren't many people in the world who can play my piano better. But what if you play the piano well? If you don't know how to compose, or can't create better music, you can only be regarded as a pianist, not a composer. What I want to do is to be like my ancestors and grandfathers, to be a great music composer, a piano composer, a symphony composer."
She took a few sips of her drink, thought it was delicious, and looked at the sign of the bottle, a sign in Chinese that she couldn't read. He smacked his mouth and put it down, "It's really delicious...... Well, Huang, I know all of what you're talking about, and if you want to learn this from others, is there anything better than me learning from my grandfather? I've been studying music with my grandfather since I was a child, but now I'm 20 years old, and I'm almost out of college, and I haven't even created a piece of music that satisfies me. I talked to my grandfather, and he gave me a lot of advice, but I don't know why, the music I created was all unsatisfactory, and I was embarrassed to publish it. In the words of my grandfather, I have no depth, no soul, no idea what my music is trying to say. But I've really tried my best to compose, in the words of you dragons, I've racked my brains to compose, but why can't I create really good music? Like, Huang, those music of yours, IāI really can't make it."
"Hehe, Miss Lise, you're being too deliberate." Huang Bai couldn't help but laugh when he heard this: "A really good piece of music is really not something that can be created casually. Your grandfather is one of the few music masters in the world today, but think about it, how many music works that can really be called classics in your grandfather's life?"
"My grandfather composed thousands of pieces of music in his lifetime, but if you want to say that the truly classic is better, it is more than 20 pieces. However, although others cannot be said to be very good classics, there are always merits, and there are feelings to be expressed. And what I'm creating really doesn't seem to have any merit at all." Lisi said distressedly.
Huang Bai waved his hand and said, "Miss Lis, we don't necessarily have to pursue any depth, emotion, soul or anything when we make music. Music is music, everything is fake, and good listening is the most important thing. Of course, when it's good, let the music express a mood, and I think that kind of music is a good music."
"I know everything, but why can't I create it?"
"You don't understand." Huang Bai looked straight at her and said.
"Huh?" Lisi was stunned.
"How old are you? What have you experienced? What have you seen? You may feel very distressed now, but your distress is just a kind of innocent moaning ~ moaning of yours. You have lived happily all your life, you have lived and grown up under the influence of your grandfather, and you have never suffered a real setback in your life, so your current distress is just a very ordinary, unprovoked, and unwarranted distress. You've never even been in love, so what's the trouble of talking about?" Huang Bai said.
"Isn't this a distress for me?" Lisi said unconvinced.
"Ha, it seems that you are really a big lady who doesn't understand anything." Huang Bai couldn't help but smile and said, "You have a good life, even if you don't do anything, don't say that you can't create any good music in this life, even if you don't understand music at all?" I believe that your family's wealth can also make your life worry-free. Your so-called distress is nothing more than an obsessive compulsion in your heart, forcing yourself to be distressed. It's like, I'm so rich, how should I spend all this money? Well, that's pretty much it."
"Because of that, the more you try to make better music, the more you can't make it. That's what your grandfather told you, that the music you create has no depth and no soul." Huang Bai then said, "You have never seen the suffering of the world, how do you know the hardships of the world? You want to use music to express a happy emotional feeling, but do you think happiness should look like? On the other hand, if you want to use music to express pain, do you know what it feels like to be in pain? Do you understand the feelings of sadness, bitterness, excitement, depression, blood, and so on?"
Liz looked dazed.
"You don't understand, you don't even understand what it's like to be in love. So, you don't understand that even happiness can be a lot of happiness."
Lisi really didn't understand, but the more she listened to what Huang Bai said, the more she felt that it made sense, and the more she didn't understand, the more she felt that Huang Bai was a little profound. For a while, she couldn't help but look at Huang Bai with a little excitement and admiration, and felt that she might really have come to Huang Bai to learn music composition this time.
"Love...... Is love really that important?" She heard Huang Bai have mentioned a few times that she doesn't even understand love, and for a while she couldn't help but have some self-doubt, feeling that she couldn't create better music, was it because she hadn't been in a relationship?
"Well, I can't tell you all of this at once. As I talked to you before, everyone has seven emotions and six desires. Love is just a natural state of life that people must go through in life to understand the seven emotions and six desires, and this is not the whole of life." Huang Bai really didn't know how to talk to her to make her understand for a while, so he had to say, "Let's put it this way, in love, there is a secret love, a clear love, a secret love is another feeling, and normal love is another feeling. Also, in this, there is a feeling of ignorance of young boys and girls, there is a feeling of normal love between mature men and women, in short, the feeling of love at different ages is different, and only the feeling of really feeling that, unforgettable, and understanding, and then through music, these feelings are expressed through music."
"Oh...... It seems that being in love is really important! Is it that if you are in love, you can understand what you said? Then let's fall in love. Huang, Bai, I want to fall in love with you!"
Mozart Lis's words were surprising and serious.
"Huh!"
Huang Bai knocked his head down on the table in front of the sofa.
Looking up at Lisi, she smiled bitterly, "Lisi, you don't understand what I mean. Ay...... It's really hard to explain to you foreigners."
"What foreigner? Hum! You Dragon Country people are like this, don't think I really don't understand, when you call foreigners like us, you just don't treat us as friends, as outsiders." Lisi's eyes widened and she said dissatisfied, "Could it be that a foreigner like me can't fall in love with you?"
Huang Bai raised his hand and shook it, "That's not what I meant. What does this make me say? Well, to put it mildly. This love is not like you to say casually, let's be in love, it's in love. Do you understand? Being in love is a feeling."
"What does it feel like?" Lisi glared at Cork and asked.
"Okay, I'll give you some more examples
Let's talk about it. is like some young boys and girls, in fact, they don't know what love is, let alone what real love is. However, they (they) will have a yearning for beauty, especially between men and women, opposites attract, this is a natural thing."
"Heavenly Dao? Is this the way that you dragon people say?"
"Ahem...... Don't interject, listen first, and then slowly understand and feel after you understand it." Huang Bai was really choked by her, the Chinese civilization of the Dragon Kingdom is indeed too broad and profound, and many things have been said in a very simple way, but they really can't understand it.
Huang Bai relieved himself for a moment and continued: "Between boys and girls, in the process of studying together, or in an encounter, they will be attracted to each other, and then they will like each other. However, because they don't understand, it's just an ignorant like, and usually, they will only secretly pay attention to and pay attention to each other, but they don't dare to let the other party know that they are paying attention to each other. This situation will last for a long time, maybe a few years, or even a lifetime. That's a crush."
"Oh, I see, isn't that just secretly liking someone? Cut, I won't do this, I like it, I like it, why not tell the other person that I like him? Is there such a stupid person in this world? Still a few years? Secretly like someone all your life?" Lisi rolled her eyes.
Huang Bai also gave her a roll of the eye and said, "That's why you don't understand. Let's not talk about whether young boys and girls understand it, this is liking, it's a crush on each other. Do you think that everyone is as prosperous as you are, and as noble and beautiful as a princess?"
"Huh? What does this have to do with my good life and good looks?" Lisi looked puzzled.
Huang Bai had to explain, "A beautiful girl like you, I'm sure you have a lot of people pursuing you, right? Surely many boys have confessed to you, right?"
"Yes, but I don't bother to pay attention to those people, I'm too busy studying music to be busy, how can I have time to care about them?" Lisi said with a look of disgust.
"That is, someone likes you and confesses to you, but in exchange for your ignorance and ignorance. This will make the person who confesses to you very sad and upset. In this way, it is better not to confess, because if you don't confess, they still have a little fantasy and can secretly like you." Huang Bai spread his hands and said: "I believe that more people feel that they are not worthy of you, you are a swan, they are ugly ducklings, they know that it is impossible to get you, so why do you want to humiliate yourself and have to confess to you?"
"Ah, when you say that, people really understand. That is to say, the ugly duckling likes the white swan, but because of his low self-esteem, he can only secretly like the white swan, which is a crush. Right?" Lisi finally said as if she had an idea.
"Well, that's what it means. But it's not all."
"Not all? What does that mean?" Lisi really felt more and more that what Huang Bai said was a bit profound.
"This kind of liking is a kind of crush. However, it's just a very common crush, which is not very deep, and it will not have too deep emotional feelings. Because, everyone, will subconsciously desire for beauty. A beautiful girl will be liked by anyone, and if this is a crush, then there are many crushes. A truly deep crush is one in which two people have had more intersections, but because of the difference between two people, or for various reasons, one party will never dare to confess to one party, and can only bury this deep love in the bottom of his heart. Only those who have had that kind of experience can understand what it feels like, and can put this feeling on music and express it through music."
Lisi listened to Huang Bai's words, and really didn't understand.
Huang Bai didn't want to explain too much, but muttered, "That desire for beauty is a kind of sweetness full of hope. Even if I meet her once, my heart will be full of joy, and my heart will pound, and I dare not look her in the eyes. If she can look at you, say hello to you, and say a word, it will be exciting all day, and her mind will be full of night. Then, because of the discovery of the gap between the two people, the other party is the princess who is high, and himself
It's just an ugly duckling, who feels that he is not worthy of her at all, and if it is impossible, he will secretly feel sad, and only dare to secretly pay attention to her and pay attention to her."
Well, these are the feelings of Cork when he sees his favorite goddess in his own world.
They all came from teenagers, who doesn't have a few goddesses in their hearts?
"Don't talk anymore, you go wash up and rest early. Tomorrow I might be going to a crew to continue making films, and I'll talk to you about making music when I have time."
Huang Bai looked at the time, it was not early, and said.
"Oh, okay. I feel like I've really learned a lot from chatting with you, and I've been taught." Lisi thanked Cork.
Huang Bai stood up, waved his hand and prepared to go back to the room.
"Then we don't have a crush, we can have a clear love, right? Didn't you say that there is a secret crush in love? Since a crush is secretly liked, then we can like it clearly? In this way, I can also fall in love, and I can understand what love is."
Cork staggered.
This girl, I'm afraid she only has music in her eyes, and her emotional intelligence is terrifyingly low, I don't know, I'm afraid I really won't believe that there is really such a simple girl in this world who is as simple as a blank piece of paper.
Doesn't it mean that women in the West are very open-minded? That doesn't look like it.
feels like she is a bit like the second Zhai Jiangqing, no, Zhai Jiangqing at least knows what it means to be in love, but she puts all her energy on work and music, and doesn't really fall in love. But this girl, I'm afraid she really doesn't know much about men and women.
This, may also be too well protected by her family, usually afraid that the opposite sex can not approach her at all, and she herself has never thought of being friends with the opposite sex.
Sometimes it's really like this, when a person puts all their energy into a certain thing, then they will lack some basic understanding of something.
Huang Bai had to say to her, "Miss Lisi, whether it is a secret love or an open love, there will be a very important precondition for this."
"Huh?"
"That is, two people who are in love must like each other and love each other. Therefore, if you don't love each other, you can't call it love. Also, including one-sided love, it is not really love." Huang Bai stretched out his hands to her and said, "Do you like me? Love me? If you don't like it, if you don't love it, then what's the point of falling in love?"
"I like you, I like your music very much, and I admire you very much."
"Admiration, worship, these are not true love. At least it's not love in love. You like my music, not me as a person, so, how do you say we fall in love? I've told you, love is a feeling, it's not just a mouth, let's be in love. Got it?"
After Huang Bai finished speaking, he said angrily, "Go wash up and rest. Many things cannot be explained all at once. If you want to learn how to make music, you can't do it all at once. No matter what I say, but if it's not the emotion you really feel in your heart, then you will never understand."
Cork walked to his bedroom and shut her out.
Mozart Liz looked distressed and seemed even more confused.
Alas, what is this love......