Chapter 363: It's Too Hard to Want to Be With Him
"What does it feel like to be in love?" Deng Meijun was thinking about the matter with Huang Bai, and rushed out: "Love is a kind of heartbeat, heartbeat, and a feeling that can make people feel eternal at a glance, very subtle, it feels, it's very sweet anyway."
"Is that so, Sister Meijun, I really envy you for being able to meet a man who makes your heart beat. I ......," said Princess George, but she looked a little shy, as if she was thinking about something.
"Huh? Princess, do you feel the same way about a certain man? If you really encounter it, then you really have to cherish it, and some things, if you really miss it, then you really miss it. In fact, I wanted to fall in love a long time ago, but I met many men, many of whom were blind dates, but there has never been a man who can give me that heartbeat until I know ...... He, I didn't know if this was love, I hesitated for a long time, and during that time, I really couldn't help but miss him all the time, and later, I realized that this was love." Deng Meijun said.
"Heartbeat...... I'm really a little like you said, and when I see him, I always feel like I'm like a deer. I didn't see him, but I thought about him from time to time...... Perhaps, I—I'm really in love with him." Princess George said.
"Huh? It's a feeling, it's subtle, and if you feel that way, that's right." Deng Meijun said casually, "Then who is so lucky to make our princess fall in love? And what is the other person's attitude towards you? Princess, I think, sometimes it feels right, then you should take the initiative. Although it is true that you Westerners should be more open-minded, however, some men are like this, if you don't say it, he doesn't know, and even if he likes you, because you are a princess, he may not dare to confess to you."
"It's not us Westerners, it's your Dragons."
"Huh? My Dragons? Who's that?"
"This ...... Sister Meijun, I said you can't laugh at me. By the way, what about you, Sister Meijun? Is that man so lucky to get your love?" Princess George was a little embarrassed to say who it was for a while, and asked Deng Meijun instead.
"I ......" Deng Meijun didn't know whether to tell her about herself and Huang Bai, after all, she also knew that it was really not easy for her and Huang Bai to be casually revealed to others.
"What? Inconvenient to say? That's okay, I won't know you anyway." Princess George saw Deng Meijun's embarrassed look, and she couldn't force Deng Meijun to say it.
"No, there's nothing inconvenient, you know him." Deng Meijun said.
"Huh?" Princess George couldn't help but move in her heart, and said tentatively, "Sister Meijun, the man you like should be Huang Bai, right?"
"This ......"
"Is it really him?" Princess George looked at Deng Meijun's expression, and her heart suddenly burst, she really didn't expect this.
"Hmm...... You have to keep my business with him a secret for me. So who is the man who makes your heart flutter? Do I know the Dragons?" Deng Meijun heard that she guessed correctly, so she admitted it directly.
Princess George said with a strange expression, "...... You—Do you really know ......?"
"Huh? Is that...... Dizzy, don't you like this bad guy Cork too?" Deng Meijun's heart also moved, and she looked at the princess lying sideways beside her in surprise.
"Bad guys? Sister Meijun, you, why do you say he's a bad guy. People don't think he's bad, he's so talented, and he's actually quite handsome, I think he's pretty good." Princess George didn't understand what Deng Meijun meant by calling Cork a bad guy, and thought that she was really a little derogatory to Cork, in her mind, Cork was actually quite perfect.
To say, Princess George and Huang Bai have not met a few times, but for her, after getting to know Huang Bai, she got the drama script given to him by Huang Bai, and then the communication with Huang Bai increased, and she usually sent a message to Huang Bai to ask Huang Bai about some details of the drama script. In the past two or three months, Princess George has really accidentally walked into the world of cork.
When she learned more about Cork through other channels
After that, the more she felt that cork was not simple. Handsome and golden, and so talented, she did the script of the Titanic, although she did not participate, but she knew every bit of this story, the clearer, the more curious she would be, why could Huang Bai come up with such a touching story?
This person, if he thinks about it too much, he will naturally have a certain affection for someone. Therefore, when she saw Huang Bai again, she naturally had a heartbeat feeling as Deng Meijun said.
Princess George didn't know that these words were actually what Zhai Jiangqing said to Deng Meijun, and she was just using them to fool this Princess George now. But I didn't think about it, which surprised Deng Meijun, this Princess George would actually fall in love with the bad guy Huang Bai?
"Are you serious? Do you really like cork?" Deng Meijun couldn't help but confirm.
"Hmm......" Princess George is a Western woman after all, and she is a bit straightforward, which is really ashamed to admit it.
"Dizzy, what's so good about him? You don't know, he's actually the kind of bad guy who sees a person who loves one, and you ...... I don't think he's a good fit for you."
"Sister Meijun, you didn't say that just now, but you said that if you like it, you have to take the initiative. People are so old, and it's really just for him that you have the kind of heartbeat you said. But I didn't expect him to be your boyfriend? Alas......" Princess George struggled.
In George's heart, she did have a lot of good feelings for Cork, and now she figured out that Deng Meijun actually liked Cork too, which made her a little flustered for a while. She also understands that the current Deng Meijun is afraid that she will rob him of a man, so she says that Huang Bai is a bad guy?
"Forget it, it seems that I have nothing to do with him. Actually, I also understand, Sister Meijun, I won't rob a man with you. Knowing what you have to do with him, I can only bless you silently." Princess George suddenly looked a little disheartened.
"This ......" Deng Meijun didn't know what to say for a while.
"Sister Meijun, I only told you what was on people's minds, and you have to keep it a secret for others. In my life, I may have lived like this, and now I am almost three, an old woman, I am afraid that I will not be tempted by any man again." Z.br>
"Princess George, you don't have to be too discouraged about this. If you say...... If you really like Cork, then I won't have any opinion. Why don't you tell him about it and let him know what you're thinking?" Deng Meijun saw that George really admitted that she had feelings for Huang Bai, she thought about it and said to George.
"What? Sister Meijun, you—how can you have such thoughts?" Princess George was really surprised, wasn't Cork her boyfriend? She has no opinion? Hell yes.
"What such thoughts? Isn't it normal for men and women to love? You like him, let him know, and if he likes you too, I really won't have a problem. Oh? Hehe, aren't you Westerners very open? Princess, why do you look so surprised? So traditional? Can't accept that we love a man together?" Deng Meijun looked at Princess George with a surprised look, she had already seen her, and at this time she actually felt that this royal princess of the Western world was a bit traditional.
Well, these are really a matter of changes in a person's thinking, and when the world view is different, the view of some things is also different.
In the past, Deng Meijun, she definitely couldn't accept the matter of working with a husband, but since she was in love, and she also felt happiness from it, and she also looked at the problem from the standpoint of all aspects, she also thought that this kind of thing was really normal.
Think about it, a woman in her thirties and forties has never really been moved by a man in her life, and she has never loved a man so deeply. It can be said that half a lifetime has passed, and I finally met the right person, was obsessed with this person, and was willing to pay for this man. Of course, on the other hand, this man really has nothing to say to her, so that she really feels the happiness that she should be able to feel as a woman, so even if there are some deficiencies and unsatisfactory places, she thinks it can be accepted calmly.
Some things are indeed very realistic. I have reached this age, how can I still ask this man
Love yourself alone in your life? And as a diva superstar, she herself feels embarrassed to disclose her relationship with a little man like Huang Bai. Therefore, everything is good in private, the so-called warm and cold self-knowledge, your own life, you can feel that you can live happily, and you don't have to worry too much about other things.
Looking at Huang Bai again, there are really a lot of things that have been paid for her, and so many music songs have been written for her, making her an international star who is now influential in the Western world. These are all things she dreams of, and they are all done because of Cork.
Huang Bai is so young and handsome, with Huang Bai, she can get Huang Bai's love, and she also feels that she is lucky.
In this way, Huang Bai now, no matter how many women appear around her, as long as Huang Bai still loves her, then she will not have any opinions at all.
This Princess George has a somewhat special identity, and she is indeed quite beautiful. She has a certain influence in the British island country, and if she and Cork also get along, it will be beneficial to the development of Cork in the Western world. So, she really didn't mind at all.
Also, even putting all kinds aside, when a man's wealth and status reach a certain height, there is really no shortage of women around them. Even if she minds, I'm afraid she can't stop it, so why should a woman who really sees through this world society embarrass herself? Look away some, so hello, hello, hello, everyone.
Unless you are really willing to leave this man, why not just relax and accept it? The most important thing is that a woman like Princess George is better than some messy woman, right? In other words, Deng Meijun was a little uncomfortable in her heart for Huang Bai accepting Xu Xue and Ji Qingyi. Because, she and those two women are both divas in the entertainment industry of the Dragon Kingdom, they are juniors, and now they are all with Huang Bai, doesn't this mean that everyone is also the same generation? The key is that she has actually heard a lot of gossip about Xu Xue and Ji Qingyi, and knows a lot of their gossip.
Deng Meijun believes that these two women are not qualified to be with Huang Bai, and they are not worthy of Huang Bai's affection for them. However, at this point, she didn't have much to say, but in her heart, she already had this idea, that is, Huang Bai was not allowed to accept some women who were not very clean in the past in the future. And for a woman like Princess George, that's okay.
Anyway, she will not become close sisters with Xu Xue and Ji Qingyi in the future, and it will be good if she doesn't show them her face.
When she saw Princess George's shocked look, she seemed to be silent for a while, so she said to her again, "Princess George, Daisa, I tell you, there is a secret, you must keep it secret. Don't look at Huang Bai's bad guy who is good at everything, handsome and talented, and has so much wealth, treat people well, it can be regarded as generous and sincere. But there is one thing that is not very good, he is very flowery, seeing one and loving one. By the way, you should know about him and Mozart Lis, right? Yes, and Sophie Marco. They're actually the women of the bad guy of Cork. Therefore, you have to be mentally prepared, you make sure that you really love him before you think about whether to be with him, if you really can't accept his affection, then you quickly forget about him, otherwise, you will be more miserable in the future."
「…… I, I don't know, actually, I'm in pain right now......" Princess George hugged Deng Meijun and rubbed in her arms, as if she was looking for a safe harbor, looking for a safe place to rely on.
"Okay, okay, then don't think about it too much, some things will slowly fade away after they have passed." Deng Meijun thought that she couldn't accept the bad guy Huang Bai's heart, so she hugged George's head and comforted her.
"Sister Meijun, I—I'm not suffering because of this. It's ......" Princess George raised her head at this time, looked at Deng Meijun and said, "Rather, I am the royal princess of the British Island Country, Huang Bai, although he is very good and has great wealth, but he is a Dragon Country, and our British Island royal family does not allow me to have anything to do with him." Is this situation very similar to the situation of the heroes and heroines of the Titanic? Hehe, I'm afraid we're not destined to be together......
Princess George smiled wryly.
"Uh...... Like, and really is. And, the obstacle between you, maybe
More about it. Jack of the Titanic is okay, he doesn't have as much thought as the scoundrel Cork. What about cork? His current state is also destined to make it impossible for him to marry you, so ...... Alas......"
Deng Meijun said this, and she didn't know how to comfort this princess at this time. This is also what she didn't consider earlier, the relationship between the race and identity between this princess and Cork.
"Huh? What about Princess Anne Shirley? Didn't she say she was going to come and sleep with us? What about people? I don't want to sleep soundly and be disturbed by her dream." Deng Meijun found that the matter between Princess George and Huang Bai was a little unsolvable, so she had to change the topic.
"Annie? Don't worry about her, she's a crazy princess who dares to do anything. I'm going to lock the door and keep her from coming in." Princess George sat up and said.
"It's coming......
She closed the door with her backhand, ran to the big bed of the room, and then pounced on the bed like a bird, rolled between the two girls, and then said with a little excitement, "Hee-hee, guess what great secret I have discovered."
"Don't press the quilt, I'm going to sleep, I don't want to know any secrets, if you don't want to sleep, hurry back to your own room." Princess George was not in a good mood and pushed Princess Anne to say.
"No, it's really a big secret, you really don't want to know?"
"I don't want to!" Princess George and Deng Meijun both said in unison.
"Uh...... What's wrong with you?" Anne looked at the two girls inexplicably, but she still obediently got into the quilt and lay on the other side of Deng Meijun, but she didn't seem to say anything, and said unwillingly: "I found that Huang pulled Miss Huang and Miss Hu into his bedroom, I was curious for a while, and secretly went to his room to eavesdrop, and it was ...... inside."
"Shut up! I don't want to hear it." George reprimanded.
"Daisy? You murderer."
"Warn you, it's good that you know for yourself, and if you dare to talk nonsense outside, I'll tear your mouth apart." George warned her again.
The fact that Cork is hearty, George already knows. However, in my heart, I still subconsciously looked at Cork and thought of keeping these secrets for Cork. After all, if these things really get out, they will indeed have a greater impact on Cork.
There are things that can be done, but not said. George has actually seen a lot of these things.
If nothing else, it was that Shurant, and she knew that this guy didn't know how many women he had deceived by his relationship with the royal family of the British Island. In fact, everyone in the circle knows about such things, but no one will talk nonsense.
And with the same problem, it's not just Shurant, the current members of the British Island royal family, her father's generation, all fifty or sixty years old, isn't it the same mess?
Also, not only the royal family of the British Island, but also the upper class of the entire British Island country, including those rich and so on, who dares to say that there is no problem with their private lives?
Therefore, in fact, George herself is not surprised by such social realities. The point is that this kind of thing happened to someone she admired and liked, and she was really a little depressed for a while.
"Please, Annie, you're not a child anymore. There are some things that you just need to know, so please don't talk nonsense outside." Deng Meijun also said to Anne at this time.
"I—I'm not that gossipy, it's not like I didn't think of that yellow ...... Okay, okay?"
Anne felt that if she said anything more, she might be targeted by these two women, so she had to close her mouth depressedly.