Chapter 125 Li Xuan's heartfelt words
He thought in his heart for a moment, since she wanted to explain it today, it must be made clear, so his expression changed, and he fell into a memory, "I still remember the first time I saw her, it was the night of the wedding, her appearance under the red hijab was not beautiful, but it gave me a very familiar feeling, but at that time I never thought about what this feeling was, because I was interested in you, so I never cared." ”
"Until that day, when we met in the drizzle of Hanshan Temple, she held an umbrella and walked towards me, dressed in black, with a face full of anger, like a killing god in the dark, to the world to ask for her life. Obviously she should be afraid, but the moment she saw her, there was a kind of trance in her past and present lives, as if she had known each other in her previous life and been entangled for thousands of years. ”
"At that moment, my heart was very flustered, not for anything else, it was like betraying her, for the first time, my emotions were out of control and I couldn't extricate myself."
"Now that I think about it, maybe at that time, my heart was in turmoil."
"That's why you're in love with her?" Ji Rushuang asked unwillingly.
"What really made me sure that I fell in love with her was when I woke up after the attack and opened my eyes, and what I wanted to see was her."
"As long as I think of her, I can't help myself, my heart can't help myself, it's like an instinct, and it's my instinct to love her."
"Before I met her, I never thought that I would love so crazy one day."
"What about me? Could it be that His Highness's affection for me in those years was all fake? Ji Rushuang's eyes were hazy with tears.
Li Xuan looked at her, "Shuang'er, I won't deny our past, before I met her, I did have you in my heart, because you were the most special woman I had ever seen at that time." ”
"Talented, knowledgeable, weak and strong, and proud."
"You deserve the name of the first talented woman in Kyoto."
"But after meeting her, I'm not the most special, am I?" Ji Rushuang looked sad and full of loss.
"Eldest sister...... It's a good life......" she muttered stupidly.
Obviously, none of this should be changed, as long as she doesn't come, as long as Zhang Xueyan doesn't come to Beijing, then His Royal Highness won't fall in love with her at all, even if the eldest sister will still marry into the East Palace, but His Royal Highness won't like her, His Highness will only have her in his heart, and she will be the only and most special one in His Highness's heart......
However, the eldest sister died, and her father became seriously ill with grief, and when he woke up, his temperament changed greatly, and he became more irritable with her, his mother, and his sister, and even planned to find a replacement.
She thought that she could take the position of the eldest sister and marry into the East Palace, she was also the daughter of the Prime Minister's Mansion, and she married the same, when she was full of expectations to inform her father of her thoughts, her father laughed at her delusional, the position of the crown princess, and the position of the queen in the future, can only be his favorite Xue'er, and others are not qualified at all.
So, she watched her father find a replacement, the daughter of the rivers and lakes - Zhang Xueyan, the moment she saw her for the first time, she was shocked and frightened, and she looked exactly like the eldest sister, which made her feel the danger and smell the conspiracy.
She felt that her father was crazy, this was the crime of bullying the king, if she let someone know, it would just give Her Majesty a justifiable reason to get rid of the Ji family.
Moreover, she felt that this substitute was terrible, a kind of horror that hit the heart.
Although she is not as fierce as the eldest sister, but under the same appearance, she can make people feel cold.
But at the same time she was afraid, she was a little happy in her heart, because she was worried, worried that His Highness would empathize with her, but looking at her like this, all the hidden worries in her heart disappeared.
It is absolutely impossible for His Highness to fall in love with such a woman.
Mysterious, dangerous, perverse, ruthless, different from the women in the capital, and even different from the women in the whole world.
She is deviant, vicious, and has no good reputation in the rivers and lakes, and she is the first talented woman in Beijing, and she has a good reputation for many years......