Zhang Yuanxiao slapped his fist on his chest, "Qin Song, I'm uncomfortable in my heart, it's uncomfortable." ”

He covered his face with his hands and his shoulders shaking.

If he didn't love his son, he wouldn't have raised his son with a handful of and urine when he was a little baby, his son cried, Zhang Yuanxiao coaxed, his son was hungry, Zhang Yuanxiao fed him with milk powder, his son urinated, Zhang Yuanxiao personally washed his fart and changed his diaper.

If he didn't love his son, he wouldn't have thought about contracting orchards, getting up early and being greedy late, thinking about making some achievements, earning more money, and taking his son out of the isolated countryside.

If he didn't love his son, he wouldn't rather eat with pickles at his own meal, but would be willing to give his son an omelette every morning and prepare meat and vegetables for every meal. Every day at noon, I send my son to school, rain or shine.

If he didn't love his son, he wouldn't know the housework at home, he was contracted inside and out, and he was reluctant to let his son do a little work.

It's just that Zhang Yuanxiao's way of loving his son is still wrong after all.

Closing his eyes, Zhang Yuanxiao always saw the figure of the young man falling down with blood all over his head.

The original owner didn't see clearly the sentence that Zhang Zihao asked before he died, but Zhang Yuanxiao saw it clearly.

Zhang Zihao is asking: Dad, have you ever loved me?

How sad it should be, it is more than ten years of father and son, so that the son can't figure out whether his father loves him or not, how ridiculous is this.

It is undoubtedly a failure and a sorrow for my father to be like this.

The emotions of the original owner suddenly came to his heart, Zhang Yuanxiao's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and his throat choked.

In his previous life, it was precisely because of Zhang Yuanxiao's stick education that he only recognized what he believed, never listened to Zhang Zihao's explanation, and did not understand Zhang Zihao, so that later, Zhang Zihao's eyes became more and more strange when he looked at him, so that later, even if Zhang Zihao did good deeds, he was unwilling to explain again, and in the end, he took the initiative to die with revenge.

After a long time, Zhang Yuanxiao continued to raise his head and said: "When I first beat him, I also hurt, hit my son's body, hurt in my heart, it's not a lie, but violence will become a habit, addictive, and even lose my mind in the end." ”

Zhang Yuanxiao looked at Qin Song, "Ah Song, I don't want to be like that, so I'm going to change it, and you should change it too." Aren't you afraid that one day your wife and An An will run away for you? ”

Qin Song looked at Zhang Yuanxiao's red eyes and the tears clearly visible in his eyes, when had he ever seen his brother look so embarrassed, even when Zhang Zihao's mother left, Zhang Yuanxiao only had red eyes, but he never cried.

Qin Song couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, he just felt that it was extremely chaotic, he lowered his head, kicked the rotten fruit on the ground with his toes, and stammered: "What, how can it be so exaggerated." Besides, it is natural for parents to beat their children, not to say that filial piety comes out of the stick. Ah Xiao, you must be thinking too much. By the way, I suddenly remembered something, I'll help you tomorrow. ”

As he spoke, Qin Song immediately let go of the girl and ran away as if he was afraid that Zhang Yuanxiao would catch up and ask questions.

Zhang Yuanxiao looked at Qin Song's back, sighed slightly, and eased for a while before his emotions calmed down.

This was the only and last time he exhorted Qin Song's brother.

Because in the previous life, Qin Song's wife did leave with Qin An's divorce, and Qin Song didn't say the reason for the divorce, but later I heard that Qin Song's ex-wife remarried and lived quite well with her daughter in the family behind.