Chapter 237: The Cold-blooded Prince Scum Father (10)
Shen Xiyao picked up the spoon, scooped a spoonful of porridge, and put it in her mouth.
The sticky porridge has the mellow aroma of rice, the lean meat is not firewood, and the combination of vegetables does not look greasy.
This long-lost warmth also made Shen Xiyao slightly surprised.
I don't know when it started, Shen Xiyao always feels cold in her hands and feet during the day and night, even if the quilt is thick, it won't help, Shen Xiyao knows that this is a symptom of her poor health, but after drinking I don't know how many medicines, it hasn't changed.
Of course, she is becoming less and less aware of hunger, but she knows that her body, her children need nutrition, but she can't give it, once, because of this, Shen Xiyao cried silently for many nights.
Now, she was feeling hungry.
"Gege, you can try this side dish again." Caiyun observed the changes in his own Gege in detail, and when he saw Gege's eyebrows unconsciously stretch after taking a sip of porridge, he knew that this porridge was in line with Gege's taste.
It's rare, it's really rare.
Shen Xiyao didn't refuse, holding side dishes, with vegetables and lean meat dishes, she drank one bite after another.
She drank slowly and behaved gracefully, but she didn't stop.
There was no physical discomfort either.
Shen Xiyao only felt that whether it was this porridge or a few side dishes, it was too delicious, and it was a delicacy that she had never tasted.
Shen Xiyao had also eaten the dishes made by the imperial chef many times at the palace banquet, but none of them were as simple as the few simple foods in front of her, who could have imagined that the person who made these foods and had better cooking skills than the imperial chef would actually be the prince who cooked for the first time in more than 20 years.
This person is really powerful, reading, riding and shooting, running errands, crushing other princes, and now he is cooking for the first time, and he is even more direct than the imperial kitchen.
If this person is not a prince, he will be a cook, and he will be able to get a job and earn a family fund.
Shen Xiyao also somehow ate the food, but in her heart she was complaining about the prince who cooked by herself, if it was in the past, Shen Xiyao would never have this unruly mind, but the prince suddenly came with his own food box, and he broke everything.
Even Shen Xiyao didn't pay attention, since the prince stepped into Fanghua Courtyard again, her mood was better and more relaxed.
So, just one bite, two bites, plus the side dishes that Caiyun added from time to time, when Shen Xiyao came back to her senses, she found that she had already eaten a bowl of porridge, although this bowl was not big, but it was enough to make Caiyun cry with joy, because Gege usually couldn't even eat half a bowl.
"Gege, do you want to keep eating?" Caiyun asked.
Before Shen Xiyao could answer, a deep voice next to her sounded, "Let's use these first tonight, it's almost bedtime, you shouldn't eat too much at night, if you still like to eat, I will cook for you tomorrow and later."
The man's deep voice made Shen Xiyao realize that there were still people in her house, and this person was still her husband who had been quite cold to her in the past few years, but just now, eating porridge and accompanying side dishes, she unconsciously ignored this person.
Probably because the position of this person is behind her.
As soon as Shen Xiyao got up, the man came over and grabbed her hand, "The house doctor also said that even if your body can eat, you have to recuperate slowly, and you can't rush it."
Shen Xiyao nodded, "The concubine understands."
As he spoke, he wanted to withdraw his hand, but his hand was tightly held by the big palm, and he couldn't break free, so Shen Xiyao could only give up.
Although my stomach is not full because I don't eat much, I don't feel hungry either.
The remnants of food on the table were removed by Caiyun.
"Tonight, His Royal Highness will personally cook for His Royal Highness, but His Royal Highness respects his identity after all, and he will still ...... in the future."
"Lonely wife, children cook, what's not okay, lonely do, you and the children just eat. By the way, Lone is going to stay overnight in Fanghuayuan tonight."
After speaking, a pair of dark and radiant eyes looked at Shen Xiyao.
Shen Xiyao was caught off guard, and was caught off guard by the tenderness in these eyes
And the scorching heat scalded, and even the banter inside was faintly visible.
To be honest, she planned to think about the next sentence to let the prince leave quickly.
But this person actually saw her thoughts, and took the lead in saying that she wanted to stay overnight, and now she couldn't say anything.
However, Shen Xiyao was reluctant.
"Your Highness, the concubine is pregnant, and the imperial doctor said that it is not appropriate, and it is not appropriate to ......."
Zhang Yuanxiao put down the book in his hand, the corners of his lips blurred a touch of arc, and his voice was low and warm, "Lone knows, Lone doesn't do anything, he just wants to sleep with Xi Yao." Xi Yao, don't think too much, if you do, you have to wait for the child to be born safely, and wait for you to be out of confinement."
With a slight scale of ridicule, Shen Xiyao's originally pale face was slightly flushed.
Secretly gritted her teeth, how could this person say these words, she just said that, she just wanted him to go, where did she mean to think about that.
Damn, when did this man's mouth become so flowery.
Could it be that when I went to Jiangnan once, I had to change my temperament and become so bad.
That's it, since you want to stay, then stay.
Zhang Yuanxiao wanted to stay in Fanghua Courtyard, but obviously not now, he had to bathe and change his clothes first, and rushed back from the outside, so he went to the palace, stayed for a day, and then returned to the prince's mansion, and he hadn't washed yet.
Soon, Zhang Yuanxiao took a bath and returned to the house after washing.
Shen Xiyao, who had a big belly, sat aside and waited, and the orange light fainted out the woman's thin but soft eyebrows.
Zhang Yuanxiao walked over and pulled her to the bed, "Xi Yao, let's go to bed."
The couple lay down, but they couldn't sleep for a while, and the tent was very quiet.
Zhang Yuanxiao slept on the inside, and Shen Xiyao slept on the outside, this is the rule.
Now, Zhang Yuanxiao is lying flat, but Shen Xiyao is facing away from him, and there is a long distance between the two.
Zhang Yuanxiao sighed slightly, the road to chasing his wife is long and obstructive.
She knew that Shen Xiyao definitely hadn't slept yet, but she didn't want to talk or get close to him.
The lights outside were not completely extinguished, and Shen Xiyao, who was pregnant at night, needed to go to the toilet frequently.
Through the tent, you can also see the dim light outside, and the silhouettes of the people next to you are also blurred. z.br>
In this silence, Zhang Yuanxiao suddenly spoke.
"Xi Yao, you must be curious about my changes."
"Are you also curious about the purpose of my trip to Jiangnan this time, whether it is to see the official clan?"
In two sentences, Shen Xiyao, who had already closed her eyes and was about to pretend to be asleep, suddenly opened her eyes, and looked ahead, slightly distracted, not knowing what she was thinking.
Her heart was also raised at this moment.
Is the prince going to have a showdown with her? Where's the official? Is it to go back to the capital? is planning to welcome her into the prince's mansion, and needs her to cooperate as the crown princess, right? That's why there is such rare warmth tonight.
Shen Xiyao didn't go to find out about the prince's affairs in Jiangnan like the Yang family, and naturally didn't know that Guan Minmin had been exiled along with the rest of the Zhou family.
Since the prince is willing to do so much for the official family, it is necessary to let the official family enter the prince's mansion, can she stop it?
It's just that, as far as she knows, the official family has long been married to ***, is it possible that there is a reason for a maid and two husbands?
Shen Xiyao only felt ridiculous.
"Is Your Highness going to take the official clan to the Prince's Mansion?" Shen Xiyao spoke, her voice was slightly cold, and her hand under the quilt was also tightly clenched.
As soon as Zhang Yuanxiao heard it, he knew that Shen Xiyao was at odds with each other, and hurriedly said, "How is it possible, that official family is now exiled, how can Gu take her back to the prince's mansion, besides, that official family has already married!"
"Exile?!" Shen Xiyao exclaimed with surprise.
Zhang Yuanxiao briefly said that the Zhou family was corrupt and bribed, and Guan Minmin married into the Zhou family.
After thinking about it, he said again: "Xi Yao, Lone Once, before I met you, I really liked the official family, but the Guan family couldn't give her the Gu that she wanted at the beginning, and then the Gu returned to Beijing, and the Guan family also got married
。 Lone Once, Lone did still have thoughts about the official family all these years, but after going down to the south of the Yangtze River this time, Lone found that the thoughts were just thoughts, in fact, Lone's feelings for the official family had long been put down, but he was still unwilling all these years. But now that I've figured it out, the past should be let pass, and there is no need to hold on to it. The most important thing is to cherish the people in front of you."
As he spoke, he turned around and held Shen Xiyao, who was facing away from him, in his arms.
"Xi Yao, in the past, I was sorry for you and the child, but in the future, I will not be alone, I will give you honor, love and respect, Xi Yao, can you forgive me?"
In the latter sentence, it is no longer lonely, but me.
Between them, they are no longer the crown prince and the crown princess, but husband and wife.
Zhang Yuanxiao's words fell, and silence returned to the tent.
Shen Xiyao beside her was also motionless, and those who didn't know thought she was asleep.
But Zhang Yuanxiao knew that she hadn't slept yet.
In fact, Zhang Yuanxiao very much hopes that the time point of passage can be advanced, in advance to the time when the original owner has not yet met Guan Minmin, in advance to the time when he first met Shen Xiyao, and in advance to the time when Chengjia has not yet been born, even if it is in advance to the time when he has not yet communicated with Guan Minmin.
If he can get to these times earlier, he will be able to start from the beginning as soon as possible, and he will be able to make up for Shen Xiyao as soon as possible, and he will not have so much to do with Guan Minmin.
But the time point that has traveled over is not something he can determine.
Now that he has crossed over to this point in time, whether it is Shen Xiyao or the master of the Prince's Mansion, the minions all know the existence of Guan Minmin, the lilies of the Prince's Mansion have been planted for several years, and the Zhenmin Courtyard has also existed for several years.
Guan Minmin's existence has long been known to everyone in the Prince's Mansion, which is indelible.
The prince's official Min Min has a deep affection, which is also the consensus of everyone in the prince's mansion.
He couldn't deny it.
The only thing I can do now is to confess, tell Guan Minmin's existence, and then tell the things that I broke off with Guan Minmin, and then show that I will live a good life with Shen Xiyao in the future.
This is what Zhang Yuanxiao must do at present, and it is also the best way to untie Shen Xiyao's heart knot.
Of course, he won't say it all, but most of it is true.
"Xi Yao, can you give me another chance? Let me make it up to you and the child." Zhang Yuanxiao asked cautiously and softly.
Shen Xiyao was held in Zhang Yuanxiao's arms, but she didn't say anything for a long time.
Zhang Yuanxiao could only keep asking, "Xi Yao, just give me another chance, I will prove it to you, in the future, I will not only be a good prince, but also a good husband and a good father, I was cold to you before, I don't ask for your forgiveness, I just hope you can give me a chance to make amends, I will use the rest of my life to prove it."
"Am I Guan Minmin's stand-in?" It took a long time for a slightly trembling voice to sound.
"Of course not." Zhang Yuanxiao immediately retorted.
"You are Shen Xiyao, you are unique." Zhang Yuanxiao added softly.
"Since you don't like me, why did you marry me as the crown princess in the first place?" Shen Xiyao asked again.
"There's nothing I don't like."
"If you didn't like it, why did you snub me later?" Shen Xiyao finally turned over and faced Zhang Yuanxiao.
At this moment, she had a great courage from the bottom of her heart and wanted to make everything clear.
In the dim tent, I could only see the outline of the person, but I couldn't see Shen Xiyao's red at this time.
Zhang Yuanxiao was silent, after all, the original liking was true, and the snub was also true.
At the beginning, the original owner also had the mentality of forgetting Guan Minmin, and contacted Shen Xiyao, and at that time, he also liked this sunny girl from the bottom of his heart, but later the original owner was still hooked by a few letters from Guan Minmin.
In fact, he didn't think that the original owner liked Guan Minmin much, but he was unwilling and regretful. After all, the original owner is the prince of a country, and he can have whatever he wants.
Zhang Yuanxiao can only persuade Shen Xiyao from the two aspects of unwillingness and regret that he has no love for Guan Minmin now, and he was unwilling to reconcile at the beginning
Unfortunately, it doesn't exist anymore.
Shen Xiyao suddenly smiled, and two lines of tears slipped from her eyes while laughing.
"I see, I thought I wasn't good enough. I thought it was because I was ugly and fat, so I got in the way of the prince's eyes."
Zhang Yuanxiao was very distressed when he heard her words that belittled him, and he hurriedly hugged her a little tighter, "No, Xiyao, you are good-looking, those words before were all my nonsense, don't take it seriously."
It was all my fault before, Xi Yao, I have already admitted my mistake, and we will live a good life in the future, okay?"
Xi Yao kept crying silently and didn't speak, until a long time later she whispered, "Look again."
Neither spoke again.
Shen Xiyao turned over again, and Zhang Yuanxiao could only hold her from behind.
His chin rested against his wife's hair in his arms.
Zhang Yuanxiao no longer forced Xi Yao to give himself a definite answer at this time.
The kindness and cold treatment in the past few years have indeed caused great damage to Shen Xiyao, which cannot be passed or made up for in a word.
No matter how much he says now, no matter how clever his words are, Shen Xiyao will not believe it.
In the future, he will need to prove it with his actions. He'll prove it, though.
Xi Yao was held by him like this, but the tears flowed silently, and she didn't know how long it took before she slowly closed her eyes and fell asleep.
Feeling the steady breathing of the person in his arms, Zhang Yuanxiao also breathed a sigh of relief and fell asleep.