Regarding the question of reality and love, I remember hearing other people's analysis of them more than once, but in all the analysis I heard, their answers were very uniform.

In the face of reality, deep love is also like porcelain, although it looks exquisite, even crazy beautiful, and she is eager to flock to her, but just like its own nature, it is just porcelain, and it is ultimately vulnerable in the face of external blows. Even if there is a good ending, it is based on the fact that both parties agree on a material basis. When I first heard this, I always laughed, because I firmly believed that my love was not as fragile as porcelain, and that I would not move at all no matter what blow I faced.

What is love, some people say, love is like you alone in the wind and rain, suddenly one day, there is a person who broke into the road you originally went alone, walking side by side with you, and facing all the ups and downs with you.

There are also people who say that love is like poison, although they know that it is poisonous, but they still can't resist its charm, they want to touch and even understand it, and hope to have it.

But for me, love originally believed in it and I had it, but just when I was full of joy and thought that my love had come to fruition, reality once again gave me a fatal blow.

Chen Lan and I have been in love since our sophomore year and have been together for five years now. Both parents have also decided to meet and agree on our marriage.

Just when I was full of joy and thought that my five-year love was finally going to come to fruition, I didn't expect that she would ruin me.

After work that day, I bought groceries and went back to our rented home. As soon as I entered the door, I saw Chen Lan sitting on the sofa with an indifferent face. I haven't even changed my clothes for work.

I sensed that the atmosphere in the house was not quite right, but I still walked over with a smile, put my arm around her shoulder, kissed her on the face, and asked her what was wrong and if she was unhappy at work. Chen Lan and I have been together for a few years, and we have basically never quarreled. Every time I see her unhappy, I try my best to coax her and make her happy.

Because I understand, a man like me. has no power or money, the only thing he can do to his girlfriend is to be good to her. And I think I did.

Chen Lan glanced up at me, and she took my hand away. Point to the chair opposite and let me sit down. I was a little confused, but I did what she said.

After being silent for a while, Chen Lan suddenly spoke.

"I'm pregnant......"

I chuckled in my heart and looked at Chen Lan with a stunned expression. The two of us have been living together for two years, and because we are not married, we are afraid of accidents, so we do contraception every time. At this time, she actually told me that she was pregnant.

My mind began to spin and remember if there was a previous negligence that led to an unplanned pregnancy. After thinking about it for a while, I didn't remember what happened to me.

"I'm sorry!"

Chen Lan spoke. My heart immediately felt like a pinprick in my heart! My limbs were cold, and a thought that I had never had before came to my mind

Chen Lan cheated, the child is not mine!

I stared at her. I can't wait to step forward and slap her, or scold her. But looking at her eyes with tears, I still can't bear it. Five years! I've loved her for five whole years!

I pulled out a cigarette and lit one. Try to calm yourself down.

"Who is he?"

I could feel my voice trembling myself.

Chen Lan replied without the slightest hesitation, "Zhou Tiancheng! ”

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I cursed a swear word. I have met Zhou Tiancheng twice, in his forties, and he is the vice president of Chen Lan's company.

I took a hard puff of my cigarette and asked her again, "Doesn't the surname Zhou have a family?" Chen Lan sighed slightly, but there was no guilt on her face, she looked at me and replied calmly, "Yes, but he has promised me that he will divorce his wife......"

I smiled bitterly, then sneered!

She'd rather be a mistress who destroys other people's families than be with me.

"I'm sorry! I'm leaving. Take care of yourself......"

After Chen Lan finished speaking, she stood up. And next to the sofa, there is the suitcase she has already packed.

I'm completely confused. Looking at Chen Lan's resolute back, she couldn't help but ask again, "Why is this happening?" "Actually, I know that whatever the answer is, it will bring me humiliation. But I still can't help but ask.

Chen Lan stood at the door, but didn't look back. She paused slightly, and then replied slowly, "I don't want to live like this again." Even a few times a month to take a taxi has to be calculated. I want a future that I can see......"

My heart hurts again. I didn't expect that she gave me a reason that was both pathway and unreasonable for me,

Future! I really don't know what kind of future I can give her! As an ordinary salaryman, all I can do is solve the problem of food and clothing.

I don't hate Chen Lan. I couldn't give her the life she wanted. I'm just a little unwilling, five years of relationship, but I can't compete with a family man. But more than that, I can't beat reality, and in the face of reality, I didn't expect that the five-year relationship would be like a passing cloud.

Chen Lan resolutely left. The last words she left me were to tell me to work hard and give my future girlfriend a stable home.

After breaking up with Chen Lan, I immediately resigned. began the days of wine and green lights, drunk and dreaming of death.

In the past six months, I have squandered the 30,000 yuan I had saved from two years of hard work. It wasn't until the landlord demanded rent that I realized that I had no money to pay the rent. If I don't work anymore, I'm afraid I won't even have a place to live.

That evening, Lin You called me and asked me out for dinner. Lin You is my college classmate, and he is one of the witnesses to the matter between me and Chen Lan. He knew that I was in a bad mood during this time, and whenever he was free, he would go out for a drink and chat with me.

The two of us drank a bottle of Erguotou at a roast leg of lamb, plus more than a dozen bottles of beer. Prepare to change places and continue drinking.

It was raining lightly outside. Although I drank a lot of alcohol, my heart was still empty. For half a year, I thought I would forget about this five-year relationship. But looking at everything familiar on the street, I can't help but remember that I and Chen Lan have passed by here again and again. It's just that now, things are wrong.

I didn't go far before my eyes stopped at a hotel not far away. In front of the door stood two people, a man and a woman. When I saw this man, my heart pounded.

In the past half a year, I thought I could turn the page. But when I saw him, my heart was still overturned.

This man is Zhou Tiancheng, Chen Lan's cheating partner, the man who cuckolded me.