Chapter 405: I Miss Him (2)
"Chu Xue, what do you want skins for?"
Peach went to ask for the skin, and Jinxiu asked curiously.
"Draw!"
"Huh?"
Jinxiu looked at the map on the table and asked uncertainly: "Yutu?" Do you know how to draw a map? ”
After drinking, the strength of the wine did not disperse, there were no outsiders, Chu Xue did not deliberately suppress himself, lazily lying on the table, holding his chin with his palm and nodded, his voice was also extremely lazy, "Yes, Mr. taught, but I don't draw very well, when I looked at this picture just now, I suddenly thought of something." ”
Talking mysteriously, he blinked from this splendid eye.
Jinxiu frowned, speak well, this is really a bit charming, why didn't she find out that she still had this ability before.
"What's the matter?"
"Let me tell you, sir, war pays attention to the right time, place and people, and the right place, the time is uncontrollable, the people are too complicated, and it is not a temporary success, this location, but there are many possibilities, you look at this map, don't look at it is a skin, if it is in the hands of someone who understands it, this person happens to know the art of war, knows how to use soldiers, it is equal to the geographical advantage......"
Chu Xue said slowly, dragging her chin with one hand and gently caressing the map with the fingers of the other.
"You're going to draw... For your brother? ”
Tsk, after going around for a long time, this is full of spring breeze, it turns out that this is the case, and Jinxiu is also a quick response.
Chu Xue did not deny it, and nodded very honestly, "Exactly, Jinxiu, we have come all the way, and we have also walked half of the northwest, but when I looked at this map just now, I found that there are still some things that are not right, this is still my husband's correction, and these wrong places, Mr. may not have been there in person, I can draw a new map of the northwest according to the situation we have walked along the way, which should be the most accurate at present, and it will definitely be useful to the senior brother... It is very likely that the northwest will be reduced to a chaotic battlefield, and when the time comes, I am afraid that there will be several ...... at the same time."
Chu Xue said very seriously, and stopped smiling as she spoke, but her smile at the moment was a little different from just now, with a bit of longing that she hadn't even noticed.
It turned out that some people, unconsciously, approached so quietly.
"Jinxiu, I seem to know some of what it's like to miss."
The sudden love of her daughter made Jinxiu a little unable to react, she didn't know how many times she gossiped openly and secretly along the way, but the one in front of her was as immobile as the wind, what's wrong with it today?
Drunk?
I knew that I would have found an opportunity to get her drunk on the road.
"What does it taste like?" Jinxiu cautiously tried to say, daughter's family, when it comes to this, there is no gossip.
Chu Xue propped up her head, thinking seriously, and then shook her head, "I can't tell, I just suddenly want to see someone, this should be missing." ”
"Ah, hey, you can admit it, tsk, just say, that's the ninth prince, how many women are fascinated by him, just say how can you be so calm and calm and unmoved, it's okay, it's okay, I almost thought that the ninth prince was unrequited, if you miss it, then go and see it, Lang has a concubine, how good! Anyway, we're here too, and we have to keep going, so let's hurry. ”
Chu Xue listened to the smile but gradually retracted, "He's busy with business, at this time, isn't it bad for children to be in love, besides, I also have something, no matter how fast it is, I don't know what the situation is in the past." ”
Uh, why did you say you missed it a moment ago, it's so calm in the blink of an eye, Jinxiu is really convinced.
"Chu Xue, you are really sober in the world, but you are so sober all the time, will you be too tired, just go and see it if you want, and the rest, let's take our time."
Why bother holding it back.
"Jinxiu, you don't understand, when I was a child, a steamed bun, a mouthful of food, a piece of clothing had to take a lot of effort to obtain, I am not sober, I can't live now, sometimes, I don't want to be like this, I also hate myself like this, but some things have become habits, such as sobriety, no matter what happens, no matter what the situation, I can't fully immerse myself in it, I will retain a trace of sobriety at any time... There's nothing wrong with this, it's just that sometimes it's really tired, but I'm not in a hurry to see him, it's not that I mean to restrain him, I just know what he's probably busy with now, I don't want to bother, and, I will always see him, the book says, if there is love, it's not in the morning and twilight, isn't it? I'll tell you, before that, I really didn't dare to respond, because I wasn't sure enough..."
Jinxiu didn't know that the moment she admitted that she missed it, she was not very sober.
Jinxiu listened quietly, and it wasn't a sad word, but for some reason her eyes were red.
"Chu Xue, have you ever complained, you could have lived a noble life, pampered, you don't need to worry about these things at all, you are the princess of Dayuan, you are the head of our Jin family, you ......" Jinxiu couldn't believe it, she grew up alone, how did she grow up alone.
It must be an unimaginable hardship for her, but after getting along for so long, she saw no haze and no dark side from her, how did she grow up under such conditions, and still face life so positively, with dazzling light in her eyes.
This may also be the reason why many people can't help but get close to her and like her? Jinxiu can't say that feeling.
Chu Xue basically didn't tell anyone about this before, and even rarely told her aunt.
I don't know what happened now, so it's down to the wine.
"It's a bit false to say that you don't complain, but it's still like this, to complain, it's better to face it, think about it differently, if it weren't for those experiences when I was a child, if it wasn't for such a fateful arrangement, then the first snow wouldn't necessarily be the first snow now, wouldn't it? And I, I still like my current self, I want what I want, I work hard to get it, what I don't want, no one can easily sway, it's a big deal, I'm just a life, isn't it? There are not so many entanglements, not so many bodies involuntarily, just imagine, if I am a princess, if I am the head of the Jin family, I can't be as comfortable as I think, there are gains and losses, God is actually quite fair, take away what belongs to you, and will give you some ...... invisibly"
Jinxiu didn't speak, learning from the first snow, holding her head and looking at each other quietly.
said so, but in this world, there are few people who can live as transparently as her.
"Chu Xue, you will definitely live better than everyone else in the future, you will always be so comfortable, and you will be more wanton." Jinxiu suddenly said softly for a long time, she suddenly felt that the most right thing she did when she was so big was to follow her to do business and follow her to the northwest.
Chu Xue squinted slightly, the corners of her mouth rose and nodded, "I think so!" ”
The two just looked at and smiled, and the picture was unexpectedly beautiful.
Tao'er came in with a skin, and just looked at such a picture, a little unbearable to disturb.
The young lady often had a smile on her face, but she knew that there were not many times when the young lady smiled so comfortably.
(End of chapter)