The scroll unfolded, and a man appeared on it, with a handsome face, a gentle smile, unstained with dust, and a deep and pure gaze...

"He's... Your senior brother, the rumored Ninth Son? ”

Chu Xue didn't know that these days, Li Shunshui inquired a lot about Mei Shijiu's deeds, and also found some poems and essays he wrote, and he already had a general image in his heart, and when he saw this painting, he was stunned, because the person on this picture was completely consistent with Mei Shijiu in his heart.

It seems that Mei Shijiu should be like this.

"That's right... That's him. ”

Chu Xue's voice coincided, and he approached to look at the portrait in Li Shun's hand.

Seeing this, Lu Wenyu got up and silently exited the study.

In fact, no matter how much he said, it was useless, he said everything he should have said, and he didn't need to use words to prove anything, he just needed to get the medicine out with peace of mind, so that he could recover his memory as soon as possible, and the rest was between the two of them.

Maybe only she didn't see it, so he was not Mei Shijiu, and he had feelings for her.

She didn't have to worry about the other person disappearing from her eyes or side.

He will only approach step by step, probably because he cares, so he will see more and more clearly, just the so-called authorities are confused.

"Childe..."

Peach, the car and Xingwang are waiting at the door.

Lu Wenyu came out and hurriedly shouted in front of the car.

Lu Wenyu made a gesture to stop talking, "Don't go in, Tao'er, you don't have to go in to serve, wait for them to call when they need to go in." ”

"Good!" Tao'er nodded, looking thoughtfully at the closed door.

Outside, Xingwang was a little nervous.

It was just before, but now the relationship between the two is extraordinary, and it seems that it is okay to stay together, but he doesn't know why he is nervous.

Here, Yun Yinling asked people to go over and watch a few dishes.

Knowing that Chu Xue and Li Shunshui were in the house with the door closed, they couldn't help but worry again.

"The six girls have always known how to measure, this is not married yet, and it is not suitable for lonely men and widows to get along alone..."

"Okay, madam, don't worry, you also said that she is measured, they are unmarried men and women, but the two of them are also courtiers, even if they are alone in a room, there is nothing wrong with talking about things, it's okay, didn't Gongzi Lu just come out?"

Chu Xiaojing smiled and relieved his wife's heart, knowing that she was just worried before thinking more.

Yun Yinling didn't suddenly listen to the marriage gift, and she didn't slow down in her heart, so she didn't have to worry about this.

If it weren't for the Holy Decree, she wouldn't have been so worried at all.

In Chu Xue's study, the two looked at Mei Shijiu's portrait together and didn't make a sound for a long time.

The two have their own minds.

"This is painted by Hou Ye?"

After a long silence, Li Shunshui broke the silence, looking at Chu Xue, who was looking at the portrait intently, feeling inexplicably uncomfortable and a little panicked.

"There is no one else here, don't call it Hou Ye, that's right, I painted this painting, I painted it after he disappeared, in fact, I don't know how to paint, the painting is very ordinary, look at it, it's just four phases, do you know, during the period when he left, I was seriously ill..."

Chu Xue returned to her seat and sat down slowly.

She had never said these things to anyone.

I don't know who to talk to, I don't know where to start, and I don't know how to say it.

Li Shunshui slowly put away the scroll and sat there listening.

"At that moment, I really thought I was going to die, just like the feeling of drowning, no matter how I struggled, I couldn't float, and I knew that at that time, it turned out that losing someone is not the same as losing something... It's the first time I've felt that way, and I've been thinking for a moment, I'm the one who died once anyway... However, I heard the crying of the peaches, I saw Wen Yu who was curing the disease day and night, I felt distressed, I thought, it is for them, I also have to live, just like that, I slowly swallowed the medicine, slowly improved, but at that time, but I couldn't find the motivation to live at that time..."

Li Shunshui listened, his heart was like a needle prick, and his eyes were red.

He has only known her for so long, and he is right for her... Some thoughts are not like this...

It hurts, he didn't say a word, and his heart hurt a little.

In his impression, she has always been a strong woman, a woman who is stronger than a man, but he didn't expect that she also had such fragile times, when she didn't want to die for the sake of a person.

What was she like at that time?

Hearts like ashes? Zombie?

He was suddenly glad that there were those people around her at that time, Lu Wenyu and them, and people who wanted to save her at all costs.

"When I was a little better, I was able to get up, I could walk around the house a little, and I painted this picture, but I couldn't draw his real appearance, and I thought, in the early years, why didn't I learn to paint well? In this way, I can draw better, I can't see the wind at that time, I stay in the house all day, I stare at this painting when I have nothing to do, and slowly, I finally find the motivation to live, I realize that I should live well, because I still have a lot of things to do, and he has a lot of things to do for him, and I can do them for him, which is good......"

As she spoke, the smile on her face became gentle.

Li Shunshui never made a sound, but his heart was dull and painful.

That feeling was indescribable, he couldn't imagine how she came out and how she survived at that time, but he was in great pain at the moment, pain in her pain, as if he could empathize, and he didn't know why he felt this way.

At this moment, he suddenly wanted to lose his mind and say that he was Mei Shijiu, the senior brother she was thinking about, so would her life be complete.

Because he suddenly realized at this moment that no matter how beautiful she is, no matter how glamorous she is, her life, because of the lack of that person, will never be complete, and there are always shortcomings, and he wants to make up for her shortcomings.

But the more this happened, the more he dared not speak.

Because he was afraid, afraid that he had not let her down.

Who is he......

When a person suddenly wishes that he was another person, that feeling is actually very painful and very subtle.

He hoped that Lu Wenyu would be true at this time.

"Actually, I didn't know that I would be in that situation at that time, I used to always feel that I was cold by nature, or the living environment made me unable to treat a person so hot, so that when he was there, I just looked at his deep affection, and always rational restraint, always retained a little sobriety, you know? Half a year, in those six months, I have relied on those intimately remembered to come over, you wait, I'll show you something......"

Hatsuyuki said, turning around and taking out a small box.

"Here are our letters, and he once sent me a parrot pigeon, called Green Feather, which is very spiritual... Later, after the battle of Cangchuan, the bird was gone, and after I recovered from my illness, I asked people to search there for a long time, but I never found it, just like a senior brother..."