Chapter 52: Birth

"Whew...... Whew......"

"Brute thing...... How dare you come over again! Dare to come over again......"

In the dense jungle, the hunters who hunted encountered fierce beasts with wounds on the head and body that were extremely hungry.

He tried to step back for a while, only to find that the hungry beast was still following him.

He took a step back, and the beast watched, and took a step closer, and sat down to pounce on the food.

The hunter clenched his weapon, panting, his eyes reddened, his face became hideous, and he opened his hand at the beast and roared angrily, trying to scare it away.

"Get out of here! Get lost! ”

"Roaring ......"

The beast grabbed the dirt on the ground, roared, and did pause,

But probably too hungry, it stretched out its paws forward and pressed its body back.

When the hunter saw this, his heart sank.

The damned beast had taken him as prey, so close, in this dense jungle, he couldn't outrun this beast.

“…… What do you want! ”

"Brute thing...... Here you go! Come on! ”

The hunter was furious, his eyes were red, and he opened his hand to the beast in a frenzy, and moved forward a few times.

The body of the beast, which made simple forward movements, shrank back with the hunter's movements, but in the end, it still pounced on the hunter.

"Made...... Brute, you want to eat me...... Then let's see which of us lives and who dies......"

Following its hunting instincts, the beast bit the hunter's neck.

The hunter's eyes were red, his face was hideous, and he swung his knife at the beast.

"Ho Ho ......"

"Roaring ......"

In the end, the beast bit the hunter anyway,

In the madness of the hunter, he also slashed the beast several times.

The hunter who was bitten in the body made some muffled sounds in his mouth, and his red eyes stared at the beast.

The beast was covered in blood, and the dripping blood was mixed with the blood of the hunter.

There was a roar of pain.

The hunter died,

The hungry beast hunted successfully.

It's just that his whole body is wounded and wounded, and he is full of wounds.

After enjoying the fruits of their own hunting.

The beast dragged its bloodied body and walked away.

After a few more staggering steps, he also collapsed not far from the hunter.

With his eyes open and panting, gradually the beast was different.

At last a bird fell, pecking at the flesh of the beast, and there was no movement of the beast.

……

“…… Help me...... Woo...... Help ......"

At noon, the sun was shining.

In the village, some families are having lunch, some families are still smoking, and some families are already taking a nap.

There is no figure to be seen in the fields of the village road.

And at this time,

A half-old child fell into the river outside the village.

Originally, the child just held a small water ladle and squatted on the steps by the river, wanting to hold some water to play.

How do you know that when you squatted down, bent down, lowered your head, and stretched out the scoop to the river, one of them was careless, and the center of gravity was unstable, so he fell down into the river with his head bored.

The head is poured into the water, the whole body falls into the water, and the child who can't swim is the first to be blind.

After turning around in the water by inertia, he subconsciously began to struggle.

It rained last night, and the river was a little deeper than usual, wrapped in some weeds upstream, rushing downstream.

For adults, the water can barely step on the ground, revealing its head.

For this child, there is no way to stand in the water.

The child struggled desperately, his eyes closed in panic,

His legs and feet fluttered in the water, most of the time he curled up subconsciously, and occasionally his toes could barely touch the mossy bottom of the river.

"Woo ......"

Most drowning victims are silent, and the child chokes on the water, and after a few shouts, there is no sound.

All that is left is the hands and feet grasping indiscriminately, struggling in the water,

It's just that no matter how he struggled in a panic, he couldn't poke his head out of the water.

On the contrary, the more he struggled, the faster the water flooded over his head.

He fluttered his legs and feet, and because he was subconsciously curled up, it was difficult to touch the bottom of the river again.

For the child at this moment, the river seems to be very deep and deep.

"Pounce...... Strike...... Whoop ......"

No one noticed that there was drowning here, and the roads outside the village were empty and no one was passing by.

His house was not far from here, but even his mother didn't know when he had run out of the house.

On the surface of the river, there was only a little splashing of water.

When the child struggled desperately in the water, the splashed water was like blood, staining the river wall that the river had not yet touched.

"...... Uproar"

At the end of the day, the child was already unconscious.

Only some fearful emotions lingered in the bottom of my heart.

At the last moment, the child faintly heard his mother's voice,

"Where did this dead kid go......

His mother's voice went from near to far, and he heard hurried footsteps approaching.

It's just that the child has no strength to struggle at this time, but just sinks as the water continues to sink.

At the last moment, the child finally opened his eyes in fear.

……

After the historical mapping of the scene of the death of the half-grown boy on that street.

Xu Feng and Ah Meng saw the scene of a man or a woman, old or young, male or female, before his death in the historical mapping.

Most of these people died in vain, with strong obsessions, resentment, and fear.

Or they were killed by wild beasts, or they were drowned by rivers.

After each time, you can feel that there seems to be some subtle changes in the world around you.

Love is not born from the obsession between life and death, but from countless lives and deaths, accumulated over a long period of time.

For every such deceased, the obsession and resentment before and after death continue to breed him, until this love is finally born.

……

“…… Fall down, what's the use of having a girl, it's all money-losing goods, why do you want so many money-losing goods. ”

"Daddy, if you don't stay, it's a life after all......"

"Stay? How can Lao Tzu have so much food to raise so many money-losing goods......"

Xu Feng and Ah Meng reappeared in a historical map.

It is a family in a rural area.

The house was dilapidated, and the clothes worn by the men and women who were talking in the house were also shabby.

But in the yard outside the house, there were three children, big and small, who were not dressed neatly, but the older ones barely held a rag to cover their shame, and the youngest ran all over the yard with bare butts.

Xu Feng and Ah Meng, this time, turned into two sparrows and landed on the eaves next to them.

"There......"

The woman listened to the man's words, speechless, touched her belly, and hesitated.

“…… Hurry up and kill it tomorrow. The seedlings are about to be planted, and there is no effort to do it later. ”

"I got it......"

"Grind and chirp...... What to do. It's not like I haven't fought before...... I said that I was a girl before, and you were going to fight it yourself, but this time it's fateful to say anything......"

"Isn't there already a boy in our family......

"Give me less...... I'll go tomorrow to ......."

The man said a word and stood up.

The woman touched her belly again and said,

"Baby...... Our family has no such fate with you. It just so happens that you are a girl, and you were born to suffer, so you should be reincarnated in another family......"

Under the eaves.

Xu Feng and Ah Meng looked at the couple.

glanced at the woman's belly, which was already slightly bulging, and in that belly was a newly-conceived ignorant life.

The ignorant life does not know her fate, and she is still in her mother's womb.

After a pause, Xu Feng turned his head again and glanced at the man who stood up,

The man who had already stood up looked left and right and saw the sparrows incarnated by Xu Feng and Ah Meng,

Seeing that the two sparrows landed on the beams of the house and did not move, he turned around and shouted to the children who were running in the yard,

"Boss, bring me the net...... Let's see if we can improve our food ...... today."

"Oh......"

After shouting, the eldest child went to get the net.

The man turned his head and saw that the two sparrows were still there, and took the net pocket and walked over lightly.

But

This man naturally failed to catch the sparrows incarnated by Xu Feng and Ah Meng.

"Oops...... Oops......"

Just lifting his net, the man slipped and fell to the ground, which in turn was put on his head.

Xu Feng turned his head, looked at Ah Meng, and smiled.

Then the two incarnated sparrows calmly flew away.

……

"Ah......h

It's still the couple.

But the day seems to have changed.

In the house of the country clinic, the woman screamed miserably,

A stable woman in the countryside took an iron hook and clamp to abort the baby.

The woman let out a bitter cry and lay on the bed sweating profusely, her hands constantly clenching the sheets,

The body unconsciously twisted and curled, but he didn't dare to move, but his body kept trembling.

Wen Po took the shiny iron hook and reached into the woman's body to hook the fetus, not in a hurry, but she was so tired that she rubbed the sweat on her forehead with the clothes on her shoulders from time to time.

There was also a doctor who had just been assigned to a rural clinic standing next to him, and he who had received some medical education really didn't feel at ease with Wen Po giving abortions so rudely.

“…… It's okay like this, Granny Zhang......"

"It's okay, don't worry, Doctor. Don't dare to say it, the old woman is familiar with this abortion. ”

"What month doesn't fall ten or eight."

Wen Po raised her head with a smile, wiped the sweat on her forehead, and said to the young doctor.

"If she comes over earlier, I'll give her a pack of medicine, and I'll be bleeding herself, and I'll just do the finishing touches for her."

"It's not okay now, the children in the belly are all older, you lie down and listen, maybe you can still hear the baby's heartbeat, so you can only do it yourself."

Wen Po said like a few treasures, and then used the iron hook and clamp with her hands and feet, and sat for the final cleaning.

"Today's hands are a little rough, and the baby hasn't come out completely...... You're like before, and most of the time I've made it whole...... But that's fine. ”

"Some months old, you have completely got it out, and the baby is still crying...... What do you say, it's not good for the baby or the parents...... That's good for now. ”

"Is it really alright? Granny Zhang......"

The young doctor looked at the blood on the bed, a little worried, and a little annoyed.

Annoyed that he shouldn't have believed the words of these two people before, he told the family the gender of the child in advance, maybe there was no such thing.

However, looking at these two people like this, can this child really survive well?

The more the young doctor thought about it, the more frustrated he became, and the more worried he became.

"Hey...... What are you asking here, a doctor...... If you're not at ease, you'll ...... by yourself."

As he spoke, he threw down the iron hook clip full of blood in his hand.

"Don't ...... Granny Zhang...... Granny Zhang...... Come on, come on. ”

The doctor hurriedly said again.

“…… Hey, I'll just say, you young doctors...... I'm also afraid of that......"

Seeing the young doctor's panicked appearance, Wen Po was a little proud, shook her head, and picked up the iron hook.

"Granny Zhang...... Don't talk to me yet, you can do this first......"

"Okay, okay...... For such a job, how can you care about the old woman...... That's it, the old woman can get me with her eyes closed......"

Wen Po was still muttering in her mouth, cleaning up the woman.

The woman kept screaming in the process.

Men are distressed about money and are reluctant to give women numbing drugs.

The young doctor was annoyed by his previous behavior and wanted to pay for the woman's anesthetic.

But it was rejected by both the woman and the man.

The man probably felt that the young doctor's behavior had hurt his face, and some of them said a few unpleasant words to the young doctor with a red face.

The women also waved their hands with the men.

In the end, Wen Po came and told the doctor that she didn't need it, and she was quick with her hands and feet.

It can only make the young doctor sigh incessantly.

"Ah......h

The woman's screams gradually weakened,

I don't know if it's because of the pain and numbness, or if it's so tired that I can't scream.

Or maybe it's because Wen Po's actions are gradually coming to an end.

However, the woman's body was still trembling unconsciously, probably because she had no strength to control it, and she was shaking so badly that she didn't just now.

"Don't move...... If you move for a while, the blood won't flow like it is now......"

Wen Po scolded.

……

On the wall of this room, two moths lay silently.

It is the incarnation of Xu Feng and Ah Meng this time.

Xu Feng glanced at the woman who had the abortion, the woman who gave the woman the abortion, and the young doctor guarding next to him.

Then he turned his gaze to the side again.

The soul of the baby, who was forced to die before it was born, is now floating beside it,

There is resentment all over his body, and there is still a lingering fear of ignorance on his face.

Probably a little unwilling, the baby's soul has surrounded his mother several times,

In the end, I had no choice but to leave.

But

Compared to the scene of the dead that I saw before.

In this scene, there is an extra figure that only Xu Feng and Ah Meng can see.

That's the love that has almost been conceived,

So much, so long obsession and resentment accumulation, finally from this obsession of life and death gave birth to such a sin.

The love at this moment, surrounded by strong resentment and indescribable obsession,

His figure is still a little illusory, and his figure is still changing in the breeding of resentment and obsession.

Or a shopkeeper who was killed by bandits, or a baby who died in the womb.

Or a drowning child, or a woman hanging.

The form of this sin is constantly changing, and it is not fully formed.

At last

After the soul of the infant who died in vain this time left.

The change in the body shape of the love finally stopped.

In the end, he took on the form of a baby.

Some are like the babies who died this time, and some are like the babies who died hundreds of years ago.

This love related to life and death chose such an appearance related to life and death to incarnate out.

After the figure was formed, the body of the love was still a little weak, and there were no three souls and seven spirits, like a reflection full of obsession and resentment.

Love floated beside the woman's bed, and the two godless eyes kept looking straight at the woman.

Xu Feng glanced at the formed love.

To be precise,

This is also only the embodiment of sin.

The sins themselves are those obsessions and resentments that have accumulated over hundreds of years.

At this moment, love is formed, and it is not only because of the fetus that died in front of him at this moment,

There may be countless other similar things going on at the same time, completing the accumulation of resentment and obsession.

He paused his gaze on the incarnation of love.

Then he looked at the woman lying on the bed and the woman next to her, the young doctor.

As for the woman's husband, he didn't appear near here.

"Alright...... Just rest and recuperate...... By the way, do you want to ...... this?"

“…… No...... Don't ...... anymore."

Wen Po wiped the sweat, put down the tools in her hand, and then held up the placenta next to it that was still decorated with some rotten meat, and asked the woman.

The woman collapsed, soaked with sweat, her face was pale, and she was shivering, and she collapsed on the bed.

Listening to Wen Po's words, he opened his eyes, looked at the bloody thing, and then showed some fear in his eyes, trembling even more, and hurriedly shaking his head.

"Okay, the old woman took it away...... That's a good thing......"

Wen Po looked at the woman's appearance, said with a smile, reached out and pulled a plastic bag, and put the placenta in,

"Then I don't want all this rotten meat...... If you don't want me, I'll take it with you......"

"Don't ...... Don't ...... anymore."

"Eh, you mothers...... In the end, I had to bury this poor doll......

Wen Po picked up a plastic bag, cleaned it up again, and turned around to leave.

The woman closed her eyes and stopped answering.

Before going out,

Wen Po looked at the young doctor next to her, who was finally relieved, and reached out to pull him over,

“…… Listen to you say that you wanted to give this man an anesthetic......"

"...... right"

"You can't use it, you stupid doll...... For someone like that, you just have to let her know that it hurts so she can know the lesson. ”

“…… But she learned the lesson, and her husband ......"

The young doctor turned his head to look outside the clinic, and the woman's husband said that he had a town job to do in a hurry, but he didn't come.

“…… Hey, you silly doll...... Also, you give it to her now, be careful to rely on you next time, I'll tell you ......"

“……”

The young doctor didn't say anything more, Wen Po shook her head with a smile, and walked away with her things.

……

Xu Feng and Ah Meng's incarnated moths, looking at this scene, and then at the sins that had already taken shape,

Left here again.

It's another scene of historical mapping, but this time, love was completely born.

“…… Grandmother. Give me the ball......"

In the yard of a farmhouse.

The house, which was renovated only a few years ago, looks a little new and tidy.

An old lady sat on the edge of the roof, peeling buds, smiling at her granddaughter playing in the yard, and her son, who had just returned from outside on a motorcycle.

"Okay...... Give ......"

The old lady smiled kindly, stretched out her hand, picked up the ball in the yard next to her, threw it at her granddaughter, and threw it over.

"Mom, don't be so used to her......"

"Do you know if you want to pick up the ball yourself...... Don't bother grandma. ”

"I got it......"

"Eh, don't talk about children."

"Mom, you can't get used to her all the time...... Mom, what do you eat at home at night? ”

"Your brother comes back in the evening and prepares to cook some food, and when the time comes, we will eat together......"

"That's a good feeling......

It's a very warm scene, but there is an extra figure next to the courtyard, always by the old lady's side, looking straight at her.