Chapter 36: I Haven't Lived Enough

"Mother, what are you looking for me?" Cold Frost asked suspiciously.

Liu put down the teacup in his hand, looked at Leng Shuang and smiled: "Shuangshuang, I heard that you have been very close to Tingyu recently?" ”

When she said this, her tone was calm, and even a smile appeared on her face, as if she did not seem to be displeased.

Cold Frost's heart jumped violently, and she had a gut feeling that the Liu clan must have sensed something.

"Mother, what are you talking about, I don't understand what you're talking about."

"Frost, Thunder and Thunder...... Are you having a hard time, are you arguing? Liu asked with concern.

"No," Leng Shuang shook her head: "Mother, I'm just ......"

"Shuangshuang, my mother knows that you are wronged, and I understand you very well, you don't have to worry, I won't force you to separate, no matter what happened to you before, you just need to remember that Tingyu is your husband now."

She looked up at Liu, and grief appeared on her face: "Mother, I ......"

"You are husband and wife, you will be together sooner or later, I don't want Tingyu to be infamous for me, and I won't let him be in any danger." Liu said.

"Mother, I'm sorry, I ......" Leng Shuang gritted her teeth, she didn't know how to express her true emotions in her heart, she just wanted to be with Gu Tingyu, and she didn't have any other ideas.

"Frost, this is the fate of you and Tingyu, and the fate of the two of you is destined to be tied together." Liu said softly.

"But ......"

"No, but," Liu interrupted Cold Frost, then grabbed her arm and said, "Frost, you know, we are one. ”

Cold Frost was silent, she didn't know how to refute Liu.

"Shuangshuang, let's go see your father, your father is still lying in bed, his condition is getting worse and worse, aren't you worried?" Liu sighed: "I know you don't want to see your father, but you can't ignore his life." ”

"I ......" Leng Shuang really didn't want to see Father Leng, but Liu's words went to her heart, and she didn't want Father Leng to die.

"Mother, I know what to do."

After Leng Shuang left, Liu took a deep breath, and then said to the grandmother who was waiting next to him: "You send someone to keep an eye on Leng Shuang quietly to see if she has any abnormal movements, and if so, tell me immediately." ”

Father Leng is her only weakness, not only because Father Leng is Lengshuang's father, but also because Father Leng is the brother of the Queen Mother.

"Yes, ma'am." Mama nodded.

"Also," Liu paused, and then ordered, "You have people check whether Tingyu has married that woman now, and if he dares to lie to me, I will never forgive him." ”

"Yes, slave and maid."

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"What did you say?" Leng Shuang heard that Leng's father was critically ill, her head buzzed, and she immediately stood up from the stool: "What do you mean when you say that my father is critically ill?" ”

"Miss, Madame told you to go back quickly." The mother-in-law hurriedly said.

Leng Shuang immediately ran out of the house, she rushed all the way to Leng Mansion, at this time Liu was sitting in the house, looking at Leng Father's pale face, Leng Shuang's footsteps stopped in place.

She walked in slowly, Liu's gaze swept over Cold Frost, then retracted his gaze and said, "Frost, are you here?" Go take care of your father first, he needs you by his side now, and when he wakes up, I'll send someone to tell you." ”

"Hmm," Cold Frost replied, she sat down in front of the bed and held Father Cold's hand, Father Cold's cloudy eyes opened and looked at Cold Frost, and then closed his eyes again.

"Father, what's wrong with you?" Cold Frost asked, her voice choked up.

Father Leng opened his eyes slowly, he looked at Leng Shuang, patted Leng Shuang's shoulder with his hand, and then sighed helplessly and said, "Silly girl, don't cry, I haven't lived enough," As he spoke, he reached out and wiped away the tears on Leng Shuang's face: "Be good, don't cry." ”

Leng Shuang held back her tears and tried her best to raise a bright smile: "Father, don't worry, I won't cry, I will take good care of you." ”

Father Leng nodded, then closed his eyes again, he still had a faint smile on his face: "Silly girl, take good care of yourself, don't wronged yourself, although Tingyu is a little older than you, but his character and ability are good, and you are childhood sweethearts, you should also understand that Tingyu is not an ordinary man, you have to hold on to him," he said, his voice became much lower: "Shuangshuang, you have to keep in mind your mother's words, Tingyu is definitely not an ordinary person, you must be cautious." ”

Leng Shuang's heart twitched fiercely, she knew that Leng's father's words were all for her good, but she didn't know what she was going to do, she only had one thought now, she wanted to be with Gu Tingyu.

"Mother, I see," Cold Frost nodded, with a warm smile on her face.

"Well, you go and rest, my mother is here with your father."

Father Leng was unconscious, and Liu stayed aside, constantly wiping the beads of sweat from Father Leng's forehead.

"You're tired too, go and rest," Father Leng said weakly.

Liu shook her head, where did she sleep now.

Her husband and she have been together for decades, and this affection has not been erased even if the years have passed.

Suddenly, Liu's arm was grabbed by Father Leng, and she looked at Father Leng in surprise: "Master, you ......"

"Shhhhh......h ”

When Liu Shi heard this, she immediately pricked up her ears and listened, and after a while, her face suddenly changed, and she leaned into Father Leng's ear and said, "Did you hear it, it seems to be the voice of the Queen Mother." ”

Father Leng nodded, with a complicated look in his eyes: "I'm afraid this matter can't be hidden, and the people in the palace also know about it." ”

After Leng Shuang heard this, the whole person froze in place, and a mocking smile tugged at the corner of her mouth, she didn't expect that she was the last to know the news.

"Dad, I'll go talk to my mother," Leng Shuang pursed her lips and turned to leave.

When she got back to her room, Cold Frost locked herself in the room, and she took out a letter that she had written only the night before, and she wanted to send it out.

"Shuang'er, I don't want to marry into the palace, the two of us are a pair of hard-working mandarin ducks, why can't we be happy together?" Cold Frost never mentioned it, but she never forgot it.

"I can't bear you, we've lost more than 30 years, do we want to continue to be wrong? Frost, we have lost so much, can't we cherish each other in the rest of the time, don't you be stubborn anymore, okay," Leng Shuang's eyes were slightly red.

"You're right, I've missed too much to miss anymore," her tears streamed down her cheeks and dripped onto the letter in her hand.

Cold Frost folded up the letter and put it in his sleeve pocket, then picked up the pen on the table and prepared to write his wishes on the letterhead.

But just as she was about to put pen to paper, the door was pushed open.

"Frost Frost," Leng Mu walked in quickly, she looked at Leng Frost with anxiety on her face, and asked, "Frost, what are you doing?" ”

"I'm writing a letter to my father," Leng Shuang said calmly, then she looked at her mother and said, "Mother, I won't be separated from Gu Tingyu." ”

She looked at Leng's mother and said resolutely, "I am already his person." ”

"Frost ......" Leng's mother opened her mouth, and finally didn't say the second half of the words, she sighed, and then turned to leave. Don't be obsessed anymore, I know I don't have many days left, while I'm still alive, let's escape together, I don't want you to marry into the palace and suffer. ”

Looking at the handwriting on the letterhead, the cold frost's eyes were slightly red, and tears fell onto the paper, smudging a cloud of ink.

Early the next morning, as soon as she finished eating, Liu asked someone to call her to Leng's father's yard.

"Frost girl, you're here," Liu beckoned to her with a smile.

Leng Shuang frowned, and then walked up to Liu's side: "Mother, what are you looking for me?" ”

"Your father has fallen ill, and during this time, I will trouble you more," Liu patted Leng Shuang's hand and said: "Frost girl, you are a filial child, my mother knows your intentions, but you are not suitable to stay in the palace, my mother will help you find a candidate, and when you find the right person, your mother will definitely let you marry in style, you can't refuse," Liu said solemnly.

Cold Frost opened her mouth, but she didn't know what to say, she lowered her eyes and said nothing.

"Shuang'er, don't worry, your marriage, your mother will definitely handle it properly for you," Liu comforted: "You just listen to your mother, and when your mother helps you find a good candidate, we will sneak out of the capital in private." ”

"I disagree!" Leng Shuang raised his head, his eyes full of anger: "If you don't agree, don't blame me for dying to show you!" ”

What Leng Shuang said was categorical, Liu Shi was stunned for a moment, and only reacted after half a sound, her voice trembled and said, "You...... What you say, you say again! ”

"I said I don't agree, if my mother wants to persecute me, I will die in front of you!" Cold Frost said through gritted teeth.

"Smack!" A crisp slap came, and Leng Shuang's face instantly became hot and painful.

Leng Shuang covered his face and looked at Liu in disbelief, his eyes sad.

"You're crazy," Liu Shi was so angry that his whole body trembled: "You are the only concubine of the Leng family, you can't be so willful, your father and I are all for your good,"

"I said it, no matter who you are, you can't stop me from being with Gu Tingyu!"

Liu Shi took a few deep breaths before she barely calmed down, and she said indifferently: "Since you want to go to death, then let you be, your father and I won't stop you." ”

"I won't go to the capital," Leng Shuang said stubbornly, she knew that as long as she left here, she would definitely die without a place to be buried, in this life, she didn't plan to set foot in the palace again, and she didn't have the courage to face Gu Tingyu now.

"If you want to die, just go," Leng's mother's voice was extremely cold, Leng Shuang was the child she gave birth to in October, and she wanted her child to be happy more than anyone else.

When Leng Shuang heard what her mother said, her heart was cold, she closed her eyes, hid the sadness in her eyes, and then opened her eyes again, and said lightly: "Mother, don't worry, I will take care of myself." ”

"Hmph," Leng Mu snorted coldly, and then stood up: "Since you have already decided, I will not persuade you anymore, I will pack my things now, and I will leave here immediately." ”

When Leng Shuang heard that the Liu clan was leaving, the whole person was dumbfounded.

Liu Shi took her hand, her eyes were sour, and she gently touched her daughter's head: "Mother knows that you are a well-behaved and sensible child, although your father is sick this time, but Mother believes that he will get better, Mother will go first," she finished speaking, wiped her tears with a handkerchief, and left.

After Liu left, Leng Shuang sat on the edge of the bed, she looked at Leng Father lying on the bed, and felt a faint pain in her heart, but she also knew in her heart that she and Gu Tingyu had no fate at all, and she couldn't bear to let Leng Father worry, so she could only be ruthless.

When she came back to her senses, she saw Gu Tingyu standing next to the window.

Leng Shuang hurriedly walked over, she clenched Gu Tingyu's hand, and then lowered her head, not daring to look at him.

Gu Tingyu squeezed her hand and was silent for a long time before saying, "Shuang'er, I'll take you out of here, don't worry, I will definitely protect you well." ”