"Father's health is not well, why did he drink so much wine?"

Regret hurriedly ran over and wanted to help his father into the palace, but when his father saw her, he smiled.

"Father?"

Father was also strange today, he didn't say anything, just squatted down, hugged Regret tightly, and buried his head on her thin shoulders.

She couldn't see his expression, but she could clearly feel her father's ...... I'm crying.

Her father, who is as powerful as a mountain, is actually crying??

Regret was anxious and worried, and asked with a crying voice, "Father, what's wrong? What's wrong with you?"

After a long time, he raised his head, and his bloodshot eyes were exposed in front of his eyes, he forced the corners of his mouth and smiled, and said, "Regret, my father has something to say to the queen mother, you go back to the palace first."

"Father, what's wrong with you, I'm so worried about you, ...... you?"

"Sorry son, the father and the queen mother have something to discuss, the child can't understand, and when tomorrow dawns, you will come to play with the queen mother."

She didn't want to leave, but looking at her father's haggard appearance, she didn't want him to worry, so she could only agree, and left with tears in her eyes.

Regret was gone, and he didn't care about it anymore, Helian Decisive staggered to his feet, and he stumbled to the dormitory.

The wind pouring in from the window blew up the veil in the dormitory, and the dim light and candle flickered on and off, blurring the figure behind the veil.

Helian was silent, lifted the veil, stumbled to Si Nanyue's side, and watched her light the incense burner unhurriedly as usual.

Then he looked up, and the cold eyes that were not modified were naked in front of his eyes.

"Explanation...... he clasped Si Nanyue's shoulders tightly, "You explain, Lone will believe you."

Looking at his expression of almost despair, she smiled, her tone as indifferent as ever, "Since the king knows everything, why should he deceive himself?"

The red eyes looked at her for a long time, and finally closed their eyes like ashes, and I don't know whether it was tears or rain, sliding down his face one after another.

When he opened his eyes again, he had already accepted this fact, and the hands that were clasped on Si Nanyue's shoulders slowly hung down and fell weakly on his sides.

"When did you regain your memory?"

"What does the king think?"

"You've remembered everything since before the fire broke out in Chengze Palace, right?"

Si Nanyue didn't answer this question, she looked at Helian Duel, and suddenly asked, "Does the king still remember Songruo?"

He was silent, not knowing why Si Nanyue mentioned an irrelevant person at this time.

"Of course, the king will not remember." She sneered, "For you, whether it is loose or Tana, all the concubines in your harem, all the women you have bullied, all the children you have fallen with your own hands, all the innocent people you ordered to kill, you will not remember their names, after all, they are all cheap lives in your eyes."

She took Helian Duan's trembling hand and asked, "Can the king see the blood on your hands?" When you dream back at midnight, will you remember the innocent people who died at your hands?"

"Does this have anything to do with Lone's problem?"

"Of course it does!"

Si Nanyue pressed forward step by step, looking at him without blinking, "Helian Du, you are ambitious, murderous, self-serving, for the sake of the throne, you regard human life as a mustard, wantonly slaughter the innocent people in the defeated city, and do not hesitate to kill your father and siblings, you deserve all the filthy names in the world, how dare you dare to ask others to treat you sincerely, even if I am also covered in blood, but why do you have the confidence to think that I will accept you who is even more filthy than me!!"

The last sentence, Si Nanyue almost roared, her hand tightly grasped Helian Duel's collar, and her eyes were crazy that he had never seen.

"It doesn't matter when I regain my memory, even if I lose all my memories a thousand times, ten thousand times, whether I remember anything or not, whether I hate you or love you, I will never walk on the same path as someone like you, do you understand?!!?"

She finally spit out the words that had been suppressed in her heart for many years, and looked at Helian Duan's face with a look of shock and grief, she let go of Helian Duan's collar and suddenly laughed.

The laughter was like a wail of grief, and Helian Jue looked at her as she lost her mind in front of her, and all the strength in her body seemed to be drained.

He didn't know that Nanyue hated him, he should have suspected her, he should have suspected her from the beginning, and he did it, and the secret guard guarding Fengqi Palace was his last defense against her.

Since the fire in Chengze Palace, he should have put her under house arrest a long time ago, but he would rather deceive himself and guard this hard-won peaceful life like a dream, believing that she will be like him, and will slowly fall in love with each other.

Now Si Nanyue's words finally broke his last illusion, and he finally believed in the person he loved deeply...... Just want to send him to hell.

When the madness on Si Nanyue's face gradually subsided, Helian Du stared at her with deep eyes, and said slowly, "Lone is so dirty and filthy in your heart, but you will never be able to get out of the quagmire of Lone."

"No, you're wrong, I wasn't with you a long, long time ago."

She wiped the tears of laughter from her eyes, her lips still raised, and said, "Songru is me, Ximing is me, Nanxing is me, Nuo Min is also me, everyone who escapes from your hands alive is me, whether you live or die, what can you keep, only this little skin, what's the use?"

Si Nanyue saw that his forehead was full of green tendons, his trembling hand grabbed the short blade on his waist, staring at himself, he was already murderous.

As expected, Si Nanyue had already prepared for it.

Today, Laga reported that the news from outside that Linglu City had finally sent troops, formed an alliance with the generals of Ganquan City and the Mobei army, and sent Helian to Zelu City before, and the wolf king army that intended to block the coalition army had been wiped out, and this group of coalition troops was already marching towards Chiyuan, and it would be soon.

And the army led by Nanchen Nanxing and Hancang Wang Ye has broken through the Chiyuan border and is now advancing towards the royal capital, and the result of this war is already obvious.

Even if the Kreti clan is strong, even if they are all soldiers in the Red Abyss, but the vast majority of people are ordinary people who care about their families, for ordinary people, as long as life is as peaceful and peaceful as ever, what difference does it make who is the king and who is in charge?

Akaibuchi ...... Defeat is assured.

And how could Helian let go of the culprit who caused all this.

Si Nanyue closed her eyes and accepted all this calmly, for her, she had already died in the fire in Zelu City, and the reason why she still existed in the world was because the hatred in her heart had piled up into the fire of the restoration of the country, and she wanted to devour the red abyss.

Over the years, she has been humiliated and stayed by Helian Duel's side, every step of the way is terrifying, like walking on thin ice, in order to achieve the goal, she lost the bottom line, and became a monster like the enemy, she should have died a long time ago, and now she is only one step away from achieving her goal, so why die?

But Si Nanyue waited for a long time, but she didn't see the knife fall on her body.

When he opened his eyes, he saw that Helian had lost his soul, and looked at her numbly.

He stretched out his hand and stroked her hair as he usually did, and said, "Nanyue, Lone really loves you, and he really hates you, and he wants to kill you immediately, but Lone won't do that......

Helian took a deep breath, lowered his head, and turned away in a dejected manner, he walked a few steps, stopped again, turned his back and asked her, "As a mother, you will raise your penitent child to adulthood, right?"

Si Nanyue looked at him fixedly, and it wasn't until Helian Du left that she whispered, "If you don't kill me, you will definitely regret it......

The rain outside the window continued to fall heavier and heavier for several days, and she had not seen Helian in any time, thinking that the attack of the coalition army was almost overwhelmed by him.

Early in the morning, Lianyi came to Fengqi Palace to talk to her, she looked at the flowers that were knocked down by the rain outside, and said that she had been in Chiyuan for so many years, and she had never seen such a heavy rain, Si Nanyue smiled, and said that every rainy season in Zelu City, it is like this.

Looking at the rain outside the window, she suddenly remembered that the rain vine tree in the palace of Zelu should be in full bloom now.

"The Queen's Mother......

Rag panted from the outside

Ran in, she was usually dignified and steady, and rarely panicked, Lianyi asked, "What's wrong Lager? Speak slowly."

"Hit ...... It's in...... Helian Duel has gone to fight outside the palace in his own armor!"

"It's in?!!"

Lianyi stood up directly in shock, didn't even have time to speak, and hurriedly went out to look for Jun'er.

Si Nanyue sat in place and did not move, she looked out the window in silence, and there were already maids and guards outside who were carrying thin and soft backs and fled in a hurry.

She said after a while, "Rag, you go and send Lianyi's mother and son out of the palace."

"Then you ......."

"Don't worry about me, go ahead, there's one more important thing after that......" ap.

She whispered a few words to Rag, and after Rag left, Si Nanyue sat in place and didn't know what she was thinking, she looked at the dessert on the table, seemed to have made up her mind, got up and took out a bottle of frosting in the dark compartment of the dresser, sprinkled it evenly on the pastry, and called, "Someone!"

"What do you command?"

Si Nanyue picked up the pastries on the table and handed them to the maid, "Send this plate of pastries to Princess Ning'an's palace, let her not worry, tell her...... When she finished her pastry, her father and mother ...... And he came back."

"Yes......"

Seeing that the maid's face was full of horror, Si Nanyue randomly pulled two golden hairpins on the dresser and handed them to her, saying, "After watching the princess eat the pastries, you can also leave the palace with them and live a stable life."

"Yes...... Be...... Xie Niangniang......"

Listening to the shouts and roars from time to time outside the palace, the little maid only had to run for her life after delivering the pastries, she trembled and held the plate of pastries, and felt strange in her heart, why did the queen mother come to this time, and she still wanted her to send pastries to the princess, shouldn't she run away at this time?

The fear in her heart made her unable to think about it, Niangniang treated them these maids very well on weekdays, even if they occasionally made some small mistakes, Niangniang never blamed her, this matter was the last thing Niangniang ordered, the master and servant were a servant, but there was some affection, how could she not disobey Niangniang's last order.

Thinking of this, the little maid's pace sped up, but when she arrived at the princess's bedroom, she found that there was no one inside, and the little maid was about to cry, the princess has always hated rainy days the most, and every time it rains, she will not take a step out of the palace gate, why can't she find anyone today?

Just put the pastries in the dormitory.

The little maid must have a heart, the princess doesn't know where to run, she may not be able to find it, no matter how big the affection is, it is not worth losing her life because of a plate of pastries.

She put the pastry on the edge of the table, and fled with the other maids with the soft things she had already packed.