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I only want to be a human being,

Frank and swaying through this life.

Debts from previous lives come and pay,

The next life may be a cloud.

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Gong Yi woke up early in the morning, and his heart was uneasy and terrified. She looked at the date and shuddered. Tomorrow is the day of bank repayment, and her ex-husband Zhang Zihai has not yet sent money in.

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Gong Yi's ex-husband Zhang Zihai, married Gong Yi for 13 years, for Zhang Zihai's entrepreneurship, exhausted all Gong Yi's credit, and helped him borrow nearly one million debts from the bank, and then Zhang Zihai had an affair on the grounds of emotional discord, and finally decided to divorce Gong Yi.

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The person who came out of the Valley of Despair, after ruthlessly using all the practical resources, cut off the marriage in a chic manner. There is no good gathering and dispersal, and the debt is always in the real life of the two of them, and they have to be involved all the time.

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Zhang Zihai said that he is not ruthless, and he promises to pay back the money on time every month. In the 8 months of the divorce, Zhang Zihai was able to transfer the money to Gong Yi's repayment account on time in the first 7 months, which did not affect Gong Yi's credit information. And this month, Zhang Zihai has no news.

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Gong Yi's sixth sense intuition told her that something was wrong. So she immediately picked up her mobile phone and sent a message to Zhang Zihai, asking him to make the payment immediately.

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Zhang Zihai really broke his promise. He replied that his company's capital turnover was difficult, and he begged Gong Yi to help him this time and settle it together next month.

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The head is buzzing. Gong Yiti's heartbeat finally happened. Zhang Zihai's entrepreneurship has reached the point of exhaustion...... He no longer has any ability to repay......

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Gong Yi is angry! She quickly sent messages to swipe the screen, venting the long-standing resentment in her heart, and version after version of green information, scolding Zhang Zihai bloody.

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Zhang Zihai also sent paragraph after paragraph, starting from how to make money in starting a business, to how to break the funds at present, to how to recover the payment in the next month, etc., all of which were explained in detail, and the purpose was also to make Gong Yi believe in him that he could repay her money next month.

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The realistic version of the pig killing plate, Gong Yi's 13-year marriage has been fully exerted, and the brilliance is that she continued to be killed by Zhang Zihai after the divorce.

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Gong Yi no longer has any feelings for Zhang Zihai, but after all, he is a husband and wife, and he is the father of the child, if he does not save him when he sees death, Gong Yi's conscience really can't get over.

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Although kindness is reserved for those who deserve it, you can't abuse your kindness in society, and it's easy to step on the pit and fall into a crisis. You understand the truth, but it's not the same thing when you make a choice.

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Gong Yi frowned and shook his head, soft-heartedness is illness, and discomfort is self-inflicted. In the end, she agreed to help Zhang Zihai.

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Gong Yi warned Zhang Zihai that he would not take an example if he only helped once. If she can't repay her money next month, and she can't repay the bank loan, everyone will see you in court.

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The repayment of 50,000 yuan a month is undoubtedly a desperate blow to 90% of the working class. When Zhang Zihai and Gong Yi divorced, they had exhausted all their family and had nearly one million debts. Gong Yi was dragged into the sea by Zhang Zihai and made a mess of chicken feathers, and he was empty of people and money.

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50,000 ...... Where to find it? Gong Yi was uncomfortable. Looking at the four-digit bank card deficit, this is a month's living expenses, just enough to support yourself and your children, and there is not much extra money to squander, let alone repay?

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The more Gong Yi thought about it, the more twisted she became, on the one hand, she couldn't calm Zhang Zihai's ruthlessness at the beginning, and after squeezing out all her economic value, she directly filed for divorce on the grounds of emotional discord and derailment for half a year. On the other hand, now I see that Zhang Zihai is in trouble, but I can't be ruthless and retaliate.

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Gong Yi hated her soft-heartedness, she beat her thigh hard with her hand, making it hurt, and muttered to herself: "Zhang Zihai, I owe you in my last life, and I will do evil in this life!" In this life, what happiness do I have for you? And how to find my happiness! ”

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Thinking of Cangxi, Gong Yi couldn't help crying. Cangxi is the reliable shoulder she encountered when she was alone on the road to counterattack after the divorce. But now, even Cangxi can't rely on it. The more Gong Yi thought about it, the more sad she became, and she lay on the bed crying breathlessly.

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Gong Yi cried that his life was bitter and that he did not deserve to be happy. She is currently being dragged too deep into the sea by her ex-husband Zhang Zihai, and she is riddled with millions of debts, and she is not qualified to find the life she wants no matter what.

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Want love that won't be let down? Obviously, Gong Yi does not have this ability at all, nor does he have this qualification. Real life, real people. No one wants to be wronged and bring you money and warmth.

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After crying loudly, Gong Yi finally calmed down. If you think about it, Cangxi's coldness is also a good thing, slowly fade out of Gong Yi's life, otherwise you will only suffer from it.

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Gong Yi can't be free, can't enjoy the love experience freely, and the debt of nearly one million is indeed too much, which overwhelms her self-esteem and enhances her inferiority complex.

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What a good man Cangxi is, such a good man, even if he falls in love with a single-parent woman with a million-dollar debt, he will suffer from it. Just let him come unharmed, anyway, he basically doesn't take the initiative, this long-distance relationship is just a love story written and directed by a person.

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Gong Yi called and she was contacting Mr. Chen, who works as a customer service manager at Bank G, to see if there was a way to help her cross the river.

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"Hey, Mr. Chen ...... early" After dialing the other end of the phone, I heard the other party "Hey." Gong Yi was a little nervous, and his speech trembled a little.

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Mr. Chen's tone is professional and slightly joyful, which is the affinity that has been exercised by being a customer service for many years. He replied with a smile, "Morning, Sister Gong." ”

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Gong Yi was slightly stunned. I haven't been in touch for so long, but Mr. Chen still remembers her. It is said that Mr. Chen is really a professional customer service manager of Bank G, and he really doesn't brag about it.

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Gong Yi didn't know how to ask Mr. Chen about the loan, so he was silent. She is not a good social person, and she is a clerical all the year round, and the most she deals with in her daily life is a pile of official documents, and she rarely communicates with people on weekdays, so her mouth will naturally be stupid. Plus she is emotionally up now, and she doesn't know where to start when she chokes her throat.

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Mr. Chen felt something unusual, he broke the deadlock directly and said slowly in his affinity bass: "Sister Gong, is there something wrong?" I'm listening. ”

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Gong Yi gained strength in Mr. Chen's words of encouragement, swallowed his saliva, nodded lightly and said, "I'm a little tight on hand, what business can your bank do?" ”

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Mr. Chen understood Gong Yi's words, and he immediately started a professional sales model and patiently asked Gong Yi relevant questions. For example, what do you need to do with the money? How much do I need to borrow? Is there any collateral? Interest first and then principal or interest at the same time, make an appointment to meet and talk, etc.

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Finally, they agreed to meet in the afternoon to go through the relevant loan procedures.

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In the afternoon, according to the agreed time, Mr. Chen drove to the community where Gong Yi lived. In order to prevent her family from knowing about her loan business with Bank G, Gong Yi asked Mr. Chen to talk to him at the fountain square in the community.

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Fountain Square, located in the center of the garden community, is the feng shui treasure of the community. There is a large fountain in the center of the square, and the fountain will be seen at noon every day, and the noon sun shines directly on the splashing water, and the beating water droplets condense into crystalline diamonds, shining.

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The square is surrounded by immaculately clean wooden benches fixed to the ground for passers-by to sit and rest. Each bench is about one meter and two meters long, and three adults can sit side by side.

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Gong Yi and Mr. Chen sat on the bench and began to handle the loan business. I saw Mr. Chen take out a large stack of A4 papers in his briefcase, which are all agreements that need to be signed for confirmation.

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Mr. Chen held the pen in his right hand and the agreement in his left hand, explaining the contents of the agreement in detail. Gong Yi nodded slightly in understanding after listening carefully.

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Subsequently, Mr. Chen took out his mobile phone, took pictures of Gong Yi, and finally completed the loan application process after skillfully operating a large number of mobile phone operations.

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The approval time for Bank G's loan business takes about one working day, and Mr. Chen told Gong Yi that during the approval period, she must pay attention to the phone calls from Bank G and answer them in a timely manner, so as not to delay the approval process and thus not delay Gong Yi's receipt of money.

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The loan business of 100,000 yuan, which is the first loan borrowed in Gong Yi's personal name after the divorce, does not belong to the joint debt of the husband and wife, but belongs to her alone, and she bears the consequences.

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Gong Yi understands very well in his heart, and he thinks very clearly, for the sake of 13 years of husband and wife, it is the first and last time to help Zhang Zihai after the divorce.

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The loan of 100,000 yuan was quickly approved. After Gong Yi put the 50,000 yuan repaid this month into the repayment account, he gave Zhang Zihai part of the remaining money, so that he could pay the salary to the employees and pay the rent first.

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In this life, Zhang Zihai has been stalled, and Gong Yi is finished. Gong Yi wrote today's events in his diary:

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August 14, 2022 was sunny and rainy

Adults, one way or another, are good to be alive. Living well is an achievement. --"Walk Forward, Don't Look Back"

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Whether life is good or not is up to me. I can't be free of my life trajectory, I took the wrong step, so every step is wrong.

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After 13 years of marriage, it is not an overnight thing to climb out. If he weren't the child's father, I wouldn't care about his life or death. I am also thinking about the child, not purely to help him; I'm also thinking about myself, just for the sake of my children's future.

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Neither I nor him can be old men, especially me. I can't put myself in the predicament of being dragged to death by him for a lifetime, this time I help is benevolent and righteous, if he doesn't do this business, I can only resign myself to fate.

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My children can't stand the fact that their parents are old friends. He's so innocent and bitter! Emotionally, I no longer have my father's love, and I don't have a complete family, if my parents are still affected by my parents in my studies, then I am really making a sin! No matter how hard it is, I can't put my child in such a desperate situation.

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Gong Yi closed the diary, and she finished writing. At this time, she was lying on the countertop in a daze.

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The sound of mobile phone messages rang, Gong Yi glanced at it, suddenly jumped up and grabbed the phone, and a message from Cangxi was displayed at the top of the screen: "Have you eaten?"