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The early morning sunlight sneaked in through the cracks in the curtains of the room, and the whole room was dark and bright, replacing the energy-saving green light on the air conditioner, and the whole room was hazy and transparent.

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After the beginning of autumn, the city of Z is still thundering with summer cicadas, and the rhythm of summer cicadas is cheerful, one high and one low, and the staggered singing in unison, and the sound of alarm clock music continues.

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Gong Yi didn't need a mobile phone alarm clock at all, anyway, before the alarm clock rang, she was woken up by Xia Cicada singing at six o'clock in the morning.

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I slept so soundly......

Gong Yi's eyes hurt because she cried too much last night, so she turned off her mobile phone early to sleep, so that no one would disturb her.

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Gong Yi habitually opened the curtains first, allowing the sunlight to be lazy and lazy all over the room. She then picked up the remote control and turned off the air-conditioner, then opened the window to let the morning air seep into the room and send away the smell of carbon dioxide build-up overnight.

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Then she turned on her phone, she didn't wait for the phone to turn on, and went straight to the bathroom to wash. As usual, Gong Yi went back to her room after washing up and picked up her phone to see if there was any message from someone else after she went to bed last night.

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After raising the face recognition of the mobile phone and unlocking the mobile phone screen, Gong Yi saw that there were more than a dozen unread messages displayed in her VX.

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She lazily opened VX, in addition to the information in the group, it was the information of Cangxi at the top of VX, a total of six messages!

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Six pieces of information!? What a surprise!!

Gong Yi couldn't help but smile sweetly and let out a soft sound. When did Cangxi get so nervous about me?

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Gong Yi sent a goodnight message to Cangxi the day before and then turned off her phone and went to sleep, her message was written like this:

"When you go back to City D, tell me that you're safe. I slept first, and my eyes hurt tonight. ”

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And five minutes after Gong Yi sent a goodnight message that night, Cangxi replied to five messages in a row:

"Hmm"

"Just got off"

"Why do your eyes hurt again?"

"Crying again???"

"If you do this, you'll be blind. Don't be in your sixties, and your eyes won't be able to see? ”

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Ten minutes later, another goodnight message came:

"Rest early"

"Is this initiative sweet? It's sweet! If you hug and kiss and call me treasure, it's perfect. Gong Yi was greedy again.

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For Cangxi, who has cold information, it is already a scarce thing to be able to send six messages in a row. Gong Yi felt sweet and self-absorbed by this, which could last for a day.

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Gong Yi smiled from ear to ear and replied to the message:

"I knew I wouldn't have gone to bed with my phone off. Missed so much information that you care about me. I cried. If you treat me well, I won't cry. [Hug]"

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Two hours later, Cangxi replied:

"Just wake up, don't cry at every turn in the future."

"It's not good to be blind, and when you're old, you need someone to serve you"

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Gong Yi's heart is very warm, and she is more motivated to live. She spends her day doing what she has to do. Fitness, learning dubbing, accompanying children, time is full and full.

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（17）

When night falls, Cangxi emo......

A big man who is usually cold and suddenly sends a message to you emo, does it mean that you are very important in his heart? Does he care about you?

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At least that's what Gong Yi thinks. Gong Yi quietly watched Cangxi swiping the screen on his mobile phone, watching him tell his current practical difficulties. Gong Yi felt very uncomfortable and didn't know how to comfort him.

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Cangxi said that the recent work pressure has been very huge. Next month, his company's rent will rise, which will undoubtedly put more pressure on his finances. The company has lost 400,000 yuan in the past two years.

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Cangxi said, I think about love when I am full of warmth, and now that I am under so much pressure, I am really in no mood to talk to me and me.

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For Cangxi at present, the huge pressure of work makes him no longer have any intention to fall in love. Now only money can give this man peace of mind. Yes, no one has a sense of security without money.

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Gong Yi was willing to help Cangxi, although he couldn't help much, but Gong Yi wanted to help. Gong Yi asked:

"Do you want me to help you? I can still get 10,000 thousands. ”

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Cangxi replied:

"How can you help, your ex-husband owes a lot of debts, and he still lives in his mother's house, and he has been cheated of tens of thousands. It's not easy for you either. ”

"I'm just talking, complaining, and taking care of yourself first."

"It's a drop in the bucket, you have your children with you, save more for yourself

Raising a child and raising it is no different from providing a suite. ”

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Gong Yi was unwilling to say this, her thoughts were actually a bit selfish and stupid. Gong Yi thinks that he can hear Cangxi's off-string sound, does Cangxi not want to be with Gong Yi anymore?

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The more Gong Yi thought about it, the more frightened he became, and he felt uncomfortable all of a sudden.

"No, I'm going to give him money to show my love for him! Money is a scarce resource, and only true love is willing to spend it. Gong Yi secretly made up his mind.

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Gong Yi replied to the message:

"Anyway, if you really can't figure it out, come to me!"

Cangxi continued to reply to her message:

"It's okay"

"Save more for yourself. I'm not used to using women's money. ”

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Cangxi is really a good man who is upright. He did not accept Gong Yi's kindness. Gong Yi had no choice but to pull in the lifelong relationship between them.

Gong Yi replied:

"Mm-hmm, then I'll definitely save money."

"It's not that you use women's money, my money is not your money."

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A second after this message was sent, Gong Yi suddenly felt so humble. This sentence "My money is not your money yet", what only a man will say when he pursues a woman, why does she want to make her own figure so low.

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Cangxi continued to reply:

"In this world now, you can earn millions of dollars in order to live a comfortable life."

"It's not that I haven't seen money, it's just that it's gone downhill in the past few years."

"People have to have the last laugh to be the real winner."

"You take care of your body, rest well, better than anything else. Don't stay up late. ”

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Gong Yi felt a little comforted in her heart, Cangxi was indeed very concerned about her health. Gong Yi's physical condition is not too good, and he needs to take Chinese medicine to regulate his body for a long time.

Gong Yi continued to reply and comfort Cangxi:

"I'll always be your little cheering master!"

Cangxi: "[Strong] [Strong]"

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Gong Yi was not happy when he saw Cang Xi reply to the two thumbs up emoji expressions and didn't say anything more. Gong Yi is so expressive, so affectionate, he can be so indifferent.

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Gong Yi was disappointed, it was Gong Yi's turn to emo...... So, she quickly sent two messages to express that she was currently uncomfortable.

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"No matter how difficult life is, you need to mobilize your feelings, otherwise isn't it miserable!! I was a little tired, so I listened to the book and went to sleep!! ”

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"The last sentence, it's not that you don't talk and I'm thinking nonsense! Not so superficial! But you must be, life is hard and you don't have the strength. I don't force you to say that you love me, kiss and hug those. There's no need to force. It's like I'm hijacking you to love me. I'm suffering from gains and losses, and I'm insecure, can you give me a word? Isn't it good to make me happy? Is it so hard to say? Okay, okay, let you go. ”

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Subsequently, Cangxi sent a concluding sentence:

"[Hug] [hug] go to bed early"

The expressions of the two "hugs" calmed Gong Yi's mood again, and the angry tigress became well-behaved again, and she felt that she had regained her sense of security.

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（18）

Gong Yi didn't know how humble it was to ask for love, but she still had no way not to ask for it, she couldn't help it, she wasn't sure that Cangxi loved her, she wanted affirmation, she wanted to be preferred.

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The long-distance relationship between them is precarious and more dangerous. She was walking on the tightrope, walking forward, and with a look of fear on her face she knew that she was afraid that she would fall off the tightrope at any moment.

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And he stood in the safety opposite her, watching her tremble with cold eyes, as if he did not intend to step forward and take two quick steps to catch her and protect her.

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And she didn't care. As long as he says hug and kiss. She was willing to listen to it and was moved, it was really hopeless.

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This world is also very unfair, and loving someone with your heart and lungs often ends well. Is it fulfilled when it is applied to them? I'll talk about that later.

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That night, Gong Yi wrote a diary, expressing her inner satisfaction and happiness, and she was willing to work hard to make money for Cangxi.

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2022.8.15 Sunny day

"Spread your cold ice and snow mountain, you can't melt, you can't cover it hot, I'm looking for myself. Accept your fate, who told me to recognize you and tolerate all your character. ”

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When you have a deeper conversation with your lover and confront his innermost thoughts, you will find that you don't really know your lover. What you thought of his dislove and hesitation before was actually just a trick, he was used to protecting his heart with coldness, not letting his emotions get out of control, and not letting scheming people take advantage of it.

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He lived his life like an ascetic. Whether it is real life or love life, he meticulously pursues perfection, it is difficult to set up a card in ninety-nine eighty-one, everything must be perfect, and he makes himself so hard and heavy.

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When he is willing to let you into his heart, to see his real and vulnerable side, to tell you that he is under pressure and does not accept your help in terms of money, he is a manly man who stands up to the sky, and at the same time, he is also a special existence for you in his heart.

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A man who is upright and upright who doesn't spend women's money, and who is tender like water in his heart, is actually like this. There is no gorgeous love and love, only a realistic attitude to life.

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When a man opens up his heart to the most fearful and uncomfortable side of his heart for you to understand, his love for you has already gone deep into his heart.

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Different experiences have shaped thousands of personalities; The different living environments have created a thousand life trajectories. In today's social environment, if you want to go back in style, you can only concentrate on facing the various practical pressures of life if you move forward without distractions.

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Only by putting in the effort that others are not willing to put in can we get what others do not get. If you can't do a little hard work, you must also have the courage to face and firmly believe that there will be at least a harvest of nine points of hard work.

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Even if life has a thousand reasons to make you cry, you have to find a reason to laugh, and that's life. The past is not in love, the future is not welcome, and the present is not worth it.

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No matter how difficult life is, 1+1>2, don't ignore the people who love you because life is difficult. Advance and retreat together, be positive and optimistic, and have a head start in life.

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Remember, bad days often have special value, but only if you get through it and you make it worth it. May there always be a place to go on the road ahead, and there is a way back to travel, embrace and move forward with good fortune. Share.