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Gong Yi is a relatively self-disciplined person, in addition to writing a diary and exercising, she also reads and writes reading notes.

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Gong Yi's reading notes are usually handwritten and excerpted from his favorite words, made into a handbook, and then photographed and arranged in his diary. As long as there are reading notes about writing Cangxi, they will be organized here.

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There are three photographs in the diary, as well as these three reading notes written by Gong Yi.

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[First Reading Notes]

2022.5.21 Reading Notes Heart Sutra

When contemplating the bodhisattva of freedom and walking in the deep prajnaparamita, he sees that the five aggregates are empty and overcomes all suffering.

The relics are not different from emptiness, emptiness is not different from color, color is emptiness, emptiness is color, and the same is true when you want to know it.

The relics are the empty phase of all the laws, which are neither born nor destroyed, neither dirty nor pure, nor increased nor decreased. Therefore, there is no color in the air, no thoughts, no thoughts, no thoughts, no eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body and mind, no color, sound, fragrance, touch, no vision, and even no consciousness.

There is no ignorance, there is no end to ignorance, there is no old age and death, and there is no old age and death. There is no suffering to gather and destroy the Tao, and there is no wisdom and no gain. For the sake of nothing. Bodhisattva, according to Prajnaparamita, has no obstacles in his mind. There is no obstacle, no terror, far from upside-down dreams, nirvana.

The Buddhas of the three worlds, according to Prajnaparamita, attained the three bodhisattvas of Anuttara.

Therefore, it is known that Prajnaparamita is a great mantra, a great mantra, a supreme mantra, and an unequal mantra, which can remove all suffering, and it is true. Therefore, to say the Prajnaparamita mantra is to say the mantra: Reveal the truth, Para reveal the truth, Para Sangha reveal the truth, Bodhisattva Bha.

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★ Personal Impressions:

It is said that the Buddha spent 21 days preaching 80 volumes of the Huayan Sutra and 12 years preaching the 1.8 million words of the Ahama Sutra, but the Heart Sutra is only 260 words, but the Buddha has spoken for 22 years, which shows the status of the Heart Sutra in the wisdom of Buddhism.

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I don't know if the little sisters believe in Buddhism? I believe in Buddhism. When my mind is extremely confused, I will choose to save myself by reading the Heart Sutra immediately, over and over again, until I am a little dry and a little tired of thinking, and when my mood gradually calms down, I will dedicate the merits of the Heart Sutra I just read to sentient beings.

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Bodhi

【Tang】Huineng

Bodhi has no tree, and the mirror is not a platform.

Buddha nature is always pure, where there is dust!

The body is a Bodhi tree, and the heart is like a mirror.

The mirror is clean, where is the dust!

Bodhi has no tree, and the mirror is not a platform.

There is nothing in the first place, where is the dust!

Bodhi only seeks from the heart, why bother to seek the mystery from the outside?

I heard that according to this practice, the West is only for now!

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（|｡ ・ᄌ・)っ ♡ Love you ♪ lost and regained, my cangda

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[Part 2 Reading Notes]

2022.5.28 Reading Notes

Someone asked Huihai: "Monk, don't you need to work hard to cultivate?" ”

Huihai said: "Of course you work hard. ”

The man asked, "How do you work hard?" ”

Huihai replied: "Eat when you are hungry, and sleep when you are sleepy." ”

The man asked, "All people are like this, are you any different from them, monk?" ”

Hui Hai replied, "Of course it's different. They refuse to eat when they eat, and they pick and choose in every way; When I sleep, I refuse to sleep, and I care about everything, so it's different. ”

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★ Personal Impressions:

Cangxi said: The so-called liberation is not a definite statement in Buddhism. From the perspective of the Mahayana method of obscuration, as long as there is dependence, it is not liberation, as long as it stays in a certain state, it is not liberation, and as long as it is achieved in a certain way, it is not liberation.

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Cangxi said: Liberation means absolute freedom, having everything and not being dependent on everything. In other words, the entire Mahayana teachings of Buddhism are developed on this basis, affirming both the existence of liberation and the denial of liberation as a concrete state.

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T_T I finally kind of understood what it meant to be "not liberation."

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Whoever the heart depends on, the demon in the heart is the devil, the love is not allowed, and the person is haggard. Tears soaked in clothes, gloomy heart, three watches on the pillow, and the song is cold.

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Ask what the world is like, and the night is long to get a thin feeling.

Sincerity can always meet widowhood, who is wrong for good fortune cause and effect?

But if I have good fortune in my heart, when will the good fortune be given to me?

Remembering the blessing of sleeping alone, the early cold and frightening dreams are frequent self-deception.

Hugging Cangxi, Cangxi left my life......

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[Part 3 Reading Notes]

2022.6.8 Reading notes

It is never time that can really heal you, but understanding that love is extreme, fulfillment and helplessness. Whoever left you, don't forget that you were living alone before he came. Can't let go and reluctant are unwilling. Even if the wrong person encounters, they will still separate. The right people, if they are separated, they will still be reunited. - Zhang Ailing

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★ Personal Impressions:

If you can't let go of someone, it's not necessarily uneasy, it's not necessarily possessive, it's possible that you're attached to that warm feeling and can't extricate yourself. Yes, it is also reluctant, and it comes down to unwillingness.

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I like Dong Qing's words very much, and I can cry after reading it countless times.

Dong Qing: No matter what kind of strangeness we have, it is true that you and I have been good to each other. If I can choose again, then I will choose not to meet. It's not because I regret it, it's that I can't face the end now.

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I was so tormented by good fortune that I would cry every night and open WeChat countless times to see if the good fortune had come. My good fortune, without distractions, moved forward with one heart, and gradually left my world. My good fortune is dwindling and I can't regroup. When will my good fortune gather and return? Daydreaming......

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Relief is because you have let go of it to be truly relieved. A few words of chicken soup for the soul are not enough to brighten up a sincere but gray heart all of a sudden. The dilution of gray requires pure white pigments, that is, time to stir constantly, and finally the gray may turn back to transparent and white empty core.

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This love robbery is really too difficult...... It may take a long, long time before I can really recover. If it's a positive relationship, then it's hard for me to admit it, but it's not. What a pity...... When is it a head...... I couldn't stop crying every night, and it lasted for ten days......

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There is such a video in Gong Yi's diary, which shows the concept of love of the Pisces woman. Before she and Cangxi officially confirmed their relationship, they had been separated and reunited at least three times. Each time we were separated for no more than a week, and we got in touch again. They really love and kill each other, tear each other apart and can't be completely separated, and the fate bond is very deep.

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At the beginning of June 2022, when they had just "reunited" and had an awkward relationship, Gong Yi sent the video to him, solemnly establishing her position, she wanted to firmly withdraw from this sadomasochism, and she decided to break up in two.

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They haven't known each other for a long time, but they have been divided and combined three or four times. The most important reason for such sadomasochism is that it is extremely difficult to run in the relationship. Gong Yi didn't like Cangxi to be too cold, and Cangxi didn't like Gong Yi to be too hot.

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Gong Yi didn't understand why Cangxi was so cold at first, which is rare in the world. It is impossible for you to say that he does not love her, because he chases her back every time he divides and merges; But why do you say Leo is so cold when he falls in love with someone? From the point of view of the horoscope, there is no solution.

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Later, on the day they confirmed their relationship, Gong Yi really knew that Cangxi was originally a virgin man.

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Viewer, you are now as enlightened as Gong Yi. The most black-looking virgin man on the whole network, cold violence, PUA, hot and cold, cold-blooded reason, weighing the pros and cons, cleanliness and obsessive-compulsive disorder, etc...... Cangxi is all occupied.

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Video [If this is the case, Pisces doesn't love] content:

Pisces likes it, likes it, doesn't like it, it's all about feelings. They hate those who are insincere in their hearts, who do not keep their promises, and those who speak big. For Pisces, we just want simple realism.

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Pisces also have a great eye for detail. We're going to love you because of the details, and we're going to turn around because of the details, it's hard to say. If this person has a bad attitude towards the waiter and deceives the superiors and subordinates, many small details are not said on the surface, but the heart will be greatly discounted. A little detail will make Pisces' heart cold or warm. For example, if you don't notice Pisces' petty emotions, over time, Pisces will liquidate in their minds, triggering a series of questions.

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Pisces always respect their feelings, and they hate each other for not being loving, without a sense of morality. Pisces are also very sensitive, they can clearly detect whether a person likes them or not?

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Pisces want to get acquainted with each other, they hate those who don't have self-knowledge, they hate those who chase after them. They definitely can't stand the pettiness of their object, and they have no confidence and enthusiasm for the world, which will make Pisces give up.

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It is also very important that Pisces hates the other person for denigrating the things they love. If you test their bottom line without a lower limit, Pisces can't communicate after enduring it again and again, and they will completely die. Pisces is kind, very kind, but Pisces is not stupid. Pisces' heart is not so strong. If you don't love it anymore, please say it directly, don't be perfunctory. Your drift away, hot and cold, is cruel to Pisces.

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If a Pisces finds out about your heart and finds that they don't have more than that place in your heart, Pisces will decide to let go, even if the process is painful, and they will choose to give up.

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Pisces are born with a very strong sense of the sixth, which is very accurate. Pisces understands a lot of things, but they just don't want to poke it. If your lies are proven time and time again, then sorry, Pisces will wear the hardest armor to stay away from you and protect themselves.

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Pisces is focused on their feelings and hollowing out their own giving, but you don't take their kindness to you for granted, you don't take advantage of this affection in the face of infidelity and betrayal. In the Pisces dictionary, there is no such thing as "forgiveness". Don't transform angels into devils with your own hands.

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Pisces is good to you only once. Remember, if you lose it, you won't have it again.