Chapter 42: I Don't Know What Happens (2)
Speaking of this, her sadness and grievances spread in her heart again, and as she spoke, tears couldn't help but flow down.
Ming Jingxuan listened, his eyes were full of distress: "Sister Qinglian, I thought you were just a kind and diligent girl, but I didn't expect that there would be such a situation in your family, and it has really hurt you for more than ten years." ”
Song Qinglian sobbed lightly again, and stabilized her breath, "Actually, it has been like this all these years, I have long been used to it, I am much luckier than those who have no home." As long as my father and mother don't embarrass me, my life will be better. ”
"It's just that my father's black-hearted business is disgusting, and he often owes money and debts, and his reputation is not good. The people in the village hate our Song family because of our family's tobacco shop business and my father's character, and they don't have a good face for me. ”
"Brother Xuan is the best person to me except for the two of them, and Qinglian also cherishes the friendship between her and Brother Xuan. The reason why I didn't tell Brother Xuan my true identity was that I was afraid that Brother Xuan would mind my background and lose Brother Xuan, an important friend. ”
"My background is special, and my family's tobacco restaurant business is not a legitimate livelihood, although I know that this kind of thing cannot expire, but I really don't know how to tell Brother Xuan about this identity. I've been hiding from Brother Xuan for so long, I'm sorry! ”
Her sad eyes were full of sincerity, and it was obvious that she was really guilty and blamed herself for this unavoidable concealment. Looking at her at this moment, Ming Jingxuan's heart was only distressed, how could he be resentful because of her helplessness.
He looked at Song Qinglian with reverent eyes, and said from the bottom of his heart, "Sister Qinglian, I have always regarded you as a confidant, what I value is your innocence and kindness, how can I dislike you because of those worldly eyes and because of your irrevocable background." ”
"Those things have nothing to do with you, you haven't done anything wrong, your background can't be chosen, and you are so simple and kind, how can I mind because of this."
"It's just these things, you should have told me earlier. You should know that I treat you well, and it has nothing to do with the rest, just because you are Qinglian. ”
"If there is any unhappiness or difficulty in the future, just tell me, I can help, I will definitely help you."
Seeing Ming Jingxuan's understanding and care, Song Qinglian's heart was filled with a layer of moving ripples. What I was afraid of in the past was that he was alienated from himself because of his background, but now, the big stone that was pressing on the bottom of his heart can finally be put down.
The tears in her eyes overflowed and fell on her light-colored clothes, maybe this time the tears were not because of sadness, but because she was moved by the friendship with Ming Jingxuan who treated herself.
Song Qinglian, even if you are not the daughter of the owner of the tobacco house, you are also the son and daughter of a poor and poor family, and your identity is very different from him.
How can you be so virtuous, can you get such a popular Ming Jingxuan who is all over the capital and is held by the stars and the moon with all his sincerity?
Although she shed tears, the corners of her eyes were smiling, and the shallow ripples in her eyes were full of gratitude, and she also gently raised the corners of her mouth, "Brother Xuan, thank you for understanding me, Qinglian is such a poor daughter, how can He De be so cared for by Brother Xuan." ”
"Brother Xuan's kindness to Qinglian, Qinglian has remembered them one by one. If there is anything in the future, Qinglian will definitely tell Brother Xuan. From now on, Qinglian will definitely be honest with Brother Xuan, and there will never be any deception. ”
"That's right." Seeing that she opened her heart knot, Ming Jingxuan was also a little more relieved, but when she saw her crying again, she still couldn't bear it.
He couldn't help but raise his hand, wiped the tears from her face with the corner of his sleeve, and comforted her softly: "So, don't be sad anymore, no matter what happens, Brother Xuan will be by your side." ”
His every movement was extremely gentle, and when the corners of his sleeves touched Song Qinglian's skin, Song Qinglian's whole person was almost stunned.
His breath rushed towards him, with the warmth engraved in his bones.
For a moment, her heartbeat almost stopped suddenly. He looked at him in a daze, unable to speak.
But when Ming Jingxuan just touched her skin, his heart trembled suddenly, and after he stretched out his hand, he realized that his action was really too abrupt.
Even if she is already a good friend, but after all, there is a difference between men and women, even if the Republic of China is enlightened, she shouldn't be so disproportionate to girls, not to mention that she has always been polite, how could she be so messy?
But all of this is involuntarily uncontrollable, watching her cry, my heart will be just as uncomfortable. Seeing her tears falling on her face, she will uncontrollably want to wipe away her tears.
I am not an impulsive and frivolous person, but why would I be like this when facing this poor woman?
Could it be that she has been dragged by her?
But the action that had already been made could not be withdrawn anymore, he could only gently wipe away the tears on her face, and then took his hand back.
On the stage in front of thousands of spectators, he has always talked and laughed freely, and he is not afraid of shock, but he doesn't want to make himself so cramped because of this little woman in front of him.
It was the first time he was like this, but not because of any power, nor because of a full house, but because of this ordinary but pure little woman.
He withdrew his hand, Song Qinglian didn't feel a little embarrassed, her face turned red unconsciously, she lowered her eyes slightly, and lowered her head.
There seems to be some strange atmosphere that wraps the two of them, and what surrounds each other is the vague ambiguous atmosphere.
After being silent for a while, in the end, it was Song Qinglian who raised her head first and raised her crimson cheeks, "I know, I won't be sad." With Brother Xuan by her side, Qinglian is happy. ”
Ming Jingxuan's eyes caught a glimpse of the shocking pinch mark on Song Qinglian's arm, the purple bloodstained scar, on her slender and white arm, it was really distressing to look at.
"Your arm is injured, and if left untreated, the wound will suppurate." Come with me into the house, and I'll give you some medicine!" ”
Song Qinglian did not refuse, and entered the hall with Ming Jingxuan.