Chapter 707: It's Not That I Choose to Live

"But what we should be thinking about now is how to survive, you captured him, you failed, do you know that we are in a very dangerous situation now? Do you still have the heart to talk about this?"

Hua Xuan accused Nan Bangning like crazy, and slapped him again after finishing speaking.

Nan Wanning's expression was still very calm, "But he was wrong......

"You're wrong, you shouldn't even be alive, but you're still alive and well? I was also wrong, I shouldn't have given birth to such a useless son as you, but did I abandon you after giving birth to you? We are all wrong, but what's the use of dwelling on right and wrong right now? We're all surrounded by now, and we're going to have to ...... as soon as possible."

"I didn't choose to live!"

Nan Bangning suddenly amplified his voice.

He looked at Hua Xuan with burning eyes, his eyes were bloodshot, "I didn't choose to let you give birth to mine."

Hua Xuan's face suddenly stiffened, "What did you say?"

"If I could, I wouldn't want to be born, it was my mother who chose to give birth to ......."

With a "snap", Hua Xuan slapped him again, and then roared excitedly, "Do you know what you're talking about? You ......."

"I know!"

Nan Bangning resisted strongly, he didn't want to listen to those tirades anymore.

He knew that if Hua Xuan opened his mouth, he would talk about the darkness again, and he would take out all the things he had done since he was a child!

But he's tired of hearing those words!

He really didn't want to say it anymore!

He gritted his teeth and said, "But everything is what the mother wants, not what I want! Everything that is good for me, the real beneficiary is you, the mother!"

Feeling his resistance for the first time, Hua Xuan didn't come back to his senses for a long time.

Nan Wanning's eyes were full of tears.

"You are the one who chooses to give birth to me, and you are the one who chooses to raise me, I have no right to choose from the beginning, all this is not my choice! But why do you want to impose on me everything you choose, and why do you have to take everything you want? Why should I do what you can't do?"

"I don't want power! Don't want money! Don't want status! Don't want the throne! I don't like unwilling emotions! I don't like the feeling of pain!"

"If I am just an emotionless killer, if I have not experienced any warmth in the world, if I have not gone out to see the flowers and trees in the world, if I do not know the end of the river, the sunrise and sunset on the top of the mountain, I really think that the world is indifferent, and the sun has no temperature."

"But that's not the case, the sunlight shining through the cracks in the trees is warm, and on a night without a night pearl, even if you just light a candle, you can see the surroundings very clearly."

"Not every lowly person is vulgar and disgusting, not every noble person is worthy of respect, even if there is no power, people can live well, the stream rushes to the sea, and at the same time it can take away all bad moods......

"I finally felt that this world is warm, and when the sun sets, not only the sky is red, but also people's eyes."

"I came back here over the mountains, not to sit in that cold position, but because in the whole world, I only have you."

"Mother, I only have you."

"It's that you don't understand, you're attached to your pain, but you don't want to bear that pain."

"I am willing to bear the pain for you, that is what I should do, but I will not be able to bear it, every day I come back, I am so miserable, so tormented."

"Every night I wonder how I can end this torment, but the night is long, and the pain can't end."

「……」

"That's what you think of me."

Hua Xuan said this in despair, her face was full of pain, "I thought you were different from others, I thought you were my biological son, no matter who looked down on me, you wouldn't look down on me, it turned out, hehe......

She laughed self-deprecatingly, but she felt herself

I have been greatly wronged.

"I worked hard to raise you, but I didn't expect to raise a white-eyed wolf......

It's here again.

Nan Bangning didn't dare to expect her to listen to her words at all.

Seeing that she began to count the things from childhood to adulthood one by one, Nan Bangning could only stand in place and listen painfully.

Listening to her, she took out all the ugly things she had done since she was a child.

Watch her gradually become abnormal from normal at the beginning.

Seeing her little face becoming more and more distorted, her face, which was originally quite beautiful, was also red and red because of anger.

It was like a crazy appearance, which opened the eyes of Nangong City on the ground.

He never knew that Hua Xuan would be such an extreme person.

I didn't know that Hua Xuan had so much resentment hidden in her heart.

I always knew that the women of the harem were not simple, but I didn't know that they were so crazy.

Is it true that every woman looks the same behind her back?

It's terrifying......

He instantly sympathized with Nan Bangning, a child who had lived by the side of such a woman since he was a child, how much pain he had to endure in his heart......

Frightened, he unexpectedly found that his fingers were already moving.

Moved his ankle slightly, and sure enough, he was indeed able to move!

Gotta find a way to get out of here......

Just when Nan Gongcheng was struggling with how to escape, Hua Xuan had already brought a whip and beat Nan Bangning one by one.

Nan Wanning didn't say a word, as if he couldn't feel the slightest pain.

This shocking picture made Nan Gongcheng tremble.

If he escapes from here today, he must drive half of the women in the harem away.

Those women who have not been pampered by him all the year round have probably become such crazy appearances, which is really terrifying......

The more Hua Xuan talked, the more excited she became, and kept talking about how her figure was out of shape, so she almost didn't open her clothes and let them look at her stomach.

And after being beaten, Nan Bangning suddenly grabbed the whip.

Hua Xuan gritted her teeth and said, "You dare to resist me? Do you dare to rebel against me now? Do you think we've failed, so you don't have any scruples?"

Nan Wanning didn't speak, and his other hand suddenly ripped open his clothes, revealing his hard chest.

And every inch of skin that was exposed was covered with dense scars.

The new wounds were entangled with the old ones, and it was terrible to look at.

Even Nan Gongcheng was taken aback at this moment.

And Hua Xuan was also slightly stunned.

Nan Wanning finally let go of the whip, "The mother concubine should be beaten like this, so that it hurts me."

After all, the beating and scolding through his clothes was like a daily routine, and he didn't feel pain for a long time.

He ripped off his shirt, looked at Hua Xuan intently, pointed to the intact skin on his body and said, "Here."

Hua Xuan took a step back.

looked at him covered in injuries, but took a big step back.

At the same time, Nan Gongcheng also seized the opportunity to run outside frantically......