Chapter 138: The Jade Broken Bead Falls into the Lotus Death (5)
She took difficult steps, again and again, and staggered to the shore of Shuiyue Lake. By the time he arrived at the shore of Shuiyue Lake, the pain on the double bamboo had already wandered all over his body, so much so that he couldn't breathe.
Her hair had fallen out and blocked her pale cheeks, and her teary eyes were extremely embarrassed, as if she had despaired of the world.
The stream is still babbling, and nothing has changed as before.
There was a cold wind in the face, obviously it was late autumn, but it gave people a kind of cold winter. This coldness is cold in the body, but it is also contained in the heart.
In the whole world, there is no place for her to live, there is no place in this world, and the only place to go is this Shuiyue Lake, which witnessed all the love between the two of them.
The love between the two starts from Shuiyue Lake, the love is set in Shuiyue Lake, and the love ends with Shuiyue Lake, this leisurely Shuiyue Lake, reflecting as if it is the life of the two, is her unbearable and not worth her life.
She walked to the towering tree step by step, raised her head, looked up at the trunk that towered into the sky, stretched out her slender hand, and stroked the traces of the vows they had carved in the past.
The king is regarded as a rock, and the concubine is regarded as a reed, and the reed is as tough as silk, and the rock has no transfer.
The king is a rock, the concubine is a reed, how graceful and beautiful the ignorant feelings between the young and the young and the young in the past are.
They have also imagined a bright future, and they have also imagined the graceful years, but unfortunately, this love only has a moment in heaven and earth.
The wind blew and the rain fell, and they had a moment of joy, and they went around and around, and finally turned into a cloud of smoke.
She remembered that two people knew and loved each other because of a sachet, he knew her, understood her, loved her, protected her, he could do his best, keep the best for himself, and love her and protect her desperately.
Everything was so sweet and beautiful, a memory he kept in the bottom of his heart and would never forget.
Thinking of these warm pasts, the corners of her mouth couldn't help but rise an arc. That love is forever hidden in her heart, and it will never be forgotten.
However, the days are long and the days are endless, and this hatred lasts forever. Yes
When love begins, there is also the end of love, all of this is involuntarily, after all, it is helpless, and the two of them will never be able to change.
Maybe since the white jade bracelet was broken, the love between the two has also been broken. The deep affection between them, being ravaged and trampled on by others without scruples, is destined to not be able to stay together in this life.
Her heart ached suddenly, tears slid down, her hand stroked the rough bark, and mourned: "Brother Xuan, the two of us are destined to be inseparable in this life after all."
"It's not until now that I really understand that there is only an upside-down match in the world, how can there be a talented man with a beautiful woman, Qinglian can't grow old with you, and she can't accompany you for life."
"My life is destined to be unbearable, Brother Xuan, if there is an afterlife, I hope we can change an identity, if there is no pain in the next life, you can marry me again."
The more she spoke, the more heartbroken she became, tears were already pouring down, she leaned against the tree, and cried sadly: "Brother Xuan, I really can't stand everything in the Li Mansion. How I got here these days, I can't even think about it."
"Not only did they beat and scold me and bully me, but even the subordinates in the house didn't take me seriously, they also broke my hamstring and turned me into a disabled person."
"Now that I'm dead on my feet, I can't walk and stand like an ordinary person anymore, Brother Xuan, Qinglian is no longer worthy of you."
"I really feel that life is better than death, if I live in this hell on earth, I will go crazy one day."
"Instead of living like this, it's better to end this unbearable life as soon as possible. Brother Xuan, forgive me, I don't have the courage to live anymore, I can only choose to end my unbearable life."
She took another breath, wiped the tears from her face, pulled a sad smile from the corner of her mouth, untied the sachet tied around her waist, and placed it there
After being rubbed red and swollen with his hands, he stroked it carefully.
Thinking of the past when the two of them fell in love, a shallow smile appeared on the corner of her lips, and she said calmly: "Brother Xuan, it is the happiest thing for Qinglian to be able to fall in love with you in this life."
"Every minute and every second with you is Qinglian's happiest time, and the most worthwhile thing in Qinglian's life is to meet Brother Xuan. We can't make it to the end, but at least a short time is enough."
"Because of the appearance of Brother Xuan, Qinglian's gray life is not too unbearable. Brother Xuan, thank you, you really loved me, you are the only one worthy of my unworthy life."
As she spoke, she tied the sachet to the ancient tree engraved with the oath of the two, and the tears in her eyes spread out again, and she said secretly: "I have no future, Brother Xuan, let this sachet carry the strongest and most sincere love between you and me, as well as the fragrance that will last for centuries, and forever float on the shore of Shuiyue Lake."
After she said that, she turned to look at the Youyou Shuiyue Lake again, a bitter tear came down from the corner of her eyes, and the lake merged into one, and she spoke: "Everything between you and me originates from this Shuiyue Lake, and this Youyou Shuiyue Lake can be regarded as a witness to the ups and downs of your and my love."
"If I can, let me regard this river as my hometown, and if I can sleep under this water moon lake for a long time, it will not be too cold and lonely."
Her tears couldn't stop flowing, she raised her head and looked up at the sky, sobbing while mourning: "Father, mother, I'm sorry, my daughter is not filial, my daughter really can't bear such a painful life, my daughter can't honor you anymore, I hope you can cherish yourself for the rest of your life."
"Brother Cheng, I'm sorry. All this happened not what we wanted, and Qinglian had no way to live happily as Brother Cheng said. But don't worry, Qinglian will be going to see you soon."
"When Qinglian sees you, we will be neighbors again, and I hope that in another world, we will not have any more pain."
After she said that, she slowly turned around again, looked at the ancient tree, and the sachet that floated in the wind, lowered her eyes gently, and said deeply, "Brother Xuan, you will never see Qinglian again in the future, but you have to live well."
"I hope you can still do what you want to do in the future, forget everything, live your own life, and act as if you never met Qinglian."
"My life is destined to be like this, but you can't. If, in the future, when you pass by the shore of the Lake of the Water Moon, you stop for a moment in the place where we once made our love, so that I can see your figure in the sky."
"If I can still see you in heaven, I will bless you, and we will see you again in the next life!"
After saying that, she slowly turned her head and looked at the long water moon lake. Enduring the sharp pain in those feet, I walked to the edge of the creek with difficulty.
Listening to the gurgling sound of running water, it seems to be saying goodbye to her life, this unbearable life is about to end.
There is nothing left in this disgraced life, and now there is only heart-wrenching despair in my heart.
She closed her eyes gently, two lines of tears overflowed from the corners of her eyes, she was silent for a moment, and finally said, "Farewell, Brother Xuan, Qinglian is gone, we will see you in the next life!"
Without hesitation, without hesitation, she finally took the only remaining broken heart, jumped into the water and moon lake.
The whole body fell into the cold river water, and the chill pierced her bones, but she couldn't feel anything, and let her body sink in the cold river water, and the thin little body gradually sank.
In a trance, she seemed to have returned to the past years and saw the Ming Jingxuan of the past.
Standing on the stage of the much-anticipated stage, he is still so handsome and so high-spirited. Just one glance, it's a glimpse of hope.
On that day, she was attacked by robbers and jumped into the lake with him to avoid the robbers.
That day, she drowned in the river, without respite, and it was he who covered her lips with his lips at the bottom of the river with that warm temperature
Earnings to her.
That day was the beginning of their fate, and at the same time, it was also destined to fall in love and not be able to stay together, which ended in tragedy.
Love starts here, love ends here, and these seventeen years of life also fall here, it is joys and sorrows, it is clutch, and it finally comes to an end at this moment.
The river water was still the same cold to the bone, and the feeling of drowning and not being able to breathe still made her feel uncomfortable in her chest.
This time, however, there was no more of him.
Without him for himself, there will be no him by his side, and everything is over.
This time she didn't struggle anymore, she didn't survive anymore, she let the cold river spread into her body, and gradually sink and sink again in this river without temperature.
His eyes gradually blurred, and his consciousness gradually blurred. In the confusion, what I saw was his long and jade figure, standing on the stage of thousands of spectators, still so cold and arrogant, not into the mortal.
Maybe at that moment, at that glance, you are destined to be moved, and maybe from the moment your heart is moved, you are already destined to be tormented and unbearable in this life.
My life like this is not worth it after all. But when I met the person who made me fall in love, I had no complaints or regrets, and I was in love with each other in the end, and it was sad that there was no fate.
After the vigorous battle, the short life finally condensed into an epiphany of resentment.
It's over, it's liberated, and from now on, I don't have to suffer those inhuman pains and torments, and I don't have you anymore.