The young woman holding her hair in front of her was Yao Zhiyun, the most delicate little sister of Minghui Hall in the past. After years of saying goodbye to the capital, she has experienced the hardships of the world, and now she has many traces of vicissitudes on her body, and she is no longer as beautiful and bright as she used to be.

has been married to the south for more than seven years, and now she is back in the capital after a long absence, but she doesn't want to live in this place where she grew up, everything is already wrong.

When he returned to the capital this time, what he was looking forward to the most was to see the sixth senior brother who had been saying goodbye for many years.

But who would have thought that the farewell of the year had finally become a farewell, and she would never be able to see the sixth senior brother who had been concerned for many years.

The sixth senior brother who wanted to visit in his heart and mind, and the sixth senior brother who had been worried about him for seven years was long gone. It turned out that he was leaving the capital, and what Senior Brother Shi said might not see each other again in this life, turned out to be true.

That farewell became an eternal farewell, and now he has long been separated from himself forever, even if he has returned to this long-lost hometown, it is never possible to see her again.

The flowers and trees in this capital city are just like the capital back then, but the personnel at that time are long gone, and even the Minghui Hall, which is popular all over the capital, has long since disappeared.

All of this has been buried in the dust of time, but it is just a blanket.

But seeing that there were still people in the capital who remembered Yao Xiaojiu in the past, her heart full of grief was still comforted, she wiped away the tears on her face, looked at Lu Shuangshuang, and said quietly: "It's rare that in this capital, there are still people who remember the former Yao Xiaojiu."

"It's just that now, I can't go back to the Yao Xiaojiu who only likes to laugh and play, and that innocent and romantic girlhood can't go back after all. Now I have long been worn away by the years, and I am no longer in the past."

She looked at Lu Shuangshuang's face carefully and recognized her. Although I hadn't met her in the past when I was in Minghui Hall, I still remember her appearance.

She whispered to Lu Shuangshuang, "I think of you, you are the good friend of Miss Song before, the girl who used to sell sachets on Baishan Road."

"When I was young, I often went to the city with the senior brothers and sisters of Minghui Hall, and when I passed by Baisha Mountain, I also saw you, so I still have some impressions of you."

But seeing the little girl next to Lu Shuangshuang, although she was young, her appearance was beautiful and lovely, just like her mother, Yao Zhiyun couldn't help but sigh deeply and said, "This is your daughter, a very beautiful little girl, and she looks very similar to you."

"After so many years, everything has changed unconsciously, and when I see you again, you will also be a mother."

"Yes." Lu Shuangshuang nodded: "Later, when I married in the capital, I stopped selling sachets on Baishan Road. It was only two years after I got married that I had this child, and now I have only one daughter, and her name is Fleur."

After she said that, she said to Fleur, "Fleur, this is my mother's former friend, call her Aunt Yao."

Furong obediently said to Yao Zhiyun, "Aunt Yao is good."

"Hey, that's good." But seeing the girl's smart and cute appearance, Yao Zhiyun couldn't help but smile and gently stroked his pigtails.

Lu Shuangshuang also saw the boy Yao Zhiyun was wearing, and the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were also somewhat similar to her, presumably also her son, so he said to her, "This is your son, he looks like you."

Yao Zhiyun gently stroked the boy's head, her eyes revealed an indescribable depth, and she said deeply: "He, he is my son Siyuan, he is also five years old, and he was born after I went to the south with Hu Jin."

"After making a concubine for Hu Jin, I thought that my life could only be spent in darkness and pain, and I would never see the light of day in this life, but I was also ready to be miserable for a lifetime. But I don't want to have Siyuan a year later, which can be regarded as the best comfort God has given me."

"Hu Jin has never really liked me, my existence is just a singing lark to him. Everything was as I expected, and it wasn't long since I got married

He got sick of me, and then she had a new love, and she never cared about me again."

"But fortunately, I have Siyuan, Hu Jin is old and has a son, and he also values him very much, and I can be regarded as a son, even if he no longer loves me, he doesn't snub me too much, and I haven't suffered too much grievances in the house."

"I have a son, so no one will despise me, I am also a mother and a son, and my life now is not as bad as I imagined, I don't have to worry about the size and hardness of anything, it's just that I'm just lonely."

There is no trace of waves between her words, as if she has seen through the tranquility of everything, but the sadness in it is not easy, and only she knows. The rude and willful little girl in the past has finally learned to be indistinguishable from joy and anger, and keeps sadness in her heart.

Lu Shuangshuang looked at her current appearance, remembered the old people and old things, and couldn't help but sigh deeply: "Marrying far away to the south, leaving the homeland and relatives where you grew up, you are alone in an unfamiliar place to deal with everything there, over the years, you are afraid that you have also suffered a lot."

"After several vicissitudes of life, how can it be that there is no suffering at all?" Yao Zhiyun's mind came to the former capital, and at this moment there were a lot of things she wanted to say to Lu Shuangshuang, an old man who could not be called an old man.

But the two children were still around. But seeing that the two children were the same age, she asked Lu Shuangshuang: "These two children are about the same age, let them play together for a while, okay?"

Even though Lu Shuangshuang understood what Yao Zhiyun meant, he immediately said to his daughter, "Furong, my mother has something to say to this aunt, you can go play with this little brother for a while, okay?"

"yes, okay."

The two children of the same age were quite excited when they saw each other, and ran away hand in hand as they spoke.

Looking at their backs running away, Yao Zhiyun felt a lot of emotion in her heart, couldn't help but shake her head, and said deeply: "How good it is to be at an age like them, there are no worries, no sorrows, only the blue sky and worry-free years are seen."

"The two of them look like me and the sixth senior brother back then, when we just entered Minghui Hall to learn singing and selling, how could they not be as simple and beautiful as them?"

When she mentioned the sixth senior brother, her heart suddenly ached, tears overflowed from her eyes uncontrollably, and she sobbed mournfully: "I have been married to the south for seven years, and I have missed my relatives here countless days and nights in the past seven years, even if I have missed myself to the point that I can't help myself, but I don't have a chance to go home."

"This time, I finally asked Hu Jin to take me and my son back to my hometown to have a look when he came back to do business."

"The deepest thought in my heart is the sixth senior brother, I thought that when I came back this time, I would be able to see him and Miss Song have a lover and finally become married, so I can also be more relieved."

But how could I have imagined that I wanted to meet Senior Brother Six with great anticipation, but how could I know that Senior Brother Six had already passed away seven years ago, and I was too late after all."

"I exchanged half of my happiness for his peace and joy, but in the end, I couldn't get anything. He jumped off Shuiyue Lake seven years ago and died for Miss Song, and she was gone the year after I left the capital."

"The two of them love each other so much, but they didn't come together in the end, why is this happening......

Seeing her crying so sadly, the sadness in Lu Shuangshuang's heart couldn't help but be pulled out, a tear also fell from the corner of her eye, shook her head, and said in a deep voice: "It's just weird, it's just that Qinglian was forcibly kidnapped by Li Jinshan to his son as a concubine, she really couldn't bear the torture of Li Mansion to him, so she only left a short letter, and jumped from this Shuiyue Lake."

"Later, Xuan Gongzi killed Li Jinshan and his Aunt Huo to avenge Qinglian, so they also jumped into Shuiyue Lake to be martyred. Although Xuan Gongzi is arrogant by nature, he is really a person of the highest temperament."

"After the two of them returned to Shuiyue Lake, this incident became a well-known story in the capital. Although the two of them can't sleep together, at least they die in the same cave, and this short life is not too worthless for the two of them."

Yao Zhiyun was still crying with sorrow, and said sadly: "That year, Li Jinshan imprisoned him in the Li Mansion, I thought that I sacrificed half of my life's happiness and replaced him, which was enough to exchange for his joy and health, in exchange for him and Miss Song to stay together for a lifetime, then it was worth it for me to be lonely and sad for half my life."

"But why did Li Jinshan still refuse to let him go, not only did he not let him go, but he also wanted to attack Miss Song. Poor Sixth Senior Brother left this world like this, and I can't even see him for the last time."

"On this day, I returned to the capital city with great expectations, thinking that they had become a family, and I could still find them to catch up with the past, but I didn't want them to have turned into desolate spirits."

"When I heard passers-by say that they both jumped into the river and died, how desperate and uncomfortable my heart was, I would rather be the one who was killed in the first place than him......

"It's been so long, don't be too upset." Lu Shuangshuang gently wiped away his tears with his cuffs, and gently patted Yao Zhiyun's shoulder, comforting her softly.

All this is a foregone conclusion, it can never be changed, the deceased has been dead for many years, and no matter how painful the living is, it will not help after all.

Those who are alive still have to continue to live.