Chapter Seventy-Three: Recognize Yourself
If you say something you shouldn't say, you can't continue to talk.
Zhao Jingzhou, Bai Lufeng's second senior brother, bowed his head in embarrassment and apologized to Wang Chengyu, and then left in a hurry.
Looking at the back of him leaving, Zhang Yun sighed secretly.
He thought it would be an opportunity for reconciliation, but he didn't expect that he would end the conversation in such a hurry, and he didn't know whether he should be sorry or glad that he was fortunate to have this senior brother present, so that he would not be oppressed.
In the midst of sighing, Wang Chengyu's voice came: "It seems that this matter is not appropriate." ”
"yes." Zhang Yun looked into the distance distractedly, looking at the place where Zhao Jingzhou disappeared, "What I want is equal treatment, but Senior Brother Zhao only wants to settle things and calm people, he doesn't want to reason with me, he just wants to talk about status, strength, and power, he wants to recognize his position and tell me to be soft, but I ...... I don't want to be confused, all I want is an attitude. ”
Ask yourself, whether it is Bai Lufeng or Zhao Jingzhou, there is no place to bully him, all the respect that should be given is given, they just don't want to treat him as an equal.
If you want to say Bai Lufeng's attitude, it can't be said to be bad in any case, but it can be said to be quite good.
But it is precisely because of this that Zhang Yun feels entangled and uncomfortable.
Zhao Jingzhou is very sincere, but this sincerity is not what Zhang Yun wants, and what Zhang Yun wants, Bai Lufeng can't give it to him, there is nothing more uncomfortable than this.
The most infuriating thing was that he felt his heart shaken, and for a moment, he also felt that he should bow his head.
Zhang Yun could understand what Zhao Jingzhou said, he understood what Zhao Jingzhou meant, but with the Rising Sun Peak Zhuyu in front, how could he accept a well-defined teacher like Bai Lufeng?
After struggling for a long time, Zhang Yun turned his head and looked into Senior Brother Wang's eyes and begged for advice: "Senior Brother, I just want to be treated equally, is this request really excessive?" ”
Wang Chengyu thought for a few seconds and replied, "It's not too much, but it's very difficult." ”
"Why?"
Zhang Yun hurriedly asked, he didn't understand very well, since it wasn't too much, why did he say it was difficult?
Seeing Senior Brother Wang pondering for a moment, he said a little casually: "Just like in this world, people who have no power and no money will be made fun of by others, and the same is true in the cultivation world, people who have no strength are not qualified to bargain with others. ”
"But that's not right!" Zhang Yun said tangledly: "In this world, how can there be such a reason?!" ”
"It's really not right." Wang Chengyu nodded in agreement, but then said: "But the cultivation world is like this, everything is respected by strength, so I said, your request is not excessive, it is reasonable, but it is difficult to achieve." ”
"Why?" Zhang Yun showed a trace of pain on his face and asked, "Why don't you want to be reasonable?" ”
"You're asking the wrong question."
Wang Chengyu yawned and stretched gracefully: "You should ask, why do the strong reason with the weak?" ”
Zhang Yun was a little surprised, he looked at Wang Chengyu in surprise and said, "But...... Brother, haven't you always been willing to be reasonable? ”
"Who said that?" Wang Chengyu retorted: "Who said I was willing to be reasonable? ”
"Senior brother, you ...... me"
"That's because it's you!" Wang Chengyu interrupted, and then said lightly: "For other people, that's not necessarily!" ”
Zhang Yun was a little stunned, and asked in disbelief: "Why?" ”
"Because, ah......" The eyebrows as sharp as a sword were slightly curved, and a naughty smile hung on Wang Chengyu's face, and the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, which looked a little more crazy, "Don't you think it's funny to watch all the beings struggle desperately under their feet?" ”
"This!"
Zhang Yun was taken aback, it was the first time he had heard such shocking remarks from his senior brother.
But this was not what surprised him the most, and what made him even more confused was Senior Brother Wang's next words.
"Why, don't you think so?"
I saw the senior brother squinting at his eyes, a strange smile on the corner of his mouth, that look, that expression, as if to say: "Don't pretend, you think I can't see it?" ”
Somehow, Zhang Yun suddenly felt a little nervous, and he stumbled and said, "Me? I didn't, did I? ”
Wang Chengyu was unmoved, he still seemed very scattered, so he listened to him say unhurriedly: "Do you know those outer disciples, how do they think of you?" ”
Zhang Yun shook his head and did not speak.
Wang Chengyu didn't need him to answer, he saw that the senior brother seemed to be talking to himself, and then said: "They say that although you are humble and gentle, you have an indifference in your bones that rejects people thousands of miles away, and when they get along with you, it is difficult for them to get close, in contrast, Luo Yun is more like an outer disciple, and you are more like a real personal disciple!" ”
"This!"
Zhang Yun was shocked, he never thought that his image in the eyes of others would be like this.
So, is the real me the same as Senior Brother Zhao?
No wonder, no wonder my heart is so shaken.
No wonder I feel that what Senior Brother Zhao said is actually right, and I am the one who is wrong.
So, am I really doing something wrong?
Zhang Yun's heart was extremely shaken, and he couldn't tell for a moment whether he was wrong or if there was something in it that he didn't see clearly.
It's just Wang Chengyu's questioning, but it won't end because of his vacillation.
I heard a casual voice in my ear: "Why don't you want to make contact with others?" ”
Zhang Yun was silent for a long time, and said silently: "Because it is difficult for them to make me mention the desire to communicate. ”
"Summer insects can't talk about ice?" Wang Chengyu raised his eyebrows and asked.
Zhang Yun took a deep breath and replied firmly: "Yes!" I don't want to play the piano to a cow! ”
"Isn't that a form of arrogance?"
"It's arrogance."
"Do you still want to defend yourself?" Wang Chengyu asked.
"Nope." Zhang Yun breathed a long sigh of relief and replied calmly: "There is nothing to justify, it is indeed my mistake." ”
If it's wrong, it's wrong, he won't be like Senior Sister Dai, who knows that he is wrong, but he still has to be stubborn to the end.
Thinking so, Zhang Yun felt that he was still on the winner's side, he just lost to Senior Brother Zhao, and he didn't lose to Senior Sister Dai.
Wang Chengyu on the side looked at Zhang Yun, who was gradually calming down, and showed a pleased smile on his face: "Now, you can ask me, why Zhao Jingzhou is unwilling to reason with you." ”
"No why." Zhang Yun said calmly: "It's just that he's stronger than me, that's all!" ”
Wang Chengyu looked at him with interest and asked again: "Do you know what to do?" ”
Zhang Yun looked into his senior brother's eyes and replied, "I know!" Concentrate on cultivation and strive to improve your cultivation until they are willing to face me squarely and recognize their equal status! ”
"That's right!" Wang Chengyu clapped his hands in appreciation, but he immediately raised a new question: "In this case, why don't you promise Zhao Jingzhou first, with the help of Bai Lufeng's power, to improve your cultivation faster?" ”
has completely recognized himself, and this question no longer has any confusion for Zhang Yun.
He smiled freely, with a bright smile on his face, a neat tooth shining in the sun, Zhang Yun said extremely firmly: "No why, I'm just for the idea of understanding!" ”
"Hahahaha......"
Wang Chengyu laughed wildly, laughing freely and arrogantly, "I'll just say that you kid has understanding!" Born to be my Rising Sun Peak! It's a pity that providence makes people! I obviously have a transparent heart, but I don't have the fire spirit root of my Rising Sun Peak, which is really a pity. ”
Although he laughed indulgently, when it came to the end, Wang Chengyu still felt sorry for Zhang Yun and shook his head.
He is obviously so suitable for his own eyes, but because of the spiritual root, he is destined to not be able to become a part of the Rising Sun Peak.
God is really blind, and it is really outrageous to let a child with a pure heart miss out on the fire spirit root!
However, Zhang Yun didn't see it that way, so he heard him say indifferently: "Senior brother, compared to Bai Lufeng, junior brother is also more willing to join Rising Sun Peak, is it because I don't have a fire spirit root, I am destined to not be able to be in the same sect as my senior brother?" I can't see it, can I? ”
Compared to Bai Lufeng, Zhang Yun has always preferred Rising Sun Peak.
Although there is some noise in the Rising Sun Peak, many senior brothers treat each other equally, even Senior Brother Wang will not oppress other junior brothers and sisters with the identity of a personal senior brother.
Zhang Yun likes the atmosphere there, even if he quarrels with Luo Yun every day, he is willing to join the Rising Sun Peak.
There was a time when he had also worked hard in this direction, but for various reasons, including the refusal of the Cangyan Daoist to admit him into the sect, he had always been an outer disciple.
Now that he has thought it through, Bai Lufeng doesn't go!
In his opinion, as long as he is willing to make some sacrifices, he can get what he wants.
But looking at Wang Chengyu, he denied it without thinking about it: "Things are not as simple as you think." ”
Hearing this answer, Zhang Yun looked at the senior brother with doubts, and listened to the senior brother explain: "Maybe you think that the Rising Sun Peak doesn't accept you because it can't provide you with cultivation resources? Maybe that's partly the reason, but that's secondary! What really hinders you from joining the Rising Sun Peak has never been resources, but spiritual roots! ”
"What do you mean by that?"
Zhang Yun hurriedly asked, he thought that as long as he understood the reason, he might be able to find a way to solve it, he had confidence in himself!
It's just that this matter seems to be much more complicated than he thought, so he heard Senior Brother Wang sigh and say: "This matter is a long story, you wait for me for two months, and when Senior Brother is busy with the things in the Rising Sun Peak, I will take you out to open your eyes and let you see what the real cultivation world is." ”
"Huh? Isn't the cultivation world just about concentrating on cultivation? ”
Zhang Yun said in confusion, could it really be that he saw too little?
Looking at Senior Brother Wang, I saw that he said half-helplessly and half-sighing: "It would be nice if cultivation was so simple, if this is the case, there will not be so many fights and killings in this world." ”