Chapter 110: Self-deception
"Fools? What are you scolding me for? ”
Realizing that he was scolded, Zhang Yun said aggrievedly: "I didn't recruit you to provoke you, why are you scolding me?" ”
"I'm just going to scold you for being a big fool, what can you do with me?!"
Mo Yanchou was laughed at by Zhang Yun, he never thought that he would see a stupid anger in Zhang Yun.
This is really rare, how did a child who is so smart on weekdays become so virtuous?
Is this a brain that let the monster kick it?
Or is it ......
Mo Yanchou jumped down from the tree, stepped in front of Zhang Yun, and leaned over to carefully examine his condition.
Seeing Zhang Yun's eyes dodging and not daring to look at him, Mo Yanchou couldn't help but ask, "Do you really want to marry her?" What is the magic of that woman that can seduce you like this? ”
"Charm? Didn't you? ”
Zhang Yun frowned and thought, Mu Ling people have never charmed him, and he has always taken the initiative to approach Mu Ling people and slowly cultivate his feelings.
If there is anyone here with bad intentions, I am afraid that he has brought the most, how can this be blamed on the head of Mu Lingren?
Thinking of this, Zhang Yun looked at Mo Yanchou and wanted to ask him why he had this thought.
But seeing Wang Chengyu speak, he drove Mo Yanchou out: "Second brother, you go somewhere else to stay for a while, and I'll talk to him alone." ”
Hearing this, Mo Yan shook his head speechlessly, summoned the Sky Magic Weapon and flew away.
Before leaving, Zhang Yun also heard his sarcastic voice in his ears: "I think you are really crazy, you even let you forget about 'Immortals are different', I really don't know what you think, a cultivator actually takes the initiative to combine with mortals?" It's the funniest joke I've heard in decades......"
Is it that funny?
But I didn't see you laugh out loud, did I?
Zhang Yun was in a complicated mood, and he didn't know whether to blame Mo Yanchou for talking nonsense, or to carefully analyze what this senior brother said before leaving.
Mo Yanchou wouldn't laugh at him for no reason, since he was sarcastic, there must be something wrong.
But what did I do wrong?
While thinking about it, the voice of the senior brother reached his ears, and Zhang Yun raised his head and listened carefully.
"For your marriage...... Senior brother didn't have much of an opinion. After all, it's a choice you make, and if you can afford it, it's good that you can afford it. As long as you think about it, no matter how you make your choice in the end, Senior Brother will support you. ”
Wang Chengyu patted him on the shoulder as he spoke, with a smile on his face, "Do you remember what Senior Brother said?" As long as you have a good mind, no matter what others say about you, you don't need to pay attention, as long as you know what you are doing. ”
Originally, Zhang Yun's mind was still a little shaken, but when he heard that his senior brother actually agreed with his choice, he suddenly felt less irritable.
Zhang Yun's eyes lit up, and he asked expectantly: "So, senior brother, did you promise to go to the ceremony?" ”
I thought that this was already a sure thing, but I saw Wang Chengyu shake his head, and said with a complicated expression: "Don't go, I can't bear to see you suffer, and I'm too lazy to ask for trouble." ”
"Why?"
Zhang Yun's face fell, and he asked incomprehensibly: "Senior brother, didn't you say that you want to support all my decisions?" ”
Wang Chengyu looked over with pity, and said with regret in his tone: "Xiaoyun, senior brother will tell you directly." My brother knows what you're going to do, and even what will happen in the future. Even if you are deceiving yourself now, Senior Brother can see it. But Senior Brother has no way to give you advice on this matter, so you can only wait for you to find out for yourself, feel it for yourself, and then solve it yourself......"
There are some things that no matter how much others say, it is meaningless.
Only when you have experienced it yourself and figured it out can you really grow up.
Zhang Yun's problems are very big, and they have even reached the point where people can't bear to look at them.
There was no problem with Mo Yanchou's words, Zhang Yun really forgot the weight of the four words "Immortals are different", and he didn't know what he was doing at all.
But then again, it's not that Zhang Yun doesn't realize the problem, it's just that he's been deceiving himself and ignoring the most critical contradiction.
Is there really no conflict between spiritual practice and starting a family?
In fact, there is, and it is still the kind of contradiction that is so sharp that there is no way to avoid it.
Once the existence of the contradiction is discovered, all this will be wiped out in an instant.
Others saw this, so they kept reminding Zhang Yun to make a decision after thinking about it.
It's just that because they can't bear to see him hurt, they can't directly point out the core of the contradiction.
In this way, he may have to wait until he gets married, until the day when the conflict erupts, to realize that the problem exists.
"Senior sister said that I deceived myself, senior brother, you are also saying that I deceived myself......"
Taking a step back, Zhang Yun was in a trance, and his whole person became unrelenting: "Am I really deceiving myself?" I don't understand...... I don't understand what the problem is. ”
"You understand Xiaoyun, in fact, you understood what the problem was early on, but you didn't want to accept it, and you just wanted to be lucky." Wang Chengyu ruthlessly punctured his illusions, and sighed: "But it's okay like this, I experienced a love tribulation earlier, and I can forget it faster when the time comes." It's better to be injured now than to be hurt deeper in the future, and it's better than lingering on it for the rest of your life. ”
Zhang Yun couldn't listen to what others said, he only remembered that Wang Chengyu asked him to go, and left there in a groggy state.
Thinking that he still had to cultivate, he followed the instinctive guidance and returned to Longyuantan's residence.
Seeing that familiar scene, he habitually sat on top of the futon and began to practice gong.
The two people he respected the most were saying that he was deceiving himself, and it was impossible for this to be someone else's problem.
In that case, think slowly and practice slowly.
There is still half a month to go, so don't worry, just think slowly.
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Linxian City, Mufu.
Since Zhang Yun left, Mu Ling people have been a little uneasy.
On the one hand, he was afraid that his marriage would go wrong, and on the other hand, he was also worried about Feng Jianze's affairs.
After all, Feng Jianze was invited by the Chang family, and he disappeared without a trace for no reason, is there really no one to pursue it?
After spending days in uncertainty, Mu Lingren's worries finally became a reality.
"Sister Shi, Brother Shi didn't mean to investigate this time, I just wanted to know what happened to Feng Jianze, whether he was dead or alive gave me a quasi-word."
Chang Kaige sat in the guest room of the Mu family, holding a teacup in one hand, and said unhurriedly.
A pair of sharp eyes, swept over the Mu Ling people from time to time, like a falcon staring at its prey, and the huge pressure made the Mu Ling people sit still.
Her father has not yet returned, Zhang Yun has just left, and she is the only one who can be the master of the Mu family at this time.
And at this time, a group of people from the Chang family came over to ask the teacher, how could the Muling people resist?
Cold sweat had begun to break out on her forehead, and Chang Kaige had put too much pressure on her.
Fortunately, at this time, the hostess of the Chang family spoke, and the tense atmosphere at the scene was suddenly relieved.
"Kaige, how did you talk to your sister? Forgot the rules when you entered the fairy gate? ”
The middle-aged woman in full costume walked up to Mu Lingren and sat down, grabbed her white and tender arm and comforted her softly: "Don't worry, niece, with your aunt here, he doesn't dare to do anything to you." If you want to say anything, you can say it, if you don't want to say it, you don't have to bother with him, my aunt came to see you this time, as for Feng Jianze, the son of Lao Shi? An outsider is just dead, and when he dies, he dies. ”
"Mother! I'm on business! ”
Chang Kaige shouted dissatisfiedly, you must know that Feng Jianze was his classmate, and he called over to help support him.
Now that the life and death of the person are unknown, it is suspected that he died in the hands of the Mu family's aunt, he finally found time to come over to investigate the situation, how could she, a mother, dismantle the stage at this time?
When the dressed woman heard this, she immediately rolled her eyes and glared at him: "You still think I am your mother?" I don't know, I think you're my father! I'm going to put it here today, no matter how capable you are outside, you'll have to listen to me when you get home! Do you understand?! ”
Chang Kaige was angry and annoyed, he just wanted to find out the truth, and he didn't mean to overwhelm people, I don't know what she was excited about. And finding out the truth doesn't mean that he will definitely be held responsible, it's really inexplicable!
Seeing that his mother looked like he had eaten him, Chang Kaige couldn't help but feel irritable. He understood why his mother favored Mu Lingren, because his maternal grandmother was also surnamed Mu, and Mu Lingren was really her niece.
With such a relationship, how can she be willing to blame her family for an outsider?
It's just that understanding is understanding, but Chang Kaige still can't accept that the person he sent over is gone, he paced back and forth in the hall with an anxious face, thinking about how to deal with this matter.
Suddenly, he noticed something from the afterglow, and seeing the light reflected by that thing, Chang Kaige subconsciously looked at it.
Seeing the shape of the hairpin on Mu Lingren's head, his expression instantly became solemn, and he said to Mu Lingren: "Sister Shi, you bring your hairpin to me to see, that thing doesn't seem to be an extraordinary thing." ”
Of course, it is not a mortal thing, it is a token of love given to her by Zhang Yun!
Mu Ling was a little reluctant, but she also knew that if she didn't hand over the things, this matter would definitely not be over, so after a little hesitation, she still took off the hairpin and handed it to Chang Kaixuan, "This is a token given to me by my husband, cousin, you hold it steady, don't break it for me." ”
Seeing that she was willing to cooperate, Chang Kaige's face improved a lot, and he said softly: "Don't worry, you can't fall, I'll pay you back after reading it." ”