1192 Why So Selfish

Now that I think about it, the days that made Kong Zhen feel happiest are long gone.

I still remember that time, the two little things were always chasing after me, and the voice was soft and cute.

He picked one up in one hand, and it was never enough.

Miss Ke said that the identities of the two little masters are too special, and they only need someone to protect them quietly behind their backs.

And he, in the end, is too high-profile.

People who are too high-profile are easy to set themselves on fire.

So for many years, he moved behind the scenes, but he was still by their side from time to time.

It's just that from being above board, to being sneaky.

When did that happiness end?

It was the crown prince who ascended the throne, and it was the little master who became the prince......

Or are those who are not greedy enough to do too many things that have lost their conscience......

Lanqu is the most dispensable small country on the mainland.

The territory is only the size of a few cities in those big countries, and the population is only two or three hundred thousand.

Compared to the large country with millions of people, they have no strength that can be matched.

But they are in the middle of the three powers.

The three countries join forces......

What a sin it must be to attract the Three Kingdoms Alliance!

As a subordinate, he doesn't understand the so-called national hatred and family hatred, let alone the cause of the war.

All he knew was how painful his eldest lady was crying that day.

The eldest lady's favorite husband was supposed to be the dragon and phoenix among people, but he ended up with ten thousand arrows piercing his heart and hanging high on the city wall.

And the gentle and kind eldest lady, the eldest lady who grew up with her, fell in a pool of blood in the end, in order to protect her two children.

She said: Xiao Zhen, the two of them are handed over to you! You must go out with them in peace!

She said: Xiaozhen, in this world, the only person I can trust is you.

「……」

The war is raging, and the corpses are everywhere.

The victors stood tall and hung the bodies of the defeated on the walls one by one.

And he is like a lost dog, with a group of henchmen, when he finally fought his way out.

The two little masters he wants to protect are already dying.

He will always remember how many knives he had been stabbed on her when he found her.

She was disheveled and bloody.

She fell to the ground like that, and when she saw herself, she pulled out a gentle smile.

That look in his eyes seemed to say: Uncle Kong, you are finally here......

It's too late.

「……」

Tears blurred his vision.

The little princess who is loved by thousands of people.

The little princess who held herself in the palm of her hand would end up so pitiful......

How unfair God is!

He often thinks about how good it would be if he rescued Jing Chun that day.

Not really.

The empty wooden box next to it seems to say it all.

He never imagined that anyone could be so vicious.

He threw a young child into a snake hole.

"The people of this Lanqu country are all demons, and they must not live in the world!"

"Yes, kill them all, not a single one!"

"This is still the prince of their country, hahaha, what's so great about the prince? Will he be able to escape from that snake cave?"

"Hahaha!"

「……」

Kong Zhen had never seen such a Jingchun.

Like a frightened rabbit, trembling in the corner, and next to it, there are groups of poisonous snakes.

He couldn't remember how he managed to get the man out.

Just remember, at that time, since

There were countless bites on both of his legs.

The doctor who treated him said that he had to detoxify it immediately, otherwise he would have to waste his leg.

But how can I detoxify it right away?

The country is ruined.

He's just a lost dog.

He must take the only blood of the eldest lady and escape from this cruel land.

At that time.

Alone, holding a child, step by step, he not only crawled out of the snake cave, but also out of the country.

But everywhere he passed, corpses were strewn all over the field, and the ground was in shambles.

He could not forget the painful wails of those innocent people.

It is impossible to forget what kind of condescending faces those who seized their land.

He can't forget it.

Even if you die, you won't forget it.

But at this moment, he is really about to face death, but he is not at ease in his heart.

He unconsciously burst into tears, and wanted to reach out to touch Jing Chun's face, but his hand gradually lost its strength.

Just like at the beginning, the legs full of wounds, after walking an unknown distance, finally fell to the ground weakly.

He smiled bitterly, "Child, after so many years, I still feel shameless to face your parents."

He said, "Your mother is the gentleest, kindest, and most beautiful fairy in the world, and she must be in heaven, and I am guilty of going to hell."

"If you can't see it, you can ...... it."

「……」

It wasn't until the moment Kong Zhen lost his breath that Jing Chun finally felt a burst of heartache.

He grabbed Kong Zhen's hand tightly, "You open your eyes! You're done! You're not done yet! I still haven't taken you into account! Open your eyes!"

"I know your purpose! I know you're not fighting for the two countries! I know you're just trying to stir up hatred in me! I know you're trying to keep me motivated! But you don't have to die! You don't have to die! I'm already working hard to get stronger! I really tried hard!"

"I do feel suffocated, I really don't like to be controlled by you, but I haven't given up revenge, I haven't!"

「……」

"Why are you pushing me like this? I've said it all, and I know it in my heart!"

"Why are you pushing me?!"

「……」

I vaguely remember.

Mother said: Xiaojing, we are all here.

But where?

They all fell in pools of blood.

My sister said: The master will come to save you soon, and you have to listen to the master......

However, the master said that revenge is something you must carve into your bones.

The country is ruined.

How could he forget that there was a river of blood?

How can we forget how many innocent people died along the way?

And those, all of them are his compatriots.

He naturally remembered that the master had crippled his legs in order to save himself.

He remembers everything!

Nothing was forgotten!

But you have to talk about it all the time to prove that you haven't forgotten?

Can't he keep everything in his heart, silently remember, and silently plan everything? ap.

Why doesn't even the master understand him?

Why?

"Can you stop being so selfish? You know I'm the only one by my side!"

"Why are you so selfish? Why?"

"When you said at the beginning, I was your proudest existence, and you were also my most respected master."

"But now, you don't believe me in anything! I don't want to do it, you have to force me to do it, I have my own ideas, I know how to take revenge, why don't you believe me?"

"Open your eyes!"

"Master!"

Uncle Kong......"

「……」