"I used to fantasize about whether you would feel sorry for me if I told you everything. Have pity on me? Then you can't help but help me, but I thought, I'm so pathetic, so deserved, even if you knew, you would just be indifferent, right?"

Jing Chun said to himself, while sighing softly, "The country is ruined and the family is ruined, what a few simple words, but the actual weight, how many people can afford it?"

"I asked you a question, and now that I think about it, you probably didn't hear it at that time, and at that time, I ask you, are you willing to use me? Can you take advantage of me? Or maybe we use each other, and I was thinking, if we can use each other, can I do something that makes you uncomfortable?" xь.

"You're right, over the years, the people around me have disappeared one by one, or died, or severed diplomatic relations, I have been deported from one country to another, and from another country, and fled to a farther country in embarrassment, I seem to have no home, I have traveled everywhere, and the world is my home."

"Once, I often thought, when I get my revenge, when I get everything I want, when I get the position of my dreams, when I finish avenging all my relatives and friends under the ground, I will definitely find someone I love, give birth to children like ordinary people, and live the rest of my life steadily, this is really a beautiful dream......

"But I waited and waited, waited year after year, and I never fulfilled the promise in my heart, nor did I wait for the happiness I longed for, so I kept searching, looking for the memories of the past, and recalling the beautiful ...... of the past."

"Once, how many years ago was that? It's been too long, sometimes I feel like I can't remember it clearly, and sometimes I feel that everything is so clear......

"My country is called Lanqu, although it is a small country in the middle of the three kingdoms, and although the territory of the country is only the size of a few cities of those big countries, in my memory, it is as magnificent and magnificent as ever."

"There are mountains and rivers, beautiful scenery, everyone who lives in my memory is so kind and gentle, kind and pure, there is peace and peace between the country and the people, the people are harmonious, as if every ray of sunshine is full of gold, even if I was still young at that time, I can deeply understand that in my land, there is happiness flowing every day, just a fragment of memories, I feel very beautiful."

After saying a lot in one breath, Jing Chun slowly closed his eyes, feeling the cold wind blowing in front of him, but he didn't feel cold at all.

Occasionally, a snowflake fell on his cheek and turned into snow in the blink of an eye, and he smiled bitterly and continued:

"It's been a long time, hasn't it? How many years is it supposed to be? More than ten years, right? Yes, your children are so old, they should indeed be more than ten years, why have they been so long, and I still haven't forgotten it? Hehe, why is it that the more time passes, the deeper the memory becomes?"

Liu Shengsheng frowned, "Even if you have a lot of grief and anger in your heart, you shouldn't ......

"What shouldn't it be? Shouldn't be angry? Or shouldn't you want to seek revenge? Poisonous girl, I understand you so well, why are you never willing to understand me? Even if it was a little bit, if you could understand me a little bit, we wouldn't be where we are now!"

Jing Chun couldn't help but take her words, and said grief-stricken: "You were so pitiful at the beginning, even if you forget it now, I always remember it clearly! There was a moment when I felt sorry for you, and a moment when I felt so sorry for you, but what about you? After knowing each other for so many years, have you ever felt the slightest bit of distress for me for a moment?"

"We have been through so many places, we have been to so many places, and we have had joys and sorrows, and you say that you really regard me as a friend, why shouldn't I? Only you can express your anger, but me? I'm not even qualified to express my anger!"

He stood quietly not far away, standing in the wind and snow, looking at Liu Shengsheng with grief, like a crumbling sculpture in the ice and snow, as if it would be completely shattered in the next second. Xiu Shu

"You know there's a lot of anger in my heart, but do you know why? You only know a fluttering sentence about the ruin of the country and the family, but

What is the destruction of the country and the family, have you ever seen the slightest? Can you understand the slightest?"

Liu Shengsheng opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but before he could say anything, Jing Chun continued: "I know what you want to say, there is no need to say hypocritical words, and there is no need to threaten words, I have reached such a field today, I know where my final destination is, I also know that you can't say anything nice, no one can understand what others are going through, and no one can empathize......

"No matter how angry you are, that's not a reason for you to hurt others." Nan Mu Ze said coldly.

Jing Chun first sneered, then laughed, "I hurt others? Nan Mu Ze, you actually have the face to say such a thing, I hurt others! Hahaha! Who is hurting whom? Do you need me to tell you word for word about the dirty things you have done in your three countries?" Ь.

"How did my Lan Kingdom perish? Who caused the so-called collapse of the country and the collapse of the family? It's you, it's all of you! It's all the people in the world! If it weren't for the Three Kingdoms Alliance, if it weren't for the fact that Fengqing Country and Liguo were pressing forward step by step, if it weren't for Yundu taking advantage of the fire to rob, how could my beautiful country not be destroyed?"

"It was the heroic soldiers of your mouth who broke into my land, it was the heroes of your mouth who divided my land, it was the three of you who colluded, the three most powerful nations on the entire continent, to join together to set foot on my little kingdom!"

"It's the wind and the green rushing to the front, and it's the country that is high! It was the soldiers of Yundu, burning, killing and looting, doing all kinds of evil, killing hundreds of thousands of my soldiers and the helpless people in just one year! It was you who made my beautiful hometown, in that short period of one year, unrecognizable, and even now, completely in ruins!"

Jing Chun's eyes gradually turned red, he was full of hatred, and his tone was excited, "It was your family who killed all my family, it was your family that made me homeless, and it was your family that caused everything in front of me, why? Why don't I even qualify to be angry? You two mean? Why? Is it in your hearts that you are the only one who has the right to hurt others?"