155 Arguments (2nd Update)
Jiang Xian was very confused all afternoon, and the work notes spread out on the table did not turn a page for several hours.
Fortunately, Sister Sun was not there this afternoon, and the people next to her saw that she was "busy" and did not disturb her.
But the strange thing is that after an afternoon of stupefiing, she didn't reject it or she didn't feel that time was unbearable.
Although her mind is still a mess, she can't cut it clearly, and it is messy, but the magic is that she is not anxious.
The sudden panic that struck me had long since disappeared and was replaced by calm.
She seemed to have really split into two, one of whom was just watching her quietly as a bystander.
After a long time, she opened the gift given to her by Gu Heng, and inside was a set of silver needles, which were used for acupuncture.
He was intimate and thoughtful, how did he know that she had damaged several silver needles while hunting?
She was worried, afraid that the second uncle would see her spoil the silver needles like this and cut her, and was about to ask the fourth brother to think of a way to help her buy another set.
Unexpectedly, before she mentioned it, Gu Heng sent it.
Have they reached the point where they have a heart?
There's a class tonight.
It's a pity that Deputy Stationmaster Chen only gave Jiang Xian a lecture in the office for about ten minutes before stopping, she looked at Jiang Xian silently and didn't make a sound.
Jiang Xian naturally knew the reason, she was distracted again, she couldn't help but rub her eyebrows, patted her face, and tried to sober herself up: "Teacher, I do have some thoughts that I don't belong to today, I'm sorry." ”
Although she was calm, her mind was chaotic, and she couldn't listen to any of the lessons.
Chen Yanshan pursed her lips, but answered the question:
"I heard that a boy is waiting for you at the door today, saying that he is your partner?"
How did you see someone come back like this?
Before Jiang Xian could react, her head had already been nodded, and she admitted it without resistance.
She sighed, glanced at her teacher, and spoke for the first time with confusion:
"Yes, though, we're secretly dealing with each other because I don't want to make it public yet."
Chen Yanshan: "......" She couldn't help but stroke her forehead, her eyes were black, she heard it right, did she want to be responsible?
Say she doesn't like it, she deals with people.
Say she likes it, she doesn't want to make it public.
Chen Yanshan couldn't help but feel confused, could it be that she has been too decadent over the years, so that she has lost touch with society?
She can't understand the young people of today anymore.
"I glanced at the young man from afar, and he looked very angry, why did you do this? Could it be that his parents disagreed? Or do your parents disagree? ”
When she said this, Chen Yanshan's tone carried a trace of stiffness and grief and indignation, which was suddenly aroused and revealed, but she herself was stunned, but unfortunately, her always clever apprentice has been immersed in her own thoughts and has not found it.
In their line of work, they look at people very accurately, and the first thing is not to look at the face, but to look at the spirit of the person.
The same is true for beauty in the bones, not in the skin.
The spirit and spirit are the "bones" of a person.
Although Chen Yanshan was only a dozen eyes, Gu Heng's like this, even if it was only a cursory one, still made Chen Yanshan's eyes shine.
Jiang Xian shook her head: "I just don't want to get married, I originally thought it was good to deal with the partner, but today I found out that I not only like his face, but also like other aspects!" ”
In the long run, she won't be able to get into it.
If the one who loves has no ego, and rejoices and sorrows for the joys and sorrows of others, how terrible is that?
Chen Yanshan was silent for a while, not knowing how to comfort her apprentice, after all, in her emotional life, she was always a loser, but this was her own apprentice, she couldn't ignore it, so she asked stubbornly:
"It's good that I like him more and more, are you afraid that you won't be able to do without him in the future?"
Why did you think about leaving at the beginning?
Besides, if you like a person, where is there a person who only likes a person's face, in the long run, you will see the essence of a person with a deeper understanding, and you will prefer ...... Or even more disgusted with this person.
Jiang Xian was a little frustrated:
"Such a fiery emotion came too suddenly, if one day, it suddenly fades away like when it came, how should I deal with myself?"
She didn't even know why she suddenly liked more than his face!
According to the Chinese people, this is not scientific! Did she get hit by a ghost?
Why can't it be turned out of this?
There was silence for a while, and for a long time, Chen Yanshan was a little weak-hearted:
"yes, how do you deal with yourself?"
It's like her relationship that she hasn't come out of yet.
Even if she sees him clearly, but after so many years, what about her efforts? Is it in vain?
Jiang Xian glanced up at Chen Yanshan, endured and endured, and finally couldn't hold back:
"Teacher, it's because I don't know that I asked you."
As a result, she actually asked herself? Is it because your brain is not messed up enough?
Chen Yanshan was stunned at first, and then suddenly stopped talking, Jiang Xian didn't bother her, she sat there by herself, and continued to be in a daze.
After sitting for about half an hour, Chen Yanshan suddenly seemed to have figured out something, and patted her head:
"Look at me, I've lived for such a long time, and I've been caught up in by you little girl."
"How do you deal with yourself? Why are you so pessimistic? Who said that feelings will retreat, there are thousands of men in the world, some good and some bad, you should believe in your own vision. ”
Why was it so pessimistic in the first place?
Although Chen Yanshan herself has fallen behind emotionally, she still sincerely hopes that her apprentice can have a good future.
"If you really have a case, it will fade away, then you can only blame yourself for looking at men at that time with a bad eye, what are you afraid of? Are you unable to live without him, or is your mother's family ineffective? ”
……
Jiang Xian was thinking about Chen Yanshan's words until she left the radio station, if she said that she couldn't live without a man, it wouldn't be enough.
But isn't she afraid? is afraid of relying too much on Gu Heng, which really makes her, as a spy, feel like she has been uprooted, and she has a feeling of floating and helpless.
But then again, why did she default to Gu Heng treating her like this? Is this very unfair to Gu Heng?
However, she ignored one point, she is no longer alone, she has a family and backing that she can rely on, even if there is a day, she is not afraid.
Perhaps, with a different life and way of thinking, she can really do it, after all, she is no longer Jiang Xian of Lan Kingdom, she can't physically take this step, and her thoughts are still the same as before, isn't it?
Thinking like this, it was as if a mountain in her heart that she had preset had collapsed, and in an instant those incomprehensible thoughts disappeared from her mind and turned into a clear and smooth road.
She took a deep breath and only felt that this breath of freedom was so good!
(End of chapter)