Chapter 50: The Long-cherished Wish of the Void
The moon is particularly bright again tonight. Kong Yuan came out of Professor Li's house and drove along Taiyu Road to the southeast of the dormitory area of the construction machinery factory, feeling as if his heart was torn apart all the way.
That night three weeks ago, in the same bright moonlight, she crept into Master Tongyun's room.
Every movement of the empty edge is careful. The first level has passed, and he quietly entered the room of the master Tongyun, only to hear the sound of the master snoring like thunder on the bed; The second pass also went smoothly, and there was no sound when the wooden cabinet door was opened, due to the fact that a few drops of oil had been poured on the old wooden cabinet door shaft during the day; Now we are passing the third level: the key is inserted into the drawer lock and can be turned, which means that the key is quite well matched; I was about to cheer quietly, when suddenly, when I turned the drawer lock near the end, the lock made a slight "click".
On the side of the bed in the dark, there was a sound of "um~" from the master; Kongyuan held his breath and crouched quietly, hiding by the cabinet and listening to the movement.
The night was so quiet, only the sound of frogs chirping in the pond outside the courtyard.
Tongyun rolled over and snorted again. The feeling of the empty edge hinted that he was not in a good situation, so he retreated to the door in a half-crouched position. Just as he was about to straighten up and pull the doorknob, a heavy shout came from the master's bed, "Evil obstacles!" "At the age of nearly 90 years, it still sounds strong and full of energy.
This scolding shows that Tongyun's snoring after turning over is a fake sleep. The martial arts master was also alert when he fell asleep, not to mention that the master had woken up just now! Seeing that he couldn't hide it, Kongyuan turned around and walked quickly to Tongyun's bed, shouting, "Master!" ”
Tongyun turned over: "Huh? ”
Soragen asked diligently, "Awake?" Drink water, I'll pour it. ”
Tongyun's voice "buzzed": "Speak straight!" What are you doing? ”
The empty edge paused, and she didn't say anything, and she didn't look directly before she felt Tongyun's gaze burning.
In my impression, this is the third time that the master has said "evil obstacles".
I was not yet eleven when I first heard it. That time, because he killed the big goose of the family at the edge of the village, Master Kongyuan beat Kongyuan with a ring ruler in front of everyone. Before the beating, the master said two words: "Evil obstacles!" There was no more sentence in the whole process of punishment.
When the empty edge is beaten, he constantly meditates in his heart that his own affairs must be solved by himself. Although I often hear the master say that killing cannot eliminate disasters, but only increases one's own bad karma, but Kongyuan has his own thoughts: who cares so much if he is bullied, he can't be bullied in vain!
In the dodge ring ruler, Kongyuan repeatedly warned himself that his master was kind to himself and could not hold grudges against his master; Kongyuan has been in the temple since he can remember, and he thought that the master was Abba, but when he grew up, he knew that they were not related by blood, and he was fed by Tongyun with rice cereal and fish soup. Listening to the master, the initial pick-up of himself was entirely out of the idea of saving the soul; Later, when he saw that the baby was still smart, he taught literacy; When he was older, he taught him fist and kick skills, and he was completely regarded as a family member.
Although Kong Yuan didn't let himself remember his master's hatred later, but since that beating, every time Kong Yuan saw Tongyun, he no longer had the same unsuspecting state of mind as before, and he only felt a little more resistance in his heart.
The master opened his mouth for the second time and scolded, "Evil obstacles! "It was six years ago, but not against the void. Empty Edge was sixteen years old. One day, a scholar wearing glasses, thirty-five or six years old, heard that he had come to inspect the culture, and he heard that the master said that he was introduced by the county religious department to a professor from the north. At Professor Li's repeated requests, the master allowed him to live in the monastery. At the beginning, the professor was busy taking pictures of the murals and Bodhisattva statues, numbering them, and in his spare time, he took out the fragrant tea he brought to drink tea and chat with the master; When he wasn't talking to the master, the professor also talked to Kongyuan, who knew the outside world at that time.
Kong Yuan had long known that there was an Internet café in this village, and several young people in the village frequented it. Spaceedge has been there before, but no one wants to spend time teaching Spaceedge to play with the computer, they are all busy in front of the computer. After Professor Li came, he taught Kongyuan how to use the computer there, taught her how to surf the Internet, and later taught her how to drive a car; As she drove down the road, she experienced a speed she had never experienced before, making her feel like flying; Although the back mountain is still that not tall mountain, the sea is still the salty sea, and the temple is still those brick and stone houses, I feel like I have come to a new world, and I feel that my heart is much brighter, and the one who illuminates the light in front of me is the professor!
During that time, Kongyuan often took the professor to the back mountain to play, pointing out the crooked trees and strange rocks with various names for the professor, and the professor told her about the outside world, poetry and lyrics, and the scenic spots in his hometown, including the "Wild Goose Hill"; She felt that the professor was the only one who understood herself, and that he was like her long-lost brother and playmate; At that time, I just wanted the professor to stay by my side more, and I just wanted to listen to the professor's voice, and there was no one else who could replace him.
Later, there was that unforgettable day; She couldn't help but show the professor her daughter, and give her all to the professor, she felt that only in this way could she repay the professor for his kindness to her; When she pressed the professor's face against her bare chest, feeling the strange flutter of her heart, she felt that she could no longer live without the professor......
Suddenly, one day, the master shouted "Evil obstacles! In the midst of the scolding, the professor disappeared and never returned. Since then, the master has not allowed anyone to stay in the monastery, even some itinerant monks or laymen.
Thinking of the disappearance of the professor, Kongyuan quietly planted the seeds of "hatred" for the master in his heart. In the middle of the night, I often think of the professor's appearance and his beautiful voice, and I can't sleep; However, Sora doesn't know where the professor is going, because the professor was driven away too suddenly.
Year after year passed, Kongyuan became more and more silent, and she put all the power she had accumulated in her hatred on work and martial arts.
Thanks to Zong Zhenlei's arrival. Zong Zhenlei came to the master after being introduced by the county religious department, and when the empty edge served tea, he saw the master's face gloomy, but he was still polite. Although it was already noon when the guest left, the master did not leave him for dinner, and the reason was that he came from the north.
But the empty edge was very happy that day. When she was alone to the gate of the monastery, the guest said that he had almost forgotten a great event entrusted to him; Although I didn't find the letter I wanted to give her for a long time, I was overjoyed to know that it was the professor, and I also knew that the professor was teaching in a northern city and didn't have a family! Kongyuan didn't sleep all night, and decided to go to the north to find the professor immediately.
On that day, the master noticed that the master seemed to have a premonition, and was obviously in a bad mood, and after the visitor left, the master simply took a few bites during the meal and went back to his room.
I didn't expect what happened later.
On the third day after Zong Zhenlei left, the network manager of the Internet café in the small fishing village told her that someone had found a letter with the recipient written on it, which was for her, but not the sender; He also said that the letter picker passed the message, and the content of the letter was related to "Yanqiu".
She immediately thought that it was the professor's letter that Zong Zhenlei had lost in his wallet.
After she spoke to the letter holder, an idea was born. The so-called person who found the letter was actually the one who stole the wallet, this person was so hateful, he actually wanted to pay for the letter for a thousand yuan! What's even more infuriating is that the man also read the professor's letter and asked her in a teasing tone what is the story of "Yanqiu"? His questioning made Kongyuan's mind "boom", and she was instantly filled with "hatred", she felt that she and the professor were being blasphemed, as if she saw the blasphemous person show this matter in front of the public and ridicule it wantonly! Her teeth tightened, and a thought flashed through her: This person can't live!
The process of gaining trust proceeds according to the plan. The two people who came to deliver the letter, but unfortunately only one of them was killed, and the other accomplice ran away; Sadly, the accomplice saw that the Void was killing the Faith Bearer.
Kongyuan didn't catch up with the accomplice, and returned to the unfinished building to hide the person who was killed, and then went back to the temple.
She began to plan the next step: since she had killed someone, she could not stay here for long, and she must leave the place immediately; So, she decided to hit the road and go north immediately.
It is necessary to travel from the south to the north, so Kongyuan thought of the incense money that the master had accumulated in the cabinet every day.
At this time, Kongyuan saw that he had already alarmed the master, so he knelt down, raised his head, and caught the master's gaze: "I want to go." ”
Tongyun asked in a deep voice, "Where are you going?" ”
The Empty Edge replied, "North." ”
Tongyun's gaze suddenly became sharp: "Why? ”
Kong Yuan met the master's gaze, took out the letter, and handed it to Tongyun: "Find the professor." ”
Tongyun took the letter and didn't look at it: "Don't go!" ”
Under the moonlight, the eyes of each other suddenly splashed like sharp blades, and the expressions of the two instantly froze. After a few seconds of stalemate, Kongyuan gritted his teeth, withdrew his gaze first, and stood up: "Oh, I'll go turn on the light." The "hate" things in the past instantly flooded from the empty heart.
The lights were on in the room, and when Kongyuan returned to the master's bed, he had an extra pair of reading glasses and an envelope in his hand.
Tongyun looked at his reading glasses, took it, and was about to open the letter, but Kong Yuan handed over the envelope with his other hand.
Tongyun put on his glasses and glanced at the words on the envelope, took a deep breath, waved his hand, and looked back at the page that had been opened.
At this time, taking advantage of the master's deep breath, Kong Yuan slapped the envelope, and a ball of medicinal powder flew out of the envelope and sprayed straight towards Tongyun's face. Tongyun raised his eyes and glared fiercely at the empty edge, and before he could say anything, his body fell backwards.
Kongyuan stepped forward to probe Tongyun's snort, knowing that he had been tricked and would be asleep for at least three hours.
Kongyuan immediately took out a packet of medicinal noodles that had been prepared long ago, mixed it with water, helped Tongyun to sit upright, pried his mouth open, and poured the medicinal solution into it with a dropper.
Kongyuan turned around and finished cleaning up the water bowl and other bits and pieces on the table, and then looked back at the master who was lying crookedly on the bed, and black blood was already flowing from the corners of Tongyun's ears, nose and mouth; She took out a new set of clothes from the suitcase, and put them on when Chengtongyun's body was still soft.
Kong Yuan was already familiar with every inch of his skin, and she had enough hatred for this body.
When Tongyun was a child, whenever she bathed her, she would tell her that her body was not her own, but was raised by her master to dedicate to the Buddha; When she grew up, the master asked her to wash together every time she took a bath, and asked the two of them to help each other rub their backs, saying that this could be a family. It wasn't until the professor appeared that the master found out about the two of them together, and he was furious and immediately drove the professor away. Unexpectedly, on the night of the professor's departure, the master said that he would cleanse her of sins from the outside in, and after carefully washing her whole body, he used his body to enter her body for the first time; Since then, the master has often asked her to sleep with her, saying that this will allow her to grow her wisdom.
At this time, she thought of the words that frightened her that day, "I know what you have suffered", when she was messing with the professor that day, almost made her think that the secret of Tongyun sleeping with her was known to the professor!
Again and again, when she closed her eyes and imagined the person arching on her body to be the professor, she would be immersed in her own dreams; But when she opened her eyes and saw Tongyun's shriveled hands rubbing up and down her plump skin, she was so disgusted that she wanted to vomit; For this person who raised herself, she never took what he said to be able to cleanse away sins and grow Huigen as the truth, but reluctantly took Shangtongyun's bed as a debt payment; She didn't know where the professor she missed had gone, and as she grew older and learned more about the outside world, she looked forward to the day when she would pay off her debts.
She gritted her teeth and swore that whoever dared to try to prevent the arrival of that day could only face the outburst of all "hatred"!