Chapter 41: Everything (6000 words)
"That's good."
Kim Jisoo nodded pretending to be calm.
The last song of the last band also ended at this time, and the people inside gradually dispersed.
"Let's go too."
Lin Nanxing held Kim Jisoo's hand and walked outside as well.
He wanted to make his heart beat a little slower, but it didn't seem to be obedient.
When I came to CLUBFF, I turned my head to look at the place where I just came out, and the bass model on the signboard was lit up, with black CLUB English in the middle, and FF and two commas with white lights in the back.
Next to CLUBFF is the "gelati gelati" Italian artisanal ice cream parlor, where some young people are eating artisanal ice cream.
"Well, let's go."
Kim Jisoo lowered his baseball cap to cover his somewhat reddened cheeks.
The two held each other's hands, feeling a throbbing that they had never felt before.
"It's a cold winter."
Lim Nam-sung muttered, pretending to be very unintentional and put Kim Jiso's hand in his pocket.
"It's a little cold, indeed."
Kim Jisoo also pretended to be stupid and let Lin Nanxing hold his hand.
The two walked slowly through the streets of Hongdae, their heads slightly bowed, and they didn't know what each other was thinking.
"What the hell was I thinking?"
Lin Nanxing didn't know what he was thinking, but when he held Kim Jisoo's hand, this feeling seemed to be completely different from before.
"So, do you want to buy some spicy fried rice cakes and fish cake skewers?"
Kim Jisoo couldn't help but swallow a mouthful of saliva when he saw the fish cake skewers and spicy fried rice cakes sold at a nearby stall.
As a foodie, she is obviously not resistant to food.
"Okay."
Lin Nanxing nodded, and was about to take out his wallet to pay.
"No need, you invited me to watch the performance, and it cost a lot of money, I'll come!"
Kim Jisoo coughed and pulled his wallet out of his clothes with his left hand.
The hands of the two were still holding hands, and they didn't seem to have any intention of letting go.
"Well, okay then."
Lim Nam-sung also pretended not to notice that Kim Ji-so's hand was inconvenient.
Because he also didn't want to let go of his hand.
"Give me a box of fried rice cakes and these fish cake skewers."
Kim Jisoo took out the money, packed it, and secretly glanced at Lin Nanxing.
found that he didn't seem to have the intention of letting go of his hand, and for a while there was a little joy in his heart, and there was a faint sense of luck.
"Are you alright?"
Lim Nam-sung stretched out his hand to pick up the packaged rice cakes and fish cake skewers for Kim Ji-so, because it was inconvenient for the two to hold hands now.
If Kim Jisoo holds it in his other hand, he will inevitably be attacked by the cold air of winter.
"Well, let's go."
When Kim Jisoo saw this scene, his heart was slightly touched by a strange touch.
Although she was a little arrogant, she was also a girl, and her mind was naturally more delicate, and she could see that Lin Nanxing was deliberately picking up the packed things for her.
"It's a little cold in winter."
Lin Nanxing said and walked forward.
The streets of Hongdae are brightly lit, and there are many couples coming and going, some holding hands and others holding arms, looking quite intimate.
Although the two call each other relatives, there seems to be something wrong.
"Listen to the song? "Everything" in the black dress that has been circulating recently! ”
Kim Jisoo stuffed one of his AirPods into one of Lin Nam-sung's ears.
“You are my everything . My everything비가내리는날엔 (The day it rained) 우리방안에누워 (We lay down in the room) ......"
A slightly psychedelic singing voice came.
Lin Nanxing felt that his heart was beating wonderfully, and he seemed to have fallen into some kind of hazy emotion, his heart was twitching slightly, not sad, not happy.
This kind of relationship between the two is extremely wonderful, it makes people want to be sad, but it is pushing upward, like the sinking of the rise, and like the rise of the sinking.
Ups and downs.
Kim Jisoo suddenly took Lim Nam-sung's hand and ran wildly through the streets of Hongdae.
Her long black hair was shaking, and in the crowd, the two of them held hands and pushed forward.
I don't know how long they ran, but they came to the entrance of the subway station.
"Whew, whew!"
Kim Jisoo was half-bent over panting, his heart beating wildly.
She didn't know if it was the acceleration caused by the running just now, or the acceleration caused by holding Lin Nanxing's hand, or both.
She's a little confused, a little nervous, and a little happy right now.
Don't know what kind of emotion this is?
"Are you alright?"
Lin Nanxing also felt his heart beating wildly.
Is he sick?
"Very good, dear, let's go down."
Kim Jisoo gently bit her lower lip, fortunately, there was a mask, and Lin Nanxing couldn't see her expression.
"Hmm."
Lin Nanxing nodded.
The two stepped down the stairs into the subway station.
The ears were still singing with a slight psychedelia, but at this moment, both of them were bound by their own hazy feelings, and they both fell into some kind of strange circle for a while.
When the subway arrived, the two of them walked into the carriage and found a place to sit down.
Hands are still being held, and it seems that they are still playing a game of playing good friends.
"We're still good friends in the future, aren't we?"
Kim Jisoo asked in a slightly uncertain tone.
"Of course!"
Lin Nanxing pretended to be relaxed and said.
But he had a negative thought in his heart.
"Kekeke, that's great, I knew we're good friends."
Kim Jisoo let out a kekeke laugh, but felt that what he had just said was very wrong.
She shouldn't have said that, as if she shouldn't have said that.
In the subway, both of them turned their heads slightly, and their hands were still holding.
"It's crazy, I don't really like Jisoo, do I?"
Lin Nanxing felt that his thoughts were a little confused.
"I'm sure I either like him, or I just treat him as a friend, it must be so."
Kim Jisoo also muttered in his heart.
The hearts of the two were still confused, because it was the first experience in their lives, and they seemed to be unable to accept and recognize all this.
"It's really harder than rap."
Lin Nanxing smiled bitterly.
He now wants to find someone to consult, but unfortunately he is surrounded by unreliable friends.
Relationship counseling is completely impossible.
Ding dong!
There was an extra private message on his SNS, which was the previous jvckiwai, and she seemed to feel very strange that Lin Nanxing did not reply to her messages.
So I sent a message asking him if he would be interested in getting acquainted.
"Would you like to ask her?"
Although Lin Nam-sung doesn't know how rich JVCKIWAI's love experience is, he feels a little more reliable than Lee Kwang-jae.
What's more, JVCKIWAI doesn't know himself.
"Sorry, I was busy with some things. May I ask you a question? ”
Lin Nanxing replied to the message with honorifics.
"Just ask."
jvckiwai is a very casual person, so it doesn't matter naturally.
"If you say that when you go to a performance with a girl friend, two people kiss through masks, what is that?"
Lin Nanxing sent the message with one hand, and the packing box he had just placed beside him.
"I don't know, maybe it's unintentional, after all, it's not really a kiss. Friends who play well may joke like this. ”
jvckiwai replied to the message.
She also has a lot of friends of the opposite sex around her, and she has a decent time, and there are some occasional intimate contacts, but it's just a joke.
"It turned out to be unintentional."
Lin Nanxing was a little disappointed when he heard this reply.
"Your rap is very special and you have the opportunity to work together, even though there is no label right now. Do you want to play games together? I'll play LOL, let's make friends. ”
JVCKIWAI replied to the message.
Of course, her LOL played very well, and she was complained about by Yu Yuancai.
But she is a person with no self-knowledge.
"Got it, let's add a kakaotalk."
Lin Nanxing replied to the message.
He suddenly found that writing songs seemed to be much easier than feelings.
Although JVCKIWAI told him that it was just a prank among friends, he was still a little unsure.
Would you like to ask meenoi? And Azuchi Day?
Neither of them knew themselves anyway.
Lee Kwang-jae is definitely not good, he has more experience in being dumped, and the longest relationship is only a week.
“war is ready!”
Lin Nanxing suddenly received a friend application, which turned out to be JVCKIWAI.
"What's your real name?"
jvckiwai asked.
"Lin Nanxing."
Lin Nanxing replied to the message.
"Is it called Nanxing? Strange name, look at your profile, you're younger than me. However, you've been very popular in underground circles lately. ”
Jvckiwai doesn't play much on SNS anymore, but I do watch it occasionally.
I just happened to swipe this guy's video, and there was a YouTube blogger who seemed to introduce the newcomer rapper who had recently risen, and it seemed that he was also introduced.
After listening to a few of his songs, I was immediately attracted by this special rap.
"Really? Possibly. ”
Lin Nanxing replied to the message.
He also felt that he was a little more popular than before.
"Then the next time we have a chance to talk, I'm going to go out."
JVCKIWAI replied to the message that she was going to go to a nearby waxing store.
At this time, the subway has already arrived.
The two got up at the same time, their hands still clenched.
"It's finally here."
Kim Jisoo shrugged as he pretended not to care.
"yes."
Lin Nanxing also pretended to be indifferent and said.
After the two came out of the subway station, they quickly came to the door of their respective apartments.
"Hahaha, then you can come to my house to play games later!"
Kim Jisoo picked up the packing box handed over by Lin Nanxing and smiled.
She seems to have recovered a little.
"I'll be over in a moment."
Lin Nanxing also smiled helplessly.
It seems that Jisoo has no feeling for the previous mask kiss play, so is he thinking too much?
With that, he walked into his apartment.
After turning on the light, he turned on his computer again, and the painful and joyful feeling he had before was really amazing, and he wanted to record it with beat.
Sure enough, compared to the complicated love life, rap is simpler.
"Why don't you ask this guy Lee Kwang-jae? Although it is a bit unreliable. ”
Lin Nanxing hesitantly picked up his mobile phone.
There are not many people who can help him now, although Lee Kwang-jae is very unreliable, but at least he has experience in love.
Who knows if Azuchi and Meenoi are single in the mother's womb?
After thinking for a while, Lin Nam-sung sent a message to Lee Kwang-jae.
"Mask kiss? You're a kid who is very good at playing, and you said before that you weren't in love, isn't there an ambiguous girl? ”
Lee Kwang-jae was playing a game with his sister in an Internet café, and after receiving the news from Lee Kwang-jae, he was shocked.
Is this bastard really enlightened?
"So what? What is your conclusion? Does she like me? ”
Lin Nanxing asked helplessly.
"It's a little hard to say.,You know, a lot of girls are still very open.,Maybe it's just an intimate action.。 Of course, it could also be a hint. ”
Lee Kwang-jae also had some difficulties.
In a certain theory, the mask kiss is an ambiguous category.
But friends may joke with each other, but they can also make it.
"So what? What am I? ”
Lin Nanxing smiled bitterly.
"Some, friends above, lovers are not full, almost belong to the push and pull stage. If one is not good, then it will fail, but it also means that you and her should have a good impression of each other, and the chances are not small. ”
Lee Kwang-jae analyzed it accurately.
As a man with unusually rich experience in being dumped, he is still very clear about this.
The prey that is often played with by witches is very familiar with the habits of witches.
"Is that so? That seems to be okay. ”
Lin Nanxing had a little confidence.
"Anyway, come on, the some stage is the most troublesome, you must know that girls' minds are very complicated, especially girls on this side of the peninsula."
Lee Kwang-jae sent the message with deep understanding.
Thinking of his past experience, his heart hurts now, the world is always so cruel.
"I see, I see!"
Lin Nanxing nodded solemnly.
He also knows about Lee Kwang-jae's painful love experience, and it seems that this is a harsh war.
The other side.
"My heart is so weird, I can't be sick, right?"
Kim Jisoo returned to his apartment and touched his heart.
She didn't know why she suddenly went crazy and kissed this guy at clubFF.
Although it was only the touch of the mask and the mask, she still vaguely felt the subtle ripples, with a faint soft touch and a warm breath.
I asked Jennie, but she didn't seem to ask anything, but her heart became more confused.
"Just ask Na Lian."
Kim Jisoo thought for a while and sent a message to Lin Nalian.
“what? Mask kiss? Is it serious? Who, is it an idol I know? ”
Lin Nalian was shocked, she couldn't believe what she saw.
"No, it's just a friend, what are we like this?"
Kim Jisoo couldn't help but ask.
"Did you take the initiative? Then you should have a crush on him, but what about him? What did you do? ”
Lin Nalian asked curiously.
"I took the initiative, I just wanted to tease him, do I have a good impression of him? The two of us came back holding hands and did nothing. ”
Kim Jisoo replied to the message.
"Didn't you refuse? That must have a good impression of you, or you might have left angrily, but you can't see much of it. You should be in the stage of some. ”
Lin Nalian said.
“some?”
Kim Jisoo, as a single mother, can be said to know nothing about the ambiguous stage.
"It's the stage between liking and love, it should be a mutual affection, but it's not so sure, it's the most dangerous and romantic stage."
Lin Nalian replied to the message.
Although she doesn't have a lot of experience in love, she often watches love variety shows and love TV series, and she still learns a lot of things.
In addition, I also have a lot of friends around me who are in love, so I can be regarded as having heard about it.
"Is that so?"
Kim Jisoo did feel a little nervous and sad, and there was a hint of happiness.
It's a truly amazing feeling.
"Yes, anyway, if you want to be together, you have to go through some things, and it's possible not to be together, after all, it's an ambiguous stage."
Lin Nalian became a love military advisor.
"So what do you think it takes to be together?"
Kim Jisoo asked cautiously.
"This has to be slowly developed in the relationship, and each other's hearts are connected, and I don't know this very well. You might need to be a little more proactive. ”
Lin Nalian smiled bitterly.
She really hasn't been in much of a relationship, and she doesn't know how to explain it.
"Be proactive? I know. ”
Kim Jisoo smiled.
In terms of initiative, she is still very good at it.
"Well, do you really know?"
Lin Nalian was a little worried.
Kim Jisoo has zero experience in love, so it seems a little dangerous.
"Don't worry, I really know, I'm a genius Jisoo, and I often read romance comics, don't worry, Na Lian, thank you."
Kim Jisoo replied to the message.
Sure enough, Na Lian is the most reliable.
Jennie is a girl who plays tricks on herself every time.
“fighting!”
Lin Nalian was still very worried.
But since it's Kim Jisoo's own business, it's hard for her to say anything.
"Active? Do I really like this guy, though? It's a feeling I've never experienced before, it's a little uncomfortable, but it's also a little happy. ”
Kim Ji-so's face turned slightly red.
She felt that she liked Lin Nanxing a little.
Of course, there were only some, and she needed to think about it.
At this time, Lin Nanxing's previous performance video on SNS got a fairly good exposure.
A lot of people noticed him too.
"You really don't want anyone else to know?"
Winter was scrolling through the video, and found that Lin Nanxing seemed to have a tendency to be known by many people, and he was a little complicated.
But after all, the person you like is known by many people, which is actually a very good thing.
"I don't know when we're going to meet?"
Winter cupped one hand on his cheek, pondering the question.
"Ash, it looks like he's going to be known to a lot of people."
Li Yongzhi was also scrolling through ins, while looking at the kakaotalk message someone sent her, but she didn't mean to reply at all.
Although she has been said many times, she still doesn't want to change.
I just don't know how many people participated in SMTM this time, she was a little curious.
I heard that several major labels have some newcomers to participate, and it is estimated that it will be the largest number of people.
"I'll have to stay up late at Jisoo's house in a while."
Lin Nanxing remembered something more important, that is, the exam week was coming to an end.
In addition to staying up late, he had to attend a damn dinner.
"Nothing will happen, right?"
Lin Nanxing remembered that Xu Zhixian.
He could only pray that nothing would happen, and that there would be those damn female seniors.
Punch!
"Come on, come to my house!"
It was a message from Kim Ji-so.
"It's coming, it's over now!"
After Lin Nanxing finished sending the message, he came to the door of Kim Ji-so's house with his laptop and pressed the doorbell.
Ding dong!
The door was quickly opened, and Kim Jisoo was wearing a tracksuit and a pair of round-framed glasses on his face, but today he seemed to have put on lipstick, and he looked even more delicate.
"What are you looking at? Come in. ”
Kim Jisoo pretended not to care about Lin Nam-sung's gaze, but he also knew that this guy was looking at his lips, and he was a little happy in his heart.
Sure enough, his beauty is invincible.
It's just that she doesn't know how to take the initiative next?
As a mother-to-woman single, she has zero experience in this area, except for some of what she learned from the comics.
"Okay."
Lin Nanxing walked in, but he didn't notice that Kim Jisoo was much different from usual.
“Yahoo! I'm going to play until 2 a.m. tonight. ”
Kim Jisoo looked at Lin Nanxing and let out a strange scream.
Since you don't know, let's just be the same as before.
She didn't bother to think about it that much.
"Got it, I'm used to it anyway."
Lin Nanxing smiled helplessly.
He has now been trained to be a night owl, and his biological clock is already in the shape of Kim Ji-so.
"Hey, let's get started!"
Kim Jisoo smiled and started his journey to PUBG.
"Uh-huh."
Lin Nanxing also started the game.
The two don't know if it's because of the mask kiss, but it seems that they have a more tacit understanding than before.
The two stayed up until the early hours of the morning.
Lin Nanxing was a little sleepy.
However, Kim Jisoo is still in good spirits, and there is really a difference between four-dimensional humans and ordinary humans.
Although his ability to stay up late has been greatly improved, it is still not enough to see in front of Kim Ji-so.
"That's not going to work, are you sleepy now?"
Kim Jisoo turned around and looked at Lin Nam-sung.
"It's early in the morning, can you not be sleepy?"
Lin Nanxing said helplessly.
He didn't know what he had been through that day.
"Then I'll sober you up."
Kim Jisoo walked towards Lin Nanxing and suddenly remembered the principle of initiative that Lin Nalian said.
So he leaned his face over, and his two big eyes were staring at Lin Nanxing's pair of eyes.
"What?"
Being approached like this, Lin Nanxing suddenly felt a little heartbeat.
After all, the two are now in a state of ambiguous feelings.
If it was before, he would have been calmer, but now he looks at Kim Jisoo's eyes a little confused, because she is indeed too good-looking.
"Am I cute?"
Kim Jisoo seemed to know that he was good-looking, puffed out his cheeks, and pretended to be cute.
"It's lovely!"
Lin Nanxing turned his face slightly, he didn't know how to face Kim Jisoo now.
She always likes to play tricks on herself.
Do you like yourself? Or is it just trying to toy with him?
"Kekeke, are you shy? You're too easily shy, aren't we close to each other? ”
Kim Jisoo smiled, but she was actually a little shy.
After all, she did something strange with Lin Nanxing today.
"Okay, dear."
Lin Nanxing smiled bitterly.
"Keep playing, and if you play until two in the morning, you'll be rewarded."
Kim Jisoo said with a red face.
"Rewards? What rewards? ”
Lin Nanxing became a little curious.
"The secret, I'll know when the time comes, hurry up, continue to play the game."
Kim Jisoo said.
"Well, let's go ahead then."
Although Lin Nam-sung didn't know what the reward was for Kim Ji-so, he was troubled by curiosity and wanted to give it a try.
"Is that okay?"
Kim Jisoo felt a little nervous and shy in his heart, and a little strange impulse.
She also didn't know if the skills she had learned from comic books would work.