"Brother, I can't."

Lu Yangge handed the warm tea in front of him to Lu Hebei, and continued, "At the beginning, it was my uncle who carried it out from Lujiazhuang. In order to save us from escaping, my aunt inserted the back door and moved a lot of things to block the door of the house. My uncle carried me and Brother Xiaohu on my back and climbed two mountains overnight, and our feet were worn out. My uncle and aunt just want me and Brother Xiaohu to live well, but they definitely don't want Brother Xiaohu to give everything for the Lu family. ”

I can't be so selfish, misleading myself and others!

"It's me who wants to be left."

Lu Hebei coughed, thinking of the situation when he saw Xiaohu, in fact, Xiaohu has affection for his sister. I just don't know if this love is more love, or more family affection.

After receiving the tea from Lu Biao's singer, Lu Hebei took a shallow sip: "You're right, it's my brother who is too selfish." Let Xiaohu live his life well, and he can't be mixed in anymore. ”

Their brothers and sisters, there are not many people who really care!

As he spoke, Lu Hebei's breath began to be unstable, and before Lu Yangge could speak, he suddenly grabbed the clothes in front of his chest and gasped.

"Second Brother ......"

Lu Yangge hurriedly got up, not daring to call people in a loud voice, so he could only do his best to support Lu Hebei, "Are you okay?" ”

This is not the first time Lu Hebei has been ill, but it is the first time that Lu Yangge has faced it alone.

Looking at Lu Hebei, who was speechless in pain, Lu Yangge couldn't hold back any longer, and tears fell from his cheeks.

Why should the second brother be subjected to such a crime?

Why did he start planning for his death at such a young age?

Lu Hebei endured the pain of his internal organs like a knife, and raised his hand to press Lu Yangge's arm: "Don't ...... Don't cry, little ...... Whispered...... Point, line...... Okay......"

Xing'er is sleeping, don't frighten him, scare the child.

"Hmm......"

Lu Yangge choked up, his nails embedded in his palms, and forced the tears back.

Lu Hebei gasped and sighed: "Silly girl, what are you crying about, I'm not dead." ”

Lu Yangge raised his sleeves to cover his face, and quickly wiped the tears on his face: "I didn't cry, but the wind was too strong, and it made people's eyes hurt." ”

"Hmm."

Lu Hebei raised his hand and wanted to touch his little sister's head, but he couldn't do it after all, so he could only hang his hand weakly and smile bitterly.

He is now in such a wasted state.

Lu Yangge helped Lu Hebei and wanted to help him to the bed in the back, but she couldn't let her brother lie on this cold ground.

It's a pity that she has more than enough heart but not enough strength, even if she uses her strength to breastfeed, she can't move Lu Hebei for half a minute.

"It's okay, I'll do it myself."

Lu Hebei took a strong breath, slowly moved his body, and slowly fell on the velvet blanket on the side.

He really wanted to lie down on the dragon collapse with dignity, but at this time, dignity was bullshit, not something he wanted to have.

Fortunately, Xing'er slept, but the little sister was by her side, so it was not a shame.

"Brother."

Lu Yangge couldn't bear it, ran to the bed and took a soft pillow, stuffed it under Lu Hebei's head, and hugged the quilt over to cover Lu Hebei, but Lu Hebei pulled his sleeve.

"Don't be busy, don't cover it, sit down and talk to the second brother."

Lu Hebei was still slightly panting when he spoke, but it was much better than just now, and it seemed that a wave of pain had passed.

But his body was paralyzed and he had no strength to get up.

"Okay."

Lu Yangge still unfolded the brocade quilt and covered Lu Hebei's body, she sat down against Lu Hebei as she said, stretched her legs, and covered half of her body with the brocade quilt.

Just like when I was a kid.

When she was a child, she was very naughty, and when it snowed in winter, she always liked to go to the snow to have fun.

His mother could not stop her, so she ordered her three brothers to accompany him.

The eldest brother gave her an umbrella, the second brother held a hand stove for her, and the little tiger brother accompanied her to roll one snowball after another.

When she had had enough of playing and her hands and feet were cold, the four brothers and sisters ran to their mother's yard together, sat on the wooden bed with the fire, wrapped their legs in the quilt, and drank the warm, sweet and spicy red date and ginger tea.

My mother and aunt were around the stove where I was making needlework, and there were always potatoes, peanuts, and chestnuts roasted on the stove.

These are all things she likes to eat.

When the chill was finally removed, she began to be dishonest and kick her calves in the quilt.

It's not to step on the eldest brother's feet, or to kick the second brother's legs, or to kick the little tiger.

She was young, and her brothers let her.

Originally, Lu Yangge thought that this happiness would always accompany her.

As a result, now in this empty hall, only she and her second brother are half-lying on the ground.

"Second brother, do you want your father and mother and eldest brother?"

"Yes."

Lu Hebei's breathing gradually calmed down, and his heart was not painless, but when it was numb, he couldn't feel what it looked like to not be in pain.

"Sometimes I wonder if it wasn't for the eldest brother who protected me, would it be the eldest brother who survived."

On that day, his mother, uncle, and cousin fell tragically, and he will never forget it.

It was the eldest brother who protected him with his body and barely saved his life.

But he didn't want this life, he would rather die and leave his eldest brother.

If it was the eldest brother, he would definitely not have been poisoned.

If it was the eldest brother, he would definitely not let the younger sister replace him.

If it's the big brother......

Lu Hebei's heart seemed to be pinched by a giant hand, and the pain made him open his mouth wide and pant for breath.

Hurt.

It hurts so much!

At this moment, Lu Hebei was extremely glad that it was not the eldest brother who remained, so he didn't have to suffer such suffering.

"Second brother."

Lu Yangge hugged his knees, looked at Chen Luxing, who was sleeping on the soft collapse opposite, and said in a low voice, "Actually, I don't remember the appearance of my father and eldest brother. ”

Sometimes she struggled to think about them, but she couldn't remember what they looked like.

The love and warmth were there, but she didn't even remember them!

"If you don't remember, you don't remember."

Lu Hebei sat up straight, "When the second brother dies, don't worry about the second brother, I'll go to accompany my father and mother to accompany my eldest brother and uncle, maybe I'll be happier than alive." ”

Is it better to be dead than alive?

Lu Yangge's gaze retracted, falling on Lu Hebei's pale face, she raised her hand and lightly touched Lu Hebei's emaciated cheek, and said: "Then you have to eat more, when you were a child, my mother was afraid that you would grow into a big fat man, if she saw you so thin now, she would not be distressed to death." ”

Lu Hebei chuckled: "That's not necessarily, maybe my mother is still happy, and finally I don't have to worry about getting fat and can't find my daughter-in-law." ”

When he was young, he loved to eat meat, and he was also strong, and his mother was always worried that he would eat too much and be too fat to look good.

When he wanted to eat meat, his mother scared him, saying that he ate like this, and when he grew up, he couldn't even find his daughter-in-law.

When he was a child, he only thought about eating meat, and it really didn't matter to him whether he was looking for a daughter-in-law or not.

Now that he has a daughter-in-law and a son, maybe his little daughter will be born soon.

Mother would be glad if she knew!

(End of chapter)