Am I dead? When Yu Xin opened his eyes, there was only a white patch in front of him, like a place he had never been to before, could it be that this is what people say about the Western Elysium that they want to go to after death?

However, the pungent smell of disinfectant came, and she was inexplicably a little more sober, which made her feel that this place was very familiar.

"Are you awake?"

Following the direction of the sound, Yu Xin turned his head, squinted and saw a strange man waiting beside him.

Where have you seen such a familiar face?

Pain, a fiery pain came from the brain, and all the missing memories came to my heart in an instant.

"Vomiting" fed the river and the sea for a while, and the rest of the heart vomited one after another.

She remembered that the man in front of her was the one who saved her when she fell into the water.

"Are you okay?"

The sudden vomiting suddenly made Shang An scramble, so anxious that he immediately picked up the plastic plate on the table and sent it to Yu Xin, so that it was convenient to pick up her vomit.

"Sure enough, it's you"

Yu Xin took the opportunity to touch Shang An's clothes, and was still ticking and drenching water at the moment.

"Get out" wanted to die but couldn't die, all the anger surged into her heart, and she was so angry that she pushed Shang An away directly.

Shang An didn't pay attention for a while, and he didn't expect the sudden push and shoving of Yu Xin, and even the person with the basin fell heavily to the ground.

"Are you sick?"

Looking at the vomit on his body, coupled with the unpredictable bad mood in his heart, Rao is Shang'an has a good temper, and he can't help but complain at this moment.

"yes, I'm sick, heart disease."

As if he had been stabbed in the heart, Yu Xin exploded all of a sudden, and his hideous appearance frightened Shang An to stay in place and not dare to move.

"31 beds, what are you doing?"

The noise attracted the nurses on duty and the attention of the patients on the side, who stood at the door and watched.

Feeling the gaze that fell on her body, Yu Xin instantly became frightened, and she was so frightened that she pulled the quilt and wanted to escape from this scene.

Listening to the noise outside the door, Shang An slowed down for a moment before he reacted, got up and ran to the door.

"Roll"

With an angry roar, Shang An closed the door directly, frightening the people outside the door and hurriedly taking two steps back.

Turning around and seeing Yu Xin shivering in the quilt, Shang An, who was stunned in place, was at a loss, but the scene in front of him stung him deeply.

At midnight, after the doctor fed Yu Xin with tranquilizers, Yu Xin's uneasiness was barely relieved and he took a nap.

"Are you Yu Xin's family?" He Jiu turned his head to look at Shang An.

"Yes" Without hesitation, Shang An nodded directly and replied.

"Come out"

Looking back at Yu Xin, Shang An carefully tidied up the quilt again, and then followed the doctor out.

"Her heart problem is getting worse and there are only about three months left."

He Jiu handed the report to Shang An, but Shang An didn't dare to take it, recalling the scene of the quarrel just now, only to know that it was what he said that poked her sore spot.

"Doctor, can't this be saved?"

Although he knew that it was unlikely that he would be treated, Shang An hesitated for a moment and still asked, and a sense of helplessness lingered in his heart.

"Let's try to make her as happy as possible for the rest of the time."

After speaking, He Jiu sighed and left.

"The doctor said you can't go, you have to recuperate."

When he woke up in the morning, Yu Xin yelled to leave, but Shang An had no choice but to block the door directly, blocking Yu Xin's way.

"Why do you care about me?" From last night until now, this man has been controlling her.

"I Saved You"

"Do I want you to save me? Do you want to save me, with my consent? ”

Yu Xin replied indifferently, looking at Shang An with empty eyes, and Shang An couldn't hold back a word no matter how anxious he was.

"What are you trying to do to save me? Do I look good? I'll admit it, but I don't think you're worthy of me. Will I inherit my family property when I die? Then you can rest assured, I am poor and white, and if I don't work, I will die tomorrow. ”

"I just want to be nice to you."

Although Yu Xin was aggressive, Shang An never dared to murder her, but his tone was even more aggrieved.

"Good for me?"

Xu didn't expect Shang An to say such a thing, and because he hadn't heard such warm words for a long time, Yu Xin suddenly softened.

But after a few moments, Yu Xin immediately came back to his senses.

"Although I am dying, I don't need your pity."

When the words fell, Yu Xin pulled away Shang An, pushed the door and left angrily.

But on the way home, Shang An followed her closely, which made Yu Xin even more irritable.

"How long are you going to follow me?"

"It's time to eat, you can't go hungry."

Shang An handed the food in his hand to Yu Xin, but Yu Xin had no intention of taking it.

"Sooner or later, you have to die, it doesn't matter if you eat it or not"

Yu Xin turned around, but accidentally bumped into Shang An's hand, and the food was scattered on the ground in an instant.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to."

Seeing the food scattered all over the ground, Yu Xin instantly became guilty, because she had suffered hardships when she was a child, so she felt that it was shameful to waste food.

"You wait a little longer"

Before Yu Xin could answer, Shang An ran away directly, leaving Yu Xin standing at a loss.

In just ten minutes, Shang An returned, bringing back the hot meal in his hand.

"Eat while it's hot, don't go hungry."

This time, Shang An didn't wait for Yu Xin to refuse, and directly handed over the meal to Yu Xin.

"So, what about these?"

Looking at Shang An's sincere face, Yu Xin's tone was not so cold and hard.

"It's easy to do."

Shang An cleaned up the food on the floor a little and put the clean food back in the box.

"Dirty food, don't want it."

Seeing Shang An's operation, Yu Xin thought that he was going to pick up these meals and eat them.

"No," Shang An shook his head, looked at Yu Xin, and said with a little hesitation, "Do you mind going to a place with me?" ”

Under the overpass, Shang An put the food in a small iron box, and after a while, he saw a few kittens running out of the corner, and he immediately ate the fragrant food.

"You raised these?"

Looking at the cute kitten, Yu Xin's heart was also healed.

"No, I just happened to meet it. The mother cat had a difficult birth, and there was only such a group of kittens left, which was very pitiful. ”

Looking at the kitten, Yu Xin couldn't help but think of himself, as if it was a kind of mapping.

"Do we know each other?"

Yu Xin looked back at Shang An, he didn't look carefully before, but now when he looked closely, he found that he still looked pretty good, although he was a ruffian, but he didn't lose the sincerity of a teenager, the more he looked at it, the better he looked.

Yu Xin's gaze stayed on Shang An for a long time, but it made him nervous.

"Acquaintance!" Shang An nodded earnestly, "On August 12 last year, in Luohu Street, I was bullied, but you saved me and helped me scare off that group of rotten people." ”

"Is there one?" Why didn't Yu Xin remember such a thing.

"Yes." Shang An is very serious, and seems to be really seeking a very important thing.

"If you hadn't saved me at that time, I would have died."

The youthful Shang An, because he couldn't see the bullying behavior of the rotten boy on the street, so he wanted to be angry for the bullied, but he was beaten to the ground, when he thought he was going to be beaten to death, Yu Xin appeared at this time, picked up the big knife on the side and waved it, the momentum was even more fierce, and the rotten boy who bullied the soft and afraid of the hard scared was scared away.

"Then what is the matter with you saving me?"

It stands to reason that their lives should have no intersection. In addition, she found such a hidden place to commit suicide, and it was difficult to be discovered. So, there's only one possibility, "Are you stalking me?" ”

"Uh-huh," Shang An didn't shy away from it, "I have indeed been following you." ”

"Because I saved you, you're going to follow me? Could it be that you are in love with me? ”

"That's right" Shang An couldn't hide his happiness, "I like you, and I want to repay you." ”

"Metamorphosis"

Yu Xin has never encountered such a straightforward love, and these behaviors have only one meaning in her opinion: the man in front of her is a pervert.

"Don't go yet"

Seeing that Yu Xin was leaving, Shang An reluctantly grabbed Yu Xin's hand.

Feeling the temperature from the palm of her hand, Yu Xin was stunned for a moment, it was a warmth she hadn't felt for a long time, and her heartbeat gradually increased a little faster.

"Excuse me"

Realizing that he seemed to have offended Yu Xin, Shang An immediately withdrew his hand.

Yu Xin was stunned for a moment, and withdrew his hand that stayed in mid-air, as if he could still feel the residual warmth.

"Don't follow me anymore"

Pull back your own sanity, and cut off all the unrealistic illusions, and if there is no hope, there will be no disappointment.

"Afterheart"

When Yu Xin was about to leave, Shang An called out her name, "Don't do stupid things, I'm distressed." ”

Distressed? Will there really be?

Looking at Shang An, Yu Xin wanted to speak, but he stopped talking.

"Not required"

She was alone and didn't need to rely on anyone.

After one last glance at Shang An, Yu Xin's eyes were red, and he turned to leave before crying.

It's night, it's darkness, it's loneliness, the physical pain is unbearable, Yu Xin clutches his stomach, curled up in the corner. Ten fingers clenched, as if trying to crush all this pain.

Sweat soaked the body, and after the pain, everything quietly disappeared, leaving only traces of pain.

His body was paralyzed and weak, and he relied on his last awake will to pull out the medicine jar in the bedside table.

"One, two.... Nineteen, twenty"

All she needed to do was eat it all, and she would be freed.

However, when he handed it to his mouth, Yu Xin hesitated, and his mind was full of the words Shang An said.

"Don't do stupid things, you have me distressed."

Ah, Yu Xin went crazy, swept all the medicine in his hand to the ground, saw the scattered medicine on the ground, Yu Xin roared weakly, in this quiet midnight, it seemed that she was the only one in pain.

Early the next morning, Yu Xin dragged his tired body, but when he went downstairs, he saw Shang An sitting on a stone bench.

"Didn't you tell you not to follow me?"

"No, I happened to be passing by, look at you."

Shang An rubbed his sleepy eyes, and groped for things on the table in a drowsy state.

"Drink some hot porridge in the morning, it's good for your stomach."

"I don't eat breakfast" Yu Xin refused indifferently, bypassing Shang An and leaving directly.

"No, you have to eat, this porridge is all hot and fragrant."

The voice of "you" turned around helplessly, but this time it was cautious, for fear of spilling the porridge.

"Let's eat" Shang An reluctantly handed the porridge to Yu Xin, because he was afraid of being rejected, so he didn't dare to look at Yu Xin.

Yu Xin sighed, and then took the porridge away, "I ate the porridge, but you are not allowed to follow me anymore." ”

When the words fell, Yu Xin took the porridge and left.

"Okay, just eat it."

Watching Yu Xin leave with the porridge, Shang An couldn't hide his happiness, just eat it.

"What are you looking at, boy?"

The "third brother" turned around and saw Mo San appear behind him, and Shang An immediately nodded respectfully.

"Is it done?"

"Okay" Shang An took out the bank card from his pocket and offered it obediently.

"No one found out, did they?" Mo San accepted it with satisfaction and patted Shang An on the shoulder happily.

"No, I'll do something, and the third brother will put it down."

"That's okay" Mo San took out his wallet, counted three thousand yuan and handed it to Shang An, "Yours." ”

"Thank you, third brother" Shang An collected the money as if he got a treasure, and with this money, he could treat Yu Xin.

"Third brother, can you do me a favor?"