Chapter 7 A Heart Drifts Away
"Knowing it's back"
"I'll go" As soon as he entered the auto repair shop, he saw Mo San sitting there with the lights not on, which startled Shang An.
"Are you a ghost, so scary" Mo San wore that black and white clothes again, and when the lights were not turned on, it was really terrifying.
"People who don't go home at night and go out to fool around are ghosts." Mo San snorted coldly, sat on the side, picked up the screwdriver and struck it.
"Okay, just say something, don't be weird there."
"I really don't want to help you, hum" Mo San pulled out the note in the pocket of his clothes, snorted coldly and shook his hand away.
"What?" Shang An thought it was something inconsequential, but after reading it, his face changed greatly.
"Wait for me" after reacting. Shang An immediately chased after him and grabbed Mo San, who was about to leave.
"Is there really a heart source?" Shang An was excited in disbelief.
"Hecheng, Linjiang County People's Hospital, it's not true, you can go and see it yourself."
After speaking, Mo San got in the car and left, "Liangqing, you save me once, and I will help you once." ”
"Thank you, third brother" After Mo San left, Shang An excitedly paced back and forth in place.
"Great, great, everything is going in a good direction."
Only by finding the source of the heart for Yu Xin, there is no need to worry that Yu Xin will leave.
"Xinxin, close the door immediately, and come with me to Hecheng."
"Why?" As soon as she came in, Shang An dragged her to leave, making her confused.
"Xinxin, look" Shang An spread the report in front of Yu Xin, so excited that his hands couldn't stop shaking.
Of course, Yu Xin knew what this report meant, and it seemed that he had seized a glimmer of life, and Yu Xin couldn't express his feelings in words at the moment.
It's exciting, but it's also scary.
"Shang An, I'm afraid."
"It's okay," Shang An hugged Yu Xin into his arms, "No matter what happens, let's face it together." ”
On the way to Hecheng in front, Yu Xin was even more nervous, and he seemed to be about to suffocate.
"Don't be nervous" Shang An patted Yu Xin's back again and again to help her soothe her emotions, "Reduce mood swings, don't panic, I carry everything." ”
"But" Thinking of the huge medical expenses, Yu Xin's inner pressure was even greater.
"Shang An, let's go back, I can't afford the medical expenses."
She can't be so selfish, and she doesn't want to drag anyone down because of the medical bills.
Shang An held Yu Xin's hand tightly, and it was even more distressing to see her blaming herself like this.
"You leave the rest to me, what I need is a healthy you."
Yu Xin didn't dare to think about anything more at the moment, so he had to rely on Shang An's arms tightly, it seemed that only in this way could he gain more security and let his heart slowly calm down.
However, when they arrived at the door of the hospital ward, the two did not dare to enter.
Standing outside the ICU door, through the small window, it seems that you can feel the sadness coming from the ward.
On the hospital bed, there was a girl who looked as big as Yu Xin, so beautiful and young. Guarding her side was a middle-aged couple, who guessed that it should be the girl's parents.
Even though her parents cried and swollen their eyes and cried out their throats, the girl didn't react at all, and she fell asleep like a sleeping beauty.
"Let's go" Yu Xin couldn't bear to look any further, because looking at the girl, she seemed to see herself lying there, lonely, pitiful and helpless.
"Let's give it a try, shall we?" Shang An froze in place, no matter how much Yu Xin pulled him, he was unmoved.
"Shang An" Yu Xin took a deep breath, and the corners of his eyes were full of helpless tears.
"I don't want to do this" Although Yu Xin really wants to live, she can't deprive a pair of parents of their love for herself.
Shang An didn't speak, and the two of them stood at the door in a stalemate.
However, after a while, the door to the ward opened.
The girl's mother came out of it, looked at Shang An and Yu Xin, and seemed to understand their intentions, and her eyes instantly became indifferent.
"My daughter is not dead, why, are you so indifferent and so desperate to take her heart?"
"It's not such an aunt" Yu shook his head guiltily, presumably before this, there should have been many people who had come here with a common purpose.
Yu Xin and them stood here, undoubtedly stinging the girl's mother's heart, and seeing the girl's mother choked up, Yu Xin was even more uncomfortable.
"Auntie" Shang An looked at the girl's mother, didn't say anything, and knelt directly in front of her, "Please help me." ”
The act of "bastard" angered the girl's mother even more, and she slapped Shang An directly.
Shang An didn't hide, he just suffered like this, Rao is girl's mother was too angry, and she was very strong, and directly fanned Shang An to the ground.
"Shang An" this time, Yu Xin didn't expect it, seeing Shang An being fanned to the ground, she was so frightened that she didn't know what to do.
"How's it going, does it hurt?" Seeing Shang An being beaten, Yu Xin was even more distressed.
All this is obviously because of her, but it is the people around her who suffer.
For this scene, the girl's mother has long been numb, "My daughter is leaving, and she has to go completely." ”
When the words fell, the girl's mother dragged the weighing steps away, not paying attention to everything in front of her.
"Next time, don't do this" Sitting on the bench in the hospital, looking at Shang An's swollen half of her face, she was very sad, she would rather be beaten by herself.
"I'm sorry" Shang An couldn't help it now, and fell into Yu Xin's arms and choked and cried, "It's because I didn't think it well and let you down." While he brought hope to Yu Xin, he also gave her despair, and he shouldn't have acted rashly like this.
"Fool" Yu Xin felt that it was nothing, but smiled with relief, "What is this, I don't have such a glass heart." ”
It doesn't matter, but you can save a lot of trouble and don't have to worry about high medical expenses.
"Don't cry" Yu Xin picked up Shang An's face, seeing that his eyes were red from crying, he was distressed and funny, "Why are you like a little crying bag, children don't cry like you." ”
"Sad" Even if it is said that he is hypocritical, Shang An just wants to cry and vent at the moment.
On the way back, sitting in a taxi, Shang An looked at Yu Xin in his arms and was stunned for a while.
He had just had a dream, and he dreamed that Yu Xin was leaving him, and he wanted to grab his hand, but he couldn't catch it, and in the silent cry, Yu Xin disappeared like this, and he was so frightened that he immediately woke up.
"I'm here" felt Shang An's uneasiness, and Yu Xin held his hand tightly.
"If you open your eyes, you can see me."
Although she can't grasp the future, she wants to cherish every moment of the present, which is precious to her.
"I saw you" Shang An lowered his head and gave a gentle kiss between Yu Xin's eyebrows.
He also cherishes the present, but if there is a future, it will be even better.
"Coming back so soon?" In the evening, Mo San was very surprised to see Shang An walk in.
"Done?"
Shang An didn't speak, walked to the table, picked up the wine bottle and poured it into his mouth.
Seeing Shang An's appearance, Mo San probably understood, but smiled helplessly and did not speak.
"Boy, it's not that simple to change hearts. Let's not mention that the source is hard to find, just the little girl is poor and white, and it is not worth the money if she sells her. ”
"As long as I can change her health, I will raise any amount of money, and if it doesn't work, I will sell the car repair shop."
"Cut" Mo San sneered disapprenously, "How much is your broken car repair shop worth?" ”
"Want to make money?"
"Want" Hearing the money, Shang An immediately became energetic, and turned his head to look at Mo San eagerly.
"Let's go, I'll take you somewhere."
"If you want to make money, go in."
After a few remote intersections, the two came to a casino.
Standing at the door of the casino, looking at the crowd and the lively scene, the stunned Shang An seemed to be out of place here.
Crying, laughter, noise, and invective all poured into Shang An's head at once. In addition, he had just drunk a lot of wine, and at the moment he only felt particularly irritable and dizzy.
"Gambling is actually a very interesting thing. In the face of money, everyone is a devil who has lost his mind. Rather than the pain of running out of money, they prefer to pin their hopes on a gamble, and maybe they will be lucky with the next one. However, after losing all your money, gambling will become a tormenting demon that will show you that you are just a damn loser. ”
"So, what would you do?"
Listening to Mo San's words, Shang An's heart was about to move, but he didn't dare to step forward.
He has no money, no courage, and he can't even afford the consequences of losing, just the stupidity that he thinks is brave.
Therefore, he is not even a gambler.
"What, don't you make money on medical bills?"
Looking at Shang An's self-entangled and contradictory appearance, it aroused Mo San's great curiosity.
Because before you become a gambler, the first thing you have to overcome is that self-righteous self-esteem.
He wanted to know how much Shang An's self-esteem was worth in front of money.
"Do I have the capital to gamble?"
Shang An also wanted to earn medical expenses for Yu Xin, but he found that he didn't even have the capital to gamble.
"Yes" Mo San laughed a few times, as if he had encountered something interesting.
"Here," Mo San pointed at Shang An's heart and said teasingly, "It's your biggest capital." ”
Half an hour later
Watching Shang An leave, Mo San sat at the gambling table and drank tea leisurely.
"Third brother, is this to save your yellow-haired boy?"
"Uh-huh" Mo San nodded, looked at the tea on the side, and signaled Xiao Wu to be full.
"He's come to gamble."
"Gambling? Lost? Seeing Shang An's dejected appearance, Xiao Wu only thought that he was like an ordinary gambler, and he lost all his essence and left.
"No" Mo San shook his head, "I see that I lost, but in fact I won." ”
"A person who can suppress reason and overcome desires, no matter where he goes, he is a winner."
In the gambling game between Mo San and Shang An, Mo San was a complete loser.