Chapter 11 The people who love you are quietly leaving
When he woke up again, Yu Xin's eyes were empty, his head was dizzy, his body was even weaker.
Only the smell of disinfectant water came, and she barely seemed to be slightly conscious.
"Doctor He, Xinxin is fine, right?"
"She can't be stimulated," He Jiu handed the report in his hand to Shang An, "At present, her condition is gradually deteriorating, and it can't last long with medication alone." ”
Looking at the report sheet in He Jiu's hand, Shang An was reluctant to take it.
"Understood" When he took the report, Shang An's hands were trembling.
Sitting on the corridor outside the ward, Shang An fell into deep self-reproach.
If he hadn't asked to go back to see his grandmother, wouldn't he have caused the situation he is in now?
All of this seems to have started because of him.
"Shang An, let's go back and see grandma on her last ride."
When birth, old age, sickness and death are in front of them, it is difficult for people to accept, but there is no escape.
"Xinxin" came back to his senses, and Shang An immediately got up, "How is it, where is it still uncomfortable?" ”
"Uncomfortable" looked at Shang An, even though he had already told himself to be strong, but at this moment, tears still came out disobediently.
Yu Xin raised his hand and covered his left chest, "It's uncomfortable here." ”
"I know" Shang Anxin hugged Yu Xin into his arms in pain, guilty and self-blaming.
"Grandma's mourning hall, I've already asked someone to build it, let's go back to see grandma for the last time now, okay?"
"Hmm."
Today's welfare home seems to be exceptionally quiet, and even the most naughty children on weekdays are waiting in linen and white clothes.
"Sister" Tian Tian walked over, and her little hand gently pulled the corner of her skirt, "Grandma has been asleep for two days, I called her, and she ignored me." ”
Yu Xin turned his head, and in the middle of the mourning hall, grandma was lying peacefully, as if she had fallen asleep for a while.
Yu Xin squatted down and carefully combed Tiantian's messy hair.
"Grandma is tired, so she has to sleep for a long, long time, so we can't make a noise with grandma."
But "the next second, Tian Tian cried" The uncles who came here all said that grandma will never wake up again, and I want to talk to grandma. This was the first time I talked to my grandmother, and she ignored me. ”
"In the future, I'll tell my sister, okay?"
"Don't," Tian Tian pushed away her heart and ran into the house crying, "I just need to talk to grandma." ”
Watching Tian Tian run away, Yu Xin felt even more uncomfortable, and Tian Tian was not the only one who wanted to talk to her grandmother.
"Miss Yu, it stands to reason that the man should pick up the spirit flag. Grandma Zhang, do you have any immediate male family members? ”
"Who said a woman can't carry a banner?"
Shang An approached, took the spirit flag and sent it to Yu Xin, "Xinxin, you take it." ”
Looking at the spirit flag in his hand, Yu Xin's eyes were red, as if he wanted to crush the spirit flag.
"Excuse me, who are you?"
"I'm Grandma Zhang's grandson-in-law." Shang An was domineering in front of Yu Xin.
"Okay then" Seeing that Yu Xin was so sad, the staff who came to help didn't say anything more.
"Xinxin, you just have to go forward, I'm behind you."
"Thank you" Yu Xin glanced back at Shang An, held the spirit flag high and strode out.
In the evening, after the burial of his grandmother, Yu Xin sat by his grandmother's grave and refused to leave for a long time.
Thinking back to the man that grandma told her that night, Yu Xin looked at the open space next to him and was distracted.
Yu Xin picked up the iron catalpa and shoveled the open space next to it one by one.
Shang An saw this scene, and didn't say anything, but picked up the iron catalpa to help shovel the ground.
After a while, the two of them worked together to shovel out a hollow.
"Do you want to put something?"
"No," Yu Xin shook his head, "can you go and help me find a wooden card for a while?" ”
"Okay," Shang An nodded in response, and then walked to the side to look for it.
The rest of the heart will stay in place and slowly fill in the holes that have been dug out.
After a while, Shang An came back with a wooden card.
"Shang An, you can help me carve something on it."
"Engrave what?"
The "moon" comes with the wind and snow, and the moon leaves "carve a moon".
The person above the moon should be his sweetheart.
This person should be the graveside person who belongs to grandma.
"Grandma is under the Nine Springs, with the company of the moon, she will not be lonely."
After erecting the tombstone, Yu Xin placed a column of chrysanthemums around the grave. The little yellow daisies are grandma's favorite.
"Grandma, a great person."
Among the people who came to help, there was also the person in charge of the Municipal Welfare Institute, so Shang An also learned a lot about his grandmother's life.
A woman, who never marries or marries all her life, spends her whole life saving her children, and does not want to reciprocate, is very respectable.
"Yes" Looking at the photo of grandma, Yu Xin remembered grandma's kind smile again, warm and powerful.
"All her life, she has always lived for others. If there is a next life, I hope my grandmother can live for herself once. ”
"It's getting late, let's go."
Looking at her grandmother's tombstone, Yu Xin felt lonely for the first time.
Grandma was so close to her, but so far away. You can see it, but you can't touch it.
Inside the Welfare Home
"Shang An, I'm going to close the flower shop."
"Huh?" Shang An was slightly shocked when he heard this. Because flowers are like a part of life for Yu Xin.
Yu Xin looked out the window, and at this moment, the children were still sitting at the table eating obediently as usual. Occasionally, there will be a little fight.
"There are also a lot of flowers here, which my grandmother left me."
"I respect your choice."
The words fell. The two continued to pack up the relics left by Grandma Zhang.
"What is this?"
Yu Xin was tidying up, and when she wanted to take down the box on top of the cabinet, she accidentally touched something on the side.
"Be careful" Shang An pulled his mind to the side, so as not to be hit by the falling object.
Yu Xin approached and found that it was a large notebook that had been dropped. After opening the notebook and checking it, I realized that this was the roster of children in the welfare home.
"Roster?" Seeing that it was a roster, it immediately caught Shang An's attention.
"Can you show me?"
"To you" Yu Xin didn't think much about it, and directly handed the roster to Shang An.
Thinking of what Mo San explained, Shang An deliberately sat under the light so that he could see more clearly.
However, after searching the entire roster, Shang An did not find a child named Xiaofei.
Even the identity information characteristics given by Mo San are not similar.
"What are you sighing for?"
Yu Xin turned his head, only to see Shang An looking at the roster and seemed slightly disappointed.
"It's nothing" Shang An shook his head, "It turns out that homeless children, so many." ”
"Uh-huh," Yu Xin nodded, "Maybe, that's why my grandmother asked me to come back to manage the orphanage." ”
"It's just" the thought of his illness immediately became sad, "how long can I manage it?" ”
"Don't say such things" Shang An squatted down and hugged his weak Yu Xin into his arms, "Trust me, I will find a way to save you." ”
Outside the casino
"Third brother, the welfare institute is in the register, and it didn't find the little boy you said."
"Did you find out?" When it came to Xiaofei's matter, Mo San was particularly nervous.
"You can take a look," Shang An pulled out the roster.
When he got the roster, Mo San looked through it page by page, for fear of missing any key information.
However, after watching it several times, Mo San was completely disappointed.
When will Xiao Fei be able to return to his side.
"Mo San, it was you who ruined my family, and I will kill you today."
In the alley, a group of strangers suddenly appeared, surrounding Shang An and Mo Fei.
And Shang An and Mo San were discussing things, and they didn't realize the danger at all.
By the time they realized the danger, they were so surrounded that they couldn't escape.
"You go first" Shang An protected Mo San behind him, looking at the people who were getting closer, Shang An picked up the wooden stick on the side and tried to scare them away, but to no avail.
"No, you're too dangerous." Seeing that he was surrounded by more and more people, Mo San suddenly panicked.
Taking advantage of everyone's inattention, Shang An took out a bag of powdery stuff from his pocket and sprinkled it on the group.
The besiegers also didn't notice that Shang An would make such a move, and his eyes were injured by the powder and he only squatted on the ground and shouted in pain.
"Let's go, what are you doing in a daze?"
Taking advantage of the chaos, Shang An picked up Mo San and ran.
"No, I can't run." Before he could run a few steps, Mo San was so tired that he was panting.
"Stinky boy, don't run if you have the ability." However, after being trapped for a short time, the group immediately caught up again.
After "Trouble" looked around, he saw a clutter corner on the side, and Shang An pulled Mo San and walked inside.
"Don't move inside," Shang An pushed Mo San into the clutter gap, and then picked up the clutter on the side to hide the gap, "Don't come out." ”
"Shang An"
Mo San couldn't sit still at the moment, but if he went out again, it would be to add chaos to Shang An.
"Don't make a sound"
After hiding Mo San, Shang An ran back to the path just now.
"A bunch of garbage, you have the ability to come and chase me."
"Big brother, that kid is at the intersection in front" Following the direction of the voice, a group of people instantly besieged it.
Looking back at Mo San and glancing at where Mo San was, Shang An ran away firmly and resolutely.
After the group of people ran away, Mo San confirmed that no one was there and pushed away the debris and ran out.
When he was about to run away, he saw the roster that fell in the gap, Mo San turned around and picked up the roster again, and immediately ran away after holding the roster in his arms.
When "Little Five, Little Five" ran back to the casino, Mo San was out of breath.
"What's wrong with the third brother?" Hearing Mo San's shout, Xiao Wu immediately threw it out.
"Save people, and you will be safe."
"Hmm"
Hit by an iron rod, Shang An fell to the ground heavily, and a sense of dizziness appeared in his mind, and looking at the people in front of him, he had many fantasies.
"Aren't you quite arrogant? Come on, get up and keep fighting. ”
The people who came up kicked Shang An in the stomach, and Shang An immediately spit out a mouthful of blood.
"Stand up for others, then you will make up for his mistakes."
When the words fell, the leader raised his big knife and slashed at Shang An.
"Who dares to touch him?"
Just when Shang An thought he was going to die under his knife, Mo San appeared with a group of people, and Xiao Wu flew over and kicked the person who was the leader away, which allowed Shang An to pick up a small life.
"Kill them for me" Seeing Shang An being beaten to death, Mo San was so distressed that he almost crushed his fists.
"Don't be afraid, I'll take you to the hospital" Mo Sanyi carried Shang An on his back and left with a staggering pace, "I won't let you have anything to do." ”
Before the "third brother" was still conscious, Shang An squeezed out a wry smile, "You're here, I thought you left me behind, I thought you wouldn't come back to save me." ”
"No" Tears of bean size crossed the corners of Mo San's eyes, and at this moment his heart was as uncomfortable as a knife, "It's a man, so he supported Lao Tzu." ”
The consciousness of "good" gradually blurred, and finally, Shang An fainted heavily.