Chapter 57: I Know Her Better Than You
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Nan Xian's fingers gently stroked down her chest.
Situ Xuan told her that this was where her dantian was located, and that Lu Anna's soul was housed in it.
There is also that light, which makes Nan Xian feel inexplicably intimate and familiar.
If the light represents the soul, then why is there a second soul in her?
What kind of experience did she, or him, have? Why was it in her dantian, and she never found out?
She recalled what Situ Xuan had taught her before, closing her eyes, slowing down her breathing, and trying to feel the presence of the dantian.
After a moment, Nan Xian let out a breath of disappointment.
Without Situ Xuan's spiritual power to implicate and communicate, she would not have been able to do it at all.
And so on——!
Nan Xian suddenly thought of something, and her eyes lit up in an instant.
She remembered that Situ Ting had said that the instrument she had been lying on was called the aura cabin.
Since it's called this name, aren't those small points of light that are absorbed by themselves exactly the aura?!
As long as you can learn to control the aura, won't you be able to feel the dantian!
Thinking of this, Nan Xian couldn't help but be overjoyed, she opened her right hand and looked at her palm expectantly, imagining in her heart what it would be like to gather strength in her right hand.
At first, she didn't feel anything, but instead of giving up, she became more and more calm, focusing all her attention on the palm of her hand.
Gradually, a unique warmth began to shine in her chest, which was like a spring breeze and hot spring water, slowly spreading to her limbs, dispelling the cold of winter.
After the warmth, Nan Xian soon felt that the pores of her whole body were opened, and her five senses were instantly sharpened several times.
The slight itch of the hair on the back of the neck, the rattle of the leaves being blown and colliding with each other, the smell of cooking smoke and food wafting in the wind, and the sound of footsteps getting closer and closer—
The tips of her ears moved, her eyes opened, and she turned.
Yu Lin didn't expect her to turn around suddenly, her footsteps stopped, and she looked at her from a distance of a few meters, and a slightly pale and haggard face showed some embarrassed flushes.
Nan Xian looked at him, and the situation of the morning flashed in her mind again-
She came out of the hospital, and not long after she returned to the program team, Yu Lin came to the door.
He was very emotional, and explained to her that he didn't mean to do anything to Luanna, let alone hurt her.
He cried and said, "Sister, don't misunderstand me, I'm really not that kind of person!" ”
Of course, Nan Xian knew that he was controlled by the demon, and when she saw him crying sadly, she comforted him gently: "I know, you only lost yourself for a short time, and the person who hurt Lu Anna is not the real you. ”
Unexpectedly, Yu Lin immediately suppressed his tears after hearing this, he stared at her directly, for a while-
"Sister, they don't believe it...... Only you really understand me, tell me, you also have some likes for me, right? ”
......
Not far away, the shouts of the villagers came, Nan Xian came back to her senses, she quietly withdrew her outstretched palm, stood upright, and asked, "Is there something wrong?" ”
Yu Lin heard her deliberately detached tone, her eyelashes drooped slightly, hiding the loneliness that flashed at the bottom of her eyes.
"Teacher Langzhuo has already cooked a meal, let me call you back." He said.
Nan Xian bowed, and the two walked towards Qiao's house one after the other.
There was no word all the way, until he entered the door, but Yu Lin suddenly stood still.
Nan Xian also stopped, her gaze swept over his clenched fists hanging at his side, and she couldn't help but sigh secretly in her heart.
Children's feelings......
He paused for about five seconds, then turned around as if he had made up his mind.
I don't know when, his eyes have become red, and even faintly filled with tears, with a strong stubbornness and unwillingness.
"Sister—"
Nan Xian raised her hand to interrupt him, "Yu Lin, I already answered you in the morning, we can't, you don't have to think about me anymore." ”
Yu Lin took a step forward, "No! You haven't tried it at all, how do you know we can't? ”
She was not in a hurry, and her tone was calm: "First of all, I am much older than you, which is destined to have great differences in our experience, experience, and three views; Secondly, we don't know each other, and it's very likely that your liking for me is not really liking, but liking; In the end, I've been married once, and I don't have any plans to talk to anyone again. What's more, you are on the rise in your career, and getting involved with me is not beneficial to you, or even conducive to your development...... So, you and I are destined to have no future. ”
"None of what you said is a problem!" Yu Lin unconsciously raised his voice, his eyes burning, like a little wolf who refused to admit defeat.
"First, you are only three years old, nine months and fifteen days older than me, as the old saying goes, 'female juniors, hug gold bricks', I think this age difference is just right, and you said three views of experience...... If you want me to be more mature, I will learn and change for you! ”
"Second, understand that a person needs to get along slowly, and you refuse to give me a chance, how can I understand you? And I know my feelings very well, I don't have a simple good impression of you, I like you, I like you for many, many years, I know that the day you officially announced your marriage, I drunk myself and didn't talk to anyone for a whole month...... Tell me, if it's not like, then what's it? ”
"Third, I don't care how many relationships you've had or how many marriages you've had, for me, divorce means the end, and there's no need to talk about what is over. And if you think that falling in love with you will have an impact on my career, then I will tell you clearly that I entered the entertainment industry for you, so for you, I can also give up this career without hesitation——"
Hearing this, Nan Xian couldn't hold back any longer, she frowned and raised her eyes, looking at the little wolf in front of her with disapproval, whose emotions were obviously out of control.
"Yu Lin, don't be angry." She exhaled, trying to slow down her voice as much as possible, "You are no longer a child, you should learn to think about things in a more mature and rational way...... You have to understand that feelings are not the whole of life, and you should not do things that you regret for the sake of the momentary pleasure of the present. ”
Yu Lin was stunned for a second, and suddenly thought of something, and a sudden flash flashed on his flushed face, and then a self-deprecating smile.
"You said I wanted to be more mature and rational...... It means that in your eyes, I'm just an ignorant little kid, right? ”
"I-"
Before she could say more, he suddenly stepped forward quickly, his eyes were heavy and full of a strong sense of oppression, Nan Xian's heart was shocked, and she was forced to retreat.
He pressed step by step, and asked in a dumb voice: "Then who do you think is rational and who is mature?" Your ex-husband He Mingxiao, or that Xiao Jianfeng? ”
Seeing him like this, Nan Xian felt helpless and disappointed, she didn't understand how things could have developed like this, she had just opened her mouth to say something, when she suddenly heard a very familiar calm male voice behind her.
"Of course it's me, He Mingxiao."