The reason why he has been able to live until now is all because of Su Su Moliang, Su Moliang is his spiritual pillar and all the motivation for him to live.

Now that this spiritual pillar has collapsed, his whole person has collapsed!

In the past, he suffered a lot and was humiliated, and he felt that it was a painful thing to live in this world, but it was Su Moliang's appearance that made him feel that it was beautiful to be alive!

But now, Su Moliang has destroyed such a beauty and sent him from heaven to hell again.

I used to think that I had everything, but in the end I found that I still had nothing!

Thinking of losing Su Moliang, Dongfang Yaoyu's heart seemed to be scraped by a sharp knife, like countless insects gnawing, full of holes, and painful!

Knowing such a truth, he no longer had the courage to stay here, and immediately staggered out of the courtyard.

He no longer has the face to face Su Moliang, and then face the emperor, only if he escapes far away, he will not be seen by her embarrassed.

It's just that his body was too weak, he stumbled out of Su Moliang's yard, and with great strength, when he walked to the door, he was weakly spread on the ground, coughing in pain.

The kind of grief that erupted from the depths of his soul was accompanied by coughing, which shook Dongfang Yaoyu's ribs, and the heart that had learned to beat because of Su Moliang began to freeze slowly, and it became cold little by little, making him tremble all over his body.

He thought that God had given him so much suffering, and finally began to give him happiness, but he didn't expect it to be all fake, all fake.

God just looked at him pitifully and played a joke on him.

It's just that what did he do wrong, why did God treat him so cruelly, why did he let him suffer this!

He just loves someone, he just wants to be with her, is it wrong to love someone?

Is it because he wants too much? Is it true that a person like him is destined to be unworthy of love for the rest of his life?

Dongfang Yaoyu didn't cry when he faced death, and he didn't cry when he experienced the pain of changing his body, but now tears kept pouring out of his empty and stagnant eyes like a spring-

At this time, Xiahou Wanxuan happened to come back from outside, and saw Dongfang Yaoyu fall at the gate of the courtyard, she was startled, and hurriedly ran forward to help him, "Dongfang Gongzi, why are you here! You are not well yet, you can't just get out of bed and walk!"

At this time, Dongfang Yaoyu's whole body was numb, his eyes were hollow, his face was as pale as if he was dead, and there were tears in his eyes.

"Dongfang Gongzi, what's wrong with you? Why did you make it like this! Don't scare me!" Xiahou Wanxuan looked at him like this, and didn't know what to do.

Dongfang Yaoyu covered his colicy chest and frowned, Xiahou Wanxuan saw this, her eyes widened in fright, and she immediately asked, "Are you in pain? Is it a physical pain? You wait, I'll find you a doctor!"

Xiahou Wanxuan was frightened, her brain was a mess, and when she saw him, she seemed to be in pain, so she suddenly woke up to find a doctor.

Dongfang Yaoyu saw her get up to leave, and grabbed her suddenly, "Don't! I don't want a doctor!"

No matter how good the doctor is, he can't cure his pain!

What he wants is Su Moliang, but she doesn't belong to him anymore!

No, she never belonged to him, he was just a passerby in her life, a dispensable passerby!

All this is his own passion, the funny thing is that he has been kept in the dark, and he didn't even know that Su Moliang had already married a wife, and he shamelessly inserted himself between them to prevent them from being together.

Thinking of this, Dongfang Yaoyu actually laughed, but the smile was more ugly than crying, which made Xiahou Wanxuan worry for a while.

"Dongfang Gongzi, I have to go and ask the doctor to come! Su Mo said, you must recuperate well now to recover, if you continue like this, you will die!" Xiahou Wanxuan saw that he was not only physical, but also mentally very bad, how could he let him go.

Dongfang Yaoyu let out a sad smile, and his empty pupils lost the slightest bit of brilliance, "I'm already a dead person, do I still care about death? ”

No longer have to endure the pain of changing bodies, no longer have to endure the pain of losing Su Moliang, how easy and happy it is to die.

When Xiahou Wanxuan heard this kind of frustrating words, she tightened her brows angrily and reproached, "Dongfang Gongzi, Su Mo finally rescued you, how can you say such a thing!"

"Haha, it's hard to save me? That's just because of her guilt! In order to make up for her guilt and make her feel better, but let me live in such pain, she is so ruthless!" Dongfang Yaoyu sneered twice, and slammed his fist on the ground, tears like beads with broken threads constantly falling.

When Xiahou Wanxuan heard this, she couldn't control the anger in her heart, and slapped Dongfang Yaoyu in the face.

Feeling the pain on her face, Dongfang Yaoyu looked up at her with stunned eyes, and even Xiahou Wanxuan herself was startled.

She didn't know where she got the courage to slap Dongfang Yaoyu.

Maybe it's because she's too angry, or maybe she really doesn't want to see such a decadent and depressed Dongfang Yaoyu.

Thinking of what he said just now, Xiahou Wanxuan was like a fish in her throat, not vomiting or unhappy, "Dongfang Yaoyu, Su Mo saved you, maybe because of guilt, what about us? Where did you put us? My brother and I, as well as your sister who is worried about you, and the disciples of the Red Star Alliance, we went to the Nan'an Forest together." We have gone through hardships and dangers, risked our lives to help you find medicinal herbs, and almost died in the forest, and now we have finally rescued you, but you want to die? Are you worthy of us?"

"Even if we people are nothing in your eyes, are you worthy of your family? Your father and your sixth uncle are all great generals who fought on the battlefield, but because you washed their faces with tears, how much effort they put in to keep you alive, is this how you repay them?"

"I know that you can endure the pain of changing your body and hold on to today because Su Mo's belief supports you, but you have to remember that not only her, you also have many people who love you, you can't erase their love for you, otherwise you will be too selfish!"

Dongfang Yaoyu suddenly heard this, his pupils floated in shock, and he stared at Xiahou Wanxuan sluggishly, forgetting to react for a while.

He didn't expect that the woman in front of him, who looked gentle on the outside, had such power in his heart, and it was like a heavy hammer that fell on his heart, which brought him a lot of shock.